diyizhang：zhongshengzaichiruqianyifenzhongzaicizhengyan，ciyandejuguangdengxiangwushugenshaohongdegangzhen，
henhendizhajinwodeshiwangmo，rangwoyizhenjuliedexuanyun。erbian，zhuchirenneichongman**、yiyangduncuodeshengyin，
rutongmoyinguaner，qingxidizuanruwodenaohai。“……xiamian，rangwomenyongzuireliedezhangsheng，
youqing‘tianqi’aixitongdechuangzaozhe，jiangzhejiaoshou，yijitadedeyimensheng，xiangmuzongjian，linshunvshi，
shangtailingqubennianduzuizhongbangdejiangxiang——quanqiuchuangxinrenwudajiang！”wozhongshengle。
daizhezuyifenjinzhenggeshijie、zuyirangshenfodouweizhizhandoudetaotianhenyi，
wozhongshenghuidaolequanqiuaichuangxinfenghuibanjiangdianlizhengshikaishiqiandeyifenzhong。wohuangusizhou，
zheishuxieryoumoshengdehuanjing，rangwoshunjianquerenlewodeweizhi。wozhengzuozaihuichangzuihouyipaizuijiaoluodeyinyingli，
zheiliguangxianhunan，fangfoshiguangmingdejinqu，xiangyigebeishijieyiwangde、keyoukewudeyouling。erwodezhengqianfang，
neiguangmangwanzhang、wanzhongzhumudewutaizhongyang，jijiangshangyanyichangduiwoeryan，
bisiwangbenshengengjiacanku、gengjiaqurudegongkaichuxing。wodeqianqi，linshu，zhengyouyadiwanzhetadedaoshi，
yeshitaxinzhongneidaojiaojiewuxia、yongyuanwufaqijide“baiyueguang”，jiangzhe，
zaileimingbandezhangshenghefengkuangdeshanguangdengzhong，huanhuandi、yibuyibudizoushangneixiangzhengzherongyudianfengdewutai。
tamenjijiangpingjiede，shiwoyongsannianbumianbuxiudeyewan，yongwushubeisurongkafeihebeinigudingxunhuangdezhijian，
aoganquanbuxinxue，yixingyixingqiaochulaide“tianqi”xitong。ertamenjijiangjieshoude，bengaishishuyuwoderongyao，
bengaishiwozhanzaineili，jieshouquanshijiedezhumu。“……suoyi，‘tianqi’xitongdechenggong，
tabujinjinshijishudeshengli，gengshiliniandeshengli，shisixiangdeshengli。”jiangzhezhanzaiwutaizhongyang，
shuangshoupengzheneizuochendiandiandeshuijingjiangbei，wenweneryadituiletuibiliangshangdejinsiyanjing，
lianshangguazhexuezheshide、qiadaohaochudeqianxunyuzihao。tadeshengyintongguodingjideyinxiangxitong，
qingxidichuanbianhuichangdemeiyigejiaoluo，daizheyizhonglingrenxinfude、xuweideliliang。“womenbixuchengren，
zairenhechuangxindeliming，zonghuiyudaoyixiebaoshoude、guzhideshengyin。tamenyinweihaipagaibian，
yinweigushouzhechenjiudeguannian，erjujueyongbaoweilai。tamen，zhongjiangbeishidaiwuqingdelangchaosuotaotai。
”tadehuayingangluo，taixialikexiangqiyizhenshanyide、huiyidexiaoshengheleimingbandezhangsheng。
suoyourendouweijiangzhede“dadu”yu“yuanjian”erzhefu，
fangfotazhendeshiyigekuanrongde、bujiqianxiandeweidadaoshi。linshulikeyouyadijieguolehuatou。
tajintianchuanzheyixixiangbinsedegaojidingzhilifu，neiangguidemianliaorutongliudongdeyueguang，jiancaideti，
wanmeidigoulechutamanmiaodeshenzi。meidexiangyiduozaijuguangdengxiajinqingzhanfangde、daizhejududemeigui。
