【poposhiqingwen+zhongsheng+shuangwen+jiatingmaodun+duanjueguanxi+xiannvehoushuang】
我死了。
zaiwushiqisuizheinian,sizaileyigemeiyounuanqidechuzuwuli。
sideshihou,woneigebeiwopengzaishouxinlizhangdadeerzi,zhengzaijianyuli,weitanuoyonggongkuandezuixingfuxing。
erwoneigecongxiaofuyang,jiaozongdeyidenver,zhengnazhewomaifangdeqian,zaiguowaixiangshouyangguangshatan。
没人知道我死了。
zhidaoshitifachou,linjubaojing,wocaibeitailechuqu。
heyandeneiyike,woweiyideniantoushi,ruguonengzhonglaiyici,wozaiyebuyaodangzheige“weida”demuqinle。
meixiangdao,wozhendezhonglaile。
nongzhongdexiaodushuiweihunzazhefancaidexiangqi,mengdiguanruwodebiqiang。
wozhengkaiyan,cimudebaiguangrangwoxiayishidimiqileyanjing。
“ma!nizongsuanxingle!”
yidaoyoujingyouxideshengyinzaiwoerbianzhakai。
wojiangyingdizhuanguotou,kanjianleyizhangwokezaiguzilidelian。
我的儿子,陈明。
tachuanzheyishenbitingdexizhuang,toufashudeyisibugou,lianshangguazheqiadaohaochudedanyouheguanqie。
kewozhidao,zheishenmingpaixizhuang,shitayongwodejixumaide。
tashouwanshangneikuaijiazhibufeideshoubiao,shitaneigejingyusuanjidexifulinwei,hongzhewotaoqianmaide“jiehunjinianliwu”。
“yishengshuoninjiushidixuetang,jiashangyoudianlaoleiguodu,meishenmedashi。hesiwole。”
chenmingyibianshuo,yibianshuliandinaqipangbiandeshuibei,didaowozuibian。
womeiyouhe,muguangyueguota,kandaolebingfangmenkouzhanzhedelingwaijigeren。
wodenver,chenyue,baozheshoubei,yilianbunaifan。
tadezhangfu,zhanghao,dizhetouwanshouji,shibuguanji。
haiyouwodeerxi,linwei,zhengfuzhemenkuang,yankuanghonghongde,yifuxuanranyuqidemoyang。
多么熟悉的一幕。
我记起来了。
zheishiwowushiwusuishengrineitian。
woteyizaijializhunbeileyidazhuozicai,dengtamenhuilaijiwoqingsheng。
jieguo,congxiawuwudian,woyizhidengdaowanshangjiudian。
dengdaocaiquanliangtoule,tamencaishanshanlaichi。
bushiyinweibiede,ershiyinweitamenyijiasikou,liantongwoneisuweimoumiandeqinjiamu,zaiwaimianyijiagaodangcanting,tiqianjiwonvxuzhanghaoqingzhushengzhi。
erwozheigeshouxing,beitamenwangdeyiganerjing。
womeidengdaoyijushengrikuaile,quedenglailetamenlianheqilaiduiwodeyichangbigong。
tamenyaowobamingxiadelaofangzi,guohujichenming。
jiushiwolihunhou,danweifenjiwodeneitaolaopoxiao。
yeshiwoduziyiren,lachetamenxiongmeiliangzhangdadedifang。
qianshi,wotingdaozheigeyaoqiu,xinrudaoge,quehaishiyinweishenrugusuide“kuiqiangan”eryouyubujue。
wojuedeshiwolihun,cairangtamenmeiyouyigewanzhengdejia。
wojuedeshiwomeibenshi,cairangtamencongxiaogenzhewochiku。
suoyi,dangtamenkuzhe、naozhe、zhizewozisideshihou,wotuoxiele。
woyiwei,yitaofangzi,nenghuanlaiernvdexiaoshun,nengmibuwoduoniandeyihan。
kewohuanlaide,queshidiyu。
fangziguohuhoubudaoyigeyue,jiubeilinweihechenminghuosumaidiao。
linweipianzhenuoruodechenmingnuoyonglegongsishubaiwandegongkuan,liangrennazhemaifangkuanhegongkuan,zhunbeiyuanzougaofei。
jieguo,chenmingzaijichangbeibu,langdangruyu。
erlinwei,quedaizhesuoyoudeqian,renjianzhengfa,congcizaiwuyinxun。
wonei“tiexin”denverchenyue,zaidezhiwomingxiazaiwufenwenhou,diyishijianlaheilewosuoyoudelianxifangshi,juanzoulewoshenbianjinshengdejiwankuaiyanglaoqian,hetaneigezisidezhangfuyuanzoutaxiang。
wobeiganchulaofangzi,liuluojietou,zuizhongbingsizaiyinlengdechuzuwuli。
wujindehuihenheyuanqi,rangwosibumingmu。
meixiangdao,laotianzhendejilewozhonglaiyicidejihui。
“ma,ninzenmele?biehewoa。”
chenmingdeshengyinjiangwodesixulahuixianshi。
wokanzheta,zheizhangcengjingrangwowubijiaoaodelian,cikezhishengxiashuobuchudeexin。
wotuikaitadiguolaideshuibei,shuisaletayishen。
“ma!”tajingjiaoyisheng,wanghoutiaokai,kanzhezijixizhuangshangdeshuizi,lianshangshanguoyisinaonu。
linweilikechonglejinlai,shouliniezhezhijin,jinzhangditichenmingcashi。
“aiya,laogong,zheixizhuangkeshi**kuan,ganxidoubuzhidaonengbunengxiganjing。”tayibianca,yibianxintengdiniantao。
tadeshengyinbudabuxiao,zhenghaonengrangwotingjian。
qianshidewo,tingdaozheihua,zhihuigengjiakuijiuzize。
danxianzai,wozhijuedekexiao。
menkoudechenyuezhongyukanbuxiaqule,tacaizhegaogenxiezoulejinlai,jugaolinxiadikanzhewo。
“ma,niyouzaifashenmefeng?bujiushigehesaoziwanglenideshengrima?womenzheibushidoulaiyiyuankannilema?nihaixiangzenmeyang?”
