zhongshengneiri，wozhengzainiguantingjing。
muyushengli，qianshijiyiruchaoshuiyonglai——dijiededujiu，zhuangyuanlangdebeipan，manmenxueranxingchang。
xiaosisonglaijiashu：「laoyewensan**keyuantijiaqihuangzi？」
woqingxiao：「gaosufuqin，wojia。」
zheiyici，woyaoneixiefuwozhiren——guizhekanwomendengshangqingyunti。
yishihuilongdeshihou，biqianglixianxiudaoleyilvqingkudetanxiang。
muyusheng，yixia，youyixia，qiaozaiermoshang，yeqiaozaizaoyijianglengdexinshang。
wozhengkaiyan，kanjiandeshiniguanjianloudeshanfangdingpeng，chuangwaitoujintianguang，daizheshanjianqingchenteyoudechaorun。
“**，ninxingle？”shilizaiyipangdeyahuanjincuiqingshengwendao，daizhejifenxiaoxinyiyi，“keshizuoyemeixiehao？fangcaitingjingshi，ninsihu……yanzhele。”
womeishuohua，zhishihuanhuanzuoqishen。
不是魇着。
是死过一回。
neijiyitaixianhuole，daizhetiexiubandexuexingqi，zhengxiankonghoudiyongrunaohai——dijielinyunerbeicidujiushineishuangyuandubugandeyan；xirikoukoushengshengshuofeiwobuqudeqingmeizhuma、xinkezhuangyuanlangluwenyuan，zaijinluandianshangruhekangkaichenci，jiang“goujietaiyi、huiluangongwei”dezuimingsisidingzaiwomenshangshufutoushang；haiyouzuihou，xingchangshang，guizishouguitoudaoluoxiashi，fuqinjuewangdesihou，muqintanruandeshenqu，wenredexuejianshanglianjiadechugan……
“shinimenhaileyuner！nimenshangshufushangxia，dougaijitapeizang！”
luwenyuanneizhangjunyamianrongniuquchengdezhengningmoyang，rutongegui，kegumingxin。
zhijianshenshenqiajinzhangxin，dailaijianruidetonggan，caimianqiangyazhuneijihuyaochongpohoulongdehenyihesiming。
wo，linwei，shangshufubuqiyandeshuchusannv，zhongshengle。
zhongshengzailejiazumingyunzhuanzhedeqidian——dijielinyunerbeizhihunjineiweichanmianbingta、kansihaowuqiantudeqihuangzixiaojue，fumuxinjirufen，zhengxiangfangshefayaowozheigeshunvtijia，erwo，qianshiyi“shunvwude”weiyouwanju，duojinlezheijingjiaoniguan。
“**，nin……meishiba？”jincuijianwoliansecangbai，yanshenquelengdehairen，yuefadanyou。
woyaoleyaotou，zhengyaokaikou，shanfangwaichuanlaijiaobusheng。
yigexiaoniguyinzheyimingfulidexiaosizoulejinlai，neixiaosishoulipengzheyifengjiashu，shensegongjing，yandiquezangzheyisibuyichajuedeqingman。yeshi，yigebeidimudaya、duodaoantanglideshunv，zaizheifuzhongxiarenyanli，younengyoujifenzhongliang？
“san**，”xiaosixingli，jiangjiashuchengshang，“laoyerangxiaodelaiwenninyisheng，guanyu……tida**chujiaqihuangzifuyishi，ninkaolvderuhele？”
jincuishunjianpingzhulehuxi，jinzhangdikanzhewo。qianshi，wobianshizaizheili，yongzuiqianbeiwenshundezitai，shuochuleneijugaibiansuoyourenmingyunde“shunvwude，bugangaopan”，jiangzijihejiazutuixianglewanjiebufu。
xiaosidengleyihuier，bujianwohuiying，renbuzhutaitou，queduishangleyishuangpingjingwubo，queshenbujiandideyanmou。neilimianmeiyouwangrideqienuo，yemeiyousihaodeweiqubugan，zhiyouyipianbinglengde、fangfokantouyiqiedeyoushen。
