第四章 失去期待

ciri,fanyungecongemengzhongxinglai,kanzheshenbiankongdangdangdechuang,mingbaihuoyuanchenpashiyouyiyeweigui,xindiweimodeqidaizhengzhaliangxia,zhongyushiyinmie。

taqichuangxishu,daizhenanyiyanshidepoqie,feisubenhuifanjia,sinianqian,fanjiahaishirurizhongtian,tadefuqin,yehaohaohuozhe。

fanyungehuidaojia,fuqinhaimeichumen,zhengzuozaicanzhuobiankanbaozhi,tayankuangshudiyire,diukaibaokuaibuchaotapaoguoqu:“ba。”

“zheishizenmele?”fanzhengguodajing,mangbaozhufanyunge,“sheiqifunile,shibushihuoyuanchennei**?”

fanyungetingzhetazhongqishizudenuhou,huanghuangrandexinlizhongyuluohuidaoshidi,wulunruhe,zhiyaobabahaihaohaode,jiugoule。

zheibeizi,tajiusuanpinjinquanli,yeyaohuzhujiarenankang。

tataitou,nulizhizhuyanlei:“meiyou,jiushihaojiumeihuijia,xiangnile。”

zhinvmoruofu,fanzhengguonalikanbuchulaitazheishizaiqiangcheng,taxintengdezhizhoumeitou,henbunenglimaquzhaohuoyuanchensuanzhang。

ketazheinveryebuzhidaobeixinghuodeguanleshenme**,yikexinsisipuzaitashenshang,yaoshizhendongshoule,huitouhaidexintengdelaizhaotanao。

fanzhengguobiewutafa,xiangdaotayiqianzuixihuangezhongshechipin,ganmangdadianhuaranggedapinpaijiangbenjizuixinkuandousongdaojialilai。

“biekuleaxiaozuzong,nihaixiangyaoshenme,badoujinimai。”tanaixindehongzhezijidebaobeinver。

zaiwaitouhufenghuanyuderencishihaowujiazidepeizhetadoule,rangfanyungebuyoudepotiweixiao,taxiangdaoshenme,yanshenweian,dao:“ba,nizuijinquzuogetijianba,quanshende。”

shangbeizi,fuqinjiushiyinweixingenglishi,taxianzaihuilaile,wubibunengzairangneiyangdeshiqingfasheng。

他必须得好好地。

fanyungexiangzhe,bijianyoushiyisuan。

fanzhengguozijueshentimeishi,yuanbenhaixiangjujue,kandaotazheimoyang,dangjimankoudaying:“hao,zheijiuqu,woxianzaijiurangrenyuyue。”

fanyungewenyan,xintouweiding,chongtazhazhayanshuo:“zaijiaogezaoxingtuanduilaijialiba,wojuedezijibianchoule,jintianyaohaohaodabandabanziji。”

“行。”

danfantatideyaoqiu,fanzhengguomeiyoubudayingde,dashouyihui,banxiaoshihou,fanshidingjizaoxingshituanduijiuchuxianzaijiali。

tamenqishuashuachongfanyungewenhao,ranhouanzhaotadeyaoqiutitajinxingzaoxinggaizao。

liangxiaoshihou,fanyungezhongxinchuxianzaifanzhengguomianqian,youbieyuxianqiandesujing,tazheici,chuanhuileyiwangpianaidedahongxiushenzhangqun,wuheilianglidetoufatangchengjuanpisanzaijiantou。

benjiuchuzhongdewuguanzaizaoxingshideqiaoshougoulexia,yufameidejingxindongpo。

ruoshuoyuanbendetashiduoqinglidemoli,neixianzaijiushizhidaicidemeigui,rangrenjianzhixinxi,queyoubuganqingyipanzhe。

fanyungeweiweimiyan,duizhemianqianmuluxinweidefanzhengguoshuodao:“ba,woxiangjinfanshi。”

fanzhengguoweidun,jieryanlizhanchujingxideguangmang,“zhende?”talianlianwendao:“yuanlaishuolebuxiabaici,nidoubukendaying,zenmehurangaizhuyile?”

fanyungeshouzhifuguofubu,chuimouyanqushenchendeqingxu,zhipingdandao:“meishenme,jiushijuede,youdianbenshi,yihoucainengbuqiuren。”

zhishao,zaifuqinjixuzhiliaofeideshihou,buyongzaiqiuzhuwumen。