diyizhang：xuesehunli，hanhenzhongsheng“peng——”judadezhuangjishenghou，
woganjuezijixianggepobuwawayiyangfeilechuqu，ranhouzhongzhongshuaizaidishang。xinghongdexueyemohulewodeshixian，
hunshadebai，cikebeirandeciyan。wozhengzhazhe，kanxiangbuyuanchuneiliangshikongdehuoche，
yijicongjiashizuoshanglangbeipaxialai、manlianjinghuangde——wodejimei，xiaanqi。erwodexinlang，lumingxuan，
cikequediyishijianchongxianglexiaanqi，jinzhangdijiangtahuzaihuaili：“anqi，nimeishiba？youmeiyoushoushang？
”xiaanqizaitahuailisesefadou，shengyindaizhekuqiang：“mingxuange，
wobushiguyide……wobuzhidaojiejieweishenmehuituranchongchulai……”wo？wochongchulai？wotangzaixuebozhong，
kanzhezheiduigounannv，feidouyaoqizhale。mingmingshixiaanqiqianglefangxiangpan，guyijiasuchaowozhuangguolai！
lumingxuanshenzhimeiyoukanwoyiyan，baozhexiaanqi，jiaojidijianchatadeshouwan：“haihaozhishicashang。douguaiwo，
rangnikaiche，nibenjiubushulian。”“bu……shiwobuhao……”xiaanqikudelihuadaiyu。
binkemendejinghusheng、jiuhuchedemingdisheng，zaiwoerbianjianjianyuanqu。wozuihoudeyishi，
tingliuzaifumurushingguolai，womazhangkoubushiguanxinwodeshangshi，ershijianjiao：“wodeanqi！
anqinihesimamale！xianuan！nizenmezheimeedu，juranxianghai**mei！
”wobazeshiyiliantongxinjishou：“zaoniea！womenxiajiazenmechulenizheimegesangmenxing！”hehe，sangmenxing。
weilejixiaanqipulu，tamenbuxixishengwozheigeqinshengnverdexingfu，shenzhishengming。wodaizhewujindehenyi，
chedishiquleyishi。zaicizhengkaiyan，wofaxianzijizhengtangzaishuxidewoshichuangshang。
yangguangtouguochuanglianfengxizhaojinlai，yiqiedouxiandeneimebuzhenshi。womengdizuoqishen，
zhuaqichuangtoujushangdeshouji——riqiheranxianshizhe，juliwode“hunli”，haiyouzhengzhengsangeyue。wozhongshengle！
zhongshengzailewogangbeifumubizhedayinghelumingxuanshangyelianyin，weixiaanqide“zhenai”puludeshihou。xiaanqi，
woneitongfuyimudehaojimei，bannianqiankukutitididuiwoshuo，tahelumingxuanshizhenxinxiangaide，
danlujiakanbushangtadechushen。suoyi，taqiuwo，xianjiajilumingxuan，dengtazailujiazhanwenjiaogen，
wojiu“shiqu”dilihun，chengquantamen。qianshidewo，zhenshigechunchundedayuanzhong，juranxinletadeguihua，
yiweixishengzijinenghuanlaijiatinghemu，nengrangfumuduiwoduoyisiguanai。jieguoni？
huanlaideshiyichangjingxincehuademousha！zheiyishi，nimenzheiduigounannv，
haiyouwoneiduipianxindaogebeizhouguaidaotaipingyangdefumu，yijineigeshexiexinchangdejimu，yigedoubiexianghaoguo！
woxianuan，huilaile！bubanimenquanjiasongshangresoudiyi，dousuanwoshu！dierzhang：jiangjijiuji，
xianshoudianlixi“xiaonuan，xialaichifanle，nianqimeimeitedijinidunleyanwo。
”louxiachuanlaijimuzhouyaqinxuweideshengyin。wolengxiaoyisheng，huanleshenyifuxialou。canzhuoshang，
xiaanqiyilian“chunzhenguanqie”dikanzhewo：“jiejie，nizuowanshibushimeishuihao？liansezheimecha。
zheiyanwonikuaichenrehe，meirongyangyande。”qianshi，tayeshizheiyang，meitianbianzhehuayangjiwo“bushenti”，
