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shimeixiafanliqingjieshiaishangyigefanrennanzi,

shenzhiweitaxianxiezouhuorumo。

woweihutaxingming,moqutaquanbudejiyi。

sheizhitafeishengshangshenhouzhongshijiyi,

diyijianshijingshichoulewodexianguweifanrenbaochou。

“congqianwoxiuwuqingdao,zhiyoutajiaowoaideziwei。”

zhongshengyishi,wokanzhetamengantiandongdideaiqing,zaiweichashou。

yanzhengzhengdikanzhetaweiletongfanrenzaiyiqi,

choudiaolezijidebangenxianguzengyufanren。

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fujinlijieguilaishi,daihuilaiyigefanrennanzi。

fantibukeruxianjie,fujinbianqinshoutilezijidebangenxianguweitaxulexianyuan。

fujindexiangujijia,neifanrenzhicideyiyibudengtian,feishenghoushunliweiliexianban。

shengxiantaishang,zhongshensuiouyoukuaizhi,daduoqueshikuazanfanrenmiaofajiyuan,jingnengdexianjunqinglai。

erwozhishilongzheshouzhanzaiyipang,jingjingkantamenerrenbeizhongxiancuyongzhetanxiaofengshengdeyangzi。

simingbuzhiheshizhanzaiwoshenhou,zezetanxi:

“bukuishifujin,lveyichushoubianshiqianguqitan。”

“yixiaoaishedaai,jiuzhongtianjiebaiyuqingjie。”

“zhibuguoshishiyinguozicheng,xiwangtarihoubuyaohouhui。”

yuanben,fujincicixiajieliwanjie,biankeshunlifeishengchengweizuinianqingdeshangshen。

ketawangjileshouhuzhongshengdezhize,chennizaileqingaizhizhong。

wowushengwuxidiwolewoquan。

后悔吗?

tazenmekenenghuihouhui,zheikeshitaqiuzhibudedeliangyuan。

shangyishi,talijieshizouhuorumo,woweihutaxingmingmoquletadejiyi。

houlaitashunlifeisheng,quezaichengweishangshenzhongxinshihuijiyihou,yiwufangudiquxiajiezhaolefanren。

keshangtiansanyue,renjianyiyubainian,fanrenzaoyiluorulunhuibuzhisuozong。

tabianxunsuoaibudao,qijizhixiabolewodejinrou,tilewodexiangu。

yangyanyaowoweitayufanrendeaiqingpeizang。

wobeizhemodeyanyanyixi,taliyujietigaogaozaishangdizhizewo:

“shijianzhirenbingbudouruniyibanlengxinwuqing,tieshixinchang。”

“congqianwoxiuwuqingdao,zhiyoutajiaowoai。”

“fuyu,aishinizheiyangderenyongyuanwufadongdedeziwei。”

wodeshentimingmingkuaiyaoxiaosan,quehaishizaitingdaotashuodehuahouxiaolechulai。

我这样的人?

我是什么样的人?

wojiangshengyutiandi,yichushibianshixinhuaibeimin、renaizhongshengdeshen。

shangshanruoshui、kejinzhishou,wohaofeiwushunianyueqinjinxiulian。shourenjianyishuxianghuo,weirenjiansiliqifu,qianbainianlaicongweixiedai。

shenaishirenbeiminzhongsheng,taquezhizewobudongqingai。

“fuyu,niyiweisheidouruniyibanzisima?”

tadehuasuizhewodeshentiyitongxiaosan,zhidaowosi,tadoubucenghouhuiguoyifen。

suoyiwozhongshenghuilaihou,bianxuanzebuzaichashoutadeyinguo。

taxiafanlijie,wobiguanxiulian,bingmeiyouweitahufa。

ertayeshunliruyuanyichang。

suiranfeishengshibai,danshidaihuiletadesuoai。

shenzhiweilenengtongfanrenzhangzhangjiujiu,tilezijidebangenxianguzengyuta。

sanjiecongjinwanghouzaiyemeiyoushenmezuinianqingdeshangshen。

zhiyuyiduikangliqingshendeshenxianjuanlv。

zhongshensuixixubuyi,kewuqingdianshengmingzaiwai,yezhiganxiaoshenggantan:

“dangchuyiweitalijieguilaibianhuifeishengshangshen,xiangbudaojingweiqingsuokun。”

“zuojunyishengwuqingdaodengfengzaoji,ruoshizhidaozijidetudibuaixiuxingaitanlang,buzhizuohefanying?”

fufeishengsuifengersan,womomodixiatou,qinghuanleyisheng:

“师父。”

woyufujinbenshishixiongmei,zixiaozaiwuqingdianzhangda。

wuqingdianbingfeizhendewuqing,fanerzhangguanshijianqinggan。

wodeshifuzuojun,shishishangzuiyoudaaizhiren。

shifucengshuoshirenjieyouqing,queyezangsixin。

suoyiwoyufujinxiuxiwuqingdaoyishi,tabianjiaowomenhuaichuaibeiminzhixin。

dairenjiewu,suiyoushangfa,danduoganhua。