2018nian10yue7ri，wanshangshiyidiansishiqifen。
hemingweidegongyu，weiyuchengxidiqijiequqihaoloushierceng。
hemingweizuozaichuangyan，shuiyihoubeibeilenghanjintou。tagangcongyichangmenglizhengtuochulai，shouzhihaidazaixiongkou，xiangshiyaoquerenneiliyoumeiyoushangkou。menglidexuetaiduo，shunzhehunshaxiabaimankai，zaidibanshangpachengyitiaowanyandexian。binkedexuanhuashenghaizaierbianhuidang，siyideshengyinqingxidecier：“niyuanyima？”huayinluoxiadeshunjian，tadaolexiaqu。
她没死在那天。
dantazhidao，neichanghunlizhihou，tademingjiuyicuncunbeichouzoule。
tataishoumoxiangzhenbian，neimeizuanjieanjingditangzaisirongheli，jiequanshanzhelengguang。tameidaita，zhishiyongzhijiantuiletuihezibianyuan，rangtahuayuanyidian。ranhouqishen，chijiaocaizaidibanshang，chaoshuzhuangtaizou。
jingziliderenlianrangtatingzhujiaobu。
zheizhanglianbugaishizheiyangde。sannianqiandeta，fuseyinzhangqiaoyehejiaolvfanhuang，yanxiazongyouhuibusandeqinghei。kexianzai，lianjialunkuoqingxi，pifuzhengyirouyankejiandesudubiandebaixitouliang，xiangyicenghuiwubeimanmancaqu。zhiyouneishuangyanjingmeibian——yanweitianshengweitiao，muguangluozaijingzhongzijishenshangshi，yijiudaizhesanfenlingli。
tashenshoupenglepenglianjia，wenrede，zhenshide。bushimenghoudehuanjue。
tatuihuichuangbian，lakaichuangtoujuchouti，quchushouji。pingmuliangqideshunjian，shijiantiaochulai：2018nian10yue7ri，xingqiri。
tafandaoriliyemian，beizhulanxiezheyixingzi：“yuangekaochaguiqi：10yue10ri”。zhouzhiyuanhaizaiguowai，haimeihuilai。
一切还来得及。
但她不敢松一口气。
shufangfangxiangchuanlaizhizhangfandongdeshengyin。henqing，xiangshiyourenzaiyiyeyefankanwenjian。tazhudeshidanrengongyu，meiyougurendasao，yeligengbukenengyoufangke。tazhanzaiwoshimenkou，meikaideng，erduotieshangmenfeng。
shengyinchixuzhe，jiezouwending，buxiangfanzhao，gengxiangshizaiheduineirong。jiezhe，yigenvrendeshengyindidixiangqi，jihutiejindimian：“zhanghumimashi……19980512。”
neichuanshuzizuanjinerduodechanei，tataiyangxuetudiyitiao。tabuzhidaozheigehaomadeyiyi，yemeitingguozheigeshengyin，keshentixianyuyishizuochulefanying——youshoumengdizuanjinzuoerdezhenzhuerzhui，zhijiefajiang。
chuangwaifengdong，yigudandandechenghuaxiangpiaojinlai。
tajidezheigeweidao。chengwanyongguo。
neigechuanzhemisegaogenxie、xiaozhejiaota“mingweimeimei”denvren，houlaichuanzhetadetuoxiezoujinzhuwo，shoulinazhezhouzhiyuandetijianbaogao，shuo：“taxuyaogenengshenghaizideqizi，ernitaipinle。”
neishitacaimingbai，yuanlaihunyinbushishicijuedingde，shishenti、jinqian、shengyunengli，yiyangyangbeizhanglianghou，taotaidiaobugougederen。
tatuihuiwoshi，fanshousuoshangmen，kaoqiangdunxia。xintiaozhuangzheleigu，dantameidou。tadingzhemenfengdixianeiyixiaotiaoheian，zhidaoquerenzaimeiyoujiaobushengkaojin。
tazhanqilai，zoudaochuangbian，qingqingtuikaiyitiaofeng。yefengguanjinlai，chenghuaweidanlexie，danmeixiaoshi。taditoukanlouxia，lvhuadaibianyuanzhanzheyidaomohushenying，chuanqiansezhangqun，zhengyangtouwangshangkan。neirensihuchajuedaoshenme，huranzhuanshenlikai，jiaobubujibuhuan。
hemingweiguanshangchuang，lajinchuanglian。
tazuohuichuangbian，naqineimeizuanjie，dakaihegai，bajiezhidaochulaifangzaizhangxin。jinshuliangdecigu。tadingzheta，xiangqisannianqianhunlidangtian，zhouzhiyuanjitadaijiezhishideyanshen——wenrou，titie，xianggewanmeidezhangfu。kejiuzaidangwan，takaishioutu，songyihouchachujixinggansunshang，yishengwentazuijinshifouzhangqifuyongmouzhongzhumianyao。tameichiguo。dantachuangtoujudexiaopinganmianyao，biaoqianshangyinzhetademingzi。
houlaitacaizhidao，neiyaoshichengwan“tiexin”songlaide，shuo：“nitaileile，gaihaohaoshuiyijue。”
tahuoleliangnianban，zuihouzaiyiyuanzoulangshuaidao，zaimeixinglai。binglibenshangxiezhe：manxingzhongduyinfaduoqiguanshuaijie。
而现在，她回来了。