taxintoumomingyiji，huangmangdixiatouqu。
wonaqineifengshenzhimeiyouhuoqidejiashu，zhijianzaishangmianqingqinghuaguo。
ranhou，wotaiqiyan，kanzheneixiaosi，chunjiaojihuan、jimandigouqileyimoqiandandehudu。
“回去告诉父亲，”
wodeshengyinbuda，queqingxidiqiaozaijijingdeshanfangli，daizheyizhongzhandingjietiedeyiwei。
“我嫁。”
xiaoxichuanhuishangshufu，jushuoyinqilebuxiaodebolan。
dimuwangshidangchangjiushuaileyitaozuixihuandeguanyaochazhan，zhizhewodeyuanzidefangxiangmalebanshang“xiao**guoranzanglehaoxinsi”，fuqinlinshangshudaoshichenmolepianke，zhishuoleju“tajidongshi，yehao”，bianzaiwutahua。
懂事？
wozhanzaijingqian，renyoujincuiweiwohuanshanghuifudeyishang，xindilengxiao。
tamendangranjuedewo“dongshi”。yigeshunv，nengtidijiejiajiyigezhudingzaoyao、yuhuangweiwuyuandebinglaoguihuangzi，weijiazujiejueyanqiandekunjing，kebushi“dongshi”jileme？
zhipatamencikehaizaiqingxing，qingxingwozheigepingrilimenbuhangshengdeshunv，guanjianshikejingruci“shidati”。
jincuiyibianweiwozhengliyijin，yibianxiaoshengdunang：“**，ninzenmejiudayingleni？neiqihuangzita……waimiandoushuotahuobuguozheigedongtianle，ninzheijiaguoqu，qibushi……”shouhuoguadoushiqingde，pashihenkuaijiuyaodangguafu。
houmiandehuatameiganshuochukou。
wotouguotongjing，kanzhelimianneizhangshangdaizhiqi，queyirannengkuijianrihouqinglilunkuodelian。qianshi，jiushizheizhanglian，zheifukansiwenshundexingzi，mengbilesuoyouren，yezuizhongzangsongleziji。
“huobuguodongtian？”woqingqingzhongfuleyiju，yuqipingdanwubo，“sheizhidaoni。”
锦翠不解地看着我。
我没有解释。
tamendoubuzhidao，neiweikansiyanyanyixi、beisuoyourenshiweiqizideqihuangzixiaojue，tineizhefuzhezenyangwanqiangdeshengmingli，yiji……hedengyinrenhenlidexinxing。qianshi，taqueshibingruo，queyingshengshengtuoleshunianweisi，shenzhizaizuihoudeduodifengbaozhong，chadianjiuchengleneipisheiyemeiliaodaodeheima。ruofeilinyunernaibuzhujimoyutaiyisitong，chunutianyan，liandairangtayechedishileshengxin，zuizhongjiejuruhe，shangweikezhi。
zheiyishi，jiranwolaile，neixiecengjinggufuwomen、jiantawomenderen，yigedoubiexianghaoguo。
qihuangzifeideweizhi，bushiwodefenmu。
neijiangshiwodetiaoban，shiwofuchouzhiludeqidian。
huidaoshangshufu，qifenweimiao。
fuqinjianwo，zhibanzhelianxunjielejiju“jiyiyingxia，wanghouxujinshoufude，moyaorumeimenfeng”，bianzaiwuduohua。dimuwangshidaoshijichulejifenxiaorong，lazhewodeshou，shuoleyitong“weiqunile”、“rihoufulidingbuhuiwanglenidehao”zhileidechangmianhua，yandidesuanjiheqingxingqueyandouyanbuzhu。
woneidijielinyuner，gengshiteyi“bing”leyichang，duozaiguifanglibujianren，jushuoshiburenxinjianwo“daitashouku”。zhiyouwozhidao，tacikepashizhengxinxiruokuang，qingxingzijibaituoleneigebingyangzi，younengjixuzaijingchengguinvzhongxunmitade“liangpei”le。
woquanchengdimeishunyan，zuochufuwenlianggongjian、renyoubaibudemoyang，jiangsuoyoudejiqiaohelengyidouyazaiyandizuishenchu。
