linwanxingsile。sizaiyigepiaozhexiyudeshenqiuwuhou。shoulihaizuanzheneizhangzaoyiguoqidetijiandan。weiaiwanqi。
taxiang，yehao。zhongyubuyongzaishouzheneigekongdangbinglengdejia，dengzheneigeyongyuanbuhuiweitatingliudenanrenle。
yehao。……lujingshenshibeiyizhenjianruideshouji**chaoxingde。toutongyulie。tamengdizhengkaiyan，
yingruyanliandebushiyiyuanshuxidebaise，ershi……zijiawoshidetianhuaban？zenmehuishi？
tabushiyinggaizailinwanxingdezanglishang，yinweiguodubeitonghelianrixujiu，yundaolema？“wei？
”tashayazhesangzijieqidianhua。“luzong，ninxingle？xiawuhewangshijituandeqianyueyishikuaikaishile，
ninkeqianwanbiewangle，haiyou……furenneibian，ninshibushi……”zhulixiaolideshengyindaizhexiaoxinyiyidetixing。
furen？linwanxing？lujingshendexinmengdiyisuo，xiangbeiyizhiwuxingdeshouhenhenzuanzhu，tengdetajihuchuanbuguoqi。
wanxing……tadewanxingbushiyijing……tafengleyiyangxiankaibeizi，diediezhuangzhuangdichongchuwoshi。ketingli，
neigeshuxideshenyingzhengxizheweiqun，zaichufanglimangliuzhe。yangguangtouguochuanghu，sazaitaxianshoudebeishang，
dushangleyicengrouhedeguangyun。tachuanzheyijianxideyouxiefabaidemianbuqunzi，toufajiandandiwanzainaohou，
luchuyiduanxianxidebojing。shiwanxing！zhendeshita！lujingshendejiaobumengdidunzhu，houlongxiangshibeishenmeduzhu，
fabuchurenheshengyin。takanzhetadebeiying，yankuangshunjianhongle。wanxing……tadewanxinghaihuozhe！bushimeng！
zheibushimeng！tazhongshengle？zhongshenghuidaole……shenmeshihou？tazhandouzhetaishou，kanleyiyanshouwanshangdeshoubiao。
2023nian，10yue15ri。julitazhidaolinwanxingbingqing，haiyouzhengzhengyinian。julitadesiwang，
haiyouyinianlingsangeyue。lujingshendexinzangkuangtiaoqilai，shishierfudedekuangxi，gengshihoupadaojizhidebingleng。
qianshidejiyirutongchaoshuibanyonglai。taxiangqizijishiruhebeineigejiaosumannidenvrenmengbileshuangyan，
balinwanxingdefuchudangzuolisuodangran，batadeguanxinshiweifanrao。taxiangqizijiyiciciweilesumannilengluota，
shenzhizaitashengbingnanshoudeshihou，haizaipeisumanniguangjie、kandianying。taxiangqitayuyanyouzhidemoyang，
xiangqitayandizhujianandanxiaqudeguang，xiangqitazuihouneizhangcangbaixiaoshoudelian，heneishuangshiqusuoyoushengqideyanjing。
“wanxing……”tanannandikaikou，shengyingengyan，daizhezijidouweichajuedezhandouhehuihen。
chufanglidelinwanxingdongzuoyidun，sihushitingdaoletadeshengyin，dantameiyouhuitou，
zhishidandandiyingleyisheng：“xingle？zaocanmashangjiuhao。”tadeshengyinhenpingjing，tingbuchurenheqingxu，
jiuxiangwangchangwushugeqingchenyiyang。danlujingshenqueminruidibuzhuodaoleneipingjingxiayinzangdeyisishulihepibei。
qianshideta，conglaimeiyouzhuyiguozheixie。tazhijuedetalaotao、fawei、budongqingqu。xianzaixianglai，
neixiebeitahulvedexijie，quandoushitaxinyidiandianbianlengdehenji。lujingshenshenxiyikouqi，
qiangpozijilengjingxialai。wanxinghaizai，yiqiedouhailaideji。zheiyishi，tajuebunengzairangtashoudaorenheshanghai。
juebuneng！tayibubuzouxiangchufang，jiaobuchenzhongerjianding。“wanxing，”tazhanzaitashenhou，
