wosizaisanshiersuineiniandongtian。siyin，jixingshenshuaijie。fengcima？wozhiyouyikeshen。lingyike，
sannianqianjilewoqianfugaomingdema。woyongbantiaominghuanlaide，shitazaiwobingzhongshi，
louzhenianqingnvzhulizaibalidaoxiaoyaokuaihuo，shunbianjuanzoulegongsizuihouyibiqian。biyanzhiqian，
wodingzhejianhushicanbaidetianhuaban，xinlijuranmeiyouhen。wozhishizaixiang，wozheibeizi，
haoxiangmeiweizijihuoguoyitian。taohaofumu，qianjiuzhangfu，
fengxianpojia……wohuodexianggeshedinghaochengxudejiqiren，zhidaolingjianbaofei。ruguonengzhonglai，
wozhixiangzisiyici，weiwozijiqinyuehuoyici。1cibidexiaodushuiwei，
xiangyibashengxiudezhuizizhajinwodexiujueshenjing。womengdizhengkaiyan，yingruyanliandehaishineipiancanbaidetianhuaban，
danbiwojiyizhongyaoxinyixie。shoubeichuanlaiqingweidecitong，wopianguotou，kanjianleshoubeishangchazhedeshuyeguan。
yaobu，neishuxide、beitaokongleyikuaidejutong，qingxiderangwodalegeduosuo。zheibushimiliuzhijidehuanjue。
wozhongshengle。wozhandouzhejuqishou，kanzhezheizhisuirancangbaidanyuanbisiqianfengrundeshouzhang，
yanleihaowuzhengzhaodigunluoxialai。wohuidaolesannianqian，ganggangzuowanshenzangyizhishoushudediertian。
“zhiya——”bingfangmenbeituikai，daduanlewodesixu。gaomingzoulejinlai，shouliduanzheyigebaowentong。
tachuanzhedetideyangrongshan，toufashudeyisibugou，lianshangguazheqiadaohaochudepibeihexinteng。“yueyue，
nixingle？ganjuezenmeyang？”takuaibuzoudaochuangbian，babaowentongfangzaichuangtoujushang，shenshouxianglaimowodeetou。
woxiayishidiyipiantou，duokaile。tadeshoujiangzaibankong，yanshenlishanguoyisichayi，danhenkuaiyoubeiwenrouyangai。
“wojinidunlejitang，yishengshuonixianzaixuyaohaohaobubu。”taningkaigaizi，
nongyudejitangxiangweishunjianyimanlezhenggebingfang。shangyishi，jiushizheiwantang，zheigechangjing，
rangwogandongdeyitahutu。wojuedezijisuoyoudefuchudoushizhidede，woyongyikeshen，huanlailejiatingdehemu，
huanlailezhangfugengshendeaiyi。kexianzai，zheixiangweizuanjinwodebizi，quezhijiaodewoweilifanjiangdaohai，
yizhenshenglixingdeexin。“yueyue，xinkunile，mahuifudehenhao。”tashengchuyiwantang，
xiaoxinyiyidichuizheqi，yanlideganjiyiruzuori，zhenzhidefangfonengdichushuilai，“dengnichuyuan，
womenjiuqumaerdaifudujia，haohaobuchangni。”maerdaifu？wojide，shangyishitayeshizheimeshuode。jieguo，
chuyuanhouwoxiuyanglebannian，gongsiyiduilantanzidengzhewochuli，dujiadeshibeiwuxianqigezhi。zhidaowosi，
wodoumeikandaomaerdaifudeshatan。wokanzheta，kanzhezheizhangwocengaidaoguzilidelian，
neixiebeiwokeyiyiwangde，tahoulaidelengmo、bunaifan、beipan，haiyoutalouzhenvzhulishineichunfengdeyidexiao，
yizhenyizhendizaiwonaohailishanhui。“gaoming，”wokailekou，shengyinyinweigangdongguodashoushuerxuruoshaya，
