头，痛得像要炸开。
houlonglihuoshaohuoliao，shijiubingchuisizhirenneizhongganke。
womengdizhengkaiyan，yingruyanliandequebushiyuxiangzhongdeyincaodifu，ershi……yidingshuxide、xiuzhechanzhilianwendeqiansuhongzhangman。
zheizhangzi……shiwojijineinian，muqinteyiqingjiangnanzuihaodexiuniangweiwozhide。
wobushiyijingsilema？sizaineiyinlengchaoshidepomiaoli，sizaishenqingyuehetaneijianfu——wocengjingdezhiai，sanhuangzixiaomingdelianshoubeipanzhixia。
tamenduozoulewodejiazhuang，wumiewofuqintongdi，zhishihoufumanmenchaozhan！wotuozhebingti，zaipomiaoligouyancanchuan，tingzheshenqingyueyongzuitianmeideshengyin，shuozhezuiedudehua：“jiejie，niyiweiminggegezhendeainima？tabuguoshiweileniwaizufujiadebingquanbale。”
“xianzai，nimeileliyongjiazhi，houfuyemeile。anxinquba，nidedongxi，meimeiwohuihaohao‘xiangyong’de。”
taotiandehenyirutongyehuo，shunjianfenbianwodesizhibaihai！
womengdizuoqishen，ditoukanxiangzijideshou——baixi，xianxi，daizheshaonvduyoudeyingrun，bushineishuangzaipomiaolidongdeqingzi、bumandongchuangdejiangsizhishou。
“**！ninzhongyuxingle！”yigedaizhekuqiangdeqingcuishengyinzaierbianxiangqi。
wozhuantou，kandaoyigechuanzheouhesebijiadexiaoyahuanduanzheyiwanyaokuaibuzoujinlai，lianshangmanshijingxi。
是锦心！
wochujiaqian，tayinwei“buxiaoxin”dasuileshenqingyuesongwodeyigeyuzhuo，beifamailechuqu，houlaitingshuo……sizailerenyazishouli。
kexianzai，tahuoshengshengdizhanzaiwomianqian，meiyanjianhaidaizheweituodezhiqi。
“jinxin……”woyikaikou，shengyinshayadelihai，daizhezijidouweicengchajuedezhandou，“jinxishihenian？”
“**，ninshibushibinghutule？”jinxinjiangyaowanfangzaichuangbiandexiaojishang，danyoudikanzhewo，“xianzaishishengyuanershisannian，sanyuechuqiya。ninqianjirizaihuayuanlishangyu，buxiaoxinluoshui，hunshuileliangrile！”
shengyuanershisannian……sanyuechuqi！
我落水的那天！
wozhongshengle！wozhendezhongshengle！huidaolewoshiwusuizheiyinian，beijuhaimeiyoukaishi，yiqiedouhailaideji！
judadekuangxihegengshendehenyijiaozhizaiyiqi，jihurangwochuanbuguoqi。wosisizuanjinshenxiadejinbei，zhijiajihuyaoqianjinzhangxin。
laotianye，nidaiwobubo！jilewozhonglaiyicidejihui！
shenqingyue，xiaoming……zheiyishi，wodingyaojiangnimenjiazhuzaiwoshenshang、jiazhuzaihoufushenshangdetongku，qianbei、wanbeiditaohuilai！
“**，ninzenmele？liansezheimenankan，shibushihaiyounalibushufu？”jinxinjianwoshensebianhuan，hedekuaiyaokuchulai。
woshenxiyikouqi，qiangxingyaxiafantengdexinxu，nulijichuyigeanfudexiao：“meishi，jiushigangxing，youxiemeiliqi。yaojiwoba。”
wojieguoneiwanqiheidetangyao，nongyudekuweipubierlai。
qianshi，wojiushihelezheiwan“anshenyao”hou，shenziyizhichanmianbingta，xuruolexujiu，jileshenqingyuewushuzaiwomianqiantaohaomaiguai、zaisanhuangzimianqianshuacunzaigandejihui。
xianzaixianglai，zheiyaoli，pashijialebiededongxiba。
wodehaoshumei，haizhenshi……pobujidaia。