jieguoni？neixiebupinli，doujialemanxingsunhaishenjingdeyaowu，rangwozaihunliqianxijingshenhuanghu，
haofangbiantaxiashou。woduanqiyanwo，zaitaqidaideyanshenzhong，weiweiyixiao：“anqi，nizhenhao。”ranhou，
shouyi“hua”。“paca！”yanwowanyingshengluodi，suilieyidi，hesedeyetijianlexiaanqimanqunzidoushi。
“aiya！”xiaanqijianjiaoyisheng，guzuoweiqudikanxiangzhouyaqinhewobaxiazhengguo，“jiejie，
wozhidaonibuxihuanwo，dan……danzheiyanwoshiwoteyiweinidunde……”zhouyaqinlikeliumeidaoshu：“xianuan！
nishenmeyisi？anqihaoxinjinidunyanwo，nibulingqingjiusuanle，haiguyidafan？
nishibushicunxinkanwomenanqibushunyan？”xiazhengguoyechenxialian：“xiaonuan，ji**meidaoqian！
”wozhalezhawugudedayanjing，xuanranyuqi：“ba，ma，wobushigushengde。wozuijinzongshitouyunshoudou，
kenengshi……kenengshishangcianqibuxiaoxinbawotuixialouti，haimeihaolisuo。”zheihuayichu，
xiazhengguohezhouyaqindeliansedoujiangleyixia。bangeyueqian，xiaanqiweileqiangwoyitiao**kuanxianglian，
“buxiaoxin”bawocongerlouloutituilexiaqu，dangshiwoetoukepo，qingweinaozhendang。
tamenweilebuyingxianghelujiadelianyin，caocaobawosongyiyuanbaozhaleshi，liangequanmianjianchadoumeizuo。
xiaanqijimangbianjie：“jiejie，woneicizhendebushiguyide！
woyijingdaoguoqianle……”“wozhidaonibushiguyide，”worourouyixiao，wuzhetou，shentihuanglehuang，
“danwojiushikongzhibuzhushoudou……ba，yaobu，haishidaiwoquyiyuanhaohaojianchayixiaba？
wanyiliuxiashenmehouyizheng，yingxianglehelujiadehunshijiubuhaole。”tijilujia，
xiazhengguoguoranjinzhangqilai：“duiduidui，shigaihaohaojiancha。zhousao，beiche，songda**quyiyuan！
”zhouyaqinhexiaanqideliandoulvle。tamenzuipadejiushiwoquyiyuan，wanyichachudianshenme，
tamendejihuajiupaotangle。“jiejie，yidianxiaoshi，buyongzheimemafanba？”xiaanqishituzulan。
worouruodikaozaixiazhengguogeboshang：“keshiwozhendehaonanshoua，anqi。wanyiwohunlishangturanyundao，
neilujia……”“qu！bixuqu！”xiazhengguoyichuidingyin。zaiyiyuan，
wo“qiahao”yudaolewomashengqiandehaoyou，rujinshinaokequanweideliayi。
wotianyoujiacudimiaoshuleziji“beituixialouti”yiji“zuijintouyunshoudou”dezhengzhuang。liayilianseyichen，
dangjianpailezuiquanmiandejiancha。jieguochulai，qingweinaozhendanghouyizheng，xuyaojingyang，bunengshou**，
gengbunengcaolao。yishenghaitebie“haoxin”ditixingxiazhengguo，zheizhongzhuangkuangruguobuhaohaodiaoli，
kenenghuiyingxiangjianglaideshengyu。xiazhengguoyiting，liandoubaile。lujiakeshipanzhebaosunzide！congyiyuanhuilai，
wodedaiyuzhixianshangsheng。xiaanqihezhouyaqinzaiyebuganzaiwomianqianzuoyao，shengpawo“bingqingjiazhong”。erwo，
zeliyongzheiduan“jingyang”shijian，kaishibujuwodefuchoudaji。shouxian，wodenadaotamenfanzuidezhengju。
xiaanqibushixihuanyanxima？xing，wopeiniyan！jiarenmen，sheidonga，aosikadouqiantayizuoxiaojinren。
danwoxianuan，zheiyishijiuyaorangtazhidao，shenmejiaozhenzhengde“jubensha”！disanzhang：yinghoubiaoxi，
yuershanggou“jiejie，zheishiwotuopengyoucongguowaidailaidetexiaoyao，duinidetouyuntebiehao。
”xiaanqiduanzheyibeishuihejikeyaowan，xiaode“renchuwuhai”。youshizheitao。qianshi，