tijiazhishijiding，nacai、wenming、najidengliuliliuchengbianzoudefeikuai。huangjiaduizheizhuanghunshisihuyebingbuzhongshi，yiqiecongjian，touzheyizhongfuyan。
jiuzainazhengzhiliguohoudemougexiawu，wo“ouran”jingguofuzhonghuayuandeliangting。
tingzili，woneihaodijielinyunerzhengyujiweijiaohaodeguinvshuohua，shengyinbudabuxiao，qiahaonengsuifengpiaoruwoerzhong。
“……yeshimeifazideshi，zongbunengrangfuqinmuqinweinan。zhishikulewoneisanmeimei，nianjiqingqingbianyao……”tanazhepazi，jiayishileshibingbucunzaideyanlei，“zhipanqihuangzidianxiajirentianxiang，nenghaozhuanqilai，moyaotaiweiquletacaishi。”
yiweichuanzheehuangyiqundeguinvjiekou，yuqidaizhehaobuyanshidexingzailehuo：“yunjiejienijiushixinshan，tayigeshuchude，nengpanshanghuangzifudegaozhi，napashichongxi，yeshitiandadezaohuale！haiyoushenmeweiqubuweiqude？”
“jiushi，”lingyirenfuhe，“tingshuoneiqihuangzibingdedouqibulaishenle，zheijiaguoqu，genshouhuoguayoushenmeliangyang？zeze，zhenshikeliane。”
“kelianshenmeya，zhibudingrenjiaxinlizenmetouzheleni！daodishihuangzizhengfei，mingtouduoxianglianga！”
kebodexixiaoshengyinyinchuanlai。
jincuizaiwoshenhouqideliansefabai，quantoujinwo。
woquetingxialejiaobu，zhuanguoshen，muguangpingjingdikanxiangliangting。
xushiwodemuguangtaiguozhijie，tingzhongdeshuoxiaoshengjiaranerzhi。
linyunerlianshangshanguoyisihuangluan，suijiqiangzizhending，qishenrourouhuandao：“sanmeimei？ni……niheshilaide？womenfangcai……fangcaizhengshuoqini，douweinidanxinni。”
wohuanhuanzoushangqian，bulvcongrong，zaililiangtingjibuyuandedifangzhanding。muguangsaoguoneijigeshensegeyi、huobiyihuokanxideguinv，zuihouluozailinyunerneizhangguzuodanyoudelianshang。
“youlaodijieguaxin。”wokaikou，shengyinbuda，querangsuoyourendoutingdeqingchu。
yangguangtouguoshuyefengxi，zaiwolianshangtouxiaminganjiaocuodeguangying。
woweiweiwaitou，kanzhelinyuner，chunjiaogouqiyigejidan、queyiweishenzhangdehudu。
“zhishi，dijieyuqidanxinwojiaguoqushifouweiqu，”
wodunledun，meiyigezidoushuodeqingxierhuanman。
“buruduodanxindanxinziji。”
linyunerlianshangdejiaxiaoshunjianjiangzhu。
“bijing，”woyingzhetazhouransuojindetongkong，qingqinghuanhuandi，bushanglezuihouyiju，“taiyishu……jinlaisihuhenshimangliuni。”
huayinluoxia，mantingjijing。
linyunerdelianse，zaineiyichanei，tundexuesejinshi，canbairuzhi。tadengdaleyanjing，rutongjianleguiyibankanzhewo，zuichunduosuozhe，queyigeziyeshuobuchulai。
neijigeguinvyemianmianxiangqu，bumingsuoyi，zhijuedeqifendouranbiandeguiyifeichang。
wobuzaiduokantamenyiyan，fangfozhishishuoleyijuzaixunchangbuguodejiachangxianhua，weiweihanshou，bianzhuanshen，daizheyouzizhenjingmangrandejincui，congrongliqu。
shenhou，shisiyibandechenji，yijilinyunerneijihuyizhibuzhude、daizhejingkonghuangluandejicuhuxisheng。
fengchuiguoshushao，dailaishashaqingxiang。
wotaiqitou，wangxianggaoyuanyulandetiankong。
diyigegouzi，yijingmaixiale。
好戏，才刚刚开始。