“buyao……buyao……”
“不要！”
xiangwanqiaocongemengzhongjingxing，huxijicu，etoujianbumanlelenghan。
tazhengkaiyanjing，dingzhetoudingneipianbaihuahuadetianhuaban，shunlehenjiudeqicaijianghuxipingwenxialai。
“醒了？”
yidaolengbingbingdenanshengzaitaerbiandihuanxiangqi。
xiangwanqiaosixulahui，xunshengwangqu。
gujingzhanneizhangbinglengheichendelianpangzhizhizhuangrutayanmouzhong，zhoushensanfazhelengruobingkudeqixi，rangrenbuhanerli。
向晚荞神色一滞。
顾景湛？
tabushisizaijianyulilema？
怎么……
“nijiuzheimeaixiaoxuan？weilegentazaiyiqi，buxiyongzishalaibipowolihun。”
gujingzhanjinyaozhehoucaoya，xiahebengchengyitiaolengyingdexian。
tachuizailiangcedeshousisizuanchengquan，pifupianbaideshoubeishangqingjinbaoqi，wubuzhangxianzhetaneixindenuqi。
自杀？
xiangwanqiaochuixiayanlian，kanjianzijizuoshoushouwanshangchanzhehouhoudebaiseshabu。
fangcaiganjueshenjingmeiyoufanyingguolai，xianzaidaokaishiyouleyidiantengtonggan。
她这是……重生了？
xiangwanqiaoyishidaozheiyidian，mengdizuoqilai，yongshoumolemozijidelian。
tadelianhaihaohaode，haimeiyoubeihuirong。
nandao……tazhendezhongshengle！
erqiehaizhongshenghuidaolesannianqian！
xiangwanqiaomengrantaitou，duishanggujingzhanneishuangshenbujiandideyanjing，xinzhongyizhenchoutong，yankuangshunjianhongle。
“顾景湛……”
“nixianglihun，wochengquanni，bubizaizheimeshanghaiziji。”
gujingzhankanjianxiangwanqiaoyinshixueguoduoerbiandecangbaidemianrong，jiashangtaneishuanghonghongdeyanjing，yifukelianxixideyangzi，daodishiyuxinburen。
tazhuanguoshenqu，beiduizheta，jieliyazhizhexindineigutongganhebingtaidezhanyouyu。
“xiawuwohuirangxiangyuanbaqianhaodelihunxieyishusongguolai，mingtianwomenjiuquminzhengjubanlihun。”
buguantazuoshenme，tadouyanezhiji。
neikebinglengdexin，zhongjiushiwuburede。
taleile，xuanzefangshoule。
xiangwanqiaotingdaogujingzhanshuoyaogentalihun，yixiahuangleshen，xuzaiyankuanglideleishuishanranluoxia。
“bu！wobuyao！”tahuangmangjujue。
gujingzhanchuixiayanlian，zichaobankuxiaolesheng，meibatadehuadanghuishi。
“nihaohaoxiuxi，biezainaole。”
huabi，nanrentaituibianyaowangbingfangwaizou。
“gujingzhan，nibiezou！”
xiangwanqiaojiantazhendeyaozou，yegubushangshouwanshangdeshang，jidelianbeizidoumeixiankaijiuwangchuangxiapao，xiangyaolanzhuta。
jieguo，talianrendaibeicongbingchuangshanggunlexiaqu。
haimeidengxiangwanqiaokaikouqiuzhu，yishuangxiemianzengliangdepixiexianyibuchuxianzaitashixianfanweizhinei。
xiayimiao，tazhenggerentengkongerqi，wenwendiluorunanrenwennuanyoujieshidehuaibaoli。
xiangwanqiaoshuangshouhuanzhugujingzhandebozi，yishunbushundizhushizheyanqianzheigenanren。
tayinweitinglelvsiweidejiaosuo，zaifangjianshangyangewanzishadexima，weidejiushiranggujingzhancheditaoyanta，bipotalihun，congertaolitademozhua。
