第5章

suizhewoyexiapinhou,woheherufengdehunqitishangricheng。

heqianshiyiyang,huzujiangyuliuyueshier,tongrijialiangnv。

neitiangonglirenlairenwang,meigerenlianshangdouguazhexiaorong。

herufenggonglizhibanzhuangshideren,gengshicongzaodaowan,luoyibujue。

zhiyouwopiananyiyudexiaopiandian,rutongwangriyiyangqingleng,lianyiduohongchoudoubucengyou,banfenyewuhunjiadexiqi。

wodetieshenpucongqizhitiaojiao,weiwodabaobuping,“wangyeyeshidizi,huangshanghehuanghouzheiyangxingshiweimiantaipianxin。”

wowusuoweiderangtamangqu。

tabudong,zhandeyuegao,cainengshuaideyuehen。

woheherufengjieqindeduiwuyijingdaolemenkou,wochuanzhejiuyansonglaidehunfu,fuzhepucongshouzouchuyuanluo,yuyishenhuangjiazuchuanhunfudeherufeng,zaigongmenxiangyu。

yigecuoshen,wodeyibaibeitacaizhu,xinlangguangaomaoxiachuanchutayiguanbahudemingling。

“moyiweiquqijiunengwangleguijianzhibie,laoshizhanhoumianqu,woyaoxianzou。”

xiniangyouxieweinandeyaoquqingshifuhuangmuhou,beiwolanxia。

“xiongzhangxiangxianzou,zuodidideziranxiangrang。”

wodandingdehoutuiyibu,youzhetazhandaoqianmian,xianbaibiefuhuang,zaikuashangliangju。

zhidaodaihezideduiwu,chuichuidadalikai,wocaizaixianshen。

gege,xiwangninengyougeyukuaidexinhunzhiye。

bijingtaxinxinnianniandebailing,cengzaizuijiuhouxianchuyuanxing,zaiwomianqianshuoguo,tadechuangtashangconglaibuxucunzaiwanbizhiren。

suoyishangyishi,wozaidahundangtianbeilimaojiezou。

buyaoqiancai,gengbuduohua,zhijiezaimashang,yongbinglengdetieqiduanlewodegenji。

shentishunjianbeisiliedeneizhongtonggan,xianzaixiangqi,rengrankegumingxin。

但那是最痛苦的吗?

不是的。

zaiwotongdechouchuqilaishi,neirenyouxiangdiupobuyiyang,zhongxinbawobangzaimashang。

weileburangzijibianchengxiaohua,woqiangrenzhejutong,yaoyabaitangxingli,zhidaohuidaoxinfangsongkouqi,yifuyijingbeihanshuishitou,zhenggerenxiangshigangcongshuilichulai。

jiuzaizheiyike,bailingmanshenjiuqidejinlai。

tahaoxiangkanbujianwocangbaiwuxuedelian,zhijiehuaweihuxing,cubaodesikaiyishan,kenyaowodebojing。

neiyitiandeyezhenzhang,zhangdaoleishuiliugan,zhijiazaishouxinqiachuxuerou。

meiyouyikuaiwanzhengdepifu,xuewumanshen,beinianyachengqianwanpian,tongkurutongqiheideyeseyiban,longzhaozhezhenggeshijie,kanbudaoguangliang。

mingzairenjian,shenchudiyu,dagairushiba。

zhidaohenjiuyihou,wocaizhidao,nalilaidelimao,buguoshibailingzidaoziyandenaoju,shitazhangkongwodeyizhongshouduan。

tayouzijideguiju,napashiyaoxiangbanyishengdefujun,yebunengpohuai。

buzhidaojintiandedahun,tahuibuhuiweiherufengpoli?

“在想什么?”

jiuyanjiediaowogaitouhou,yinwodaozhuobianchidongxi。

zhuomianshangfangmanlehaoxiaohuadegaodian,haiyouliangwanxiaohuntun。

yourendexiangqichenggongfuweile,wozhuizhuibuandexin,wobujindakuaiduoyi。

herufengyouyijuhuashuodedui,shouheshoushibuyiyangde。

九烟不是白灵。

wonengweitapinghexuemai,tabuhuineiyangduiwo。

jingchangzubuchuhudejiuyan,shiyigezhizhishenguangderen。

yanzhiyouwu,tantufengqu。

chiwanfan,womenduizhelongfengzhuliaolehenjiu。

shenzhihaitichuzijishuiruanta,bachuangrangjiwo。

wangzhetazaizhuguangxiayuefameilidelian,woyouxiexiangbutong,herufengfangzhejiuyanzheimegedameinvbuyao,zenmepiankanshangbailingneigeemo。

wochezhutanabeizideyixiu。

“nixuemailidekuangbaozhishihaimeijie,liwojinxie,youzhuyuyazhita,mashangyaodaoyueyuanzhiyele,nengrangnishaoxietongku。”

tatingxiadongzuo,shuangmoushanguowokanbudongdeqingxu,suijizaiwodejinghuzhong,huashenchengshou。

jiutiaodaweibalaolaojiangwojinguzaitahuaibao,maorongrongdedanaodaiyigejingwangwoshenshangceng。