womeiyouhe，zhishijiangyaowanqingqingfanghuituopan，dandandao：“taikule，xianfangzheba。qujiwodaobeiqingshuilai。”
jinxinbuyiyouta，lianmangqudaoshui。
**zaichuangtou，huanguzhezheijianwozhuleshiwuniandeguifang。chensheyijiuhuameijingzhi，meiyijianbaishedoutouzhehoufudinvdezungui。kerujinzaiwoyanli，zheifulitanghuangzhixia，yongdongzhewushuchirendeanliu。
“jiejie！nixingle！”yigejiaorouzuozuodeshengyincongmenwaichuanlai，daizheqiadaohaochudejingxihedanyou。
来了。
wotaiyanwangqu，zhijianshenqingyuechuanzheyishenyuebaisedeyiqun，chuchukeliandizoulejinlai，shoulihaiduanzheyixiaodiemijian。tashengdeyifuruoliufufengdehaoyangmao，meiyanjianyuwohaiyouliangfenxiangsi，cikeyanquanweihong，gengshiwojianyoulian。
qianshi，wojiushibeitazheifuchunliangwuhaideyangzipianleyibeizi！
“tingshuojiejiexingle，meimeiwolikejiuganguolaile。zheiluoshuizuishishangshen，jiejiekuaiyongkemijiantiantianzui，ququyaodekuwei。”tashuozhe，jiuyaojiangneimijianwangwozuilisong。
kanzhetaneikansiguanqie，shizeyandishenchuzangzheyisibuyichajuedesuanjideyanshen，woweiliyizhenfanyong。
woweiweicetou，bikailetadeshou，yuqishulierlengdan：“youlaomeimeiguaxin，wogangxing，meishenmeweikou。”
shenqingyuedeshoujiangzaibankong，lianshangshanguoyisicuoe。sihumeiliaodaowohuishizheizhongfanying。anzhaowangchang，wozaojiulazhetadeshou，gandongdishuo“haishiyueerzuitengwo”le。
tahenkuaidiaozhenghaobiaoqing，xuanranyuqi：“jiejiekeshizaiguaimeimei？neiriruobushimeimeimeiyoulawenjiejie，jiejieyebuhuiluoshui……doushimeimeidecuo……”shuozhe，neiyanleijiuxiangduanlexiandezhuzisidewangxiadiao。
好一招以退为进！
ruoshiqianshi，wobidingxintengbuyi，fanguolaianweita。
可现在……
wojingjingdikanzhetabiaoyan，zuijiaoshenzhigouqiyimojidande、daizhechaofengdehudu：“meimeizheishizuoshenme？woheshiguainile？neirishiwozijijiaohua，yumeimeihegan？nizheibanzuotai，buzhidaode，haiyiweiworuheqifunileni。”
wodeshengyinbuda，quexiangshiyijiwushengdeerguang，shanzaileshenqingyuedelianshang。
tadekushengjiaranerzhi，nanyizhixindikanzhewo。
pangbiandejinxinyedengdaleyanjing，sihubuganxiangxinzheibanmianlizangzhendehuashicongtajiaxianglaizhilvdanchunde**zuilishuochulaide。
“jiejie……wo、wobushineigeyisi……”shenqingyueyishiyusai，lianshangyizhenhongyizhenbai。
“woleile，xiangxiexile。”wolandezaiyutaxuyuweishe，zhijiexialezhukeling，“meimeiruoshiwushi，bianhuiquba。”
shenqingyuekanzhewo，yanshenfuza，youjingyi，younaonu，danzuizhongdouhuaweilegengshendeweiqu。tayaozhechun，fulefushenzi：“nei……jiejiehaoshengxiuxi，meimeiwanxiezailaikanni。”
kanzhetajihushiluohuangertaodebeiying，woxinzhonglengxiao。
zheijiushoubuzhule？shenqingyue，zheicaizhishikaishi。
niqianwode，wohuiyibiyibi，lianbendailiditaohuilai！
laotianye，nidaiwobubo！jilewozhonglaiyicidejihui！shenqingyue，xiaoming……zheiyishi，wodingyaojiangnimenjiazhuzaiwoshenshang、jiazhuzaihoufushenshangdetongku，qianbei、wanbeiditaohuilai！
