我看着她。
kanzhezheizhangcengjingrangwofuchuyiqie、zuizhongquejiangwonianruchenaidelian。kanzhetayandineishuxide、gaogaozaishangdexianeheduding。
qianshi，jiushizheiyangdeyanshen，zheiyangdeyuqi。neishiwozhenjing、fennu、quru，haiyouyisibeidangzhongxiurudenankan。
可现在？
wozhijuedeyigubinglengde、daizhexuexingweidechangkuai，congjiaodibanzhichongtianlinggai。
yuanlai，niyehuilaile，xiayueshu。
这样……更好。
shengdewozaifeixinsibaituozheizhuanggaisidehunyue。
“yueshu！nihushuoshenme！”
yishengjianruidelihedapolejiangchi。xiayueshudemuqin，xiafuren，lianseshabaidichongleguolai，taishoujiujilexiayueshuyigexiangliangdeerguang！
啪！
qingcuidebazhangshengzaijijingdedatinglihuidang。
xiayueshubeidadepianguotouqu，jingxindalidefajisanluoyilv，tawuzhelian，nanyizhixindidengzhezijidemuqin，piaoliangdeyanjinglishunjianranqinuhuo。
“妈！你打我？！”
“dadejiushinizheigebuzhihaodaidedongxi！”xiafurenqidehunshenfadou，zhizhexiayueshudebizi，“sheizhunnizheimegenyichenshuohuade？meiyoushenjia，meiyouyichentayeye、tafuqin，womenxiajiaduoshaonvrenzaojiumeile！nimawonengbunenghuodaojintiandoushiwenti！ni……nizenmegan！”
xiafuyechenzheliankuaibuzoulai，meitouningchenglegeda：“yueshu，congxiaodaoda，nibawotinimahuajieleduoshaocishengsiweiji，nibushimeikanjian！shenjiadebenshi，qishininengzhiyide？nizheishizaidanibawodelian！”
xiayueshumengdishuaikaixiewenyunshituanfudeshou，gengzhebozi，xiangyizhibeijinudekongque。
“neixiedoushiyunqi！qiaohe！jiusuanmeiyounimen，meiyoushenjia，womayezhaoyangzhangmingbaisui！”tashengyinjianli，daizheyizhongbeichuopoweizhuangdenaoxiuchengnu，“nimenjiushiweilerangshenjiazheizhongpoluohupanshangwomenxiajia，caibizhewojiajishenyichen！”
tamengdizhixiangwo，yanshenyuandu。
“wogaosuni，zheiciwosiyebuhuirangtazuowozhangfu！juebu！”
tadeshengyinzaikongkuangdedatinglihuidang，daizheyizhongguzhuyizhidefengkuang。
很好。
wochuixiayan，zhezhuyandifanyongdebingleng。
qianshinibawodangdianjiaoshi，yongwanjiurengjinfengrenyuanhuohuozhemosi。zheiyishi，wodaoyaokankan，meiyouwozheikuaidianjiaoshi，nixiayueshu，nengbunenghuoguoershiwusuishengri。
“xiazong，xiafuren。”wobadeshengyinxiangqi，dichen，yayizhenuhuo。tazoudaowoshenbian，kuanhoudeshouzhanganzaiwojianbangshang，daizheanfudeliliang。
“xiashenliangjialianyindechuantong，yanxulebainian。jinrikanlai，xia**duicishi，yijianhenda。”
tamuguangsaoguoxiayueshuhexiewenyun，daizheyizhongjiujushangweidelenglie。
“kewoshenjiadeerzi，haimeilunluodaoqubushangxifudedibu！”
tazhuanxiangwo，shengyinzhandingjietie。
“yichen，zheihun，womenbujiele！”
womayelikewojinlewodeshou，wenredezhangxinchuandizheliliang。takanzhexiayueshu，yuqipingjing，quezizirudao。
“erzi，bienanguo。xianghewomenshenjiajieqinderen，nengcongjingdoupaidaohaicheng，buquetaxiayueshuyige。”
xiamudelianseshunjiancanbairuzhi，zuichunduosuozhe，haixiangshangqianshuoshenme。
“ma！”xiayueshuyibazhuaizhuta，yanshenxiangcuiledudedaozi，henhenwanlewoyiyan，“yongbuzheqiutamen！zheizhongkaozhexiasanlanshouduancaimianqiangjijinhaomendenituizi，chulewoxiayueshuxialeyan，sheihaihuikandeshangta？”
pangbiandexiewenyunlikepeihedichixiaochusheng，tashangqianyibu，guyicoujinwo，yongyizhongdaliangxinqidongwudeyanshen，shangxiasaoshizhewodeyanjing。
“zeze，zheijiushichuanshuozhongdeyinyangyan？”tatuozhanglediaozi，manshixixue，“wokan，genzhuagouadeyanjing，yemeishenmeliangyangma。”
tapailepaiwodejianbang，lidaobuqing，daizhewurudeyiwei。
“shenxiansheng，wozhidaonixiangyibudengtian。kerenna，zongdekanqingzijideweizhi，dianliangdianliangzijijijinjiliang，nishuo，duibudui？”
wushudaomuguangjujiaozaiwoshenshang，xiangjuguangdeng，kaoderenpifufatang。neixiemuguangliyoutongqing，youbiyi，gengduodeshikanhaoxidexingfen。
wokanzheyanqianzheiduigounannvzhigaoqiyangdezuilian。
qianshibeiguanjiu、beidianji、beihuohuozhemozhisidetongkuhehenyi，zaixiongqianglifengkuangchongzhuang，jihuyaopotierchu。
我深吸一口气。
再缓缓吐出。
ranhou，wotaiqitou，lianshangshenzhichechuleyigepingjingdaojinhuguiyidexiaorong。
“dui。”wokaikou，shengyinbuda，queqingxidichuanbianledatingdemeigejiaoluo，“nimenshuode，henyoudaoli。”
wokanxiangxiafuxiamu，yuqipingdanwubo。
“jiranxia**bawohewodejiaren，doudingxingchenglexiasanlandepianzi，neizheihunyue，ziranmeiyouzaijixudebiyao。”
“我同意退婚。”