第6章 家庭困境

zhoumoyidazao,zhangqiangjiubeimuqindeshengyincongshuimengzhongjiaoxing:“qiangqiang,kuaiqilai,jintianyaoquxiangxiakanniyeyenainai。”zhangqiangshuiyanxingzhongdiyingleyisheng,qishenkaishishoushi。takanzhejialineiliangpojiudezixingche,cheshendeqiyijingdiaodebanbobukan,chebashangdesuliaotaoyeliekailefeng。fuqinzhengfeilidijichetaidaqi,meiyixiadouxiandeyouxiechili,etoushangyijingmaochuleximidehanzhu。

“ba,zheizixingchegaihuanleba,meiciqidougazhigazhixiang。”zhangqiangshuodao。

fuqinzhiqiyao,calecahan,tankouqishuo:“huanshaya,zheizixingchehainengcouheyong,jialinayouxianqianmaixinde。nimashentibuhao,kanbingchiyaodoudehuaqian,nengshengyidianshiyidian。”

muqinzaiyipangtingdao,qingshengshuo:“shia,qiangqiang,zanmenjiaxianzaizheitiaojian,nengjiangjiujiujiangjiuba。dengyihourizihaole,zaihuanyebuchi。”

zhangqiangkanzhefumupibeideshenying,xinliyouxiebushiziwei。yijiasankouqizheneiliangpojiudezixingche,zaikengwabupingdexiangjianxiaolushangdianbozheqianxing。yilushang,zhangqiangdefumudouchenmobuyu,zhiyouzixingcheliantiaozhuandongshifachudegazhishengzaierbianhuixiang。

zhongyudaoleyeyenainaijia,neizuopojiudetupifangchuxianzaiyanqian。qiangbishangdetupiyouxieyijingsongdong,wudingdewapianyeyoubushaoquelejiao。yuanzidedamenshiyongjikuaimubanjiandanpincouerchengde,qingqingyituijiufachu“zhiya”deciershengyin。

yeyezhengzuozaiyuanzili,butingdikesouzhe,shentisuizhekesoujuliediqifu。zhangqiangganmangpaoguoqu,guanqiediwen:“yeye,ninzheikesouzenmezheimelihaia?quyiyuankanlemei?”

yeyekandaozhangqiang,lianshangluchulexiaorong,bailebaishoushuo:“qiangqianglaila,yeyezheishilaomaobingle,buaishi。quyiyuangansha,neidehuaduoshaoqianna,zanzhuangjiaren,zheidianxiaomaobingkangkangjiuguoqule。”

zheishi,nainaicongwulizouchulai,shoulipengzhejigezhujidan,manlianciaidishuo:“qiangqiang,kuaiguolai,zheishinainaiteyijiniliudejidan,kuaichi。”

zhangqiangjieguojidan,kanzhenainaicucaodexiangshupiyiyangdeshuangshou,yankuangyouxieshirun:“nainai,ninzijiliuzhechiba,wozaixuexiaonengchibao。”

nainaiquezhiyibajidansaidaozhangqiangshouli:“shahaizi,nainaichishadouxing,nizhengzaizhangshenti,deduochidianyouyingyangde。”

yijiarenzuozaihunandewuzili,dengguanghunhuangerweiruo,fangfosuishidouhuiximie。zhangqiangzhuyidao,wuzilidejiajudoupojiubukan,zhuozishangdeqimianyijingtuoluo,luchulebanbodemutou。qiangbishangtiezhejizhangfanhuangdejiubaozhi,suanshijiandandezhuangshi。

chifandeshihou,zhuoshangdecaihenjiandan,zhiyoujipanzijiazhongdeqingcai,lianyidianhunxingdoumeiyou。yeyeyibiankesouyibianjizhangqiangjiacai:“qiangqiang,duochidian,zaixuexiaobieshebudehuaqian。”

zhangqiangbiziyisuan,qiangrenzheyanleishuo:“yeye,ninyechi。ninzheikesoudetailihaile,haishiquyiyuankankanba,bietuozhe。”

yeyequemanbuzaihudishuo:“meishi,yeyeyinglangzheni。quyiyuanneidehuahaoduoqian,zanbaqianshengxialai,jinijiaoxuefei,yihounikaoshangdaxue,youlechuxi,yeyezheibingziranjiuhaole。”

muqinzaiyipangyeshuo:“shia,ba,ninhaishiqukankanba,yaoshibingqingjiazhonglekezenmeban。”

yeyequeguzhidiyaoyaotou:“buqubuqu,wozijideshentiwozhidao。nimenyebieluanhuaqian,douburongyi。”

chiwanfan,yijiarenweizuozaiyiqiliaotian。zhangqiangdefuqinshuoqilejialidejingjizhuangkuang:“bama,xianzaijialiderizishizaishibuhaoguo。wohetamameigeyuezhengneidianqian,chuqujialidekaixiao,genbenshengbuxiaduoshao。qiangqiangmashangyaoshanggaozhongle,xuefeiyoushiyibibuxiaodekaizhi。”

nainaitingle,xintengdishuo:“ai,douguaiwomenlaole,bangbushangnimenshenmemang。yaobu,bajialineijizhijimaile,jiqiangqiangcouxuefei。”

fuqinlianmangbaishou:“buxing,ma,neijizhijininliuzhexiadanchi,maileduokexi。wozaixiangxiangbanfa,kankannengbunengduozhaodianhuoergan。”