meiyigezidouxiangshicongshazhishangmoguo，quedaizheqiansuoweiyoudejianding，“womenlihunba。
”2kongqifangfozaishunjianninggule。gaomingduanzhetangwandeshoutingzaibankongzhong，
lianshangdewenrouhexintengxiangshidaidetaijiuerkailiedemianju，yikuaikuaiboluoxialai。“……yueyue，
nigangcaishuoshenme？”tasihuyiweizijitingcuole，meitoujinjinzhouqi，yanshenlichongmanlezhenjinghebujie，
“nishibushishoushumayaohaimeiguo？bieshuohuhua。”“womeishuohuhua。”woyingzhetademuguang，
yiziyijudizhongfu，“gaoming，womenlihun。”“pa！”tashoulideciwanzhongjiushimeiduanwen，
diaozaidishangshuaidefensui。wenredejitanghesuicipianjianleyidi，langjiebukan，
jiuxiangwomenzheiduanjijiangfenbenglixidehunyin。zhenjingguohou，shiliaoyuandenuhuo。“qinyue！**fengleshibushi！
”tadeshengyindouranbagao，yingjundelianyinweifennuerniuqu，“nigangjiulewoma！
womahaizaigebiicutangzhe，nixianzaigenwotilihun？nizheishishenmeyisi？shientubao？
yongzheigelaiyaoxiewo？”kan，zheijiushita。tadediyifanying，yongyuanbushiguanxinwoweishenmehuizheiyang，
ershichuaicewobeihoushibushiyoushenmeyinmou，shibushixiangsuoqugengduodehaochu。wolandejieshi，
zhishipibeidibishangleyan。wodechenmozaigaomingkanlai，jiushimoren。taqidezaibingfanglilaihuiduobu，
xiangyitoubeijinudekunshou。henkuai，tayigedianhua，jiubawobamahepopoquandoujiaolaile。
bingfangdemenzaiyicibeicubaodituikai，womachongzaizuiqianmian，
zhizhewodebizijiukaishima：“qinyuenizheigebudongshidedongxi！ninaozibeilvtile？gaomingnaliduibuqini，
nipopogangzuowanshoushu，nijiunaolihun，nishixiangqisiwomenma？”wobagenzaihoumian，
yilianhentiebuchenggang：“jiushi！womenqinjiadeliandourangnidiujinle！”erwodehaopopo，
neigeganggangjieshoulewoyikeshendenvren，zezhijiepudaowodebingchuangqian，
chuizhechuangyankutianqiangdi：“wodelaotianyea！wozheishizaoleshenmeniea！
womengaojiazenmejiuqulenizheimegebaiyanlanga！woerxiyongzijideshenjiulewo，
wobenlaihaixiangzheyaodangqinshengnvertengde，nizenmezhuanlianjiuburenrenlea！nizheishiyaowodeminga！
”quanshijiedouzhanzaiwodeduilimian。tamenyancizaozao，shengleijuxia，
fangfowobushineigeganggangxianchuyikeshenderen，ershifanleshenmeshiebushedazuideeren。zaitamendekongsuli，
wowangenfuyi、lengxuewuqing、xinchangdaidu。erzhei，zhengshiwoxiangyaode。beitamenzheiyangzhize，
woxinlijuranmeiyouyisibolan，shenzhigandaoyisijietuo。shangyishi，
wojiushibeizheixie“enqing”he“qinqing”bangjia，huohuohaojinleziji。zheiyishi，woyaoqinshouzhanduanzheixiejiasuo。
wopingjingdikanzhetamenshangyanzheyichunaoju，zhidaotamenmaleile，kubudongle，wocaihuanhuanzhengkaiyan，
duizhebaonudegaomingshuo：“xieyinalaiba，woqianzi。”3wodepingjing，
shizheichangnaojulizuibuheshiyideyinfu。gaomingsisididingzhewo，
xiangshixiangcongwolianshangzhaochunapayisiyihaodeweizhuang、bushehuozhesuanji。dantashibaile。