jiushizheixiesuoweide“texiaoyao”，rangwodeshentimeikuangyuxia。wojieguoyao，shouzhiweiweizhandou，
yanshenlidaizheyisi“ganji”he“yilai”：“anqi，haishiniduiwohao。buxiangbama，zhiguanxinlianyin。
”“jiejie，womenshiqinjiemeima。”xiaanqiyandishanguoyisideyi。wo“xuruo”dixiaolexiao，
chentabuzhuyi，jiangyaowanzangjinlezhangxin，ranhouhelekoushui，jiazhuangbayaotunlexiaqu。dengtayizou，
wolikejiangyaowanyongzhijinbaohao，xiaoxinshouqi。zheixie，kedoushichengtangzhenggong。jiexialaijitian，
wowanmeibanyanleyigeduijimeishenxinbuyi、shentichanruode“haojiejie”。
xiaanqisonglaide“bupin”、“texiaoyao”，wozhaodanquanshou，ranhoutoutoucunyang。tongshi，
woyi“jingyang”、“xinqingbuhao”weiyou，jujuelelumingxuandeyiqieyaoyue。tajicixianglaitanwang，
doubeiwoyong“yishengshuobunengjianwairen”jidanglehuiqu。zheikejihuailexiaanqi。tahelumingxuande“zhenai”，
haixuyaowozheige“tajiaoshi”ni。zheitian，tayou“youxinchongchong”dilaidaowofangjian。“jiejie，
mingxuangeshuohendanxinni，xianglaikankanni。ni……yaobujiujianjiantaba？zongzheiyangbierbujian，
lujiahuiyouxiangfade。”wowuzhexinkou，cumeidao：“keshianqi，wopa……wopajiandaota，
huixiangqiyixiebukaixindeshiqing。”“shenmebukaixindeshiqing？”xiaanqizhuiwen，
yanshenlidaizheyisibuyichajuedejinzhang。wo“youyu”lebanshang，
caiyouyoukaikou：“qishi……qishiwohemingxuan，bingbushinimenxiangdeneiyang。shangcizaijiuba，
wokandaota……taheyigehenyaoyandenvrenzaiyiqi，juzhiqinmi……wozhiwenta，
tahaituilewoyiba……”xiaanqideyanjingshunjianliangle，danhenkuaiyouyanshixiaqu，guzuojingya：“a？
zenmehuizheiyang？mingxuangebushineiyangderena！jiejie，nishibushikancuole？”“woyexiwangshiwokancuole，
”wodixiatou，shengyingengyan，“keshi……neinvrendexiangshuiwei，henishenshangchangyongdeneikuan‘xiehou’，
yimoyiyang……”xiaanqiliansemengdiyibai。tachangyongdexiangshui，queshishi“xiehou”。
ertahelumingxuandesiqing，yizhidoushimimijinxingde。wozheihua，wuyishizaianshita，
wozhidaoletamende**。“jiejie……ni……nibiehusiluanxiang……”xiaanqiyouxiehuangluan。wotaiqitou，
leiyanposuodizhuazhutadeshou：“anqi，nigaosuwo，mingxuanshibushi……shibushizhendebuaiwo？
tashibushizhishiweilejiazuliyicaihewodinghun？tazhenzhengxihuanderen，qishishini，duibudui？
”xiaanqibeiwozheituruqilaide“tancheng”jizhengmengle。takanzhewo“beitongyujue”deyangzi，yanzhuzhuanlezhuan，
sihuzaiquanhenglibi。guolehaoyihuier，tacaishitanxingdikaikou：“jiejie，
jirannidouzheimeshuole……neiwoyejiubumannile。qishi……mingxuangeta……taxinliqueshishiyouwode。
danshijiazudeyali，rangtabudebu……”“wojiuzhidao！”wo“bengkui”didakuqilai，
“wojiuzhidaoshizheiyang！anqi，nigaosuwo，nimenshibushizaojiuyijing……”xiaqijianwo“chedibengkui”，
sihujuedeshijiyidao，suoxingtanpaile。tafuzhuwodejianbang，
yuqidaizheyisi“lianmin”he“youyuegan”：“jiejie，duibuqi，womenbushiguyiyaoshanghainide。
aiqingzheizhongshi，shikongzhibuzhude。wohemingxuangeshizhenxinxiangaide。ruguonichengquanwomen，
womenhuiganjiniyibeizide。”“chengquan？zenmechengquan？”wochouyezhewen。“henjiandan，
