第1章 放弃

zhaomingyijiaotajinleshenchengzui“zhuming”dehuijingyukafeiting。

shuotazhuming,shiyinweitadechuanglianyanseguiyi,xiangshibashanggeshijidelaozhaopianyonglirouzhouhouzaipukaide。

zhaomingtuikaimen,shashijian,kafeitinglineiruoyousiwudeyinlehaoxiangturanxianglianglejifen。

tajintianyaojiandexiangqinduixiang,tingshuoshigelaoshi,xingwang,zhiyujiaoshenme,zhaomingyijingyouxiewangle。

tazuozaikaochuangdezuoweishang,dingzheshouji,wanquanmeiyouzhuyidaozhaomingjinlaile。

zhaomingkesouleyisheng,jiazhuangzhenglileyixiabucunzaidexizhuanglingdai,ranhouzouxiangleta。

wanglaoshitaitoukanlekanzhaoming,lianshangshunjianshanguoyisixianqi,buguohenkuaihuifulezhiyebandeweixiao。

zhaominggangzuoxia,wanglaoshijiukaimenjianshan:“zhaoxiansheng,nijuedewomenruguojiehun,cailiyinggaijiduoshaoheshi?”

zhaominglengleyixia,xinligedengyisheng,guoran,zheiniantoudexiangqindoushibenzheqianqude。

tanaolenaotou,gangadixiaolexiao:“zheishiera,haimeishagainian,bushishuoganqingzuizhongyaoma?”

wanglaoshichizhiyibi:“ganqingshiganqing,qianshiqian,buchongtude。womenneibianxiguanji30wandecaili,zhaoxianshengjuedezenmeyang?”

zhaomingxinlizhifanbaiyan,30wan?woliansanqiandounabuchu!

taganbabadixiaolexiao:“30wana……youdianduoba?woxianzaiyemeineimeduojixu。”

wanglaoshidexiaorongmingxianjiangyinglejifen:“neinizhunbeizenmejiejue?buranhunshijiubietanle。”

zhaomingyiting,lianseyechenlexialai,xinlineidianjincundehaoganshunjianyanxiaoyunsan。

taturanzhanleqilai,lalelayixiu:“jiranzheiyang,neiwomenhaishibiejiehunleba。”

huayingangluo,zhenggekafeitingfangfoturanjingzhileyiban。

wanglaoshibukezhixindidengdaleyanjing,liansezhanghong:“nishenmeyisi?zheimeshuobujiejiubujiele?”

zhaomingsonglesongjian,xinxiangzijiyemeishenmehaojieshide,zhijiezhuanshenjiuzou。

wanglaoshizaitashenhoujianjiaozhe:“nizenmezheimebufuzeren!niduideqiwoma?!”

zhaominglandehuitou,xinlianmaleyiju“shenjingbing”,kuaibulikailekafeiting。

zouchukafeitinghou,zhaomingxinliyipianmangran。

tamanwumudedizouzaishenchengdejietou,jieshangrenlairenwang,cheshuimalong,danzhaomingquejuedezheiyiqiedougenzijiwuguan。

zouzhezouzhe,talaidaoleyigejianzhugongdiqian,gongdiwaiweideqiangshangtiezheyizhangpojiudebiaoyu:“zhishigaibianmingyun,fendouchengjiuweilai。”

zhaomingkanzhezheixingzi,xinlituranyizhensuanchu。

congxiaodaoda,tayizhibeiguanshuzhezheiyangdelinian,nulidushu,kaohaoxuexiao,zhaohaogongzuo,guoshanghaorizi。

kexianshiquehenhendidaletadelian。

tacengjingyiweizijinulijiuhuiyouhuibao,kexianzaideshenghuoquebidetalian30wandecailidounabuchu。

zhaomingdianranleyigenxiangyan,shenxileyikou,yanwuzaitamianqianmimankailai,xiangshitaduiweilaidemimang。

“wodaodizuocuoleshenme?”zhaomingkuxiaoleyixia,nannanziyu。

taxiangqilezijideguoqu,neixiejiannaneryouwuwangdesuiyue。

xiaoshihou,tajiajingpinhan,fumuzongshiduitaqiangdiao:“zhiyoudushu,cainenggaibianmingyun。”

zhaomingxinyiweizhen,pinmingdushu,pinmingnuli,zhongyukaoshangleyisuoputongdaxue。

keshibiyehou,taquefaxian,daxuewenpingbingmeiyoujitadailaixiangxiangzhongdehaogongzuo。

tazhanzhuanyugezhonglinshigonggangwei,zuoguoxiaoshou,ganguokuaidi,shenzhihaidangguoyiduanshijiandewaimaiyuan。

meifengongzuodougandehenmaili,danshouruqueyizhiweibo。

“yexu,wodemingyunzhudingjiushizheiyangba。”zhaomingtuchuyikouyan,fangfotuchulexinzhongdewunai。

turan,tadeshoujixiangle。

zhaomingnachushouji,faxianshijitiaoshenghuotixingduanxin。

“nindeshuidianfeiyiyuqi,qingjinkuaijiaona。”

“nindefangzujijiangdaoqi,qingjishixufei。”

zhaomingwunaidixiaolexiao,guandiaoleshouji。

“shenghuoa,zhentamacaodan。”tadishengzhoumaleyiju,ranhoubayandihenhendidiuzaidishang,yongjiaonianmie。

zhaomingjixumanwumudedizouzhe,buzhibujuelaidaolegongdidelingyice。

tazhanzaineier,kanzhegongdishangmangliudegongrenmen,xinlituranchanshengleyizhonghuangdandexiangfa。

jiuzaizheishi,tahuranganjuedaoyizhenqiangliedexuanyungan,zhouweidejingxiangkaishimohu,erbianchuanlaiyizhenzhenwengmingsheng。

zhaomingshitubaochizhanli,danshentiquebuyouzizhuditanruanxiaqu,yanqiandeyiqiejianjianbiandeqihei。

tadenaohaizhongshanguoyigeniantou:“zheinandaoshichuanshuozhongdezhongshengdeqianzhao?”

jiezhe,tachedishiquleyishi。

dangzhaomingzaiduxinglaishi,faxianzijitangzaiyiyuandejijiushili,shenshangchamanlegezhongguanzi,erbianshijiqidedidisheng。

tafeilidizhuandongzhetou,kandaojigemangliudeyishenghehushizhengzaiweitajiancha。

zhaomingdeyishizhujianqingxi,kaishihuiyiqihunmiqiandeqingjing:tazhanzaigongdiqian,turangandaoyizhenjuliedexuanyun,jiezheyanqianyihei,zaizhengyanshibianyijingdaoleyiyuan。

zhaomingturanyishidao,zijizaineiyishunjiankenengzhendejinglile“zhongsheng”,danzheigezhongshengbingbushihuidaoguoqudemougeshijiandian,ershitazaixianshizhongyichangturuqilaidejubian。

tameiyouhuidaoxueshengshidai,yemeiyoudedaoshenmechaonengli,ershizhongxinzhanzailezijiyuanbenderenshengguijishang。

weiyibutongdeshi,taxianzaiyouleyizhongmomingdejuexinheliliang,zhunbeizhongxinshenshizijideshenghuo。

taxiangqilezijiguoqudezhongzhongshibaihecuozhe,neixiebeishehuidelengkuxianshidajidezhiliposuidemengxianghelixiang。

jiuzaitazhunbeihaohaoxiuxishi,erbianturanchuanlaileyishengdeshengyin:“zhaoxiansheng,ninyijingxingle,jiexialaiyaohaohaoxiuyang。”