tazhuanxiangjiangzhe，neishuangwocengjingwubimiliande、huishuohuadeyanjingli，cikechongmanlehaobuyanshidechongbaiyuaimu，
neishiyizhongwocongweidedaoguo、shenzhiliansheqiudoubugandechiremuguang，fangfojiangzhejiushitadequanshijie。“shide，
jianglaoshiweilezheigexiangmu，zhendefuchuletaiduotaiduo。”tadeshengyindaizhexiexuqiadaohaochudezhandou，
fangfozaisushuozheyiduanganrenzhishen、cuirenleixiadegushi，“wojidesannianqian，
dangwobachenmo——woqianfu——dechubugouxiangnajijianglaoshikanshi，
jianglaoshita……tayiyanjiukanchuleqizhongyunhandejudaqianli，bingqiezaisuoyourendoufanduideqingkuangxia，
lipaizhongyi，jianchijiangtawanshan。buxiangmouxieren，shouzhezhenzhengdebaoshanquehunranbujue，bujinzijibushihuo，
fanerbaibanzunao，zuizhongzhinengbeishidaiwuqingdelangchaosuotaotai。”tadehua，
xiangyibacuilejudude、fengliwubidebishou，jingzhunercanrendicixianglewo。neiyiyousuozhide“mouxieren”，
rangquanchangdeqifenshunjianbiandeweimiaoqilai。suoyoudejingtou，suoyoudemuguang，
xiangyiqunxiudaoxuexingweide、jiedeshayu，qishuashuadizhuanxianglewozheigequansuozaiyinyinglidejiaoluo。
wonengqingxidiganjuedaoneixiemuguang，youtongqing，youbiyi，youxingzailehuo，youqingmie。
tamenxiangwushugenxixiaode、shaohongdegangzhen，mimimamadizhazaiwodepifushang，zhajinwodegusuili，
rangwotongbuyusheng。chenmo，zheigemingzizaijintian，zaiquanshijiedezhibojingtouxia，
chengle“yuchun”、“duanshi”he“gubuzifeng”dedaimingci。wodezhijia，shenshendiqiajinlezhangxindenenrouli，
neicigudetengtongrangwobaochizhezuihouyisiqingxing。woxiangqileqianshi，
jiushizaizheiyangyichanggengjiashengda、gengjiashehuadeqinggongyanzhihou，
jiangzhehelinshujilewoyifensuoweide“buchang”xieyi，yongyibizaiwokanlaishiwuruxingdeqian，
rangwofangqi“tianqi”xitongsuoyoudequanli。wohaobuyouyudijujuele。ranhou，
jiuzaiwoduziyirenkaichehuijiadelushang，zaineitiaoqiheide、panshangonglushang，wodechache，haowuzhengzhaodi，
shilingle。wolianrendaiche，chongxialebaimishendeshanya。neichangchongtiandehuoguang，neijuliedebaozhasheng，
shiwoweizijijubande，zuishengda、yezuiqurudezangli。woshenzhinengxiangxiangdao，jiangzhehelinshuzaikandaoxinwenshi，
neirushizhongfude、deyidexiaorong。erxianzai，wozhongshengle。wodaizhetaotiandehenyi，
huidaolezheichangyiqiezuiekaishidebanjiangdianlishang。neigujihuyaojiangwofenshaodaijindeyanjiang，
zaiwodexiongzhongfengkuangdifangun、zhuoshao，chongzhuangzhewodemeiyigenshenjing。jiuzaizheishi，wodeyanqian，haowuzhengzhaodi，
shuaguoyipianwuyanliuse、feisugundongdewenzi。“caocaocao！zheiduigounannv！zhubobiesong，shangqugantamen！
yongnidejianpanzalantamendelian！”“xiaosi，zheinvdekanneilaonanrendeyanshen，
xiangbuxiangzaikanyitiaohuizouludeqianbao？neiyanshenlidetanlan，doukuaiyichulaile！”“zhubobielengzhea！
zaibudongdan，niqianqijiuyaodangzhequanshijiedemian，jilaonanrenshenghouzile！nirendelema？”“chonga！
weilenibeizhuanglandegutou！weilenibeipiaoqiedexinxue！weilenizuoweiyigenanrendezunyan！”womengdiyizhen，