jinxinxiaoxinyiyididishangqingshui，qieshengshengdiwen：“**，nin……ninhaoxiangyoudianbuyiyangle。”
wojieguoshuibei，wenshuirunguohoulong，dailaiyisiqingxing。
wokanzhechuangwaimingmeidechunguang，yanshenbingleng。
“shia，buyiyangle。”woqingshengshuo，xiangshizaihuidata，youxiangshizaigaosuziji，“congguimenguanzouyizaohuilaideren，zenmekenenghaiheyiqianyiyang？”
siguoyihui，caizhidaocengjingdezijiyouduochun。
zheiyishi，wobuzaishineigebeifumuchongaidebuzhirenxinxianedehoufudinv。
woshicongdiyupahuilaideegui，wodeguilai，zhiwei——fuchou！
neixiehaiguowo，fuguowoderen，nimen……zhunbeihaolema？
jinxinbangwoyehaobeijiao，yanshenlihaidaizhedianmeisanqudejingyi。wozhidao，wojintiandefanyinghedaotale。
yenanguai，qianshizheigeshihoudewo，naozilichulexindedeshoushihehuayuanligangkaidemudan，jiushijuedewonei“rouruoshanliang”deshumeishiquantianxiazuihaoderen。
xianzaixiangxiang，zhenshichundeguaxiang。
“jinxin，”wofangruanleshengyin，zheiyatoushizhenxindaiwode，qianshiyinwoersi，zheiyishi，wobihutazhouquan，“nijuede，er**daiworuhe？”
jinxinlengleyixia，xianranmeixiangdaowohuizheimewen，tacuozheyijiao，xiaoshengshuo：“er**……dui**nin，yizhishijihaodeya。youshenmehaochide、haowande，doujinzhenin……”
“shia，jinzhewo。”woqingxiaoyisheng，daizhedianzichao，“jinzherangwochufengtou，jinzherangwoxiandebahu，jinzherangwolibukaita。”
jinxindengdaleyanjing，sidongfeidong。
wobuji，youxieshidemanmanlai。zhongchengxuyaopeiyang，naoziyexuyao。
“qu，qiaoqiaobawoluoshuishi，shenbiangenzhedeqitajigexiaoyatoujiaolai，biejingdongpangren。”wofenfudao。
锦心应声去了。
**zaichuangtou，pansuanzhe。luoshuizheishi，wojidehenqingchu。qianshiwozhidangshiyiwai，haifanguolaianwei“zizebuyi”deshenqingyue。kexianzai，wodezhidao，dangshidaodifashengleshenme“yiwai”。
buyihuier，lianggexiaoyahuanzhanzhanjingjingdijinlaile，putongjiuguixiale，yiweiwoyaozhuijiutamenhuzhubulidezuiguo。
“biepa，wojiushiwenwen，”woyuqipinghe，“woluoshuideshihou，nimendouzaishenmeweizhi？kanjianleshenme？yiwuyishidishuo，shuoqingchule，youshang。”
lianggexiaoyatouhuxiangkanlekan，qizhongyigedanzidadiande，kekebabadikaikou：“hui、huida**，dangshininheer**zailinshuidelanganbiankanyu，nubi、nubimenzaihoumianjibuyuangenzhe。ranhou……ranhoujiukanjianninshenziyiwai，jiudiaoxiaqule……”
“wodangshishimianxianghushui，haishimianxianger**？”
“nin……ninshicezheshenzi，heer**shuohualaizhe。”
“neiwoluoshuideshihou，er**zaizuoshenme？”
“er**……er**haoxiangheleyitiao，shenshouxianglanin，meilazhu，ranhoutajiudashenghujiule。”
lingyigexiaoyatoubuchongdao：“nubihaoxiang……haoxiangkanjianer**dejiao，nuoleyixia……dan、dankenengshinubikancuole！”
脚挪了一下？