wodelianyinweishixueheshoushuercangbai，yanshenqueqingchedexiangyitanshenshui，yingbuchutaxiangyaoderenhebolan。
“qinyue，nifeiyaozheiyang？”tacongyafenglijichujigezi，daizhezuihoudejinggao。“shi。
”wohuidadegancuililuo。zuizhong，tabaixiazhenlai。
huoxushiwodejuejuerangtagandaoleqiansuoweiyoudemoshengheshikong，youhuoxu，zaitaxinli，
wozheigeganggangshiquliyongjiazhideqizi，yijingbuzhidetazaifeixinzhouxuan。diertian，
lvshidaizhelihunxieyilaile。xieyideneirongkekedejinhuwuru。fuqigongtongcaichan，woyifenmeiyou。
hunhougouzhidefangchan、cheliang，quanguigaoming。woshenzhixuyao“ziyuan”fangqiyiqieshanyangfeihebuchang。
wojihushijingshenchuhu。wobamaqidechadiandangchangyunguoqu，zhizhewomawoshigeshazi。popozezaiyipanglengxiao，
yanshenlimanshi“kanba，guoranshixiangtumouwomenjiachan，xianzaihuliweibaluchulaile”debiyi。
gaomingdagaiyejuede，wokandaozheifenxieyihou，huihouhui，huikunao，
huizhongxinbianhuineigeduitayantingjicongdeqinyue。wozhishinaqibi，yiyeyiyedifankan，ranhouzaixieyidezuihou，
pingjingdijiashangleyitiao：“wohunqianchuanglide‘yueshishejigongzuoshi’，jiqisuoyouzichanyuyewu，
guiwogerensuoyou，huifuqidulifarendiwei。”zheigegongzuoshi，shiwodaxuebiyehoudexinxue。
houlaihegaomingjiehun，weilezhichitadeshiye，wocaitongyijianggongzuoshibingrutamengongsi，
chengletagongsiqixiayigebuqiyandeshejibu。gaomingdelvshilengleyixia，kanxianggaoming。
gaominglianshangshanguoyisibuxie，fangfotingdaoleshenmexiaohua。zaitayanli，neigexiaoxiaodeshejibu，
zaojiubeitajiakong，hexinyewuyebeitazhuanyidaolegongsiqitabumen。xianzaide“yueshi”，
buguoshigeyiwenbuzhidekongqiaozi，liujiwodejigexiangmuyedoushixiechilibutaohaodejilei。“keyi。
”tahaobuyouyudihuilehuishou，xiangshidafayigeqigai。wobuzaiduoyan，
zaineifenjihudengtongyu“bupingdengtiaoyue”dexieyishang，qianxialewodemingzi。qinyue。zheilianggezi，
wocongweixiederuciqingsong，rucichangkuai。chuyuanneitian，meiyourenlaijiewo。woyigerenbanleshouxu，
tuozhexuruodeshenti，dachequleyigezaojiukanhaodexiaogongyu。neishiwoyongzijihunqianzuihoudejixuzuxiade。
jiaowanfangzuheyajin，wodekalizhishengxialezuihoudewuwankuaiqian。zhanzaikongdangdangdefangjianli，
yangguangtouguochuanghusajinlai，luozaidibanshang，yeluozaiwoshenshang。hennuan。woderensheng，beichediqingling，
ranhouzhongqile。woduizhejingzilideziji，neigeliansecangbai、yandiqueyouguangdenvren，
dingxialeyigemubiao：huoxiaqu。bingqie，yaohuodejingcaipiaoliang。4jiexialaideyigeyue，
wojihushizaigongyuliduguode。yangshentishidiyiyaowu。woyongneiwuwankuaiqianjingdaxisuan，
meitianjizijiduntangzhufan，shentiyirouyankejiandesuduhuifuqilai。tongshi，woyemeixianzhe。
wobaneigekongqiaozide“yueshishejigongzuoshi”zhengshigengmingwei“huishenghualang”。huisheng，yuyizhewodexinsheng，