zheishi……danmu？wosisididingzheneixiezhiyouwonengkandaode、fengkuanggundongdewenzi，
tamenxiangyiqunzaiwonaozilikaikuanghuanpaiduide、haowulizhidejingshenbingren，
queyoujingzhundishuochulewoneixinzuishenchudepaoxiao。“jihuilaile！wozhidao‘tianqi’xitongdehoutailoudong！
yixingdaimajiunengrangtadangchangbiaoyangelanping！rangtazaiquanshijiemianqian，lagexilihuala！”“zhubo，
xianzaizhanqilai，zouxiangwutai。dui，jiuzheimezou。xiangyitoujijiangtarudoushouchangdexiongshi，
rangsuoyourendoukankannidewangbazhiqi！”“biepa，youwomenjibaiwandanmuwangyoujinichengyao，
nixianzaishitianxuanzhizi！shiniuhulu·chenmo！shilaifuchoude！”wokanzhetaishangdeneiduigounannv，
tamenzhengxiangshouzhebengaishuyuwoderongyao，yongwodeshigu，pujiutamentongwangchenggongdehongtan。
tamenlianshangdemeiyigexiaorong，douxiangshizaichaoxiaowodeyuchunhesiwang。woxiaole。ranhou，
zaiquanchangshuqianrenjingya、yihuo、tanjiudemuguangzhong，wohuanhuandi，huanhuandizhanqileshen。
dierzhang：zouxiangwangzuodeshenpanwodedongzuohenman，danmeiyibudouyichangjianding，
fangfojiaoxiacaizhedebushiguangjierujingdediban，ershitongwangdiyudeshenpanzhilu，
meiyibudoutazaichourendexinzangshang。huichanglishunjiananjinglexialai，neizhongshuqianrentongshipingzhuhuxidesiji，
rangkongqidoubiandezhanchou。suoyourendemuguang，douxiangbeicitiexiyindetiexie，
qishuashuadijujiaozaiwozheigeturancongyinyingzhongzouchudebusuzhikeshenshang。
jizhequdeshanguangdengkaishifengkuangdi、haowujiezhidishanshuo，xiangyipianmijide、lingrenmuxuandeleibao。
tamenxiangyiqunxiudaolexuexingweideliegou，likejiangjingtouduizhunlewo，
zhunbeijiluxiazheijijiangfashengde、renhexijuxingdeyimu。baoandiyishijianfanyingguolaile。
liangmingshencaigaoda、chuanzheheisezhifudebaoan，kuaibuxiangwozoulai，tamenlianshangdaizhezhiyexingdeyansu，
shenshouxiangyaolanzhuwo。“xiansheng，zheilibunengsuibianshangtai！”qizhongyigebaoanchenshengshuodao，
yuqilidaizheburongzhiyidemingling。taishangdejiangzheyezhouqilemeitou，taneizhangyongyuanbaochizhexuezhefengdudelianshang，
diyicichuxianlexiexubuyichajuedeyunse。dantahenkuaijiuhuifuleneifuruyaziruodebiaoqing，
tashenzhiduizhebaoandefangxiang，budongshengsedibailebaishou，shiyitamentuixia。tadagaishiyiwei，
woshilaiguiqiufuhe，huozheshizaizuozuihoude、wuweidezhengzha。taxiangjiecijihui，zaiquanshijiemianqian，
zaicizhanshitade“dadu”yuwode“bukan”。yigewanmeidedianjiaoshi，jiuyinggaiyoudianjiaoshidezijue，
tademeiyicichuxian，doushiweilefanchenjiangzhedekuanrongyuweida。“zhuboniubi！zheiqichang！liangmiba！zheizouwei，
zheiyanshen，jianzhile！”“bielineilianggebaoan，nixianzaishiwang，tamenshinideweibing！tamenganlanni，
nijiurangtamentiyanyixiashenmejiaoshehuixingsiwang！”“dui，jiuzheigeyanshen，
yongnibinglengde、budaixiexuganqingdemuguang，gaosutamen，youxikaishile！shenpankaishile！
