第3章
fengqiguizaidishang，jinsheng，buganzaiquan。
她不想死。
yuqingshunaohailishanguozheigeniantou，yongjinzuihouyisiliqiquchetadeshou，ganjuehuxishaoweihaodianhou，xinghongdeyankanzhezhansizhuo。
“zhan、zhansizhuo，wo…yaoshi、si、sile，neijiushiyizhan......zhanjiashaofurendeshenfenside，jiang、jianglainisile，wohuizangzainimubian，zangni…zangnilunhuilu。”
tafeilidejichushengyin，liansezhanghong，chetashoudelidaoyuelaiyueqing，zhijuedekongqixibo，yishizaiyidiandianxiaosan。
“yuqingshu，niyiweinishishenmedongxi，yepeizangzaizhanjiamuyuan！”zhansizhuoshengyinyinleng，“nisile，wohuirangrenyibahuoshaolenideshiti，guhuidiujinlajichang。xiangnizheiyangdenvren，jiugaigenlajixiangban！”
余清舒倏地笑了。
zhansizhuomeiyanlingli，jiantaxiao，lengerchendeshengxianyazhe，“nixiaoshenme！”
“zhan、zhansizhuo，nijiusuanbawoguhuirengjinlajichangyegaibianbulezupushang，woshinimingmeizhengqudeqizi！nibushizuitaoyanwome？kexi，jiusuanwosile，niyeshuaibudiaowo！”
zhansizhuoshuangmuhenli，jiazhonglidao，yuqingshunanshoude“e”leyisheng，leicongyanjiaohualuo。
jiuzaitachuxianhuanjue，kanjianqianshineiduigounannvshi，zhansizhuoturansongshou，henhenyishuai，batashuaizaidishang。
yuqingshuzhongzhongdeshuaixialai，dunshitengdefangfoquanshengutouquanduan，dongyicundourangtazhimaolenghan。
“kekeke......”tafenchunzhangzhe，pinminghuxi，lveduoyangqi。
fengqishensedandansaoleyanyuqingshu，suijidizhetou，“zhanzong，womeinengducuhaoshaofurenlikai，fengqiziyuanlingfa。”
chenqianqianbeizhansizhuofangcaisushadelinliehedelianseweibai，danxiguidi，qiesheng：“jie、jiefu，wo......guaiwomeiyoujianchadekuaixie，cairangjiejiezhuadaojihuisahuang，chenjituoyanshijian。“
yuqingshuxiongkoumentong，youlianzhekesouhaojisheng。
“wo、womeinanidedongxi，keke——kekeke！”tayasheng，xuruodao。
zhansizhuonachusuishenxiedaideshizhijincashiqiaguoyuqingshudeshou，junlianshangdexianqiyanehaobuyanshi。
“meina？nishenshangdeyifudoushiyongwodeqianmaide，yuqingshu，niyoushenmelianshuochuzheijuhua！”
yuqingshufeibodechunminchengyitiaozhixian，wucongbianbo。tazijideyifu，zaozaigenzhansizhuojiehunneitian，chenqianqianjiuyi“yifutaitu，zhansizhuobuxihuantachuanneixieyifu”weiyoushaole。
“batayifubale，diuchuqu！”zhansizhuolengrandiuxiazheijuhua，haobuliuniandidaizhefengqilikai。
zhidaotamenliangrendeshenyingxiaoshizaishixianzhong，chenqianqiancaizhanqishen，lianqifangcairourouruoruodemoyang，caizhegaogendubudaoyuqingshumianqian。
“yuqingshu，nigensizhuogejiehuntongchuangyouruhe？zuihouhaibushibeiganchumen！jiupingnihaixiangrangsizhuogeaishangni，zuomeng！nigaibuhuizhendeyiweiworangnihuanongzhuang，zengfeishiyinweisizhuogexihuanba？xiaosiwole，younagenanrenhuixihuanyoufeiyouchundenvren！buguoshiwoweilerangsizhuogegengtaoyanni，hongnidebale！”
yuqingshuliansecanbai，tingzhechenqianqianaoranjifengdehua，yanpidoubuxianyixiakanta，wudongyuzhong，haoxiangzhendejiuzhishizaitingyizhigouzaikuangfeieryi。
chenqianqianjiantashenmefanyingdoumeiyou，nuqiyujiezaixinkou，yaoyaqiechi，“yuqingshu，nizheimekanzhewoshishenmeyisi！”