tadeyuqi,chongmanlebunaihezhize。
“shia,ma,”linweiyerouroudikailekou,yanleishuolaijiulai,“womenzhidaocuole,ninbieshengwomendeqi。ninshentibuhao,womenzuoernvdexinliyenanshou。”
tashuozhe,haijiaxingxingdimolemoyanjiao。
haoyichumucizixiaodexima。
yaobushiwosiguoyici,wozhenyaobeitamengandongle。
wochengzhechuangyan,huanhuanzuoleqilai。
huanshizhetamenyizhangzhangxuweidelian,woxinzhongdehenyijihuyaochongpoxiongtang。
danwozhidao,xianzaihaibushishihou。
wobunengxiangqianshineiyang,zhihuibeidongdichengshoushanghai。
zheiyici,woyaorangtamen,xuezhaixuechang!
woshenxiyikouqi,yaxiasuoyoudeqingxu,lianshangjichuyigecangbaidexiaorong。
“womeishi,jiushiyoudianleile。”
wodeshengyinshaya,tingqilaixuruowubi。
chenmingjianwotaiduruanhua,songlekouqi,youcouleshanglai。
“ma,ninmeishijiuhao。qishijintianwomenlai,chulekannin,haiyouyijianzhongyaodeshixianggenninshangliang。”
来了。
woxinlilengxiaoyisheng,mianshangquebudongshengse。
“什么事?”
chenmingkanleyiyanlinwei,linweilikehuiyi,tazoudaowochuangbian,qinrediwanzhuwodegebo。
“ma,shizheiyangde。ninyezhidao,wohechenmingjiehunyeliangnianle,yizhimeigezijidefangzi,zongzhuzaichuzuwuliyebushigeshier。womenlianggeyexiangzaodianjininshenggedapangsunzi,kemeifangzi,haizishengxialaidoumeidifangzhu。”
tadunledun,xiaoxinyiyidiguanchazhewodelianse。
“womenlianggeganggongzuo,yezanbuxiaduoshaoqian。ninneitaolaofangzi,fanzhengninyigerenzhuyekongdangdangde,buru……jiuxianguohujiwomen?”
“womenbaozheng,yihouyidinghaohaoxiaoshunnin!baninjieguolaiyiqizhu,jininyanglaosongzhong!”
tadehuashuodeqingzhenyiqie,yanzhongchongmanleduiweilaidechongjing。
qianshi,jiushizheifanhua,rangwochedidongyao。
weitamenfuchuleyibeizi,wozuipadejiushilaolemeirenguan。
“yanglaosongzhong”zheisigezi,shiwozuidaderuanlei。
病房里一片寂静。
suoyourendemuguangdoujujiaozaiwoshenshang,dengzhewodedaan。
chenyuebaozhedeshuangbeifanglexialai,yanshenlishihaobuyanshidetanlan。
zhanghaoyebuwanshoujile,shuzheerduoting。
chenmingyilianjinzhangheqidai。
erlinwei,zesisididingzhewo,shengpawotuchuyige“bu”zi。
wokanzhetamen,huranxiaole。
neixiaoshengzaianjingdebingfangli,xiandegewaituwu。
他们都愣住了。
“ma,ninxiaoshenme?”chenmingbujiediwen。
wozhizhuxiao,kanzhelinwei,yiziyidundiwen:
“nideyisishi,xiangyaowodefangzi?”