jiehunqizhounianjinianri，woheerzibeikunhuochang，shengshengshaosi。
shenweixiaofangyuandezhangfujujiedianhua，juedewozaiwuliqunao。
sihouwocaizhidao，womenzailiehuozhongjianaoshi，tazhengmangzhebangneiweihaisiwomenniangliangdebaiyueguangbanjia。
zaicixinglai，wozhongshengle。
zheici，woguoduantichulihun，juexindaizheerziyuanlizhanan，ranghaisiwomenniangliangdedufuzishieguo。
zhishiwomeixiangdao，chuguozhihou，zhaqianfubuyuanwanlizhuilai，yanmouxinghong。
“jiangruoyu，womeiyoutongyilihun！niduzilihaihuaizhewodehaizi，pingshenmejiuzheiyanglikaiwo！”
……
jiazhongshihuo，wogenerziduzizaijia，faxianhuoshimanyantaobuchuqushibiandale911，yejishenweixiaofangyuandeshenjingmingdaledianhua。
可迟迟没有人接听。
gungunnongyanzhong，woyongjinshidebeidanguozhuzijiheerzi：“congcong，buyaopa，babaheqitaxiaofangyuanshushuyidinghuilaijiuwomende。”
congcongquanzaiwohuailisesefadou：“keshibababujiedianhua……”
wowozheshouji，yanleiyebushoukongzhiwangxiaza。
shenjingmingshixiaofangyuan，yougengduoderenbiwoxuyaota，jiehunzheiqinian，tabujiewodianhuadecishushubushengshu，woyelijie。
keshijintiantashizaixiujiaa！
shihuozhiqiantahaizaijia，mingmingshuodeshishuochuquyitangjiuhuihuilaide。
xiaofangchechichimeiyouganlai，woyishimohu，zaicibotongleshenjingmingdeshouji。
dudushengchixulehenjiu，dianhuazhongyujietongle。
tingtongneiyitou，shenjingmingyuqibunai：“niyouzenmele？”
wojinbengdexinzhongyushaoweifangsong，gengyankaikou：“jingming，nikuaihuijiayitang，woheerzibeikunzai……”
wodehuahaimeishuowan，toudingdediaodenghuranpengdezaluoxialai，sisiyazaiwoshenshang。
shoujituoshoufeichu，wotonghuyisheng，yishidouyoudianmohu。
congcongyijingliankujiaodeliqidoumeiyoule，xinghaoshibeiwohuzaishenxia，caimeiyoushoushang。
wonulihujiu：“jiujiuwomen，jializhehuo……”
ketingtongliquechuanlaishenjingminglengmodeshengyin。
“doudayingjintianhuipeiniguojiehunjinianrile，nihaiyaonaoshenme？”
“woxianzaihenmang，qingqingjintianbanjia，youshenmezhongyaodeshiqing，dengwomangwanhuilaizaishuo，biezaiyizhidadianhuaguolai。”
budengwokaikou，dianhuayijingbeiguaduan。
wodexinzaizheiyikechendaolegudi。
jiuzheimemangma？youshenmebiqiersihuodouzhongyao？
huoshiyuelaiyueqiangle，wohaoxianghuoxiaqu，napawohuisi，yezhishaorangcongconghuozhe。
keshisheilaijiujiuwomenni？
liehuojiangfangmenshaochuan，xiongyongdeliehuoxijuanerlai，zhuoshaozhewodepirou，zhuoshangneixiewojingxinzhunbeidecaiyaohedangao，yezaojiukanbuchubenlaidemoyang。
wodeyaozhuibeizaduanle，pazaidishangdongdanbude，weiyinengzuodezhishiyongyijingbeishaodejiaoheideshouqingqingmolemotadexiaolian，zaijutongzhongshiquleyishi。
……
zaicixinglaishi，wodelinghunpiaofuzaibankongzhong，huaizhonghaibaozhecongcong。
这是哪里呢？
wohuanghukanzhezhouweidegaoloudasha，fenwaimangran。
danzheishi，congconghuranlalelawoyijiao：“mama，neishibabama？”
woshunzheerzishouzhidefangxiangzhuantoukanguoqu——
baiqunnvzizhanzaiyangtaishangxiaoyiyanyanliangzheyifu，ershenjingmingchuanzheyishenbianzhuangzhanzaitashenbianbangmang，yanshenwenroudehuabukai：“wolaiba，niquxiuxi。”
wodexinhuranchendaogudi。
neinvren，shitadebaiyueguangxuyuqing。
xuyuqingchaotaxiaoxiao，yuqiwenrou：“haolajingmingge，nikuaizuoguoquxiuxiba。”
shenjingmingquemeidong，zhiyishangqianbangmang。
conglaibuganjiawudeshenjingming，zaibaiyueguangmianqianyuanlaishizheiyangde。
wodaidaikanzhe，zhiganjuehunshenbingleng。
linghunbuyinggaishimeiyouganjuedema？weishenmewoxianzaihuijuedexiongkouhaotong。
zaiwomenniangliangmingxuanyixiandeshihou，takouzhongdejishi，jiuzhishibangbaiyueguangbanjiazuojiawu？
xiongqiangliyoushenmedongxizaicuncunsuilie，wogenerzidelinghunpiaodangzaishangkong，yanzhengzhengliangrenneifuqinmiwujiandeyangzi，tianshangdelengfengchuidewohunshenfaleng。
congcongxiaoshengwenwo：“mama，bababulaijiuwomen，jiushiweilexuayima？”
“keshiganjiawudeshiqing，bababushishuobaojiedounengganma？”
wobuzhidaogaizenmehuida。
congcongzuichongbaidejiushibaba，zaitayanzhong，shenjingmingshigaishiyingxiong。
