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shangyishi,wogangkaoshanggongwuyuan,wodijiuyinweijuzhongyinluanhedaoqiebeizhua。

womaguixiaqiuwo,shuowoqiantuwuliang,bunengrangdidideandihuilewo。

wodongyongsuoyouguanxi,qingjinquanli,zuizhongrangtamianlelaoyuzhizai。

woyiweiwobaozhudeshizijideqiantuheweiyidedidi。

zhidaotashibasuineitian,qinshouyongdaotongjinwodexinzang,wozuizhonghanhenersi。

zaizhengyan,wohuidaolejiedaoluqutongzhishudeneigexiawu,wodigangbeijingchadaizou。

womapuguolai,sisizhuazhuwodeshou:“guinv,kuaixiangbanfa!nikeshizanmenjiaweilaidexiwanga!”

我看着她,笑了。

zheiyishi,woyaorangtabalaodizuochuan。

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womadeshouxiangyibatieqian,sisidezhuazhewo。

“zhaozhao!linzhao!nifashenmedai!nididibeizhuazoule!”

我重生了。

tadeshengyinjianli,daizhekuqiang,huapolezheigebengaichongmanxiyuedewuhou。

woshoulihainiezheneizhangbobodezhi,shangmianyinzheguojiazhongdianshiyanshideluqutongzhi,youmodexiangqihunzheyangguangdeweidao,cengshiwoshangyishiweiyideweijie。

xianzai,tazhixiangyigebinglengdexiaohua。

“ma,nixianfangshou。”wodeshengyinhenpingjing。

talengleyixia,suijigengyonglidiyaohuangwo:

“fangshenmeshou!nididiyaoshiliuleandi,nideqiantujiuquanhuile!neigeshiyanshishishenmedifang?guojiazuidingjiandedifang!tamenyaochazuzongshibadaide!nidongbudong!”

我当然懂。

weilezheigejinru“xingchenjihua”hexintuanduidejihui,wopinlemingdixuexi,aoguowushugeriye。

shangyishi,yeshizheiyang。wodilinkaizaiwojiedaoluqutongzhidetongyitian,yinweirushidaoqiebeizhua。

womayeshizheiyangzhuazhewo,shuodehuayizibucha。

tashuo,linkaishitaweiyideerzi,shilinjiadegen。

woyigenvhaizi,zaiyouchuxiyeshiyaojiarende,woderenshengjiushiweilejididipulu。

wobixujiuta,napashiqingjiadangchan,napashiqujirenxiagui。

yushi,woqiulewodedaoshi,dongyonglewoweilaizhangfupeixunjiadeguanxi,peileshouhairenyidabiqian,yingshengshengbayizhuangxingshianjianbianchengleminshijiufen。

wobaozhulewodeqiantu,yebaozhulewoweiyide“didi”。

woyiweitahuiganji,huigaiguozixin。

可他没有。

tanazhewojideqianbianbenjialidihuihuo,heshehuishangderenzhahunzaiyiqi。

liangnianhou,yinweiwojujuezaijitaqianhaiduzhai,tanazheyibashuiguodao,zaiwojitaxuepingguodeshihou,tongjinlewodexinzang。

daojianbinglengcigu,tacouzaiwoerbian,xiaodetianzhenyoucanren。

“jie,bieguaiwo,sheirangnibutinghuani。”

“nideqian,nideren,nideming,budougaishiwodema?”

xianxueyongchu,ranhonglewoshenshangneijianbaisedeshiyanfu。wosibumingmu。

wubiandehenyicongxinzangmanyanzhisizhibaihai。

“zhaozhao?”womadeshengyinbawoconghuiyililachulai。

tajianwomeifanying,lianshangshanguoyisibunai,suijiyouhuanshangneifuguanyongdebeitongyujuedebiaoqing。

“wodeera!wokumingdeera!nizenmejiuzheimebudongshia!”

tayipiguzuozaidishang,kaishipaizhedatuihaotaodaku,

“zheikezenmebana!womenjiazheishizaoleshenmeniea!”

linjumentantoutannaodiweileguolai,duizhewomenjiazhizhidiandian。

wobazhanzaiyipang,cuozheshou,yiliandeliushenwuzhu,zhihuizhongfuyijuhua:“zenmeban,zheikezenmeban。”

wolengyankanzhezheichangnaoju。

这就是我的家人。

yigezhihuikunaosapodemuqin,yigenuoruowunengdefuqin,haiyouyigeshiwoweisiyouwudeemodidi。

womanmandi、yiziyijudikaikou。

“ma,tafanlefa,jiugaijingchaguan。”

哭声戛然而止。

womamengditaitoukanwo,yanjinglimanshibukezhixin:“nishuoshenme?linzhaonifengle?neishiniqindidi!”

“wozhidao。”wodiandiantou,jiangluqutongzhishuxiaoxindizhehao,fangjinkoudaili,“suoyi,wogengbunengyanzhengzhengkanzhetahuileziji。”