shengyinfangdewubiqingrou，“wolaibangniba。”linwanxingzhongyuzhuanguoshen，lianshangdaizheyisicuoe，
sihuyouxiebuxiguantazheiyangdeyuqihejudong。“nihuizuoshenme？”taweiweicumei，yuqiyijiupingdan，
“kuaiquxishuba，biedanwulenidezhengshi。”youshizheiyang。yongyuanbatade“zhengshi”fangzaidiyiwei，
bazijifangzaichenaili。lujingshendexinxiangbeizhenzhaleyixia，tengdelihai。“wodeshibuzheji，
”taguzhidizhanzaiyuandi，kanzhetadeyanjing，“woxiangbangni。”linwanxingkanzhetayichangrenzhendeyanshen，
xinlimomingdishengqiyisiguaiyigan。jintiandelujingshen，haoxiangyoudianbuyiyang。
dantahenkuaijiubazheisiyiyangyalexiaqu。yexushizuowanjiuheduole，naozihaimeiqingxingba。tazhuanguoshen，
jixumangzheshoulidehuo：“buyongle，niqumangnideba，wozijikeyi。”yuqilidejujuexianeryijian。
lujingshenkanzhetadebeiying，shouzhijinjinzuanqi。tazhidao，wanxingdexin，bushineimerongyinuanhuilaide。
qianshitazaodenie，zheiyishi，tabixuyidianyidiandihai。zheizhuiqidelu，
zhudingshiyitiaopumanjingjide“huozangchang”。dantaxinganqingyuan。zhiyaonengrangwanxingzhongxinhuidaotashenbian，
zhiyaonengrangtazhongxinkuaileqilai，bieshuohuozangchang，jiushidaoshanhuohai，tayeyuanyichuang。zaocanzhuoshang，
qifenyouxiechenmo。linwanxingmomodihezhezhou，lujingshenqueyikouyechibuxia，zhishimubuzhuanjingdikanzheta。
tashoule。zhendehenshou。qianshitazenmejiumeifaxianni？“nikanwozuoshenme？
”linwanxingbeitakandeyouxiebuzizai，fangxialeshaozi。“wanxing，”lujingshenshenxiyikouqi，guqiyongqikaikou，
“duibuqi。”linwanxinglengzhule，taiyankanta，yanlimanshiyihuo：“ni……weishenmeturanshuoduibuqi？
”“duibuqi，”lujingshenkanzhetadeyanjing，yiziyijudishuo，“yiqian……shiwobuhao，hulvelenihenduo。
”linwanxingdexintiaolouleyipai，suiji，yisibuyichajuedekusepashangzuijiao。taiyangcongxibianchulailema？
lujingshenjuranhuigentashuo“duibuqi”？haishuo“yiqianshiwobuhao”？tachuixiayanlian，yanquyandideqingxu，
dandandishuo：“nixiangduole，meiyoudeshi。”tabuxin。lujingshenshishenmeyangderen，tataiqingchule。
taxinlizhiyoutadeshiye，heneigeruoyouruowude“baiyueguang”sumanni。
zenmekenengturanyishidao“hulvele”ta？kongpa……youshiweileshenmemudeba。biru，
weilerangtazaitafumumianqianbiaoxiandegeng“xianliangshude”？huozhe，weileyingfumouxiechanghe？
lujingshenkanzhetamingxianbuxindebiaoqing，xinliyizhencitong。shitaziji，baluzoujuele。xianzai，lianyijudaoqian，
tadoujuedeshixuwei。“wanxing，woshirenzhende。”tajiqiedixiangjieshi，xiangrangtaxiangxin，“yiqianshiwo**，
shiwoxialeyan，meiyoukandaonidehao。nijiwoyicijihui，rangwomibu，haobuhao？”linwanxingtaiqitou，
jingjingdikanletayihuier，ranhouqingqingyaoleyaotou。“lujingshen，”tadeshengyinhenqing，
quedaizheyizhongburongzhiyidejianding，“womenzhijian，meishenmexuyaomibude。niqushangbanba，biechidaole。
”shuowan，tazhanqishen，kaishishoushiwankuai，buzaikanta。lujingshenkanzhetajuejuedebeiying，
manqiangdehuaduzaihoulongli，yigeziyeshuobuchulai。tazhidao，jibude。luomabushiyitianjianchengde，
