第1章

窒息,憋闷,疼痛。

bingrugaohuangdewoshuobuchulaiyijuhua,danquenengkandaotuwuzilijimanleren。

tamenyouwodeqinpenghaoyou、zuolinyoushe、meitijizhe,

dangranhaiyouwosannianqianjiuguodexiaohuo,liliqiang,

tagentadejiarenmenzhengzaiduizhemeitiduiwoganendaide。

gaicaifangdedoucaifangwanle,yixingrenfenfenwangchuzou,toufahuabaidefumuqiangyanhuanxiaosongtamenchuqu。

kaimenshi,hanfengxilai,waimianhaipiaozhexuehua,zuihoulikaideliliqiangzhuantouduiwoyinxiao,

“huogai,sheirangnidangnianshouqianle。”

menbeizhongzhongguanshang,woxiangqineinianfeibuganranshimeiqianzhuyuankanbing,xifulingzhehaiziliqushidechangjing。

tashoushizhedabaoxiaoguo,quanranbugufazhegaoshaodewo,

“songxing,nishuoshihua,nizhendejiubuhouhuijiurenma?”

neishihouwohaitingjiang,xinlijianxin,jiurenxingmingjiushizuizhengquedexuanze。

“ziyiweishi。”shuaixiazheijuhuahou,taqichongchongdizhuaizhekudeshangqibujiexiaqideerzishuaimenerqu。

woxiangerzi,woxiangheshui,woxianggongzuo,wobuxiangsi,

kewolianzhayandoumeiliqi,yanleibuzijuedishunzheyanjiaoliuxia,

neiguntangli,youfennu,youwuli,gengduodeshihuihen。

鲜血喷涌而出,

假如能重来,

woyidingbuhuizaijiuta,duoguanxianshi。

chuangshangdewosihuyouxieshizhong。

yizhengkaiyan,jingfaxianzijizhanzaidamalushang,zhouweishichelaichewangwai。

tianshanghaipiaozheqingbodexiaoxue,luguodesaomaluayizuilihengzheshexiangfuren。

yiguhanfengxilai,woxiayishigankejisheng,jingfaxianxiongqianjingyidiandoubutengle,

erqiewanquanmeiyoukechuxue,wogengjiaxinxiruokuang,wodebingjingranquanhaole。

dangkandaoshoujipingmushang,zijineizhangshoudeganbiechouloudelianbujian,querdaizhideshineizhangyouheiquejianshuodelian,

zheikeshijiyili,wozuijiankangshihoudeyangzi。

hualadeshuishengchuanlai,woxunzheshengyuanwangqu,

shuimianfanqicengcenglianyi,yigeheisedeshenyingzhengzaishuizhongpuleng。

wocao,zheixiechangjingwoketaishuxile。

piaoxuejijie,hengzhegedesaomaluayi,haiyoushuizhongshuxideshenying。

wohuangrandawu,wozhongshengle,erqiejiuzhongshengzaililiqiangluoshuineitian。

wogangfanyingguolaizijidechujing,jiubeishenhoudelaodayekuaibuzhuishang,

“xiaohuozi,nikanneirenshibushixiangbukailetiaohele?”

xiangyixiangshangyishidezaoyu,yijitamenyijiarendezuilian,wofashizheibeizibuhuizaiduoguanxianshi。

“不好说,”

“zhuyaoshimeitingjianhanjiuminga,meizhunrenjiageneidongyongni。”

bianshuowobiancongdoulitaochuguazikeleqilai。