第1章

jiangmingxudaxuebiye,beifenpeidaoleshengchengdeyisuozhongxuerenjiao,shenyandaizhejizihenverlaikanta。

shuohaolaijierendejiangmingxuyizhimeiyouchuxian,yankantaiyangdouyaoluoshanle,shenyanzhinengqutagongzuodedifangzhaoren。

shengchengtaida,xuexiaojulihuochezhanyoutaiyuan,zhongtuhaidezhuanchengjicigongjiaoche。

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erzheigeshihou,tianseyeyijinganlexialai。

bieshuoshilianggehaizi,jiulianshenyan,zuiyuanyezhiquguolijiawushigonglidexiancheng。

shenchumoshengdedifang,tianseyian,xinlijiubutashi。

zhinengjinjindiqianzhenver,youdingzhushisuidejizibuyaoluanpao,genjinta。

jiangruiyilianbutongkuai,hengleyisheng,“zheiliyoumeiyouwairen,nizhuangshenmezhuang?”

“bukeyixiongwomama!”

manmansuiranzhiyousansui,dantazhidaogegebushizijimamashengde,zailaojiadeshihou,gegehaijingchangduimamafapiqi。

shuomamazuodefanbuhaochi,xideyifubuganjing……

zaiwaimiandajia,yeshuoshimamahaide,yinweimamajiajilebaba,bierenxiaohuatashihouniangyangde。

manmanrenxiao,danzhidaohuzhezijidemuqin,zheihuiernaixiongnaixiongdikanzhejiangrui,“zaixiongmama,womenjiubuguannile!”

jiangruiyilianchaofeng,lianshangluchuguoranrucideshense,“houmajiumeihaodongxi!”

shenyanwusuideshihoufumuluoshuishenwang,shenlaopozizhongnanqingnv,duishenyanfeidajima,haigesanchawubuzhuntachifan,shishenweidaduizhangdejiangfukanbuguoyan,barendaihuijiajilefanchi,haigongtashangxue。

gaozhongbiye,shenyanzaishengchanduidanglejifenyuan,neigeshihou,jiangruideshengmu,xiaxiangzhiqingchentang,yijingpaofuqizihuileshengcheng。

1977nian,shenyanershisui,tajiajilezaicunlidangxiaoxuelaoshidejiangmingxu。

cishideta,yijingyouershibasui,haidaizhegehaizi。

tongnian,jiangmingxukaoshangleshengchengshifandaxue。

ershenyanshoutasuotuo,bangmangzhaoguhaizi,yizhiyumeinengbaomingcanjiagaokao。

xianzaijiangmingxuyijingdaxuebiye,yeshishenyandanghoumadediwugeniantou。

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qichu,zhiyoutazhudongkaojindeshihoutacaihuishuqilici,daolexianzai,zhiyaoyiburuyijiuduitalengchaorefeng。

mingmingjiangruixiaodeshihou,yehenxihuanta。

zenmetahejiangmingxujiehun,zaihaizideyanli,tajiuchenglezuieduderen?

shenyanshiguohejiangruixiufuguanxi,keduifangbulingqing,youyicishenzhihaiyaoshangletadeshou。

xianzaishenyanyexiangkaile,ganqinghaobuhaobingbuzhongyao,zhiyaojindaofuyangdezerenjiuhao。

shouliansixu,shenyankuaisudipingfuxinqing,lalelanverdeshou,“zoukuaixie,tianyaoheile。”

manmanbugaoxingdihengleyisheng,toutoudidengleyiyanjiangrui,zheigerenzhentaoyan!

jiangruidenglehuiqu,wushengdiweixie。

manmanzuanjinxiaoshou,yuanliuliudeyanjinglichuxianlehaipadeshense。

dajia,tadabuguogege……

zhiqianbeigegetuileyiba,tashuaizaisuishitoushang,shoucengpolepi,xigaiyezhongdelaogao,haojitianbunengzoulu。

shenyandeyanjiaoyuguangluozailianggehaizishenshang,wozhemanmandeshoushoujinyousongkai,jixuwanglurenzhidefangxiangzou。

kuaidaomudedideshihou,tiansechedianlexialai,jiangmingxuhaishimeiyouchuxian,shenyanbuzhidaotahoulaiyoumeiyouquhuochezhan,yebuzhidaozijinengbunengshunlidizhaodaota。

moshengdedifang,moshengdehuanjing,tahaidaizhelianggehaizi,xinlimeididetongshi,haishengchuleyisihuoqi。

mingzhidaotadaizhehaizilaishengcheng,jiangmingxuquewuyuanwugushiyue。

ruguotazhenyouyaojindeshi,zaitatichulaishengchengdeshihoutajiuyinggaijujue。

shenyanyuexiangyueweiqu,dantabunengbiaoxianchulai,zhinengbakuwangxinliyan。

daolerenshaodedifang,shenyandeyanpituranjulieditiaodonglejixia,momingdexinhuangxijuanquanshen,haimeilaidexiangmingbaiyuanyin,anchuchongchulaiyigegaodadenanren,qiangletadefanbubaojiuyaopao。

baoliyouqian,haiyouzhongyaozhengjianhewupin,shenyanxiayishizhuaizhulebeidai,tongshidashenghujiu。

duishangdaituhenlideyanshen,shenyanmengdiqingxingguolai,tabushiyigeren,shenbianhaiyoulianggehaizi。

qiancaidoushishenwaizhiwu,meilejiumeile,zuizhongyaodeshirenpingan。

shenyanzhuaizhebeidaideshouyisong。

gangcaihandeneijisangziyijingyinlailefujinderen,jianyourenbangmang,ershenyanyousonglejing,jiangruibiyidisaoleyanshenyan,dazhedanzipuguoqu,baozhuledaitudedatui。

zuilidahan,“kuailairen!zhuazeile!”

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benxiangqiangledongxijiupao,meixiangdaobeirenbaozhuletui。

jiangruizaixiangxiazhangda,suiranzhishigebandaxiaozi,danliqiyidiandoubuxiao,daituyishizhijianjingbunengbatashuaikai。

jiaobushengyuelaiyuejin,daituyanlimaochuxiongguang,“jirannizhaosi,neiwojiuchengquanni!”

lirenzaiheiyelifanzhelenglideguangmang。

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jiangruikandaodaozijiuhezhule,shenyanpuguolaidetongshi,tayonglituileyiba。

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zaluandebenpaosheng、jianjiaoshengciqibifu,chuanrushenyandeerduoli。

qizhonghaiyouyidaosixinliefeidekusheng。

“妈妈,妈妈……”

“我怕……”

是她的女儿,漫漫。

shenyannulidikanxiangta,manmanbuzhishenmeshihoushuaidaozailedishang,baijingdelianshangbumanleihen,heibaifenmingdedayanjinglimanshikongju,xiaoxiaodeshenqudazhezhan,zhinengbutingdihanzhemama。

taxiangtaishoumoyimonverdetou,rangtabiepa。

buguoshigexiaoxiaodexinyuan,ketanulilexujiu,yongjinquanliyemeinengzuodao。

henduorenweileguolai,yourenwuzhetadebozi,xiangtitazhixue。

haiyourenjinghuzhesongyiyuan……

yanqiandeyiqiezaizhujiantunse,zuihouzhishengmanmandekusheng。

shenyanturanhennanguo,ruguotasile,manmangaizenmeban?

jiangmingxunengzhaoguhaotama?

kushengyuelaiyueyuan,shenyanxianruleheianzhizhong。