woxindilengxiao。shile，linshuideneichulangan，nianqiancaiyinweifengyuqinshisongdongleyigen，fulihaimeilaidejixiu。zheishi，haishishenqingyueqianjitian“wuyizhong”genwotiqide，shuoneilijingzhihao，yuertebiefei。
haoyige“wuyi”！tazaojiujihuahaole。zheinalishishangyu，fenmingshisongwoshanghuangquanlu
liyongwozhidaoneililangansongdongquexincunjiaoxingdexinli，yaowoqushangyu，zaizaiwoceshenyutashuohua，zhongxinbuwenshi，yongjiaohuozheyongshenti，jiwoyige“qiadaohaochu”detuili！
sharenbujianxue，zhenshitadehaoshouduan。
worangjinxinshangleneilianggexiaoyatouyirenyigeyinkezi，zhufutamenjintiandehuabuxuduirenherenshuo。
tamenqianenwanxiedizoule。
fangjianliyoushengxiawoyigeren。yangguangtouguochuanglingzhaojinlai，nuanyangyangde，woquejuedexindiyipianhanliang。
zheicaigangkaishi，shenqingyue，nijiusongwozheimeyifen“dali”。
好，很好。
zheichuxi，nixiangyanjiemeiqingshen，wopeini。buguo，jubendeyouwolaixie！
yangleliangtian“bing”，wo“shenzi”zongsuanhaolexie。yizao，wojiurangjinxinjiwoshuzhuang。
“**，ninliansehaibutaihao，zaiduoxiuxijiriba？”jinxinkanzhetongjingliwoyijiuyouxiecangbaidelian，danyoudishuo。
“bule，”wonaqiyizhichijindiancuidebuyao，qingqingcharufaji，“zai‘bing’xiaqu，youxierengaiyiweiwokuaisile，yaojizhelaijiwokusangle。”
我得去给母亲请安。
wodemuqin，yongninghoufuren，chushenjiangmen，xinggeshuangli，danergenziyoudianruan，youqitingbudeneixierourouruoruodekusu。qianshi，shenqingyuejiumeishaozaimuqinmianqianshangwodeyanyao，rangmuqinjuedewozheigedinvbeichongdetaiguorenxing，faneryuefalianxitazheige“dongshi”deshunv。
gangdaomuqinyuanmenkou，jiutingjianlimianchuanlaishenqingyueneijiaoroudeshengyin。
“muqin，ninjiubiezeguaijiejiele，jiejietayebushiguyide。tazhishixingzizhilvlexie，dingshineixiexiarensihoubuyongxin，cairedejiejiefapiqi，shuailedongxi……”
wojiaobuyidun，shuaidongxi？
he，wozheiliangrilianfangmendoumeichu，heshishuailedongxi？zheizaizangxianhai，laidekezhenkuai。
woshiyimenkoudeyahuanbubitongbao，jingjingzhanzailianziwaitingzhe。
muqindeshengyindaizhexiebuyue：“lanerzheihaizi，shiyuefajiaozongle！bingzheyebuansheng。haishiyueernidongshi，shishidianjizheta。”
“muqinkuaibiezheimeshuo，jiejieshidinv，shenfenzungui，youxiepiqiyeshiyingdangde。zhishi……”shenqingyuehuafengyizhuan，daizheqiadaohaochudeyoulv，“zhishinvertingshuo，qianrichufangjijiejiesongdeyanwo，jiejiexianweidaobuhao，zhijielianwanzale。zheiyaoshichuanchuqu，pashiduijiejiedeshengyuyouai……nverrenweiyanqing，quanbudongjiejie，zhihaolaiqiumuqin，qianwantijiejiezheyanyier……”
好一招颠倒黑白！
neiyanwo，fenmingshitaqianrisonglai，wokandoumeikanjiurangjinxinyuanyangduanhuiqule。tajingnengbianpaichuwozawandexima！
woshenxiyikouqi，xianlianerru。
“muqinanhao。”woguiguijujudixingli，ranhoufangfocaikandaoshenqingyue，jingyadao，“yi？meimeiyezai？gangcaizaimenwaihaoxiangtingdaomeimeizaishuoshenme……zawan？sheizawanle？shinagebuzhangyandenucairemeimeishengqilema？”