xinlengyebushiyitianxingchengde。taxuyaoshijian，xuyaonaixin。tazhanqishen，zoudaotashenbian，
congtashoulijieguowankuai：“wolaixiba。”linwanxingyizheng，xiangqianghuilai：“nifangzhe，wolaijiuhao。
”“woshuowolai。”lujingshendeyuqidaizheyisibuyichajuedejianchi，“yihou，zheixiejiawu，
woheniyiqizuo。”linwanxingkanzhetarenzhenxiwandeyangzi，xinlineidianguaiyigangengjiaqiangliele。
zheizhendeshineigelianwazidouyaotabangmangzhaodelujingshenma？taiyang……zhendecongxibianchulaile？tazhoulezhoumei，
meizaishuohua，zhuanshenquhuanyifu。buguantajintianchoudeshenmefeng，tazuohaozijideshijiuhao。lujingshenxiwanwan，
kandaolinwanxinghuanhaoyifuzouchulai，shiyishenjiandandelianyiqun，lianshangmeiyourenhezhuangrong，
sujingdexiangyiduokaizaijiaoluolidexiaobaihua。zaitayanli，quebirenhejingxindabandenvrendouyaomei。
“wosongniqushangban。”talikeshuodao。linwanxingzaiyijiaxiaoxiaodeshejigongzuoshishangban，gongzuobusuanlei，
danyejueduishuobushangqingsong。qianshi，tacongweizhudongtichusongtashangban，
shenzhiliantajutizainageloucengbangongdoubuzhidao。“buyongle，wozijizuoditiejiuhao。”linwanxingjujuedao。
tabuxianghetayoutaiduobubiyaodeqianche。“tinghua，wosongni。”lujingshenburongzhiyidinaqicheyaochi，
“zhenghaoshunlu。”linwanxingkanzhetajianchideyangzi，youyuleyixia，zuizhonghaishidianlediantou。
yexu……zhendezhishishunluba。cheli，qifenyijiuyouxiechenmo。lujingshenjicixiangkaikoushuohua，
doubuzhidaocongheshuoqi。taxiguanleduitayizhiqishi，xiguanlehulvetadeganshou，turanyaotawenroutitie，
tayishizhijianhaiyouxiebenzhuo。linwanxingkanzhechechuangwaifeishidejiejing，xinliluanzaozaode。jintiandelujingshen，
taifanchangle。zheizhongfanchang，rangtagandaobuan。“neige……”lujingshenzhongyurenbuzhukaikou，
“wanshangxiangchishenme？worangzhangmazuo。”zhangmashijialideayi，zhuyaofuzedasaoweisheng，
zuofanyibandoushilinwanxingzijilai，yinweilujingshentiaoshi，waimiandecaitachibuguan，
zhangmadeshouyiyebuduitaweikou。suoyi，yiqianjialideyirisancan，jihudoushilinwanxingzaicaochi。
linwanxinglengleyixia，xiayishidishuo：“nixiangchishenme？wozuojini。”shuowan，tazijiyelengzhule。
zenmeyouxiguanxingdiyitaweixianle？lujingshendexinyoushiyijiu。“wodouxing，”talianmangshuo，“zhuyaoshini，
nixiangchishenme？nixihuanchide，worangzhangmaxue，huozhewo……woxuezhezuo。”zuihoujigezi，
tashuodeyouxiekekebanban。xuezhezuo？linwanxingchadianyiweizijitingcuole。lujingshenxuezuofan？
neigelianchufangmenchaonakaidoubuzhidaodenanren？tarenbuzhucetoukanletayiyan，
xiangcongtalianshangzhaochuyisiwanxiaodehenji。dantakaizheche，mushiqianfang，biaoqingyansuerrenzhen。buxiangshikaiwanxiao。
linwanxingdexinli，neidianguaiyiganyijingbianchenglenongnongdeyihuo。tadaodizenmele？“womeishenmetebiexiangchide，
”tashouhuimuguang，dandandishuo，“jiachangcaijiuhao。”“hao，”lujingshenlikeyingxia，“neiwanshanghuijia，
womenyiqizuo。”yiqizuo？linwanxingjuedezijijintianyidingshimeishuixing。lujingshenjuranshuoyaohetayiqizuofan？
