nanpengyoushibingjiaokongzhikuang。
jiaowanghou，taqieduanlewosuoyouhewaijiedelianxi。
jiangwoqiujinzaifangjianzhizhiwoqushi。
zaizhengyan，wohuidaolewohetagangjiaowangdeshihou。
zheiciwobataguanzailedixiashi。
bacengjingkunbangguowodesuoliantaozailetadetoushang。
黑暗。
zheishiwoweiyi，nengganzhidaodedongxi。nongchoude、zhixideheian，xiangyetiyiyangguanmanlewodefeiqiang。
shouwanshangdesuolianyijingmochulexue，jiejia，youmopo，rucifanfu，zhidaoneiyiquandepifuchedihuaisi，sanfachufulandeqiwei。
wobuzhidaobeiguanleduojiu——zaizheigemeiyouchuanghudedixiashili，shijiandegainianbeichediboduo。zhiyoudangtaduanzheshiwuheshuixialaishi，wocainengtongguotashoubiaoshangdeshuzi，zhidaoyouguoquleyitian。
huozheshuo，youaoguoleyitian。
"ruanruan，jintianyouguaiguaixiangwoma？"linxiudeshengyincongtoudingchuanlai，wenroudelingrenmaogusongran。
womeiyouhuida。zuichudefankang，huanlaideshidianjibangdejiaoxun，houlaidechenmo，zehuibeitadangzuosajiao。wulunwozuoshenme，zaizheigefengziyanli，doushi"keai"debiaoxian。
jiaobushengjianjiankaojin，wobennengdiquansuojinqiangjiao。yizhibingliangdeshou，fushangwodelianjia，wokongzhibuzhudizhandou。
"zenmeyoufadoule？lengma？"tatuoxiawaitao，gaizaiwoshenshang，neishangmianhaicanliuzhe，waimiandekongqiweidao，wotanlandishenxiyikou，quebeitawujieweiduitadeyilian。"zhenguai，wojiuzhidaoruanruanzuixihuanwole。"
wotaiqitou，jiezheweiruodedengguangkanta。linxiudelianshang，guazheneifuwanmeidewenrouxiaorong，yanjingliquekongwuyiwu。
zheigerenzhirangwoweibujiaotong——wocengjingduomemilianzheizhanglian，zheigezaixuexiaoli，renrenchengzandemofannanyou。
"qiunile...fangwozouba..."wosiyazhesangziaiqiu，jinguanzhidaozheihaowuyiyi。
guoran，linxiudexiaorongkuodale，taqingqingyaotou，xiangzaihongyigebudongshidehaizi："shuoshenmeshahuani？waimianneimeweixian，zhiyouzaizheilinicaishianquande。"
tadeshouzhicharuwodefajian，wenroudishulizhedajiedetoufa，"zhiyouwohuiyongyuanaini，baohuni，nibumingbaima？"
wobishangleyanjing。jiaowangsangeyuehou，tajianjianqieduanwoyuwaijiedelianxi——xianshiyaoqiuwobanchusushehetatongju，ranhoucidiao**，shanchushejiaozhanghao，zuihou，lianshoujidoubeita"baoguan"qilai。
dangwozhongyuyishidaobuduijing，xiangyaotaopaoshi，tayijingzhunbeihaolezheigedixiashi。
"jintianjinidailejingxie。"linxiudeshengyin，turanqueyueqilai，tacongkoudailitaochuyigesironghezi，"kan，dinghunjiezhi！zheiyangruanruanjiuyongyuanshiwodele。"
wodexueyeshunjianninggu。jiezhizaihunandedengguangxia，shanzhebinglengdeguang，xiangmouzhongbuxiangdeyuzhao。
"bu..."woxianghoutuisuo，houbeidishangbinglengdeqiangmian，"wobuyao...qiuqiuni..."