zhangqiangzuozaiyipang,tingzhedarenmendeduihua,xinliananzuoleyigejueding。huidaojiahou,zhangqiangbazijiguanzaifangjianli,kaishizaixitongkongjianlifanzhao。zhongyu,tazhaodaoleyibenguanyuxiaoshengyijingdeshu。shushangjieshaoleyixiezaijiushiniandaichuqikexingdexiaoshangji,birudaomaiyixiejinqiaodeshenghuoyongpin。

zhangqiangnazheshu,xingfendipaodaofumumianqian,bazheigexiangfagaosuletamen。

fuqinzhouzhemeitou,yiliandanyoudishuo:“qiangqiang,zuoshengyinayouneimerongyia。zanmenjimeijingyan,yemeishenmebenqian,nongbuhaoqianmeizhuandao,haibalaobendajinqule。”

zhangqiangjimangjieshidao:“ba,wokeyixiancongxiaodezuoqi。wokanle,youxiexiaowujianbenqianxiao,lirunyehaikeyi。woxianyongwodelinghuaqianjinhuo,manmanjileijingyan,dengzhuanleqianzaikuodaguimo。”

muqinyeyouxieyouyu:“haizi,nixianzaidezhuyaorenwushixuexi,kebieyinweizheigedanwulexueye。zuoshengyikebushiyijianqingsongdeshi,wanyiyingxianglenidechengjizenmeban?”

zhangqiangjiandingdishuo:“ma,wohuianpaihaoshijiande。wobuxiangzaikandaonimenzheimexinkule,meitianqizaotanhei,zhengdeqianquezhigouweichishenghuo。woxiangbangjialifendanyixie,erqiewobaozheng,buhuidanwuxuexi。”

fumukanzhezhangqiangjiandingdeyanshen,duishileyiyan。fuqinchenmoleyihuier,shuo:“qiangqiang,nizhendexianghaolema?zheikebushinaozhewande,yaoshipeileqian,nikebiehouhui。”

zhangqiangyonglididiandiantou:“ba,woxianghaole,wobupashibai。wohuinulide,yidingnengchenggong。”

muqintanlekouqi,wunaidishuo:“neixingba,jirannizheimejianchi,womenyebulanzheni。buguonidejizhu,xuexibunengluoxia,yaoshichengjixiajiangle,kejiubuxuzaizuozheigeshengyile。”

zhangqiangxingfenditiaoqilai:“xiexiebama,woyidinghuihaohaoxuexi,yehuibashengyizuohaode。”

congneiyihou,zhangqiangkaishiliyongkeyushijian,zaixitongkongjianlirujisikedixuexijingshangzhishi。tameitiandouhuihuajigexiaoshiyanjiushichangdongtai,fenxinaxieshangpinyouqianzaidelirunkongjian。tongshi,tayekaishiliuyishichangshangdeshangji,liyongzhoumodeshijianqujishishangguancharenmendexuqiuheshangpindejiagebodong。

zaizheigeguochengzhong,zhangqiangyudaolebushaokunnan。youyici,tajinleyipiwenju,benyiweihuihenhaomai,jieguoyinweikuanshibugouxinying,xiaolubingbuhao。kanzhejiyadehuowu,zhangqiangxinliyouxiezheji。tabazheijianshigaosulefumu。

fuqinanweita:“qiangqiang,zuoshengyinayouyifanfengshunde,diyicishibaihenzhengchang。zanmendezongjiejingyan,kankanwentichuzainali。”

muqinyeshuo:“shia,haizi,biehuixin。yaobuzanmenbazheixiewenjushaoweijiagongyixia,jiadianzhuangshi,rangtamenbiandegengxiyinren?”

zhangqiangtingle,yanjingyiliang:“ma,ninzheigezhuyihao。wozenmemeixiangdaoni。”

yushi,yijiasankouyiqidongshou,jiwenjujiashangleyixiepiaoliangdetiezhihezhuangshi。guoran,jingguogaizaohoudewenjuhenkuaijiumaichuqule。

suizheshengyimanmanzoushangzhenggui,zhangqiangyebiandeyuelaiyuemangliu。tabujinyaojianguxuexi,haiyaochulishengyishangdegezhongshiqing。youshihouweilejinyipijinqiaodehuowu,tashenzhiyaoyidazaogandaopifashichangpaidui。jinguanhenxinku,danzhangqiangconglaimeiyoubaoyuanguo。tazhidao,zijisuozuodeyiqiedoushiweilegaishanjialideshenghuo,rangfumubuzaineimelaolei。

zaiyicijiatingjuhuishang,zhangqiangbazijizheiduanshijianzuoshengyizhuandeqiannalechulai。kanzhehouhoudeyidiechaopiao,fumudeyanzhongmanshijingyahexinwei。

fuqinjidongdishuo:“qiangqiang,nizhendezhangdale,nengweijialifendanle。”

muqinzehongzheyankuangshuo:“haizi,nixinkule。zheixieqiannizijiliuzheba,maidianxuexiyongpin,huozhejizijimaidianxihuandedongxi。”

zhangqiangqueyaoyaotou:“bu,bama,zheiqianshizanmenyijiarende。yihoujialiyoushenmexuyaoyongqiandedifang,jiuyongzheige。woxiwangzanmenjianengyuelaiyuehao,zaiyebuyongweiqianfachou。”

yijiarenjinjindiyongbaozaiyiqi,xinzhongchongmanleduiweilaidexiwang。zhangqiangzhidao,suiranqianfangdedaoluhaihuiyouhenduokunnanhetiaozhan,danzhiyaoyijiarenqixinxieli,jiumeiyoushenmenenggouzudangtamenzouxiangxingfudeshenghuo。