第5章
erneizhihoulimeiqueshihenzhaoguta，zaiyourennatajialishuoshideshihou，tadouzhanchulaibaohuta。
zheirangdingmoliduitaxinshengganji，duitadehuayantingjicong，renweilimeisuoshuosuozuodedoushiweiletahao。
yizhiyudangchuhezhiyuanzaiyiqishi，limeiduitashuozhiyuanpeibushangta，rangtalikaitagentayiqihuishangjing，haishuoshitabangtazhaodeguanxi。
duizheixiedingmolidoushenxinbuyi，neigejiangtadasidezhangfu，yeshilimeijieshaojitade。yinweitazhidaotadedixi，zhidaotacengjingjieguohun，haishengguohaizi。
suoyi，limeijiuduitashuo，meiyouxiaohuohuiyaota，jiehunyehuixianqita，rangtajiajilimeidebiaoge。
neishisiguolianggelaopodenanren，dangshitabushimeiyouyouyuguo，zhishilimeiduitashuobiaogeshigedahaoren，henkelian，sheiyuanyilaoposi？
haishuotayougongzuonengyanghuota，laoshibenfenpiqihao，youmeiyougongpoxuyaosihou，zheiyangdehaotiaojiannalizhao？jiaguoqujiushixiangfu。
dangshitazaigegejiashizaizhubuxiaqule，tingletadehuahou，zaizhijianguoneigenanrenliangmianhoujiulejiaguoqu。
jiehunhoutacaizhidao，takebushilaoshibenfen，ershixinggeguaizhangbaoli。gangjiehunmeidaoyigeyue，tajiuailechucida。
conglaimeiyoujingliguozheixiededingmoli，dangshijiubeitadamengle，youqishitaneishuodadequantou，ruyudianbanwangtashenshangchuideshihou，duizheizhuanghunyintajiushiwangle。
beidahouhuidaogegejia，meirenguanxintabeidadeyouduocan，saozishilengyanlengyumeiyijuxintengdehua，rangtadexinrutongdiaoluozaibingjiaozhongyiban。
tazhaodaolimei，zebeitabugaijizijizhaozheiyangdenanren，bugaipianta。jieguoyindelimeiyizhenkuazhangdexiaosheng。
daoxianzaitahaijidetadangshideyanshen。
嫉妒......
怨恨......
不甘......
“zheishinizizhaode，woneimezhaoguni，niqueqiangzoulewozuiaidenanren，wojiushiyaobaofuni，yaorangnihuodezhugouburu。gaosuniba！zheirengenbenjiubushiwobiaoge，tazhiqiansidexifu，doushishoubuletadedudazishade，manzhangderenshengnijiuhaohaodeaiba！sheijiaonipaofuqizi，fangqizhiyuanneimehaodenanren，zheixiedoushinidebaoying。”
tahaijidelimeishuozheifanhuadeshenqi，chongmanxingzailehuo，chongmanbaofuguohoudekuaile，shenzhineikepadexiaoshengtazhidaoxianzaidouwangbule......
xianzaideta，zaiyebushiyuanlaidanchundexiangyizhangbaizhidedingmoli，zhonghuoyishitazhidaosheishiren？sheishigou？
yezhidaozijigaihesheizaiyiqi。
“limeinilaile，wozhenghaoyougehaoxiaoxiyaoxuanbu。”
dingmolizhuazhuchenzhiyuandeshou，taiqitoushenqingdekanzheta，zaitadeyanzhongkandaozijinianqingdelian，yekandaotaweitadanyoudeshenqing。
limeijinyaoxiachun，nulijiangmuguangyikai，buqukantamenwozaiyiqideshuangshou，hemaimaihanqingdeyanshen。
taxinlihaohen，congjiandaozhiyuanneitianqi，tajiuxihuanshangzheigedongbeihanzi。xihuantagaodajianzhuangyingqibobo，xihuantahuaihuaideyangzi，youqishitadeyanjing，heiliangruqijiongjiongyoushen。
dangshizhiqingdianmeiyoushoushihao，tamenbeifensandaononghujiali，tamanhuaixiwangxiangfenqutajia，sheizhidaoqueshineigedanxiaonuoruodedingmoli‘jianlebianyi’。
dangshitachadianjiuyaoquzhaodingmolihuan，keneishitamenganggangrenshi，buganmaomaoranxielouxinlidemimi。
yushitajiuhedingmolizuopengyou，zheiyangjiuyoujiekouquchenzhiyuanjiazhaota，keyichangchangkandaosuoaideren。
zhishitafaxianchenzhiyuanzongshitoutoudezhushidingmoli，duitazelinsedehen，gujitiantianwangtajiapao，tadoumeiyoujizhutademoyang。
xinghao，dingmoliyixinxianghuicheng，duichenzhiyuandeganqinggenbenjiumeikanchulai。tajiuchenjizaitamianqiandihuichenzhiyuan，shuotapeibushangdingmoli，rangtaqianwanbieliuzaizheigexiaoshancun。
yiqiandingmolikanbushangchenzhiyuan，renweitashinongcunren，dalaocumeiyouwenhua，kongyouyishenmanlishigewufu，taxiangzhaodeshibaodushishudewenren。
kejintiantakanchenzhiyuandeyanshenkeshibudui，zheiranglimeidexinlishengqinongzhongdebuan。
“woyaojiajizhiyuanle。”