第1章
“takuaisile，songyiyuanba。”
“buxing，tazheigeyangzi，yijingshihuobuchengle，songyiyuanganma？langfeiqian。”
chuyutangzaibingliangdedimianshang，hunshendouzaifaleng，naodaishilinlindiluozaishuili，luanqibazaodeshengyinzaierbianzhengchao。
“batatuijinquba......”zhangfulichendeshengyinchuanlai，daizhexuweidegengyan，“jiushuotayiwailuoshui。”
意外落水？
“lichen......nibudehaosi！nibudehaosi！”chuyuhunshenzhandou，wushengkaikou。
tamouguangbingleng，wannianjuhuizhijianyanqianshanguoguoquzhongzhong，jiehunshunian，weilebaodazhangfulichenduifumudejiumingzhien，tafangqixueye，fangqishiye，fangqiqiantu，yongjinquanbuxinlizhaogutamenyijiasankou。
zuizhongqueluodegezheibanjieju，zhenshikexiao。
ruguoyoulaisheng......
liushuishengfufuchenchen，yishikaishituisan，chuyudeshentiwanquanbushoukongzhi，huanghujiantakanjianjizicouleguolai，neishuangcongweiganguorenhehuo、xiuzhangruyudeshoushenlechulai，yigeyongli，batatuijinleheli——bingliangchegudeshuiyidiandiantunmeileta。
jiuzaiyishichedixianruheianqian，waitouturanyizhenzhengchao，youmoshengdeshengyinzaisihan，neishengyintouguoheshuishenjinlechuyudeermo：“nimenzaiganshenme？！zhushou！nimenzheishizaimousha！”
zaluandejiaobushengjiazazheputongyishengluoshuishenghunluanxiangqi，yourentiaojinleshuili。
huangluanzhiji，“cici——qingzhuyi，suzhujijiangsiwang，nizhuanjijiangkaiqi。”duanduanxuxudejixieshengturanzaichuyunaoneixiangqi。
......
chuyutangzaichuangshang，jizhidebinglengxijuanleta，naodailimianxiangshiyouchuizizaizao，tengderenyishimohu。
“jiancedaosuzhuzhongshengchenggong，nizhuanrenshengxitongzhongqizhong......”
jixiededianziyinzhaxiang，tamengdizhengkaileyan，faxianzijitangzaichuangshang，zhouweidehuanjingshuxiwanfen。
shixiansuojizhichushiyimianhuzhejiubaozhidetuqiang，toudingzongsedefangliangshangbuganbujingdiguazhezhusiwang，yigejudazhizhuyiludiaodaobankongtiezhedegualishang，liuxiaqiguaihenji。
neigualishangluozhedangqiannianfen，chuyuningmouwangqu，kanqingshangmiandezi：1975nian。
1975nian？10nianqian？
tahuanhuanzuoqishen，faxianzijihuidaolejiazhonglaofangzi，zidafumuxiangjiguoshizhihou，tazaiyemeiyouhuilaiguodedifang。
“xitong？”chuyusiyadeshengyinzaifangjianlixiangqi，“shenmeshizhongsheng？”
tabushibeijizituidaoheliyansilema？rujinzheishishenmeqingkuang？
chuyucengyuxitongbangdingshunian，wanchengguorenwuwushu，yiwanghezuoshiqi，meimeiyouyiwen，xitongdoushunshihuida，zheiciquejiujiumeiyouhuifu。
chuyuchengzhechuangyan，zhengyaoqishenzixichakansizhou，jiutingwaimianjianlidezhengchaoshengchuanlai：“dongxijiwo，jigeyuebujijialisongdongxi，songzhaodinibenshidale？zheihaiyoumairujing，youzheihaodongxinibusonghuijiajimahe？”
是舅舅宋豹的声音。
zhiyutakouzhongdesongzhaodi，shichuyudemuqin。
chuyuminleminchun，binglengdemouzizhongtouzhehanyiyuhuaiyi。
shenmeqingkuang？muqinbushiyijingsilema？haiyousongbao，bushibeitasongqujianyulema？
tashouyichengbianfanshenxiachuang，shenzijiaoxiaoxianxi，mianrongcangbaidanmo，dabuzouxianglemenwai。
“nannanyijingfashaohunmileliangtian，zheijitianshenmedouchibuxiaqu，zhinenghedianmairujing，ta......”muqinqiqiudeshengyin。
“yigejuehupeiqianhuo，chishenmechi！dongxijiwo！”
