dangwosiqudeneiyike，wozhongyumingbai，wodeyishengcongweiguodegongping。danmingyunjilewoyicizhongshengdejihui，wofashi，zheiyici，woyaohuodegengqiang，gengjuejue。wulunshineigepaoqiwo、beipanwoderen，haishicengjingshanghaiguowoderen，wodoujiangrangtamenchangdaobeipandedaijia。xianzai，wozhongshengguilai，yiqie，zhongxinkaishi。
我死了。
binglengdeyiliaoqixiefachucierdejingbaosheng，yishenghushidejiaobushenghuangluandiyuanqu。wopiaofuzaibankongzhong，kanzhebingchuangshangneigeshougulinxundenvren——neishiwo，linweiwei。
sanshiwusui，aizhengwanqi，gulinglingdisizaiyiyuan。
erwodezhangfu，bu，qianfu，gujingchencikezhengzaiwomendehunfangli，hewodehaoguimisuqingfanyunfuyu。
duokexiao。zhidaolinsiqian，suqinglai“tanwang”wo，caideyiyangyangdigaosuwoyiqiezhenxiang。
“gujingchenconglaimeiaiguoni，taqunizhishiweilenimenlinjiadecaichan。”
“nibadegongsipochan，yeshijingchenyishoucehuade。”
“eduile，nineigemeichushidehaizi...bushiyiwailiuchan，shiwozainideantaiyaolijialediandongxi。”
wopiaofuzaikongzhong，henyirudushebankenshizhewoxuwudelinghun。ruguonengzhonglaiyici...
juliedebaiguangturantunshilewo。
......
“weiwei？xingxing，dinghunyanyaochidaole。”
shuxideshengyinzaierbianxiangqi，womengdizhengkaiyan。
jingzilishiyizhangjiaoyuandanbaimanmandenianqinglianpang，xingyanyuanzheng，daizhegangshuixingdemengdong。woqialezijiyiba——teng。
这不是梦。
wozhongshengle，huidaolewunianqian，wohegujingchendinghundeneitian。
“fashenmedaini？”wode“haoguimi”suqingtuimenerru，qinrediwanzhuwodeshoubei，“jintiankeshinihejingchendinghundedarizi，quanchengdemingliudouhuilai。ganjinde，huazhuangshidengzheni。”
wokanzhesuqingneizhangxiemanguanqiedelian，weiliyizhenfanyong。jiushizheigeren，yimianbanyanzhewozuihaodepengyou，yimianhewodeweihunfushangchuang，zuihouqinshoushalewodehaizi。
“nizenmele？liansezheimebai。”suqingshenshouxiangmowodeetou。
woceshenbikai，qiangyaxiaqiasitadechongdong。xianzaihaibushishihou。
“meishi，zuolegeemeng。”wochechuxiaorong，“bangwoxuanlifuba。”
yimaojianliguazheliangjianlifu，yijianshisuqingtiwoxuandexiangbinseyuweiqun——qianshiwojiuchuandezheijian。lingyijianshihuohongsedelubeizhangqun，shiwomuqinshengqianzuixihuandekuanshi，danqianshiwojuedetaiguozhangyangmeixuan。
“chuanzheijianxiangbinsedeba，duanzhuangdafang，jingchenkendingxihuan。”suqingxiangqianshiyiyangtuijiandao。
woweiweiyixiao，zhijiequxianeijianhongsezhangqun。
“jintian，woxiangyaoyanyidian。”
suqinglengleyixia，suijijiaxiao：“hongseshibushitaiyanle？bijingzhishidinghunyan...”
“wojiushiyaorangsuoyourendoujizhujintian。”woyiweishenzhangdikanzheta，“jizhuwoshigujingchendeweihunqi。”
suqingdebiaoqingyouyishunjiandeniuqu，danhenkuaihuifuruchang：“nishuodedui。”
huazhuangshi，wojiekoushoujimeidian，jielesuqingdedianhua。qianshizheigeshihou，tayinggaiganghegujingchenshangguochuang——jiuzaiwodinghunyishiqianliangxiaoshi。wokuaisufandaotayugujingchendeliaotianjilu，guorankandaolelugudediaoqingxinxihejiudiandingwei。
womomojiangjiluzhuanfadaozijiyouxiang，ranhoushanchulehenji。
“yongwanlema？”suqingwen。
“ng，xiexie。”wobashoujihaijita，xiaorongtianmei，“nizhenshiwozuihaodepengyou。”
dinghunyanshang，wochuanzhehongqunjingyanliangxiang，quanchangmuguangjujiaozaiwoshenshang。gujingchenyanzhongshanguojingyan，shangqianwanzhuwodeshou。
“nijintianhenmei。”tadishengshuo，yuqiquetingbuchuduoshaozhenqingshigan。
wokanzhetayingjundemianrong。cengjing，wojiushibeizheizhanglianhexuweidewenrousuomihuo，hulveletayanzhongdesuanji。
“jingchen，”wocoujintaerbian，yongzhiyouwomenliangrennengtingdaodeshengyinshuo，“hesuqingshangchuangdeganjuezenmeyang？”
gujingchendeshentimengdijiangzhu，lianseshunjiancangbai。
“ni...nishuoshenme？”
woxiaoyeruhua，shengyinquelengrubingshuang：“zhoujijiudian1608fang，liangxiaoshiqian。xuyaowomiaoshudegengxiangxima？”
tasisidingzhewo，fangfodiyicizhenzhengrenshiwo。
wopaipaitadelian，dongzuoqinni，zaiwairenkanlaijiuxiangshizaisajiao：“biejinzhang，jintiankeshiwomendehaorizi。buguocongjintianqi，youxiguizeyouwolaiding。”
siyixuanbujiaohuandinghunjiezhidehuanjiedaolai。gujingchenjixiedinachujiezhi，shouzhiweiweifadou。
woshenchushou，quezaizuihouyikeshoulehuilai。
全场寂静。
“duibuqi，gewei，”wonaqihuatong，shengyinqingxijianding，“woturanyishidao，wobunengjieshouzheimeijiezhi。”
yipianhuaran。shanguangdengfengkuangshanshuo。
gujingchendelianseyoubaizhuanqing：“weiwei，biekaiwanxiao...”
“wobushikaiwanxiao。”womianxiangquanchangbinke，tigaoshengyin，“wofaxianwodeweihunfuhewozuixinrendepengyouyouran，jiuzaijintianxiawu，womendedinghunyishiqianliangxiaoshi。”
suqingjianjiaoqilai：“weiwei！nizenmenengwuxianwo！”
wonachushouji，touyingdaoyanhuitingdapingmushang——gangcaiworangrenjinjichongxichulaidejiudianjiankongzhaopian，qingxixianshigujingchenhesuqingyiqianyihoujinru1608fangjian。
“xuyaowodiaochugengduozhengjuma？”wolenglengdiwen。
gujingchenmengdizhuazhuwodeshouwan，lidaodadejihuyaoniesuiwodegutou：“nishejiwo？”
woshuaikaitadeshou，yangqixiaba：“zheicaigangkaishi，gujingchen。niqianwode，wohuiyibiyibitaohuilai。”
zaimanchangzhenjingdemuguanghecaozadeyilunshengzhong，worengxiadinghunjiezhi，caizhegaogenxieangshouliqu。
zhongshengguilai，diyiju，woyingle。
danwozhidao，zheijinjinshifuchoudekaishi。