”xiaanqideyanshenbianderuiliqilai，“nizhixuyaozaihunliqian，‘yiwai’shengu……”yuer，
zhongyushanggoule。woxinzhonglengxiao，
mianshangqueshiyipian“zhenjing”he“juewang”：“anqi……ni……nizenmenengzheimeshuo？
neikeshi……”“jiejie，wozhidaozheihennanjieshou。dannixiangxiang，jiajiyigebuainidenanren，
niyibeizidoubuhuixingfude。yuqizheiyangtongkudihuozhe，buru……”xiaanqideshengyinxiangdushetuxin，
“erqie，nifangxin，womenhuijiniyibifenghoudebuchang，rangbamaxiabanbeiziyishiwuyou。”“buchang？
”wonannandao。“dui，yidabiqian。”xiaanqiyiweiwoxindongle，jixuyoudao，“erqie，
womenhaihuiduiwaixuancheng，nishiweilejiuwocaichudeyiwai，rangnizoudefengfengguangguang，
chengweiwomenxiajiade‘yingxiong’。”wokanzhetayinweixingfenerweiweiniuqudelian，xinzhongyipianbinghan。yingxiong？
yongwodeminghuanlaideyingxiongminghao，haizhenshi“fengguang”a！“anqi，”wocaleca“yanlei”，shengyinshaya，
“nishuode……shizhendema？mingxuanta……tayetongyi？”“dangran！”xiaanqideyiyangyang，
“zheishiwomenyiqishanglianghaode。jiejie，zhiyaonidiantou，yiqiewomendouhuianpaituodang。”woshenxiyikouqi，
fangfoxiadinglejuexin：“hao……wodayingnimen。danshi，woyouyigetiaojian。”“shenmetiaojian？
”“woyaonimen……qinkoubazheigejihua，duizheshexiangtou，zaishuoyibian。”wodingzhetadeyanjing，
yiziyijudao。xiaanqilengzhule：“shexiangtou？jiejie，nizheishishenmeyisi？”wocongzhentouxia，
mochuleyigeweixingluyinbihezhenkongshexiangtou，zheishiwozaojiuzhunbeihaode。“meishenmeyisi，
wozhishixiangliugejinian。”woweiweiyixiao，“bijing，
nengkandaowozui‘tengai’demeimeihe‘weihunfu’weile‘zhenai’rucifeijinxinji，
yesuanshiyiduan‘jiahua’le，bushima？jiarenmen，zheizhong‘aiqing’gushi，bujiluxialai，
qibushitaikexile？zhudadejiushiyige‘zhenqingshigan’ma。”xiaanqidelian，shunjianbiandecanbairuzhi。
disizhang：qingjunruweng，daxikailuoxiaanqikanzhewoshouzhongdeluyinbiheshexiangtou，zhenggerendoushale，
jiejiebabadiwen：“jie……jiejie，
nizheishi……congshenmeshihoukaishi……”“congnimeitianjiwosong‘aixinbupin’deshihoukaishia。
”woxiaodeyufacanlan，“anqi，nibuhuiyiwei，wohaishiqianshineigerennimennaniedechunhuoba？”“qianshi？
”xiaanqitongkongzhousuo，xianranmeitingdongwodehua，dantabennengdiganjuedaoweixian，“jiejie，
ni……nidaodixiangganshenme？”“buxiangganshenme，”wobawanzheshouzhongdeshebei，“jiushixiangrangdajiakankan，
xiajiaer**helushijituanzhunjichengren，shiruheyanyiyichu‘jingtiandongdi’deaiqinggushi，shunbian，
zaitantaoyixia‘lunmoushaqinjiedenzhongfangfajiqifalvhouguo’。”xiaanqihedelianlianhoutui，
zhuangdaolemenkuangshang，fachu“dong”deyisheng。“ni……nifengle！xianuan，nizheishizaihuilewomensuoyouren！
”tajianjiaodao。“huilenimen？nandaobushinimenxianxianghuilewoma？”woshouqixiaorong，yanshenbingleng，
“xiaanqi，nixianzaiyoulianggexuanze。diyi，peihewo，bagangcaineiduan‘ganrenfeifu’degaobai，
duizhejingtouzaishuoyibian，dangran，zheicidejiashangnidehaoqinglanglumingxuan。dier，
woxianzaijiubazheixiedongxijiaojijingcha，