chuyuchongdaomenqian，bianjianmuqinxianxidebojingbeisongbaoqiazaishouli，ermuqindehuaizhongjinjinbaozhemairujingguanzi。
chuyutongkongyisuo：jingranzhendeshimuqin。
songbaoshangqiemeiyoufaxianchuyu，zhengduizhesongzhaodilishengweixie：“niyebuguoshigepeiqianhuo，yaoshizaigenwofanzui，neijiubiezaihuijiale，niangjiameiyounideweizhi，nibeichuweineishangbananqifuleyebiehuijialai，meirenjinichengyao。”
songzhaodizaisongjiaxianglaibushouchong，hunqianzaijiazhongshikuli，chenghunshibeifumuyigaojiacailimaijilebitadashisuidechuwei，hunhouyijiubeiniangjiaboxue，songbaoyishenglingxia，tajiuyaojiangjialidedongxisonghuiniangjia，congbuganfankang。
danjinrisongzhaodiquesibaozhemairujingbufang，buguanzenmeyang，jiushibuyaosongbaojiangdongxidaizou。
songbaogaojuyoushou，yangshoupixia，nushengdao：“dongxijiwo！”
chuyuminleminchun，baonudemuguangzaisongbaodeshenshangkanleyiyan，tajiaoxiaodeshenyingfeikuaidechongleguoqu，yishouqiazhusongbaodeshouwan，yongliyibai，zhiting“kaca”yisheng，wanguduanliedeshengyinxiangqi。
“nisuanshenmedongxi，yeganlaiwojiasaye？”tabuxiedilengxiaoyisheng，fanshouyila，yijiaotileguoqu，songbaohaimeiyoufanyingguolai，jiuhenhendizazaidimianshang，yangqileyizhenchentu。
“ni、ni......”songbaodiezaidimianshang，buganzhixindidengzhechuyu，tawanwanmeiyouxiangdao，buzhisongzhaodifanle，jiulianchuyuzheigewaishengnvdouganduitadongshou，“chuyu，nigan？”
chuyuquebuzailihuiyuta，ershihuishenkanxiangdiedaozaididemuqin，yigezhaomian，tadeyanlibianyingmanleleishui。
真的是母亲。
tayonglideqialezijiyixia，ganshoudaoshentidetengtong，caijingjueyanqiandeyiqiedoushizhende，taqipanshangqian，wozhumuqindeshou。
wenre，xianhuo，chongmanshengji。
leishuiruzhuzibanluoxia，tayijing，yijingyoujiangjinbanianmeiyoujianguomuqinle。
“nimenlianggeren！”songbaojiantamenerrenfushouqishen，yaoyanusheng，zidishangmoleyigenshaohuodemugun，chongzhequfusongzhaodidechuyuzaleguoqu。
“nannanxiaoxin！”songzhaodishentiyijiang，zhenjingyoukongjudikanzhesongbao，yibajiangchuyutuidaozaidi，zijiquelaibujiduo，yandiqinzheleishui，kanzheneigunzizaxiangta。
gunzizaluotamianmenzhiji，chuyuzhourantingshenerqi，taishoupiluosongbaodegunzi，jianbangbeihenhendezaleyixia，taquehaobuguji，ershifanshouyiyang，yigebazhangyonglidechouhuilesongbaodelianshang！
songbaobeidadeyanmaojinxing，ermingbuzhi，zhenjingdiwuzhezijidelian，yijuhuayeshuobuchulai。
chuyulengmoubanmi，kanzheyanqiandenanrenxinzhongfenhenbuyi。
ruobushiyinweita，muqinyebuhuisi，suibuzhimuqiandaodishishenmeqingkuang，taweihehuihuidaoleshinianqian，dan，gaibaodechou，haishidebao。
tafushenjianqidiaoluodegunzi，henliditaiqishou，yonglichongzhesongbaozalexiaqu。
yigunzi，yongjinletaquanshendeliqi，lengliguoduandeshayipumianyaleguoqu，zhijiezadaolesongbaodexiongkou！
songbaoyingjierdao，pazailetudishang，wutitoudi。
chuyuzaiyongliyangqimugun，jiuyaozaijitajibeiyixiayixia——
“zhushou！”jiuzaigunzijijiangyaopixiadeshihou，yidaolengyideshenyingcongyuanqiangwaifanshenjinlai，jisufeiyuedaojirenmianqian。
yizhiqiujingyoulideshouwozhuchuyuxianxihaowan，daduanlechuyudedongzuo，“niyaoganshenme？zheishimousha！”