我是被疼醒的。
bushineizhongpiroubeisiliedejutong——qianshilinsiqian，chenkundeshouxiayongshaohongdetieqianluozaiwoxiongkou，zizidejiaohuweihunzheneizangpoliededuntong，caishizhenzhengdediyu。cikedetenghenqing，xiangyougenxizhenzaizhataiyangxue，bansuizhechuangwaichanmingdeguozao，haiyoushangpuchuanlaidefanshensheng。
我猛地睁开眼。
yingruyanliandeshifanhuangdetiezhichuangjia，guazhexidefabaidelansechuanglian，yangguangcongchuanglianfengxililoujinlai，zaishuzhuodepaomiantongshangtouxiaguangban。kongqilipiaozhelianjiaxiyifenhenanshengsusheteyoudehanwei，haiyou……shangpuxiaopangmoyadeshengyin。
zheibushichenkunneijiandixiashenxunshi。
wojiangyingditaiqishou，zhijianchudaozuoyanjiaoshi，yizhenshuxidecitongchuanlai。moguojingzideshunjian，wokandaoleneizhanglian——22suidelinmo，pifuhaimeibeizhemodelahuang，xiahexianfengli，zhishizuoyanjiaoneidaodanhesedebahen，xiangtiaochouloudexiaoshe，sisidingzaiyanwei。
这道疤是陈坤划的。
qianshi，tachuanzhedingzhixizhuang，jinsiyanjinghoudeyanjingxiaochengyitiaofeng，shoulideshuiguodaoquehaobuliuqingdihuaguowodeyanjiao：“xiaolinmo，nibadangnianyaoshikenbalinshidehaiwaizhanghujiaochulai，nahuiyoujintian？”
wozuanjinquantou，zhijiaqianjinzhangxin，xuexingweizaikouqianglisankai。jiyixiangjuedidehongshui，chongkualegangqingxingdehundun——
sangeyuehoudeneigeyuye，wohuijiashikandaodeshiketinglininggudexuezi，mamadezhenzhuxianglianduanzaixuanguan，babadegongwenbaobeifandexilan。zhanghaozhanzaishafapang，shoulizuanzhewojiadefangchanzheng，shenhoushizhaotianxiongdedashou。suqingduozaizhanghaoshenhou，lianshanghaiguazheleihen，queduiwoshuo：“linmo，nidoubuguotamende，renmingba。”
ranhoushiwuxiuzhidezhemo，tamenbiwoshuochulinshijituandemimi，wobushuo，jiudaduanwodetui，shaowodepifu。zhidaozuihou，chenkunqinzilai，gaosuwo：“niquanjiadesi，zhanghaohesuqingdouyoufen，buguozhumoushiwo。sheirangnibataiguzhi，bukenbaneikuaidirangjiwoni？”
“moge，nixingla？”shangpudexiaopangtanxiatou，shoulihainazhebandaishupian，“kuaiqilaiba，jintianshangwuyougaoshuke，laojiaoshoudianmingchaoyande。”
wotaitoukanta，xiaopangdelianyuanyuande，yanlimanshidanchundeguanqie。zheishiwodedaxueshiyou，qianshitabiyehouqulewaidi，meichanhejinwodeshi，suanshishaoshujigeduiwomeieyideren。
dancike，wokanzheta，xinlimeiyoubanfennuanyi。qianshidebeipanxiangduteng，yijingchanmanlewodexinzang，renheyidianshanyi，dourangwojuedeshiweizhuang。
“zhidaole。”wodandandiyingleyisheng，shengyinhaiyoudianshaya，shizhongshenghouhoulonggansedeyuangu。
wozuoqishen，jiaogangluodi，jiukandaoshuzhuojiaoluolidetaili。hongsedemakebiquanzheyigeriqi——9yue10ri。
juliwojiachushi，haiyouzhengzhengsangeyue。
wozouguoqu，shouzhifuguotailishangderiqi，zhijiajihuyaobazhichuopo。sangeyue，zugoule。chenkun、zhaotianxiong、zhanghao、suqing……suoyouqianlewolinjiaxuezhaideren，zheiyishi，wohuirangtamenyidianyidian，baqianwodedoutuchulai。
“moge，nifashenmedaini？”xiaopangcongshangputiaoxialai，pailepaiwodejianbang，“duile，zuotianzhanghaohailaizhaoni，shuoxiangyuenijinwanquwangbakaihei，nimeihuitaxiaoxi。”
张浩。
zheigemingzixiangyigenbingzhui，zhajinwodetaiyangxue。wozhuantoukanxiangshuzhuoyoushangjiao，neilitiezheyizhangbanjiheying，zhaopianlidezhanghaozhanzaiwopangbian，dazhewodejianbang，xiaodeyiliancanlan。qianshiwojiushibeizheizhangxiaolianpianle，batadangchengzuihaodexiongdi，shenmexinshidougentashuo，lianwojiadeqingkuangdoumeimanzhe。
