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menbeiqingqingheshang，nuangelizhishengxiawoyigeren。
wowendaoleyizhongwenqilaijiqimingguidexiangliao，zhengshihuangdigangcaisuoshuodeanshenxiang。
woyijiubizheyanfanghuanhuxi，weichizhehunmidejiaxiang，erduoqueshudexiangleida。
waimianzhengdiandeshengyinyinyinyueyuechuanlai。
“bixia，taizidianxiata......”yigeneishixiaoxinyiyiwendao。
“heng。”huangdilenghengleyisheng，“chibangyingle，xinsiyeduole，dangzhezhendemiandougan......”
“neicuijiaguniang......”
“xiang......”huangdideshengyindilexiaqu，tingqilaiyouxiehuanghu，“neirongyan，neijuejing......taixiangle，dangnianawanyeshizheiyang。”
阿晚，
是我母亲的名字。
tongguowoyoushidenainiangwodezhidangnianhuangdihaishihuangzishibenmeiyoujiweideshengsuan，ketayoubuyuanquyouxiangdenverweihou。
womuqinweiletadeqiantuziyuanjiajiledangshideyongninghou，yejiushiwodefuqin。
jieguozaishengxiawohoumeiduojiubianyinfuqinchongqiemieqiyuyuerzhong。
nanrenzongshizheiyang，debudaodezongshizuihaode。
wojiuduhuangdixinzhonghaiyouwomuqindeweizhi。
zheishiyichanghaodu，duhuangdixinlineidianmohudenianxiang，dutaduitaiziriyipengzhangquanlidejidan，duzheishengonglideanliunengbawotuidaonageweizhi。
guoleyihuierhuangdidexinfutaijianjinlaile，tazoudaotabianjiangyaowanfangzaipangbiandexiaojishangdishengdao，“guniang，gaixingle，bixiakanzhele。”
wodeyanjiemaojiqingweidezhanlezhan，manmanzhengkaiyan，yanshenmenglong。
neixinfutaijiangaoshengshuo，“guniangxingle！kehehuailaonule，bixiayouxinguniangshentitecileanshentangyao，ninkuaichenzheheleba！”
wokanyixiataijianshenhoudehuangdi，zhengzhazheyaoqishen，beitaijianxuxuanzhu，“guniangkuaitangzhe，bixiashuolemianchuxuli，rangnihaoshengjingyang。”jiezhebianchuqule。
jiezhehuangdizuodaolepangbian，“tingshuonishiyongninghoudedinv，rujinzhaoshikeshinidemuqin？”
“huibixia，chennvmuqinzaojiuyijingqushile，tajiaolinjinwan，chennvzheiqunzibianshimuqinliujiwodeweiyiyiwu。”
huangdibuzhikefou，“jinritaizishuoniyutaliangqingxiangyue，xiangyaoqiuzhencihun？”
wodunledun，“huibixia，taizixuanfei，wofuqinqiyoubuyingzhili？”
“zheimeshuo......nilingyousuoai？”
“shi。”woyanjingzhigougoudekanzhehuangdi。“chennvziyouqingmuyiren，taruxingxuanye，ruyuelingkong，gaohuananpan。chennvzizhiweimo，bugansheqiu。jinridejiantianyan，yishibishengzhixing。cisheng......yuanzhangbanqingdenggufo，yibuyuanlingjiataren，tuzenghanhen。”
huangdibuguochenmopiankejiulikaile，“nijiuzaizheierhaoshengxiezheba。”
suiranqitadehuahuangdishenmedoumeishuo，danshiwoquetouguotadeyanjingkandaolewodemuqin。
我知道，我赌赢了。
jiexialaidesantian，wodouzhuzaiqianyuandiandenuangeli，waimiantianfandifu。
taizixiaobinghuaxianranmeiyouliaodaoshiqinghuirucijizhuanzhixia，tajicidipaiziqiujianhuangdidoubeitaijianyi“bixialongtiqianan，xujingyang”weiyoudanglehuiqu，tashitupairenwangnuangechuandixiaoxi，gengshibeishoudetietongyibandeneishilanxia。
yongninghoufuneibianyezhaleguo，woneifuqinhexiaomacongkuangxidaojingyibuding，xiangdatingxiaoxiqueliangongmendoumobudaobian。
cuizhenzhengengshizuolibuan，neizhangguanhuizhuangkeliandelian，zhipakuaiyaobengbuzhu。
zhenggejingchengdouliuchuankailetaizixuandingdezhunfeibaijianhuangdideshihouyundao，rujinbeiliuzaigongzhong，huangdirucishangxin，xiangbishirenzhunlezheigeerxi。
disantiandebangwan，huangdidexinfutaijiantuikailenuangedemen，“guniang，qinghuiba。”
tingtashuowan，wobingmeiyoulijilikai，ershizhibenzhengdian......