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如今,我是想通了。

tamenxiangnaqiejiuna,xiangquqijiuqu。

wozirenzijiyijingjindaolexianqiliangmudezeren,dantamenbulingqing,woyebuxiangreliantieleng**le。

jiarenhou,woyuzhenghuaichuanjuanqimei,shangjinggongpo,xiaxunupu,baneizhaidalidejingjingyoutiao,bandianburangrencaoxin。

youleerziyihou,wogengshibaxinxizaitashenshang。

wopantazhangdahounengyouyifanzuowei,duitayankelexie。

quemeiyouxiangdao,zaizhengchongliyanli,wojiushiyige“emu”,zhishiweilezijidelianmianerducutashangjin。

tawanquanhulvelewoshiyuehuaitaidebuyi,yewangjiletameimeishengbingshi,jieshiwodanyouderiyeshouzhe,zhidaotaanranwuyang。

keshi,jiuyinweiburangtaquyigejuxinbuliangdenvzi,tajiuyaowodeming。

wodechengren,zheiyeshiwodecuo。

wozuoyigemuqinwuyishishibaide,shiwomeiyoujiaohaota,meiyoufaxianzaiwodeyanlijiaodaoxia,taneixindebuman,yijixiangyaobaituowodepoqie。

suoyi,tacaihuihuotongtadefuqinjiwoxiadu,chudiaowozheigelanluhu。

xinqingbuhao,weikoubujia,zizhongshengyihou,wojiumeiyouyongguoyidunkaihuaideshanshi。

mozhudanyoujile,meiyidundoufenfuchuziduozhunbeijiyangwoaidexiaocailai。

ketabuzhidao,wozheishixinbing,nanyigaibian。

meiguojitian,woshishidibingle。

dangran,wozhishizhaoleyigekeyirangwobaguanjiaquandiuxiadeyoutou。

wofangchufengshengshuowolibucongxin,xiangyaolingzeguanjiarenxuan。

zhenghuaichuandedixidaizhebupinlaitanwangwo,wozhudongbaguanjiaquanjiaojileta。

jingguoyifantuici,taxinxidijiexiazheitangshoushanyuzoule。

suiranzhangbenshanghaiyousanwanliangbaiyin,danwozhidao,henkuaijiuhuibeitayigezhongmingmuyaozou。

wodangchujieshoufuzhongzhongkuideshihou,zhangshanghaikuikongleliangwanliangbaiyin。

woxianshiyongzijidejiazhuangtianbushangkuikong,zheimeduonianlaiyoujingjingyeyedijingyingzhengfumingxiadegegepuzi,zhengjiacaimeiyoujixuzuochishankong。

wofeijinxinxuerangzhangshanghaiyousanwanliangbaiyinkegongzhengjiahuihuo,guobuleduojiu,zhengfuyouyaorubufuchule。

buguo,neishihouyuwoyemeiyoushenmeguanxile。

dezhiwobaguanjiaquanjiaochuquhou,tamenfuziliangrendoutiaojiaole。

erzixianchenbuzhuqi,tajiaojidiwen:“niangweiheyaobazheiguanjiaquanjiaojishenshen,tashishenmerenninhaibuqingchuma?zanmenfulideqiandoudebeitanaqujiejitaniangjiale。”

woanleanetou,shuo:“wozuijinbingle,meiyouxinshendalineimeduoshiwu。bujiaochuquyounengzenmebanni?”

taqijibaihuaidishuo:“neijiubayixiebuzhongyaodeshiqingfangxia,dengninbinghaolezaichuliyebuchi。zenmejiufeidebaguanjiaquanrangchuquni?jiaochuqurongyi,yaohuilainan,yihouwoqizizenmezhangguanzhongkui?ninzenmezheimehutuya?”

是啊,我是糊涂。

buranshangyishiyebuhuibeitamenfuzierrensuanjidediuleming,zheiyishi,woyaotamenzishieguo!