zheitaihuangmiule。tameiyouzaijiehua，zhishijingjingdikanzhechuangwai。henkuai，chedaolelinwanxinggongsilouxia。“daole。
”lujingshentinghaoche。“ng，xiexie。”linwanxingjiekaianquandai，zhunbeixiache。“wanxing，
”lujingshenturanjiaozhuta，“wanshangwolaijienixiaban。”linwanxingjiaobuyidun，huitoukanta：“buyongle，
wozijikeyi……”“wolaijieni。”lujingshendaduanta，yuqiyijiushiburongzhiyidejianchi，
danyanshenquedaizheyisixiaoxinyiyideqipan，“haobuhao？”kanzhetayandineimoshengdeqingxu，
linwanxingguishishenchadidianlediantou。“……hao。”shuowan，taliketuikaichemenxialeche，xiangshizaitaolishenme。
lujingshenkanzhetakuaibuzoujindaloudebeiying，zhongzhongditanlekouqi。diyibu，haoxiang……busuantaizaogao？zhishao，
tameiyouqiangyingdijujueta。tanachushouji，jizhulixiaolifaletiaoxinxi：“quxiaoxiawusuoyoububiyaodexingcheng，
wanshangwoyaozaodianxiaban。lingwai，quchayixiafuren……linwanxingxihuanchishenme，
haiyoutazuijin……youmeiyounalibushufu。”xiaolishoudaoxinxi，yilianmengbi。furen？linwanxing？
luzongzheishi……zhuanxingle？juranguanxinqifurenlaile？taiyangzhenshidaxibianchulaile！suiranxinliyihuo，
danxiaolihaishilikehuifu：“haodeluzong，womashangjiuquban。”lujingshenfangxiashouji，fadongchezi，
chaozhegongsidefangxiangkaiqu。lushang，tayouxiangqileqianshilinwanxingnadaotijiandanshideyangzi。tayidinghenhaipaba。
yigeren，momochengshouzheneiyangdeehao。erta，quezaineigeshihou，peizhesumannizaiguowaidujia。xiangdaozheili，
lujingshendexiongkoujiuxiangbeijushiyazhe，chuanbuguoqi。sumanni……zheigemingzirangtayizhenyane。qianshi，
tajiushibeizheigenvrenderouruohe“shenqing”mengbile。tazongshizaitamianqianbanyanshouhaizhe，
anshishilinwanxingrongbuxiata，chuchuzhenduita。erta，jingranyuchundixiangxinle。zheiyishi，
tajueduibuhuizaibeitapianle。tanachushouji，zhaodaosumannidehaoma，haobuyouyudilaheile。ranhou，
tayoujigongguanbudalegedianhua：“tongzhixiaqu，yihou，meiyouwodeyunxu，sumannizheigeren，
buzhunchuxianzaiwogongsiderenhechanghe，yebuzhunhetayourenheyewuwanglai。lingwai，
chuliyixiawangshangguanyuwohetadesuoyoubushibaodao，gaichengqingdechengqing，gaishanchudeshanchu。
”gongguanbujinglijiedaodianhua，yeshiyitouwushui，danhaishigongjingdiyingxia：“haodeluzong，womashangchuli。
”gualedianhua，lujingshenganjuexinlishaoweishufuleyidian。zheizhishidiyibu。tayaozuode，haiyouhenduo。
tayaobaqianshikuiqianwanxingde，yidianyidian，quanbumibuhuilai。……linwanxinghuidaobangongshi，
xinhaizaipengpengzhitiao。jintiandelujingshen，shizaishitaiqiguaile。youshidaoqian，youshiyaoxiwan，haiyaosongtashangban，
jietaxiaban，shenzhishuoyaoxuezuofan？zheidaodishizenmele？“wanxing，fashenmedaini？”tongshixiaoyacouleguolai，
“gangcailouxianeiliang**banpaocheshisongnilaide？haoshuaia！kaichedeneigenanrenyechaoyouqizhi，
shininanpengyouma？”linwanxinghuiguoshen，yaoleyaotou：“bushi，shi……yigepengyou。
”tabuxiangrangtaiduorenzhidaotahelujingshendeguanxi。zaizheijiaxiaogongzuoshili，
tazhixiangzuoyigeputongdeshejishilinwanxing，erbushilutaitai。“e，”xiaoyayouxieshiwang，