ketajideshangyishi，gujingzhanbingmeiyouyincigentalihun，fanerxingqingbiandegengjiabaoli，duitadezhanyouyegengjiapianzhihebingtai。
tasixiabiaomianneicengsiwenwenrundemianju，buzaigujitadeganshou，jiangtaqiujinzaiguiyuandedixiashi。
bujinyongtieliansuozheta，xianzhitadeziyou，haizaidixiashiliqiangxingyaoleta。
zhengyinruci，tacaiyuefazenghengujingzhan，congertingxinxiaoxuanneigezhanandeguihua，yiweishigujingzhanhaisilezijidefumu。
weilebaochou，tazaigujingzhanmianqianjiazhuangguaishun，rangtafangsongjingti，erhoudaoqugushijituandejimi，qinshoujiangtasongjinjianyu。
congci，jingdouneigequanshitaotian、bukeyishidegujingzhandieluoshengtan。
zuihoushoujinzhemo，sizaibinglengdejianyuli。
xiangwanqiaohuixiangqizheixie，xiongkoujiuxiangbeiwushugenzhencichuanyiban，rangtatengdechuanbuguoqi。
zhishixianzaidefazhanrangtahenbujie。
zhonghuoyishi，gujingzhanzenmejiuzheimeqingyifangguotaleni？
nandao，tazhendezhunbeibuyaotalema？
gujingzhanheizhezhangjunlian，jiangxiangwanqiaocongdishangbaoqilai，fanghuibingchuangshangqu。
xiangwanqiaoleiyanwangwangdiwangzheta，jiujiubukensongshou。
tameitouweicu，yudaibuyue：“xiangwanqiao，nizheishizaiganshenme？”
“gujingzhan，wobuyaolihun。”xiangwanqiaodaizhekuqiangshuo，“wobutongyilihun。”
wenyan，gujingzhanyandilveguoyisijiqifuzadeqingxu。
talengmodichekaitadeshou，yuqiyijiudandemeiyousihaowendu：“lihunbuzhengshinixiangyaodejieguo，zenmexianzaiyoubuyuanyile？”
“我……”
“fangxin，jingjifangmianwohuibuchangni，tongshiwoyehuixiangwaijiechengqing，lihunshiwodegerenwenti，yuniwuguan。”
xiangwanqiaojimangquanzhunanrendeyaoshen，yitouzhajintahuaili，yanleihualahualadiliu。
“gujingzhan，duibuqi，wocuole，nibiebuyaowo。”
tadezheisheng‘duibuqi’qingzhenyiqie，baohanzheqianshiyuzheibannianlaiduitadekuiqian。
gujingzhanchuixiayanmou，cuoediwangxiangwozaizijihuailibuduankuqidexiangwanqiao。
tadeshuangshouzhizaibankong，meiyigenshouzhidouxiandeneibanbuzhisuocuo。
tabushiyixiangdouhentaoyanta、henzenghentama？
jiehunzheibannianduoyilai，tacongbuyunxutadechupeng，jiulianzuozaiyizhangzhuozishangchifantadouxiantaexin，gengbieshuoxiangxianzaizheiyangzhudongbaotale。
zuowannaochuneimedadedongjing，buyeshiweilebipotalihun。
zenmexianzaitatongyilihunle，tafandaobuyuanyile？
erqiehaigenbianlegerenside。
“wobulihun，wobuyaogennilihun。”
xiangwanqiaobaozhetadeshouyuebaoyuejin，shengpatapaoleside。
gujingzhanchuizailiangcedeshouwolewojin，qingtanyisheng，jiweiwunaidikaikou：“neinixiangzenmeyang？”
xiangwanqiaochouyeleliangsheng，erhoujiandingdihuidao：“woxianggennizaiyiqi，woxianggennihaohaoguorizi。”
gujingzhanshensuideyanmouzhongyongxianchuyisixiwangdeguangmang，kezhuannianyixiang，neisixiwangdeguangmangbianfumiele。
nanrenzuijiaogouqiyimozichaodexiao，yudaikusediwen：“neinizuowanzaijialinaozishashiweileshenme？weilegenwohaohaoguorizi？”
“……”
向晚荞百口莫辩。