keshizhidaowomensiquneiyike，gaishiyingxiongyemeinenglaijiuwomen。
wobaozhecongcong，henxiangjiucilikai，linghunquebeishufuzhedongdanbude，zhinengjingjingkanzhetamenbaneigexiaojiashoushidewenxinshushi。
neihuishitamendexinjiama？
woyoudianhuanghu，xianzaiwogencongcongyijingsile，taxiangquzhuibaiyueguang，yemeirenlandezhule。
jiuzaizheishi，xuyuqinghuranwenta：“jingmingge，ganggangsaozishibushijinidadianhuale？tazhidaoniguolaibangwo，buhuishengqiba？”
tingjianzheihua，shenjingminglengleleng：“wodagedianhuawenwenba，yinggaiyemeishenmedashi，tajiushixihuanyidianxiaoshiyijingyizhafeiyaowohuiquchuli。”
我听得凄然一笑。
takouzhongneixiesuoweidexiaoshi，shicongconggaoshaodao40du，shiwoshangbanlushangchulechehuoshoushanghaiyaoqujieerzi，mingmingjiashilianggerende，erziyeshiwomenliangde，zaitayanliguanyuwodeshiqingquehaoxiangdoubushidashi。
shenjingmingnaqileshouji，kanzheneimeduoweijiedianhua，yanzhongdebunaigengzhong，suishoubohui。
dianhuaneitoushidududemangyin，woxiang，dagaishiyinweiwodeshoujiyijingbeishaohuile。
shenjingmingzhouqilemei，youboleyibian。
xuyuqingguanqiewen：“saozishibushiyinweinibujiedianhuanaopiqile？”
woyiweishenjingmingzhishaohuihuiqukankan，quemeixiangdaotalenghengdao：“zheimedianxiaoshijiuyaonaopiqi？shenmeshihoucainengshoulianyixiazijideqingxu？tayeshigechengnianrenle。”
“weileyigejiehunjinianrinaodebukekaijiao，wowanyidianhuiqu，youbushitianhuitaxialai。”
woxinlineigumentonggengzhongle。
我要怎么收敛情绪？
budui，xianzaiwoyemeiyoushenmeqingxu，zhixiwangyongyuanyongyuanbiezaijiandaota，yebuyaozaiyourenhejiaoji。
ruguotaliuzaijiali，diyishijianfaxianshihuo，mingmingwomenmuzikeyibuyongside。
jiuzaizheishi，tadeshoujihuranxiangle，shixiaofangduidalaide。
tabiaoqingbiandeyansu，qishenjieqi：“shenmeshi？womashangdao。”
dianhuaneitoudeshengyindaizhekuqiang：“jingge，duibuqi，sao，saozi……”
shenjingmingdebiaoqingyoudianmoming：“tazenmele？”
neirengengyankaikou：“ganggangsaozidaguodianhua，womenyiweitashiyaozhaonin，rangtadanindesirendianhuajiuzhijieguale……ganggangcaizhidaoshininjializhehuole，saozihecongcongdoumeinengjiuhuilai……”
shenjingmingbuganzhixindengdaleyan，zhangxindeshoujihuranhualuo。
pingmutiaozhuandaotonghuajiemian，shangmianyouwushugelaiziwodeweijiedianhua。
dagaishiyishidaoleneixiedianhuadeyiyi，tahurantuiyiruantanzuozaidishang，xiangshibeichoukongquanshenliqi：“jiangruoyu……”
tatuikaixiangshanglaifutadexuyuqing，diediezhuangzhuangpaochumen，yanmoutonghong。
我却只觉得好笑。
taxianzailaiyoushenmeyongma？jiwomenmuzishoushi？
没必要了。
wozhixiangdaizhecongcongzaodianlikaizheigeshijie，jinshenglaishi，zaibiegentayourenheguanxi。
danzheishi，wokanjianxuyuqingditoujieqileyigedianhua，yuqibingleng：“neiduimuzisileshiba？”
dianhuaneitoubuzhishuoleshenme，xuyuqingchunjiaogouqiyidaolengxiao：“hao，qianwozhihouhuijinizhuanguolaide。”
guaduandianhua，tajiqiaoyixiao，ziyanziyudao：“jingminggejiushitaiyouzerenxinle，zhiyaoneiduimuzihuozhe，tazaizenmexihuanwo，yebukenenglihunde。”
“yaoguaiyezhinengguaijiangruoyuneigejrenbushitaiju，yaoshitazijuelihun，woyebuzhiyufeiyaotademing。”
tingjianneixiehua，womouzidouranyisuo。
zailianxiangdaohuozaishineixiebuhelidedifang，wosisiqiajinlezhangxin。
shenjingmingshixiaofangyuan，jialidefanghuocuoshizuodeyizhihenhao，kezheicizhehuo，yanwubaojingqimeiyouxiang，dingqigenghuandejiayongmiehuoqishiling，womenzhinengzuoyidaibi……
shixuyuqinghaisilewohecongcong？！
kegudehenyiyongshangxintou，wopushangquhenbunengrangtajiwohecongcongchangming，quewujiyushi。
tamenzaoyougouqie，weishenmehaiyaowohecongcongshouzheimeduonianweiqu？weishenmebukenzaodianshuoqingchu！
shenjingmingweilejiuweilehaisiwomenmuzideren，duiwomenjiansibujiu！！
weishenme，weishenmeyaozheiyangduiwomen！
wohenbunengbianchengliguibaxuyuqingqiandaowanguacuoguyanghui，danzheishi，yiguxilihuranchuanlai，wobeijuanruyigeheidong。
congcongjinghuangshicuoshenshou，xiangyaolaibaozhuwo：“mama！”
kewoquemeifadikangneiguxili，beijuanruxuanwo，zhujianshiquleyishi。