danhenkuaiyouxingfenqilai，“duilewanxing，gaosuniyigehaoxiaoxi，gangcaizongjianshuole，zheicineigedaxiangmu，
dasuanrangnifuzeni！”“zhendema？”linwanxingyanjingyiliang。
neigexiangmushitamengongzuoshizuijinzhengqudaodeyigezhongyaoxiangmu，ruguonengfuzehao，duitadezhiyeshengyalaishuo，
shiyigehendadetisheng。“dangranshizhendela！”xiaoyapailepaitadejianbang，
“zongjianshuonishejidefanganhenyoulingqi，henkanhaonini！jiayoue！”“xiexienixiaoya！
”linwanxingkaixindixiaole。zheishijintianyilai，tadiyiciluchuzhenxindexiaorong。gongzuo，
shitamuqianshenghuozhongweishubuduodenengrangtagandaochongshihekuailedeshiqing。tayaohaohaonuli，kaoziji，
huodejingcai。……lujingshenyidaogongsi，jiuzhaokailejinjihuiyi。taleilifengxingdichulilejigejiyadenanti，
youzhongxinguihualejiexialaidegongzuozhongdian，siluqingxi，jueceguoduan，rangyizhonggaoguanguamuxiangkan。tamendoujuede，
jintiandeluzonghaoxiangbianlegeren，qichanggengqiangdale，yegeng……youmeilile？huiyijieshuhou，
xiaolibaozheyifenwenjianzoujinlai：“luzong，zheishininyaodeguanyufuren……lin**deziliao。
”tateyigailechenghu，miandeluzongbugaoxing。lujingshenlikejieguowenjian，pobujidaidikanleqilai。
ziliaohenxiangxi，baokuolinwanxingdexihao、xiguan，shenzhishitazuijindegongzuoqingkuang。lujingshenkandehenzixi，
meiyigexijiedoubuxiangcuoguo。yuanlai，taxihuanchichengnanneijialaodiandeguihuagao，
xihuanzaizhoumodeshihouqutushuguankanshu，xihuanyangyixiehaoyanghuodeduorouzhiwu。yuanlai，
tazaigongzuoshangzheimenuli，zheimeyouxiu，naguobushaoshejijiangxiang。erzheixie，tayiqianjingranyiwusuozhi。
tazhizhidaotashitadeqizi，quecongweizhenzhengqulejieguotashiyigeshenmeyangderen。“luzong，
”xiaoliyouyuleyixia，haishikaikoudao，“guanyulin**deshentizhuangkuang……wocemianwenleyixiazhangma，
zhangmashuolin**zuijinhaoxiangshiyoudianshiyubuzhen，wanshangyejingchangshimian，buguotarangzhangmabiegaosuni，
shuonigongzuomang，buxiangrangnidanxin。”shiyubuzhen，shimian……lujingshendexinchenlexiaqu。
zheishibushi……jiushiweiaideqianzhao？tamengdizhanqishen：“beiche！”“a？luzong，ninxianzaiyaoqunaer？
xiawuhaiyougezhongyaodekehu……”“tuidiao！”lujingshenyuqijianjue，“xianzai，like，mashangquyiyuan，
jiwoguayigezuihaodexiaohuakezhuanjiahao！”tadengbujile。tayaodaiwanxingquzuojiancha。
yidingyaozaizuizaodeshijian，babingqingeshazaiyaolanli！……xiawu，linwanxingzhengzaizhuanxinzhizhidihuashejitu，
shoujituranxiangle。shilujingshen。tayouyuleyixia，haishijieleqilai：“wei？”“wanxing，nixiabanlema？
”lujingshendeshengyintouzhetingtongchuanlai，daizheyisibuyichajuedejiqie。“haimeini，haiyoudianshimeimangwan。
”linwanxingkanleyiyanshijian，“kenengyaoshaoweiwanyidian。”“meiguanxi，wodengni。”lujingshenshuo，
“nimangwanlejiwodadianhua，wozainigongsilouxiadengni。”“ng，hao。”gualedianhua，
linwanxingxinlineidianyihuoyoumaolechulai。tajintiandaodishizenmele？zenmeturanbiandezheime……nianren？
nandaozhendeshizuowanjiuheduole，haimeixingjiu？tayaoleyaotou，bazhuyilizhongxinjizhongdaoshejitushang。