diyizhangzhongshengzaizhenqianjinhuilaizheiyitian
zhenqianjinhuilaihou,pinpinfafeng,xiesidilidiyaoganwozou。
qianshiwozhudonglikai,quebeibuyiburaodezhenqianjinyibububipohaisi。
bujinqinrenfanmuchengchou,hailianleilewoanlianderen。
zhongshenghou,wobatabidegengfeng。
“yangendayushengen,niyiweixueyuanguanxihenzhongyaoma。”
1
“taweishenmehaizaizhei,weishenmebubataganzou!?”
qianshizangshenhuohaidetongchuhaiweixiaotui,erbianjiuxiangqijianlidehoujiaosheng。
wozhengkaiyan,rumushichujiaketing,erxuanguanchuzhanzhechujiasankou,hegangganghuilaidezhenqianjin,chuwan。
tahaobuyanshizijiduiwodeyanehetonghen,sisizhuazhechumudeshou,“renfanzidenverpingshenmehailiuzaizhei,batasongquzuolaoa!”
“wocaishinimendeqinshengnver,nimendenverzhiyouwoyige!”
qianshi,chuwanhenwoduozoutaqianjinxiaojiedeshibanian,congjianmiandediyiyanqijiuyaoganwozou。
wodangshiburenchujiarenzaiwohetazhiqiannanzuo,zhudongtichuyaolikai,chujiarenshebudewo,anpaiwozhudaobiedefangchannei。
jieguochuwandaizherenqishixiongxiongdichuangguoqu,damawobuyaolianqinzhanjiachan,mawobudehaosi,wangwoshenshangpogouxue,naodejiquanbuning。
gengshizaixuexiaolisiyixuanyangwoshirenfanzidenver,fumufanzui,wokendingyebushishenmehaodongxi,jianyishishengmenxiaoxinzijidedongxibiebeitou。
congneizhihou,xuexiaolisheiyiyoushenmedongxibujian,diyigehuaiyidejiushiwo,mingmuzhangdandizaijiaoshineisouwodeshubaokezhuo,dangzhongsiwoyifusoushen。
wofankang,baojing,qiuzhulaoshi,kezheixieshicengchubuqiong,jiuerjiuzhi,lianjingchakandaowodoukaishizhoumei,“nizheigexiaoguniangzenmehuishi,zenmecicidoushinidewenti。”
wobeichuwandaitouxiaoyuanbaling。
tangyantou,ancesuo,hezangshui,tuoyifupaizhao,gezhongxiuru......
yinweiwodefumushirenfanzi,tamenshenzhimailaiwawasaijinwohuaili,lelingwozaicaochangshangbaozhewawadaizheshoukaojiaokaozou,jiwawaweinai,nabianzichouwo,meimingqiyueshuzui。
nanshengmenyongbuhuaihaoyideyanshendingzhewofayulianghaodexiong,bu,hanwoxiaomuniu。
youxiangbangwode,zhihuibeiyiqibaling。
woshizaifankangbulele,zhidelianxichujiafumu,xiwangtamenkeyiyueshuchuwan。
quebuxiangbeichuwanzhidaowogentamenlianxi,zhuazhewodaochujia,nadaohengzaizijibozishangxiesidilidizhiwenchujiarenshibushihaixiangzhewo。
“wohetazhinenghuoyige!nimenxuanshei!”
chujiarenbeihedezhinengxuanta,erwo,beijidongdechuwanhuapolianhuirong。
wobeituixue,dangangqindeshouyebeichuwanxiangbanfanonghuai。
taguyirangchujiarenfaxian,dengchujiasongwoqujiuzhi,youtiaochulaifafeng,“nimenweishenmehaiyaojiuta?!ruguobushita,woyebuhuizaiwaibianshoukuzheimeduonian!tabupei!”
dedaochujiarendebuchanghou,jiergengcanrendinvedaiwo。
直到我死。
2
“mama,womeiyoulaizaizheilibuzoudeyisi,wozhishixiangdengxiazhoudegangqinbisaijieshu......wodayingnimenyaonadaodiyide。”
yipianjijingli,wolvxiankaikou,tingzhijibei,yanzhongleiguangyingying,yifuweiquqiuquandemoyang。
chuwanxihuanyongshoujinzhemoqikuwuyidemoyangyanshizijidee,woweishenmebuxing。
qianshiwohendongshi,zhudonglikai,shenmedoumeiyao,kejieguoni?
gegechuqianlikeguolailanzhuwo,“meirenyaonizou,biepa。”
chumuyewenrouxiaoxindijieshi,“qingqinghewomenshenghuoleshibanian,baocuohaizizheishishangtameiyoucuo,jialiyenengyangdeqilianggenver,jiurangtaliuxialaihaobuhao?”