“zhidaole，wohuihuita。”wochelechezuijiao，xiangjichuyigezhengchangdexiaorong，quejuedelianbujiroujiangyingdelihai。jingzilidewo，yanshenlengdexiangbing，zuoyanjiaodebahenzaiyangguangxiagewaixianyan，neishiqianshidezuizheng，yeshizheiyishidezhanshu。
xiaopangmeichajuedaowodeyichang，haizaixuxutaotao：“duile，gangcaiwozaizoulanglikandaowanghule，tahaiwennizaibuzai，gujishiyouxiangzhaonimafan。nishangcimeilita，tahaoxiangtingbushuangde。”
王虎。
wonaohaililikefuxianchuneigeshencaizhuangshuo、bozishangguazheliezhiwenshendenansheng。qianshitashixuexiaolidexiaohunhun，jingchangqiangxinshengdeqian，wodayideshihoubeitaduzaicesuoli，qiangleliangbaikuai，haibeishanleyibazhang。neishihouwoxinggeruan，meiganfankang，xianzaixianglai，zhenshikexiao。
“tazhao**shenme？”wonaqizhuoshangdeshuibei，heleyikoulengshui，yaxiaxindifanyongdeshayi。
“sheizhidaoni，gujishikannihaoqifuba。”xiaopangpielepiezui，“moge，niyebiezongrenzhe，buxingjiugaosudaoyuan。”
womeishuohua，zhishikanzhechuangwai。louxiadelanqiuchangshang，jigenanshengzhengzaidaqiu，yangguangzhenghao，yiqiedouxiandeneimepingjing。kewozhidao，zheipingjingdebeihou，zangzheduoshaoangzangdedongxi。zhanghaodetanlan，suqingdexurong，zhaotianxiongdecanbao，chenkundeweishan……haiyouwolinjianeibimeibeizhaodaodehaiwaizichan，neicaishitamenzhenzhengxiangyaode。
wofangxiashuibei，dakaidiannao。pingmuliangqideshunjian，woshouzhifeikuaidiqiaojijianpan，diaochulegupiaoxingqingruanjian。qianshidejiyili，zaiguosantian，“xingtukeji”degupiaohuiyinweiyigetufadezhuanlihuopixiaoxi，lianxusangezhangtingban。zheishiwofuchoujihuadediyibu——qian。meiyouqian，shenmedouzuobule。
wodingzhepingmushangdekxiantu，yanshenyuelaiyueliang。qianshiwojiadaozhongluohou，changjinlemeiqiandeku，zheiyishi，woyaorangzijizhanzaishiwuliandedingduan，yongjinqianhequanli，baneixiechourenyigegecaizaijiaoxia。
“moge，nihaiqushangkema？kuaichidaole。”xiaopangyijingshoushihaoleshubao，cuicudao。
“buqule，bangwohangedao。”wotouyemeitai，jixuyanjiugupiao。shangkeduiwolaishuoyijingbuzhongyaole，woxianzaideshijian，meiyifenmeiyimiaodoubunenglangfei。
xiaopangyouyuleyixia，haishidianlediantou：“xingba，neinizijizhuyidian，wanghuyaoshizhaonimafan，jidejiwodadianhua。”
menguanshangdeshunjian，sushelizhishengxiawoyigeren。**zaiyizishang，bishangyanjing，shenxileyikouqi。zaizhengkaiyanshi，yanlidezuihouyidianwenduyexiaoshile，zhishengxiabinglengdejuejue。
wodakaitongxunlu，zhaodao“zhanghao”demingzi。shouzhixuanzaipingmushang，tingdunlejimiao，ranhoubianjileyitiaoxiaoxi：“jinwanwangbajian，laodifang。”
fasongchenggongdetishidanchushi，wozuijiaogouqiyimolengxiao。zhanghao，zheiyishi，womende“xiongdiqing”，gaihaohaosuansuanle。
woguandiaoliaotianjiemian，youdiankaileyigeyinzangdewenjianjia，limianshiwozuowanaoyexiedechourenmingdan。diyigeshiwanghu，diergeshizhanghao，houmiangenzhesuqing、zhaotianxiong，zuihoushichenkun。meigemingzihoumian，douhuazheyigecha，dengzhewoyigegehuadiao。
jiuzaizheishi，zoulanglichuanlaiyizhenxuanhuasheng，jiazazhewanghudemamalielie：“linmoneixiaozizaina？youzhongbieduozhe！”
wotingxiaqiaojijianpandeshou，ceertingzhe。jiaobushengyuelaiyuejin，tingzailewomensushemenkou。
“dongdongdong——”cubaodeqiaomenshengxiangqi，wanghudeshengyingezhemenchuanjinlai：“linmo，kaimen！laozizhidaonizailimian！”
