wobeirensichejianta,zhaichuqiguan,shoujinzhemoersi。
死后意识尚存。
woyezhongyudezhishiguimilianhenanyoujiangwomaidaomianbei。
yuanyinshi,tamenzhidaolewocaishigujiazhenqianjin,pawohuiguijiazuhouqiangletadediwei。
zhonghuoyishi,tamenhaiyaogujizhongshi。
kexi,zheiciwodeqinshengfuqin,gujiajiazhuyegenzhezhongshengle。
jirantaneimehaipashenfenbaolu,wodangranbuhuirutasuoyuanlou。
......
sihou,wodeyishipiaodangzaixuwuzhong。
荒山野岭的草地上。
wobiantilinshangdeshentibeijigeshaqiandaodemianbeietufenchengqibakuaizhuangdaoheisuliaodaili,rengdaolebuyuanchudechoushuigouli。
恨啊!
yigeyueqian,nanyoudadianhuagenwosajiao,“wodouzhaonineimeduohuile,nijiulaiyunnanzhaowowanliangtianma。”
woyouyuleyitian,zhongjiushitongyile。
kedaodamudedihou,dengdaiwodequeshibeihouyiji。
xinglaihou,yuanbenpingdanxingfudeshenghuobiandeqicantongku。
beiqiujinouda,rumaqilingshichangtai,tangruomeiyeji,jiuhuibeineixiecanrendeemomenlunliuzhemo。
youyici,tamenjiangwoenzaidishang,yongtiezhishuazishuawodepifu。
yishuazixiaqu,suirouhengfei,zheihaibugou,tamenchenzhewotongkuzhiji,zaiwoshenshanglinshangguntangmaozheqipaodelayou。
neiyishunjian,shengburusi。
jiuzheiyang,wozaizheilihunhuneedeguoleyigeyue。
duanduangebayue,wojiucongyiduojiaonendehuaduo,bianchengkuzhilanye。
zaizheigemeiyourenxingdedifang,huozheyeshizhongtongku,woyoushishenzhizaixiang,buruzhuangqiangersiba,keyoubuganxin,wanyinenglianxidaoguimini?
zhengzhengjiacaiwanguan,shiquanguozhimingfushangguchengrendenver,ruguoyoutachumian,huoxuwonengyouyixianshengji。
zhidaoyouyitian,wozhendekandaoletaolidexiwang。
chenzhezhuguanrenyuanchulipantaorenyuan,woyongshoujijizuixinrendeguimiguzhengzhengdadianhua。
duifanghenkuaijiujietongle,wojibukenaideqiujiu,“zhengzheng,wo...wobeimengqimaidaolemiandian,jiujiuwo。”
dianhuaneitoutingdunlexia,piankehou,chuanlaiyishengchixiao,suihouerlaidebianshidiaokanyufengci,“ai,duoduoa,wojiubuleni,sheirangnineimechunni,zheiyiqiedoushiniyinggaichengshoude。”
tingdaozheifanhua,womanlianbukezhixin,yuduosuodewenhua,“zhengzheng,ni...nishenmeyisi。”
“he,shenmeyisi,nihaibumingbaima,nibujinsha,haiyanxia,kanshanglemengqineimegeweicaishimingdechunhuo,wojileta100wan,he,tajiubanijimaile,zhenshikexiao。”,tagenwangchangyiyang,shengyinwenrouruannuo,shuochudehuayuqueyouruyibagangdingzharuwodexinzang。
zaishoujinzhemoshi,shiguimizhichengzhewoyaonulihuoxiaqu,tayouqianyoushili,shiwozuiqinjinderen,woyizhixiangxinzhiyaoyoujihuiyidinghuilianxidaota,jiuwochuqu。
yuanlai,congshizhizhongdouzhiyouwoyigeshazi。
呵,可笑,可悲!
woyayizheshengyinwentaweiheyaozheiyangzuo,taquegaosuwoleyigetiandademimi,“gaosuniyewufang,fanzhengnizaineigeguidifangyehuobujiule。”