yeshiduiguoquneigewushengdezijidegaobie。wolaqileyizhizuijingjiandeduiwu，yigegangbiyedeshixisheng，
yige**decaiwu。bangongshi，jiushiwoneijianxiaogongyudeketing。
pingjieshangyishizaixingyeneimopagundajileidejingyan，yijiduiweilaijinianshejifengxiangdejingzhunyuzhi，
wojianggongzuoshideyewufangxianglaolaosuodingzailaojiujianzhudeshangyegaizaoshang。woshenzhi，zaiguoyiliangnian，
“guochaofeng”he“chenjinshitiyankongjian”jianghuichengweishichangredian，erneixiebeiyiwangdelaojianzhu，
zhengshizuijiadezaiti。wokaishifengkuangdipaoyewu。meiyouziyuan，meiyourenmai，wojiuyijiayijiadiqutan。
wobashangyishineixiebeigaomingfoujue、quezaihoulaibeizhengmingjijushangyejiazhideshejicaogaozhongxinzhengliyouhua，
zuochengjingmeidefanganji。chibimengengshijiachangbianfan，beidangchengpianzihongchulaiyeshiyoufasheng。danwomeiyouqinei。
siguoyicideren，lianpizongshiyaohouyidian。zhongyu，wodezhizhedadongleyiweizailaochengqukaichaguandelaoban。
tadechaguanshengyicandan，zhengzhunbeiguanmendaji。wozhishouletayigejidideyouqingjia，
chengnuoyaobatadechaguangaizaochengyigenianqingrenxihuandedakadi。wojiangchuantongchawenhuayuxiandaiguangyingyishujiehe，
yongzuididechengben，dazaoleyigemingwei“chaying”dexinzhongshikongjian。kaiyeneitian，xiaoguochuqidehao。
jinjinyizhou，“chaying”jiuhuobaolebendidepengyouquan。wode“huishenghualang”zongsuanyoulediyigechenggongdeanli，
shiyegangyouleyidiandianqise。raner，jiuzaiwoyiweiyiqiedoujiangburuzhengguishi，guaishikaishifashengle。
neitianbangwan，woshoudaoyigetongchengkuaidi，jijianrenxinxishikongbaide。woyouxieyihuo，danhaishichaikaile。
neishiyigebaozhuangdefeichangjingmeidelihe，xizhepiaoliangdesidai。kedakaihezideshunjian，
wohunshendehanmaodoushuleqilai。hezizhengzhongyang，tangzheyizhikusidehudiebiaoben。
tacengjingmeilidechibangyijingbiandehuibaiganbie，beiyigendatouzhencanrendidingzaiheisederongbushang，zitainiuqu，
fangfozaizuozhezuihoudezhengzha。yiguhanyicongwodejiaodibanzhichongtianlinggai。zheijueduibushiezuoju。
zheigengxiangshiyigeyinlengde、buhuaihaoyidejinggao。5kuyedieshijianxiangyigenci，
zhajinlewoganggangpingfuxialaideshenghuo。wodiyige，yeshiweiyiyigehuaiyideduixiang，jiushigaoming。
lihunshiwozoudeneimegancui，rangtayanmianjinshi。yitaneiyazibibaodexingge，
yongzheizhongxiasanlandeshouduanlaiexinwo，biwojingshenbengkui，wanquanshitadefengge。
wobaneizhihudieliantongheziyiqirengjinlelajitong，qiangpozijibuyaoquxiang。danshi，kongjuyidanbeizhongxia，
jiuhuizaijijingdeshenyelifengkuangzizhang。jitianhou，diergenimingde“liwu”youlaile。
zheicishiyigemeiyourenhebiaoshidebaoguo，limianshiyizhanglaoshideheijiaochangpian。womeiyouchangpianji，
danbaoguolitiexindifushangleyigexiaoxiaodeerweima。woyongshoujisaoleyixia，yiduanyinpinlikebofangchulai。