woyilianwuguheguanqie，chenggongkandaoshenqingyuelianshangdebiaoqingshunjianninggu。
muqinyelengleyixia，kankanwo，youkankanshenqingyue：“laner，niqianrimeiyoushuailechufangsongqudeyanwowan？”
wodengdaleyanjing，gengjia“jingya”：“muqinzheishicongnalitinglaidehua？nverqianribingdehunchen，lianyaodoushimianqianghexia，nayouliqishuaiwan？zaishuole，chufangsonglaidedongxi，yixiangshijingxinzhunbeide，nverganjihailaibuji，zenhuiwugufapiqi？”
wozoudaomuqinshenbian，lazhetadexiuzi，daizhedianweiqu：“muqin，shibushinverbinglezheiliangri，jiuyourenjuedenverhaoqifu，shenmezangdechoudedouwangnvershenshangpole？”
shuozhe，womuguangsibujingyidisaoguoshenqingyue。
taliansebailebai，jimangdao：“jiejiewuhuile！xushi、xushimeimeitingcuole，shinagesuizuidepoziluanchuanhua……”
“e？tingcuole？”woweiweitiaomei，“meimeifangcaibushihaishuodeyoubiziyouyan，lianwo‘xianweidaobuhao’douzhidaole？zheichuanhuaderen，benshidaoshibuxiao，bujinnengbian，hainengcaidaowodexinsi。mofeishiwoduzilidehuichongbucheng？”
woyuqidaizhediaokan，yanshenqueruilirudao，zhizhishexiangshenqingyue。
tabeiwodudeyakouwuyan，ejiaoshenchuleximidehanzhu，qiuzhusidekanxiangmuqin。
muqinbushishazi，kandaozheili，xinliyemingbailejifen。taliansechenlexialai，kanzheshenqingyuedemuguangdaishangleshenshi：“yueer，yihoudaotingtushuodehua，weijingheshi，buyaonadaowomianqianlaishuo。jiemeizhijian，dangyihemuweizhong。”
shenqingyueshenziyizhan，lianmangdixiatou：“shi，nverzhicuole，qingmuqinzefa。”
“bale，niyeshiyipian‘haoxin’。”muqinbailebaishou，yuqiyouxiedan，“douxiaquba，lanerbingganghao，xuyaojingyang。”
“女儿告退。”
woheshenqingyueyiqianyihouzouchumuqindeyuanzi。
zoudaowurenchudehuilangxia，shenqingyueturantingxiajiaobu，zhuanguoshen，neishuangyingyingshuimoulizaiwubanfenrouruo，zhishengxiabinglengdeyuandu。
“jiejiejinri，haolihaidezui。”
wokanzheta，xiaole，yangguangzhaozaiwolianshang，nuanrongrongde，querongbuhuawoyandidebingshuang。
“bibushangmeimei，haohendudexin。”
wocoujinyibu，yongzhiyouwomenliangrennengtingdaodeshengyin，qingshengshuo：“tuiwoluoshui，youpaolaimuqinmianqianwumiewo。shenqingyue，nizheimejizhexiangrangwosi，shipawo……danglenideluma？”
shenqingyuetongkongzhousuo，mengdihoutuiyibu，xiangshibeixiezizheleyixia，lianshangxuesejintun。
“ni……nihushuoshenme！”
“woshibushihushuo，nixinliqingchu。”wozhiqishen，lileliyixiu，yuqiqingkuai，“meimei，luhaizhang，zanmen……zouzheqiao。”
shuowan，wobuzaikantaneizhangniuqudelian，daizhejinxin，jingzhilikai。
yangguangjiangwodeyingziladezhangzhangde，fangfoyigecongdiyuguilaidefuchouzhe，zhongyutashangleshuyutadezhanchang。
fengchuiguolangxiadefengling，dingdangzuoxiang。
wotingjianshenqingyuezaishenhou，jihushicongyafenglijichulaideshengyin——
“shenqinglan，nijiwodengzhe！”
等着？
我当然会等着。
dengzhekannimen，ruheyibubu，zouxiangwoweinimenzhunbeihaode……wanzhangshenyuan。