”wowushilesuoyouren，jingzhichuanguorenqun，yibubuzouxiangneiguangmangwanzhangdewutai。
wodepixiecaizaiguangjiededibanshang，fachuqingcuiergudude“da、da、da”dehuixiang，
xiangshizaiweiwojijiangkaishidefuchou，qiaoxiangdaojishidezhongsheng。meiyibu，douxiangcaizaijiangzhehelinshudexinzangshang。
linshukandaowo，lianshangneiwanmeide、detidexiaorongshunjianjiangzhule。tadeyanshenlishanguoxiexuhuangluan，
danhenkuaijiubeiyizhonggengshende、gengkegudeyanehebiyisuoqudai。tadagaijuede，woshilaijitadiuliande，
shilaipohuaitarenshengzhongzuizhongyaoshikede。wozoushangtaijie，congzhuchirenshouzhong，jieguolelingyizhibeiyongdemaikefeng。
wodeshouhenwen，meiyouxiexuyihaodezhandou，wendexiangyikuaiwannianhanbing。“chenmo？nilaiganshenme？
”linshuyadishengyin，yongzhiyouwomenliangrennengtingdaodeyinliang，ehenhendishuodao，“nihaixianzijibugoudiurenma？
kuaigunxiaqu！nizaizheili，zhihuirangwojuedeexin！”womeiyoulita，ershijiangmuguang，
touxiangleneigeyizhibaochizheweixiaode、weishandenanren，jiangzhe。jiangzhelianshangguazhexuweidexiaorong，
tashenzhizhangkaishuangbei，zuochuyigehuanyingdezitai，fangfozaishuo：“kan，zheijiushiwoneigebuchengqideqianxuesheng，
wosuiranburentongtadexiangfa，danwoyiranzunzhongta，jitabiaodadequanli。
”zheizhongjugaolinxiade、maozhuolaoshubandeweishan，rangwoweiliyizhenfanjiangdaohai。wojuqimaikefeng，
zhenggehuichangdeshengyinxitong，jiangwodeshengyin，qingxi、binglengdichuansongdaomeiyigejiaoluo。“jianglaoshi，
”wodeshengyinpingjingdexiangyitanshenbujiandidesishui，“gongxini，huodeniandudajiang。”wodunledun，
kanzhetaneizhangyindeyierweiweifanhongdelian，huafengmengdiyizhuan，xiangyibacuilebingdeliren。“buguo，
zaiqingzhuzhiqian，ninengbunengxianjieshiyixia，weishenmenihuojiangde‘tianqi’xitong，tadehexinsuanfa，
hewosannianqianfajiniyoujianlideneiduandaima，yimoyiyangni？”hong——！zheijuhua，
xiangyikebeitoujinpingjinghumiandeshenshuizhadan，zaizhenggehuichangshunjianyinbaole！“shenme？”“hexinsuanfashichaode？
”“sannianqiandeyoujian？zheishipiaoqiea！xueshuchouwen！”“wodetian！niandurenwushigexiaotou？
”jizhemenfengle，kuaimenshengxiangmijide、yongbutingxiedebaoyu，genbentingbuxialai。
taixiadeguanzhongmenshunjianzhakaileguo，jiaotoujieer，yilunshengxiangxiongyongdechaoshuiyiyang，
yiboyibodichongjizhezhenggehuichang。jiangzhelianshangdexiaorong，shunjianninggule。
taneizhangyongyuanbaochizhexuezhefengdudelian，diyicichuxianleguiliedehenji。taejiaodeqingjin，
bushoukongzhidi、yixiayixiaditiaozhe，xiangyizhibeikunzaiwanglidechuisizhengzhadefeie。“chenmo！
wobuzhidaonizaihushuobadaoxieshenme！”tazhongyushitaile，tazhizhewo，qijibaihuaidihoudao，
“nizheishiwumie！shi**luodefeibang！xueshuyanjiu，benlaijiushizaiqianrendejichushangjinxinggaijin！
nineidianbuchengtixidechubugouxiang，genbenjiushiyiduilaji！shiwohewodetuandui，haofeilewushuxinxue，
caijiangtawanshanchengjintiande‘tianqi’！”“shima？”woxiaole，xiaodehenleng，xiangshieryuedehanfeng。“wanshan？
