wocaijianghaoyuyidinghenwohendeyaoyaqiechi。
mashangjiuyaozhuidaoshoudecaituanqianjin,turanzhuantouxihuanshangmendanghuduideerdaijichengren。
tazheizhongsiyaomianzideren,xinliyidingzhuaxinnaogandexiangbaofu。
ketayezhinengxiangxiangeryi。
zhonghuoyishi,woxiangdehenqingchu,zhiyaobutanganqing,jianghaoyugenbenmeibanfazairenheshishangnaniewo。
wodadianhuahuijia:「ma,nishangcibushishuoxiangrangwolianyinme?wotongyile,nianpaishijianjianmianba。」
muqindiaoxiaodao:「zenmehurangaizhuyile?zhiqianbushihaishuowohenibabashifengjiandedajiazhangme?」
「meishenme。zhishihuranjuede,fumutiwoxuandeyidingshizuihaode。」
zhonghuoyishi,baiganjiaoji。
huixiangshangyishidezijiweilesuoweideaiqing,yujiarenjuelie,shinianmeiyouhuijia。
daotoulai,zhongjiuhaishicuofule。
bangeyuehou,sirenhuisuo。
duanshenshuangfangjiazuxiangduierzuo。
lianyin,shijiazuqijuliguanjiandeyibu。
buguangshilianggerendejiehe,gengchengzaizhejiazuliyideshimingshiming。
duanfuzhenzhuozhedao:「womenliangjiayesuanshishijiaole,cicilianyin,shiqiangqianglianhe,duiliangjiadouyouhaochu。」
wofuqindiantoubiaoshizantong:「neishiziran。lianggehaizikeyixiandinghun,xianchuchukan,juedeheshizaijiehun。」
zhangbeimenkanxiangwohewomendemuguang,yanzhongmanshiqidai。
erwoheduanqingxuxinzhaobuxuan,lianshangweichizhedetidejiaxiao,zhuanxinhecha。
meixiangdaohuidaoxuexiaomenkou,yingmianzhuangshangdengzaisushelouxiadejianghaoyu。
「lanyue,woshizhuanchenglaizhaonidaoqiande!」taxiangbianleyigeren,wenroudaoyouxiechanmeidelanzhuwo。
「neitianshiwoyishichongdong,caikouchukuangyan,shuolexiebugaishuodehua,niyidingyaoyuanliangwo!」
「bubi,woxianshangloule。」wobuzhidaotahululimaideshenmeyao,buxiangyutazhouxuan。
「lanyue,womenbushiyizhijiechudehenyukuaime?wonengganjuedaoniduiwoyeshihenyouhaogande,nizenmeturanjiuyaohewohuaqingjiexianleni?」
「shiwonalizuodebuhaorenibukaixinleme?」
jianwobushuohua,tamianseyouxienannai,jiaozhuodelazhewowen:
「woneitianzhendebushiyouyixiongnide!」
「niyezhidaowoheduanqingxuyizhibuduifu,nilatazuodangjianpaiwocaiyishijidongshilelizhi。」
「wodatingguonipengyoule,niheduanqingxusixiagenbenmeiyoulianxi,nimenyebushiqinglv,nizhishiweilequantuiwocaizheimeshuode。」
「jianghaoyu,mafanniyoudianbianjiegan,buyaosaoraowodepengyou!」tingdaotasilianwopengyou,tantingwodexingzong,woyouxieqifen,yuqiyejiazhonglebushao。
「lanyue,nibieshengqi,wozhishitaizaihunile!」jianghaoyuchenghuangchengkongdeshuodao。
「nishijuedewozhishigepuputongtongdedaxuesheng,peibushangnicaijujuewodema?」
「nixiangxinwo!woyihouhuichenggongde,wohuizhanzaiwangtanzuidianfengdelingjiangtaixiangnizhengmingnidexuanzemeiyoucuo!」
「lanyue,youjuhuajiaomoqishaonianqiong,zhiyaonizaiwobeihouzhichiwo,wohuichenggongde!」
jianghaoyudeyanshenzhuoreyouzhencheng,wangzhewoshi,mouzhongsiyouxingguang。
ruomeiyoushangyishidezaoyu,woyexuhuidongrong。
kexianzaiwozhijuedeyane。
「jianghaoyu,woshuolebuxihuanni,jiushibuxihuanni,qingnizizhong,biezaizheiyangjiuchanwole。」
说完我转身就走。
jianghaoyuxiangyiduqiangyiyanglanzhuwodequlu。
「lanyue,nilejieduanqingxume?tajiushifangdangbujidehuahuagongzi!meitianjiushidaochunianhuarecao。」
「nizheimedanchundenvhaizi,wanerbuguotade!」
「nimenyouhunyueyouzenmeyang?dengwoyihouyizhanchengmingle,yiyangnengdedaonifumuderenke——」
「tashenmeyangwodouxihuan——」wobunaidedaduandao。
turanshuangyanmengdidengda,lianse「shua」dibiandecanbai,houlonglixiangbeishenmedongxigengzhu,bantiancaimianqiangfachushengyin。
「nizenmezhidaowoheduanqingxuyouhunyue?niweishenmehuizhidao!」
shentixiangshibeishiledingshenzhouyibanjiangzaiyuandi,lenghancongetoushangshenchu,meiyigenhanmaodoushuleqilai。
shinianqiandejianghaoyugenbenbukenengzhidaowoheduanqingxuyaolianyin。
zheijianshi,liangjiadanxinjiewaishengzhi,duiwaiyizhimanzhe。
lianjingquanqitajiazudoubuzhidaodeshi,jianghaoyuyigeputongdaxueshengzenmekenengzhidao!
除非——
「lanyue,wozhidaonizhongshengle,wozhongshengle!」
tazuijiaoweiweishangyang,shiwanmeidehudu。
keneixiaorongquehaosipazaifuroushangdequchongbanlingrenzuoou。
yanshenliyemeiyousihaoxiaoyi,zhiyouxuweideguangzaishanshuo。
yiguhanyicongjiaodibanzhibiwodetianlinggai,rangwodanaoyoupiankededangji。
「jianghaoyu,nizaishuoshenmeluanqibazaode?shenmezhongsheng?nidianshijukanduoleba?」wonulikongzhizhezijidebiaoqing,zhuangshachonglengqilai。
danwozhidao,tabuhuixiangxinwodehua。
guoran,talianshangfuxianyiweishenzhangdexiaorong。
dingzhewodeneishuangyanjing,pingjingrouhedebuxianghua。
「lanyue,nihaiyaogenwozhuangme?dajiadoushizhongshengderen,youshenmehaozangzheyezhede?」
「shangbeiziwoyishihutuduinishiluanzhongqi,nixianzaigenwonaopiqiwoyerenle,bijingqueshishiwoduibuqinizaixian。」
「jiranlaotianyoujiwomenyicijihui,rangwomenzhongxinkaishi,shuominglaotianyejuedewomenfenkaidehenkexi!」
「womenshiniandeganqing,zaiwoxinli,nizaojiushiwodeqizile,yongyuandoushi!」
「niyaoxiangxin,woainia!」
tazheifuqingshenyizhongdemoyang,rangwoyouxiehuanghu。
jiuchayidianjiuxinletadeguihua。
danwodelizhigaosuwo,goushigaibulechishide。
ruguozhendexiangtashuodeneiyang,tashiaiwode。
tazenmerenxinrangwoshiniandedengdailuokong?
zenmerenxinpaixiasimideshipinbiwoqucanjiatahedisanzhedehunli?
他根本不爱我。
不爱任何人。
只爱他自己!