wohuanhuanzhanqishen，zoudaomenbian。touguomaoyan，wokandaowanghuzhanzaimenkou，shenhougenzhelianggegenban，yilianxiaozhangdeyangzi。qianshiwohuihaipa，huiduozailimianbuganchusheng，danxianzai……
wodakaimen，kaozaimenkuangshang，yanshenpingjingdikanzhewanghu：“zhaowoyoushi？”
wanghumeixiangdaowohuizheimepingjing，lengleyixia，suijiyouhuifulexiaozhangdeyangzi：“meishijiubunengzhaonile？shangcirangnijiwomaiyan，niganbumai，shibushihuonile？”
tashenshoujiuyaotuiwo，woceshenduoguo，shouzhiqingqingdazaitadeshouwanshang。wanghudeliqihenda，danzaiwoyanli，mandexiangwoniu。qianshibeizhemodeneixierizi，wozaojiumoqinglerentideruodian，nalizuiteng，nalizuirongyishoushang，wobisheidouqingchu。
“maiyankeyi。”wokanzhewanghudeyanjing，shengyinhenqing，quedaizheyiguhanyi，“buguo，nidexiangaosuwo，shisheirangnizhaowomafande。”
wanghulianseyibian：“shenmesheirangwozhaonimafan？wozijixiangzhaonimafanbuxingma？”
wojiazhongleshoushangdeliqi，wanghuliketengdeziyaliezui：“teng！nifangshou！”
tadelianggegenbanxiangshanglaibangmang，wolenglengdipieletamenyiyan，neiyanshenlideshayirangtamenshunjiantingzhulejiaobu，buganshangqian。
“shuobushuo？”woyoujialedianjing，wanghudeshouwanyijingkaishifahong。
“woshuo！woshuo！”wanghutengdeetoumaohan，“shizhanghao！shizhanghaorangwozhaonimafande，tashuokannibushunyan，rangwojiaoxunjiaoxunni！”
果然是张浩。
woxinlilengxiao，songkaileshou。wanghurouzheshouwan，ehenhendikanzhewo：“nidengzhe，wobuhuifangguonide！”
“haoa，wodengzhe。”wokanzhetalangbeidipaokai，zuijiaodexiaoyiyuelaiyuenong。zhanghao，nidaoshibiwoxiangxiangzhonghaijizhesongsi。
woguanshangmen，huidaoshuzhuoqian。pingmushangdegupiaoxingqinghaizaitiaodong，xingtukejidegujiacikehaizaidiweipaihuai。wonaqishouji，jiyigemoshengdezhanghuzhuanlewuqiankuaiqian——zheishiwoshenshangsuoyoudejixu。
ranhou，wodakaitongxunlu，zhaodaolelingyigemingzi——liya。
qianshiliyashiwomenbandexuexiweiyuan，xinggedanchun，duiwoyouguohaogan。youyiciwobeiwanghuqifu，shitatoutougaosuledaoyuan，bangwojielewei。danqianshiwomannaozidoushifuchou，duitadeshanyishierbujian，zuihoutabiyequlebiedechengshi，zaiyemeiyoulianxi。
zheiyishi，wobengailitayuandian，burangtajuanruwodefuchoujihua。dangangcaitingdaozhanghaodemingzishi，woturangaibianlezhuyi。
wobianjileyitiaoxiaoxi，fajiliya：“nizhidaozhanghaojinwanzainama？wozhaotayoudianshi。”
fasongchenggonghou，wobashoujirengzaizhuoshang，zhongxinkanxiangpingmu。chuangwaideyangguangjianjianxixie，sushelideguangxiananlexialai，zhiyoupingmudeguangyingzaiwolianshang，zuoyanjiaodebahenzaiguangyinglihuminghuan。
sangeyuedeshijian，zugouwobasuoyouchourendoulaxiama。
erjinwan，jiushizheichangfuchoudaxidekaichang。
shoujituranzhendongleyixia，shiliyadehuifu：“zhanghaojinwanyinggaizaixuexiaoximendexingkongwangba**，tazuotiangenwoshuoguo。nizhaotayoushenmeshima？yaobuyaowopeiniyiqiqu？”
wokanzheneitiaoxiaoxi，shouzhizaipingmushangtingdunlehenjiu，zuihouzhihuifulelianggezi：“buyong。”
ranhou，woguandiaoshouji，naqiwaitao，zouchulesushe。
yesejiannong，ximendeludengliangleqilai，wangbadezhaopaizaiyuanchushanshuozhewuyanliusedeguang。wozhidao，zhanghaojiuzailimian，dengzhewo。
erwo，daizheqianshidexuehaishenchou，laile。
zuoyanjiaodebahen，zaiyefengliyinyinzuotong。neishitixing，yeshishiyan。
zheiyishi，wolinmo，dingyaorangsuoyouchouren，xuezhaixuechang。