第四章

第四章

diertianyizao，wocaidakaimen，songjiaojiaojiucouleguolai。

tayangqixiaba，shifenaomandeshuo：［liuye，nikuaibashiwudoujiaojiwo，burandengwojiandaozhouyile，kemeinihaoguozichi。］

wobingbuyiwaihuicongsongjiaojiaozuilitingdaozheizhonghua，zheiyeshitaduifuwobaishibailingdeshouduan，bijingtashizhidaowoyouduomexiangdedaozhourongdeguanxin。

yixiangdaozhourong，woxinlibukeyizhideshengchuyimocitong。

wojisongjiaojiaodangleshiniandegou，jiuzhishiweilezhourongneiyidiandianmahoupaoyouxujiadeguanxin。

ranerjiusuanwozaizenmeguaiqiaotinghua，neigenvrenxinliyeconglaimeiyouwozheigenver。

suoyiwobuyaole，zaiyebuyaole。

womeiyoulihuisongjiaojiao，zhijiechaozhemenkouzouqu。

songjiaojiaobeiwodewushiqihuaile，shenshoujiuyaolaiqiangwodebeibao。

wohaobuyouyudichushouniezhuletadegebo，chezhejiuwangpangbianshuai。

songjiaojiaodengdengdengdaotuileshiduobu，zuihou『pada』yishengzhongzhongdishuaizailedishang。

takanzhekepodeshouzhangxin，limajiukumaleqilai：［wuwuwuliuyenigejianwuwuren，nijurangandawo，dengwozhaodaowobahezhouyile，wuwuwoyidingyaotamennongsini......］

［nizaimawoyiju，woxianzaijiubaninongquweibianyiti。］wodingdingdikanzheta，yuqiyouyoudijiezheshuo：［nishuohuibuhuinisile，nibahezhourongjiubawodangchengbaole？］

songjiaojiaoyanlishanguoyisijingkong，lianmangnashouwuzhuzui。

zhouweidengzhesongjiaojiaodaihuishiwudewangyongdengrenjianzhuang，lengshimeiyouyigeganshangqiande，yiqunqiruanpaedejiahuo。

wolengxiaoyisheng，taijiaochaozhedamenkouzouqu。

zheishihuangxiaoqinyouxiexiaoxinyiyidejiaozhulewo：［liu，liuye，nizheishiqunaer？］

wotingzhujiaobu，meihuitou：［zhaochelikai。］

womenxianzaidaidezheidier，shischengjiaoquwaidedudongbieshuqun。

zaimoshiqianzheilicaikaifameiduojiu，genbenjiumeiyoushenmerenjuzhu，suoyiwomenzhulezheimeduotiandaoyesuananquan。

keshiwozhidao，xianzaizuiyaojindeshilikaizheizuobeiganrandechengshi，qianwangrenleizujiandeshengcunjidi。

burandengjianglaibianyitiyuelaiyueduo，dongzuoyuelaiyuelinghuo，neijiuxiangshangyishiyiyang，xiangzoujiuyaofuchucantongdedaijia。

tingdaowoyaolikai，suoyourendouwenbuzhule，lianmangchongguolailanzhuwo：

［buxing，nizoulewomenzenmeban？］

［shenmeyisi？niyaodiuxiawomenzijizou？］

［liuyenibunengzheiyang，nizheiyangbujiushirangwomenqusima？］

［duialiuye，nibuzhunzou......］

woyouxiebunaifan，danwangyongtamensuiranzisi，quebingmeiyouzhenzhengdehaiguowo，woshiyuanyijitamenyitiaoshenglude。

yushiwogaosutamen：［liangtiaolu。yaomenimengenwoyiqizou，yihoudoutingwode。yaomenimenzaizheilidengsi，nimenzijixuan。］

songjiaojiaoduoleduojiao，chenguaidao：［weishenmeyaoneimemafan，nijiubunengzaizheilibaohuwomenma？dengdaoshihoujiuyuanduiderenlaile，sheiguanniqunalisia！］

qitarensuiranmeishuohua，danlianshangdebiaoqingxianranshizantongtadehua。

jiranruci，woyebumianqiang。

［waimiandebianyitiyuelaiyueduo，zheilibushijiudaidedifang。woguanbulenimenaizoubuzou，danwoshiyidingyaozoude。］

woraokaitamen，tuikaidamenwangwaizou，meihuitou：

［buguonimenkeyishishibianyitiyoumeiyoudaode，kantamenhuibuhuibeinimendeyanyubangjia？］

shenhoushisongjiaojiaotuozhangdeguaishengguaiqi：［zhenshiweiyansongting，nalijiuyouneimeweixianle，tazheimeduotianchuquzhaowuzi，haibushishenmeshidoumeiyou......］

wangyonggengshirenbuzhutucao：［tabuguojiushiyoudianbenshile，jiuxiangrangwomendoutingtade，teyihehuwomenni！］

aidabuzhangjixingdeliudahai，cushengcuqidishuo：［jiushi，womenjiubuzou，haizhenyiweiwomenliletaliuyejiuhuobulelea？］

其他人深以为然。

chi！liangyannanquangaisidegui！

我问心无愧就好。