huidaohunliqianye，huidaoyiqiehaimeichedibengtadeshike。
tabajiezhifanghuihezi，heshanggaizi，tuidaochuangtouzuiyuandejiaoluo。ranhoutuoxiashitoudeshuiyi，huanshangganjingdejiajufu，jiangzhentoufanlegemian，zhongxintangxia。tameiguandeng，chuangtouxiaodengyizhiliangzhe，zhaozhetazhengzhedeyanjing。
tahuiyimenglidemeiyigexijie。
binkedeweizhi，dengguangdejiaodu，siyizhandedifang，haiyoutadaoxiashi，zhouzhiyuanlianshangneiyishundejinghuang——taibiaozhunle，xiangpailianguo。
tabishangyan，shituliqingxianzaidezhuangkuang。zhongshengbushitanenglijiedeshi，dantabixujieshou。shentidebianhua、riqidequeren、shufanglideshengyin、chuangwaidexiangshuiwei，quandouzhixiangtongyigeshishi：tahuidaoleguoqu。
erqie，chengwanyijinglaile。
比上一世更早。
shangyishi，chengwanshizaihunhousangeyuecaichuxiande，jiekoushizhouzhiyuandedaxueshimei，laibenshijinxiu。kexianzai，tayijingzaitajiafujinchuxian，shenzhikenengjinletadeshufang。
neichuanmimani？shisheidezhanghu？weishenmetahuixinji？
tafanshenzuoqi，chijiaozoudaoshuzhuoqian，dakaibijibendiannao。dengluyouxiang，fanzhaozuijindeyoujianjilu。meiyouyichang。yinxingzhanghuyezhengchang。tayoujianchamensuojilu——zhinengsuoxianshijinwanwuwailaikaisuojilu。
neishufangdeshengyinshizenmehuishi？shizhenshiyourenjinqu，haishitadejiyicuoluan？
tatingxiadongzuo，yishidaoyigewenti：ruguochengwanzhenjinletajia，weishenmebuliuxiahenji？weishenmebunadongxi？weishenmeyaodishengnianyichuanmima？
chufei，neibushiweilerangtatingjian。
ershiweilerangbierentingjian。
tamengditaitoukanxiangketingjiaoluodezhinengyinxiang。shebeizhishidengshiande，chuyuxiumianzhuangtai。dantajide，zheitaiyinxiangshishangzhoucaizhuangde，youwuyetongyishengjizhinengjiajuxitongshianzhuangde。tacongweizhuceshiyong。
tazouguoqu，badiaodianyuan。
zaihuidaowoshi，tacongchuangdituochuyigejiushishouyinji，zheishitaxueshengshidailiuxiadexiguan——buxinquanlianwangshebei。tadiaodaobendixinwenpindao，yibiantingyibiandingzhefangmen。
时间一点点走。
lingchenyidianshiqifen，shoujizhendongleyixia。
tanaqilai，shiyitiaoxitongtongzhi：【tianqiyubao】mingriqing，qiwen16zhi23du，shiyichuxing。
tadingzhepingmu，huranzhuyidaoxinhaolanshangfangyougexiaotubiao——xiangshiyuyinzhushouzhengzaiyunxing。tadiankaishezhi，faxianzuowanbadiansanshisifen，yuyinzhushoucengzidongjihuo，chixuleliufenershimiao。jiluxianshi“wuzhilingshuru”，danhoutaiyoushujushangchuan。
taguandiaoshoujiwangluo，quchusimka，saijinchoutishenchu。
tazhongxinzuohuichuangbian，bashouyinjibandaolichuangzuijindeweizhi，diaodiyinliang，rangbobaoshengganghaonengtingjian。ranhoutacongyijudicengfanchuyijianjiuwaitao，guozaishenshang，baochiqingxing。
她不再试图入睡。
chuangwaichengshizhujiananjing，louxiadeludengyizhanzhanximie。tadingzhetianhuaban，erduobuzhuozhewuneimeiyisidongjing。liangdianban，shuiguanxiangleyisheng。sandianshisanfen，gebichuanlaiguanmensheng。sidianlingbafen，tatingjianyangtaiwaiyouqingweimocasheng，xiangbuliaoguaguolangan。
tameidong，zhishibashoushenjinwaitaokoudai，wozhulesuishenxiedaidefanglangjingbaoqi。
wudiansishiliufen，tianbiankaishifanhui。
tazhongyuzhanqishen，zoudaoyushixilebalian。jingzilidelianyiwanquanhuifunianqingshidezhuangtai，baixi，jinzhi，yanshenchenjing。tayongmaojincaganshuizhu，huanshangyitaozhiyezhuang，heisexizhuangqun，baisechenshan，waidayijianzhangfengyi。
tadakaimentingdexieju，xuanleyishuangdigenpixie。chumenqian，tazuihoukanleyiyanneimeizuanjie。
盒子还在原位。
dantayijingbuhuizaidaitale。
tanaqibao，zoudaomenqian，shoudashangmenba，tingdunliangmiao，ranhouhuanhuanzhuandong。
门开了。
loudaodengguangzhaojinlai，kongwuyiren。
tazouchuqu，fanshouguanmen。
yaochi**suokongdeshunjian，shoujituranzaibaolizhendong。tanachulai，pingmuliangqi，shiyitiaomoshenghaomafalaideduanxin：
“niwanglema？neitiannishuoguo，zhiyaowobushuo，jiumeirenzhidao。”