bushiyinle，yebushirensheng。neishiyiduanduanduanxuxu、fangfocongshenyuanlichuanlaidefengsheng。huxiao，wuyan，
daizheyizhonglingrenxinjidekongkuanghejuewang。wozhitinglejimiaozhong，jiuganjuetoupifama，ganjinguandiaole。
ruguoshuohudiebiaobenshijinggao，neizheiduanfengsheng，jiushi**luodeweixie。wokaishishimian，
zongjuedeheianzhongyouyishuangyanjingzaikuishizhewo。dujudexiaogongyubuzaishiwodebifenggang，
fanerxiangyigemibutoufengdelaolong。disanjianshi，fashengzaiyizhouhoudeshenye。wojiabandaohenwancaihuijia，
dangwobayaochi**suokongshi，quezenmeyeningbudong。wojiezheshoujideguangzixiyikan，caifaxianzhenggesuoxinli，
beirenyongtoumingdeqianglijiaoshuijidudeyanyanshishi。neiyike，wosuoyoudefangbeihelengjingdoubengkuile。
duifangyijingcongjingshenshangdekonghe，shengjidaoleduiwoxianshishenghuodeqinrao。tazhidaowozhuzaizheili，
tanengqingyidijiejinwodejiamen。wobeikaozhebinglengdefangdaomen，huanhuanhuazuozaidi，baozhexigai，hunshenfadou。
zheizhongweizhide、qianfuzaianchudekongju，yuanbishangyishigaomingneimingmuzhangdandebeipangengzhemoren。wobaolejing。
jingchalaile，zuolebilu，diaoqulexiaoqudejiankong。danneigeshijianduan，loudaolidejiankongqiahaohuaile，
shenmeyouyongdexiansuodoumeichadao。jingchazouhou，woyigerenzuozaihuanlexinsuodefangjianli，yiyewumian。
wokaishihuaiyizijidejueding，zhonghuoyishi，nandaojiushiweilecongyigehuokengtiaojinlingyigebingjiaoma？
gaomingjiuxiangyikuaishuaibudiaodegoupigaoyao，jibianlihunle，yeyaoyongzheizhongfangshilaizhangxiantaduiwodekongzhili。
woshenzhichanshengleyishanerguodeniantou：yaobu，jiucirenshu，likaizheizuochengshi？
danzheigeniantouzhicunzailesanmiaozhong，jiubeiwohenhenqiamiele。buxing。wobunengtui。wotuiyibu，
tajiuhuijinshibu。wohaoburongyicaicongneigenitanlipachulai，juebunengzaibeitatuohuiqu。qinyue，chengzhu。
niliansidoubupa，haipazheige？6jiuzaiwobeizheixieguiyishijianzhemodekuaiyaojingshenshuairuodeshihou，
yigezuyigaibianwomingyundejihui，haowuyuzhaodichuxianle。
chengxineizuofeiqilejinershiniande“xingguangdianyingyuan”，yaogongkaizhaobiaojinxingshangyegaizao。kandaoxinwendeneiyike，
wodexinzangmengdiyitiao。xingguangdianyingyuan！neishiwoshangyishijiuhunqianmengyingdexiangmu。
tachengzailezheizuochengshijidairendejiyi，diliweizhiyouyue，jianzhubenshenyejijutese。
wocengjingweitazuoguohaojibangaizaofangan，quedoubeigaomingyi“touzihuibaolvdi”weiyoushuzhigaoge。wozhidao，
zhiyaonengnaxiazheigexiangmu，bingqiechenggongshishi，“huishenghualang”jiangyizhanchengming，chedizaiyeneizhanwenjiaogen。
zheiduiwolaishuo，shijuejingzhongdeyidaoguang。raner，dangwokandaojingbiaoqiyemingdanshi，
neidaoguangshunjianandanleyiban——gaomingdegongsi，heranzailie。taguoranyedingshanglezheikuaifeirou。