linxiudebiaoqingshunjianyinchenxialai，danhenkuaiyouhuifuleneizhongguiyidewenrou："ruanruanyouzaishuorenxingdehuale。nizhidaode，wobuxihuantingnishuo'bu'。"
taqiangxingzhuazhuwodezuoshou，wopinmingzhengzha，zhijiazaitalianshanghuachuyidaoxuehen。
时间仿佛静止了。
linxiumanmantaishou，molemolianshangdeshangkou，kanzhezhijiandexueji，yanshenzhujianbiandemosheng。
xiayimiao，wobeitahenhenchuaizaidishang，hounaoshaozhuangjishuinidimiandetengtong，rangwoyanqianfahei。
"weishenmezongyaorewoshengqini？"tanannanziyu，kuazuozaiwoshenshang，shuangshouqiazhuwodebozi，"mingmingwozheimeaini...weishenmejiushibumingbai..."
yangqibeiyidiandianboduo，shiyekaishimohu。zaiyishixiaosandebianyuan，wosihutingdaolemen**。
linxiudedongzuotingxiale。tafanzaodizashe，songkaileshou。wodakouchuanxi，xianggeqiandeyuzhongyuhuidaoshuizhong。
"daizaizheilibiedong。"taminglingdao，qishenzhengliyifu，"womashanghuilai。"
dangtadejiaobusheng，xiaoshizailoutijintou，woyongjinquanlipaqilai。zheishijihui，kenengshizuihoudejihui。
wotuozhesuolianxiangloutipaqu，quejuewangdifaxian——suoliandezhangdu，genbengoubudaoloutikou。
menwaichuanlaimohudeshuohuasheng，wodexintiaokuaideyaochongchuxiongqiang，pinminglachezhesuolian，zhidaoshouwanzaicixueroumohu。
"yourenma？jiujiuwo！"woyongjinzuihoudeliqihuhan。
jiaobushengzaicijiejin，danbilinxiudegengqing、gengkuai。
dixiashidemenbeituikai，ciyandeguangxianzhong，wokandaoyigemoshengdekuaidiyuanzhanzaimenkou，lianshangmanshijingkong。
"tiana！wo、wozheijiubaojing！"tazhuanshenyaopao。
"bu！dengdeng！xianbangwo——"
wodehuameinengshuowan。yibadao，congbeihoucichuanlekuaidiyuandexiongtang，xianxuepenjianzaiwodelianshang，wenreerxingtian。
kuaidiyuandaoxiale，luchuhoumianshouchiranxuejiandao、mianwubiaoqingdelinxiu。
"zhenbutinghua。"tatanxizhezouxialouti，pixiecaizaixuebozhong，fachuniannideshengyin，"xianzai，wodechulidiaozheige，zailaichulini。"
wozhidao，zheijiushijiejule。
danglinxiunazhezhentouzouxiangwoshi，womeiyouzaizhengzha。zhentouyaxialaideshunjian，wotouguobuliao，tingjiantaqingroudediyu：
"zheiyangnijiuyongyuanshuyuwole。"
zhixideganjuerucishuxi，heianzaicijianglin。danzheiyici，wozhidaotabuhuizailikai。
然而——
womengdizhengkaiyanjing，cimudeyangguang，rangwolikebishangleyan。shenxiashirouruandechuangdian，erbianshinaozhongde**。wozhandouzhemoxiangzijidebozi，neiliguanghuawanhao，meiyouyuqing，meiyouzhihen。
shoujipingmuliangqi，xianshizheriqi：2021nian9yue15ri。
三年前。
wohelinxiugangjiaowangyigeyuedeshihou。
suopingbizhishiwohetadehezhao，zhaopianli，woxiaorongcanlan，tawenroudilouzhewodejian。cengjingrangwoxindongbuyidehuamian，xianzaizhirangwogandaoyizhenehan。
我重生了。
shoujizhendongqilai，pingmushangtiaodongzhe"xiuxiu❤"delaidianxianshi。woshenxiyikouqi，anxiajietingjian。
"zaoan，ruanruan。"linxiudeshengyintongguohuatongchuanlai，wenroudenengdichushuilai，"shuidehaoma？"
wowojinshouji，zhijiashenshenqiajinzhangxin，shengyinquetianmeidebukesiyi："ng，mengjiannileni。"
jingzilidewo，zuijiaoshangyang，yanshenquebinglengcigu。