“he......chenqianqian，nizhenkelian。”yuqingshuqingxiaoyisheng，zaijilidirenzhetong。
tahenquedingzijishoulebuqingdeneishang，guangshishuohua，wuzangliufudoujiaozaiyiqisideteng。
ketajuebunengluqie，fouzeyichenqianqiandexingge，faxiantatongzhihuibianbenjialidezhemota。
“nishuoshenme！”chenqianqianwenyan，dengdayanjing，yuqingshuzuijiaohudugouqidejixiaohenhendicizhongchenqianqiandexinzang。
“woshuo——”yuqingshushenxikouqiyazhexiongkoudementong，yiziyidundao，“chenqianqian，nihuodekebeiyoukexiao，rangrenkanlejiujuedekelian。sishengnvzheisangezirangnihenzibeiba？suoyinicongxiaodaodaxiangjinbanfaqiangzouwodedongxi，yinweiwoyujiadaxiaojiedeshenfentangtangzhengzheng，ernizhishixiaosandenver，nandengdayazhitang。”
“yuqingshu！nijiwobizui！”chenqianqianxiangshibeichuozhongletongchu，jianshengchongtahan。
yuqingshuzuijiaogouqi，jixushuo：“zheiliangnianli，nizhangzhewoduinidexinren，liyongwoduizhansizhuoguanzhudekewang，pianwo，songyongwozaitamianqianzuojinchunshi，rangtacongyikaishiduiwowugandaoyane，duokanwoyiyandouxianzangdedibu。nihendeyiba？”
chenqianqianshouzuanchengquan，henhendikanzheta，chisheng：“neiyeguainizijichun！”
“queshi，wotingchunde。”yuqingshutandangchengren，dezhiyuqingshuzheiliangniangandeneixieshi，tadouhenbudezhaogedongtiaojinqubazijimaile。
tangtanghaomenqianjin，huochengfeiwu**，nazheyishouhaopaijuranyenengshudaorujinzheizhongjumian，yibaitudi。
“nidaoshiyouzizhizhiming！”chenqianqianlengxiaoliangsheng，xiaoshenglijinshishengzheweiwangdeaoman。
“chadianmingdoumeile，zheidianzizhizhimingshiyaoyoude，buxiangni。”yuqingshuxiangquedingzijiyoumeiyouguzhe，shouchengdifeilizuoqilai，tongganzhixi，taxianxiechengbuzhushuaixiaqu。
tajinyaohoucaoya，doudadehanzhucongetoudiluo，shouzhisisikouzhediban，baixideshoubeiyinweiyongliertuqiqingjin。
chenqianqianlianseshudichenxialai。
“yuqingshu，nisidaolintoule，youshenmezigezaizheilishuowo！nibiewangle，niyijingbushizhanjiadeshaofurenle！laofurensile，meirenhuihuzheni！niyaoshishiqujiugaixianzaiguixialaiqiuwo，qiuworangbabatongyinihuijia！”
tijizhanlaofuren，yuqingshuyouyishundehuangshen。
yuqingshushizhanlaofurenqindiandezhansizhuoqizi，tajiaruzhanjiahoubujiu，zhanlaofurenbianbingshile。zhanlaofurenshengqianzuihuzheyuqingshu，neiduanrizi，yuqingshuzaizhanjiaguodedaohaisuanshiyiqifengfa。
“chenqianqian，nigaibuhuiyiweiwogenzhansizhuolilehun，nijiunengshangweichengweizhanshijituandenvzhurenba？”
chenqianqianyiting，tingletingxiong，aorandao：“nikeyi，wopingshenmebukeyi！”
“nijiushibukeyi。”yuqingshushengyinxuruo，yuqiqueshifenduding，“chenqianqian，ninalilaidezixinjuedezhansizhuohuiquni？zhansizhuoshisishengzi，suoyinijiuyiweinijiupeideshangtale？
ni，shixiaosandenver，nimashipohuaibierenjiatingdexiaosan！zhansizhuogennikebuyiyang，tasuiranshisishengzi，queshizaitafuqinweihunshichushengde，tamuqinyecongweipohuaiguobierenhunyin！”
“guangshizheiyidian，chenqianqian，ni、jiu、bu、pei。”yuqingshuyiyangduncuodao。