第一章
woyushumeiyitongqianfuzaiqiwangshenbian,sijicishaqiwang。
ranerwanshijiebei,jiuzaiwoshishicishashi,yuanbenyesuzaiwoshenbiandeqiwang,quemomingbianchenglezhentou。
wobeichusineiri,qiwanglouzhemeimeideyaozhanzaiwomianqian,liangrenxiaodeziyi。
meimeigengshiwujinchaofeng:chunhuo,niwodouzhishiyijienvzieryi,nijingranzhendexiangxinshenmejiaguodayi?
我死不瞑目。
zhongshenghou,wohuidaomeimeijibeixialeruanjinsandeneitian。
......
“xiaojie,xianhebeicharunrunsangzi。”
liruoxiangjiaodidididuanzheyibeichashuifulefushen。
tashiwotongfuyimudeshunvmeimei,yuwozuoweixizuoyiqipeijiadaoleqiwangfu。
tingdaotadeshengyinwohunshenyizhen,siqianfenshensuigudetongchurengzainaohailipanxuan。
shangyishisiqiandejiyi,liruoxianghuanleyishenlingluochouduan,zhuangrongjingmei,wozaitongbandeshitijianxiangtajiannanpaxing。
qiwanglouzhetadeyaozhanzaiwomianqianyangtiandaxiao。
talianmindiniwoyiyan,chunjiaogouqi,xiangqiwangsongshanghongchun,yibuyibudengshangwangfeidezuowei。
woweixiaodijiangtafuqilai。
“jie......xiaojie?”
liruoxiangjianwoyidongyebudong,luchuyihuozhise。
woduanqichabeifangzaichunbian,andilitadechunjiaoyabuzhudishangyang。
wojiangneibeixialeruanjinsandechashuipodaotalianshang!
“xiao、xiaojie,nubibuzhidaofanleshenmecuo?”
tayixiaziguizaidishang,wugudiyaozhetou。
“你不知道?”
wolengxiaoyisheng,yangshoujiujitayierguang。
tadiezuozaidi,wuzhelianyaotoushuobuzhixiao,yanleiyeliuchulaile。
jiantaqitilianliandemoyang,huixiangqishangyishidetongbancansidechangjing,wogengshihendeyaoyaqiechi。
wozuoshiyangshou,tajimangnuozheshenzituihou。
shangyishiwobuzhitaxinhuaiguitai,zaoyuqiwanggoujie,shejijiangwoyutongbanrujuyiwangdajin。
ruobushizheibeiruanjinsanlingwoshiqugongli,cishaqiwangshibai,yueguoyebuhuixiangdaqianfadongzhanzheng。
我怎能不恨?
“xiaojie,nubizhishikanninleizhele,jinindaolebeichashuixieyixie,shizaibuzhifanxiashenmedacuo,yizhiyulingninrucidongnu。”
wojiangbeizilicanyudechashuimozaitachunshang,tazuoshiyaoduokai。
woniezhetadexiaba,erhuabushuosongdaotazuili。
ruanjinsanwusewuwei,ruobushitaxinliyougui,zenhuijupazheiyidianchashui?
takesoubuzhi,yongshoubeiqumozuiba。
mofeizheibujinjinshixialeruanjinsan,haixialeqitadeyao?
wonushangxintou,xiongtangjulieqifu,taishouyibazhangshantalianshang。
bazhangzheroudeshengxianglingwoxinzhongtengshengchuyigukuaigan,zaitayaokuchushengdeshihoufanshouyoushiyigexiangliangdeerguang。
bianshiyinweita,womenqianfuzaiyueguoduoniandetongbancaiquanjunfumei,wuyishenghai。
liruoxiangbujinmeiyoukuijiuzhiyi,haizaiwomianqianyaowuyangwei,caizhetongbandexianxuedengshangwangfeibaozuo,shizaigaisi!
zuoweizhangjiedewoyizhidaitabubo,rujinturanduitafanan,tayishibanhuieryexiangbuchutuoshenzhifa。
tabuduanxiangyaohoutui,woyibububijin。
“liruoxiang,nixinlihaiyouwozheigexiaojie,neijiubaneihuchashuiquanbuhexiaqu,fouzenijiuziwoleduan。”
tamuziyulie,zhanzhanweiweidiketouqiurao,rangwokuanshuta。
woruhekuanshudelerucimaiguoqiurongdedufu?
tapengdoubuganpengchashui,neiqizhongdingshiyoutajupadedongxi。
“xiaojieraoming,xiaojieraominga......”
wobaxiarendoudafaxiaqu,taiqitadetou。
yibazhangyibazhangdichaotalianshangzhaohu。
meiyixiadoushijidianshangyishisiqudetongban。
tabeiwodadaomeiyouhaishouzhili,zuijiaotangxue,tuidaomenbiandashenghuhan。
“wangye!jiumingawangye!xiaojiefafengla!”