suyinhuigenzheheqindaduixianquyongguo。
wozuozaimacheshang,suyinjiamazaiwoshence。
fengjianglianzichuiqi,wokandaolesuyindeceyan。
tahaishineibanjunqiao,daokebandelianpang,shuxieryoumosheng。
shangyishi,tabianyeshizheibanhusonghuangjiedeba,buzhineishitaxinzhongzaixiangshenmeni?
huoxushineizhongwunengweilideyihan,yehuoxushifenlidebushe,ganchangcunduandesinian。
zhishi,rujintagaiwubixinxi,bijingwojiangtazuiaizhirenhuanxialaile。
woxiangdechushen,dengwoyanqianyipianqingmingdeshihou,jingduishanglesuyindemouzi,tademouzixiangshiyitanhuabukaidemo,wobuzhitajiuzheiyangkanleduojiu,zhishihuangmangyizouleshixian。
「chenmo,niyouzaishuashenmehuazhao?」
suyinlengbudingdikaikou,shengyinbuda,quezuyiguanjinwodeerzhong。
wojideqianshizheigeshihou,woyusuyindehunyueyijingxialaile。
keneishisuyinquenuqichongchongdizhaodaowo,yibajiangshengzhirengzailewolianshang,yandideyanezangdouzangbuzhu。
「chenmo,niyouxinma?jiaercaiheqinqu,nibianpobujidaidiyaogenwojieqin?
「chenmo,nijizhu,wobuhuiaini,jibiannidongyonghuangquan,woyebuhuiainide!
「ruoshiniganyuanbangzaijiangjunfu,neiwochengquanni!」
suyinshineibanshengqi,kanwodeyanshenxiangculedu。
huoxubeipianaiderendouyoushiwukong,buran,suyinruheganzheibanduiwojianghua,lianjunchendoubugule。
buzhishiwowanglewoshigongzhule,haishisuyintawangjile。
我垂眸,语气疏离:
「ruobengongmeijicuodehua,sujiangjunxujiumeiyongjingyuleba?jingganzhihubengongminghui。」suyinyiye,xushimeixiangdaowojingyutashengshu,zhoulemeidao:
「shichenyouzui,gongzhushuzui。」
jiujingshicongshenmeshihoukaishi,suyinyuwojianghuameilejingyuni?
womenbenjiushiqingmeizhuma,yiqilianwu,yiqiwanshua,yiqichuanghuo。
neigeshihou,suyinyuwobianbuzaiyijunchenxiangcheng,daohoulaisuyinzhixiaowozhongyita,biangengjiasiwujidan。
zaiwanrenyanzhong,woshizunguidedigongzhu。
kezaisuyinyanzhong,wobianshineigeaierbudedekelianchong。
那时恨吗?
qishishibuhende,zhishiyouxieshiluo,wozaizhongrilihuaiyiziji,jiujingwonalibuhao,suyinzenmejiubuxihuanwoni?
houlaijibianjiajilesuyin,yebuguoshidedaolesuyinderen,tazaibuhuiduiwoxiaole,yebuhuiduiwodiediebuxiu,jianjiandandanxiangdangchuneibanxiangchu,yeshibunenggoule。
neishiwocaizhidaozijicuodeduolipu。
zhenzhenghensuyinshicongshenmeshihoukaishideni?
dadishitadaibinggongruhuangchengzhishiba,taqiujinwo,rangwozhixiaotadejihuaquebunengwanggongzhongtongfengbaoxin。
suyinxiangrangwochangdaoneizhongmingzhidaoshenjiaquheqin,tadewuligan。
我抿唇,未曾答话。
qishirujinwoyusuyindeguanxi,jiuyijingjiangle,bijingfuhuangcihundefengsheng,yijingchuandaoletadeerzhong。
gaizhideqingxingdeshi,suyinmeijihuazaijiangshengzhirengzaiwolianshangxiuruwole。