“wanwanfangxin,womenkendingbuchangnizheishibanian,mamabuhuihoucibobi。”
chuwanzhijietuodiaozijidewaitao,luchushanghenleileideshenti,sishengdaku。
“pingshenmetahainengguoyangzunchuyoudeshenghuo!?wotitashouleshibaniandezui,pingshenme?!”
tazhuanguotoulaisisidingzhewo,dakudahou,hendequanshenfadou。
“nigaibeiganchuqua!nigaiquguoguowodeshenghuo!zuoezhedenverpingshenmehainengjixudaizaiwojiagenwodangjiemei?!”
气氛冷凝下来。
fumuweinandibuzhisuocuo。
因为楚绾说得对。
gegedangzaiwoshenqian,“wanwan,niheqingqingdoushishouhaizhe......”
“wozhidaole,nimenwufeijiushijuedewoshenfendijianbupeidangnimendenver,neiwozou!”chuwanshuozhejiuyaotuikaichumulikai,beichufuchumujinjinlouzhe。
chumugenzheyiqiku,“mamabushineigeyisi,wanwannibiezheiyang。”
wozhijiezhuangyun,chuqianzhejidibaozhuwo,“woxiansongqingqingquyiyuan!”
chuwanjianjiaozhebuxutaqu,chumubeitayibatuikai,hounaoshaozhuangshangxuanguanju,yeyunleguoqu。
binghuangmaluanhou,wohechumushuangshuangzhuyuan。
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“gege,mafannigenbamashuo,wobanchuquzhuba。”
bingchuangshang,wocangbaizheliandishengqingqiu,“chuwanshuodedui,woqueshibugaizailiuxialai。”
chuqianzhangchukouqi,yedixiashengyin,youxiekumen,“toutougennishuo,wohaishixihuannidangwomeimei。”
我当然知道。
chuqianhaomianziyouzitaiqinggui,danqishishigeweijunzi。
qianshiyikaishitayebuxihuanchuwan,danchuwanbangtamizuiletaxihuandenvshenghou,lianggerenjiukaishixinzhaobuxuandilangbeiweijian。
chuwanbuduanjichuqianguanshuwozhihuijiezheyangnvshenfenzhengjiachandegainian,erwodechengjihenenglibenjiuzaichuqianzhishang,yushizuihoutajianxinbuyi。
jiedaowodeqiuzhudianhuahou,chuqianbunaifandichaofeng,“chuqing,nihaiyiweizijishiwomeimeini?nipeima?”
“bieyiweiwobuzhidaonineidianxinsi,xiangfenjiachan?mendoumeiyou!nibeiwanwanbaofu,shinihuogai,fumudezuidangranyaonilaichengdan。”
wonanyizhixindikanzheguadiaodedianhua,buganxiangxinzheishitengaiwoshibaniandegegesuoshuo。
erchuwanzhuazhewodetoufa,yinsendixiao,“xiao**,jingrangouyinwoge,zhenshihaobuyaolian。”
ranhou,woweileliuzaihaomenjingranbuzhixiuchidiqugouyincengjingqingedexiaoxibujingerzou。
chujiafumutingwen,damawolangziyexin,beiwomengpian,zhiciwoshiqulesuoyoudeyikao。
zheiyici,wozenmenengburangchuwanhechuqianyechangchangcidengziwei。
4
chujiatongyilerangwozanshibanchuquzhu。
chufutoutoujiwosaika,chumuqiaoqiaodirangyongrenjiwoshoushixingli,chuqiansongwoyiliangchedaibu。
wosixiaqukanwangchumu,lazhetadeshoudishengdiku,“mama,niyaokuaidianhaoqilai,wohaixiangbagangqinbisaidejiangbeisongjini。”
“zhiyaomamanimeishi,woshisheidoubuzhongyao。”
chumugandongzhiyu,bumianweichuwanhanxin。
chuwanyizhizaijia,bingmeilaiyiyuankanta,tingyongrenshuo,chuwanzaiyuanzilishaowoyongguodedongxi。