shizhibawodebianliangminggaiyixia，haishibawodezhushishandiao？huozhe，shibawodemingzi，huanchengnidemingzi？
”disanzhang：gongkaichuxing“nixuekoupenren！”jiangzhechedibeiwojinule，
taneizhangweishandemianjubeiwosidefensui，luchuledixianeizhangyinjiduhetanlanerniuqudelian。tazhizhewo，
qidehunshenfadou，xiangyitaijijiangbaozhadejiqi，“nizheishijidu！nishiyinweizijiyishiwucheng，
suoyicaiyaoyongzheizhongxiasanlandeshouduanlaihuidiaowo！ninachuzhengjulaia！meiyouzhengju，nijiushiyigexiaochou！
yigetiaoliangxiaochou！”“dui！chenmo，ninachuzhengjulai！”linshuyelikezhanlechulai，
taxiangyizhibeijinude、huzhudemuji，zhangkaishuangbeidangzaijiangzheshenqian，jianruididuiwohandao，
“niyoushenmezhengjuzhengmingdaimashinide？meiyouzhengju，nijintianjiuzoubuchuzheigemen！”zhengju？
wodengdejiushinizheijuhua。wocongrongdi，shenzhidaizhexiexuyouyadi，congkoudailitaochulewodeshouji。
zaiquanchangshuqianshuangyanjingdezhushixia，wojuqita，duizhunlehuichanghoufangfuzekongzhitaidegongzuorenyuan。“mafan，
bawodeshouji，tongguolanya，lianjiedaozhupingmushang。”gongzuorenyuanlengleyixia，xiayishidikanxiangzhubanfang。
zhubanfangcikeyeshiyilianmengbi，dankanzhexianchangzheixijuxingdeyimu，tasihuyeyishidaoleshenme，
guishishenchadidianlediantou。henkuai，wodeshoujihuamian，
beiqingxiditoushedaoleneikuaijudade、zhanjulezhenggewutaibeijingdeledpingmushang。quanchangdemuguang，
doujujiaozaileneikuaipingmushang。wodiankaileyouxiangapp，
zhaodaoleneigebeiwoshezhilexingbiao、yongshibuhuiwangjideyoujian。fajianren：wo。shoujianren：jiangzhe。
zhuti：guanyuyizhongquanxindeshenduxuexishenjingwangluodegouxiang。youjiandefasongshijian，
qingqingchuchudixianshizaipingmudezuishangfang：sannianqian，wuyueshierri，shangwujiudianershibafen。ranhou，
wodiankailefujian。neishiyiduanmimimamade、chongmanlezhushidedaima。daimadezhushili，
haiqingxidixiezhewodemingzihechuangzuoriqi。wojiangpingmushangdezheiduandaima，
yupangbianzhengzaishishizhanshide“tianqi”xitonghexindaima，bingpaifangzaiyiqi。
chulebianliangmingbeijiangzhekeyixiugaiguo，yixiewuguanjinyaodehanshubeizhongxinfengzhuangzhiwai，liangduandaimadehexinluoji，
suanfajiegou，shujuchulifangshi，yimoyiyang！jiuxiangyigemozikechulaide！tiezhengrushan！quanchangsiji！
luozhenkewen！suoyourendoubeizheizhenhanxingdeyimujijingdaile。tamenkanzhepingmu，
youkankantaishangmianrusihui、yaoyaoyuzhuidejiangzhehelinshu，yanshenlichongmanlezhenjing、huangran，
yiji……zuichuncuidebiyi。jiangzhedeshenti，kaishibushoukongzhidijuliefadou。tazhangzhezui，
xiangyitiaobeirengshangandeyu，queyigezidoushuobuchulai。takuxinjingyingyibeizidexueshuquanwei，
taneidegaowangzhongdexuezhexingxiang，zaizheiyike，suidexiangyidiboli，zaiyepincoubuqilai。
linshugengshiliansecanbairuzhi，meiyouxiexuxuese。tananyizhixindikanzhepingmushangdeyoujian，youkankanwo，