第二章巨痛
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linshengnanshirenyingyingjiaruxueshenghuishirenshide。
taxurong、wuzhiyoubaijin。
bujinjingchangduiwoyinyangguaiqi，erqiehaijirenyingyingzhangshijianguanshumeiyouwuzhideaiqingjiuxiangyipansansha，fengyichuijiusanledezheizhongguannian。
zuirangwoxintongdeshi，haowuzhujianderenyingyinghaizhenxinle。
congciyihou，renyingyingwanruoqiangtoucaobanwunaoxiangxinlinshengnan，zaitaxinzhongjiemeiganqingzaoyidayutian。
linshengnanshijiazhongdunv，fumudoushigongwuyuan，beishouchongai，congxiaotajiulianxiwudao，shangdaxueshiqizhifeifan，zaitamianqian，worutongyigexiangbalaobananranshise。
zhangzheguorendejiatingtiaojian，linshengnanzaidaxuelirenshihenduojiatingyouyuedeshuaiqinansheng，haijirenyingyingshuozheixienanshengjingchangjitamennvpengyoumaigezhongdapaiyifu，amanidiaojifanxidenggezhonggeyangdehuazhuangpin，shuowoconglaibujitamai，yagenshibuaita。
renyingyingxinyiweizhen，shuowoyihoubujitamai，jiugenwofenshou。
wofuqinjiushiputongshuinigong，womazaishengwoshideleyuezibingchangnianwobingzaichuang，wobameigeyuegongzichulejiwoshenghuofeigenjiwomakanbingmaiyaozhiwai，nahaiyouduoyudeqian？
wohaojiciqugongdiquzhaowoba，douzhuangjianwobazaisixiatoutoukenmantou。
jialiguangjingbuhao，yagenbukenengzhichirenyingyingdedapaimeng。
woshangwangchaguo，guangshiamaniyizhikouhongdouyaosanbaiduo，yitaohailanzhimitaohexialaizuiqimaxuyaosiwuqian。
danwotaiairenyingyingle，weilemanzuta，wotongshidahaojifengong，jirenfachuandanhouchushuawanzhouliuzhouriqujikuaidizhanfenjiankuaidi，jihubasuoyoukuhuoleihuoquandouganleyibian。
dangwoyongxuehanqianjirenyingyingmaileyitaojiazhisanqianduodesk-iishenxianshuishi，kandaorenyingyingxixiaoyankai，wojuedezheiyiqiedoushizhidede。
buliao，linshengnanqueduirenyingyingshuowoshixiatounan，youqianquezangzheyezhe，haishuozijiguanxihaodejiemeidouzuiqimadouyijingbeizhelvbaobao，yaoshirenyingyingmeiyoulv，yihoutamenjiubushiyigequanzi，jiubunengyiqiwanle。
renyingyingjile，rangwojitamailv。
wozhidaolv，neikeshizhenzhengdeshechipin，yigexialaizuibianyidekongpadouyaoyiliangwan。
kandaorenyingyingxurongxinyuelaiyueqiang，wozaiyekongzhibuzhugentadachaoleyijia。
bucengxiangdao，linshengnanqueduiwoshuo，zheiyiqiedoushiduiwodeyigekaoyan，yaoshizheigejiandandekaoyandouguobuqu，neiwoyepeibushangrenyingying。
suirantongxinjishou，danweilezhengmingwoduirenyingyingdeai，wojiadale**shuliang。
keputong**nanengzhenggoumailvdeqian，yushiwotoutouyeliqubinyiguanbeishiti，woqingxijide，beiyiwanshangshitinengji1500，wobeilezhengzhengshitianshiti，caijirenyingyingmaileyigejiazhi15000rumenkuandelv。
dangtanadaolvshi，gandongbuyi，bingbaozhewoshuo，tajiuxiangxinwoshiaitade。
jiuzaiworushizhongfushi，sheizhizheiyiqiedouzhishiyigekaishi。
zailinshengnanbuduanjiaosuoxia，renyingyingyaoqiuyuelaiyueguofen，aimashibojinbaoxiangnaierzheixiechaojidapaitadouzhangdechukou，ruguowobumanzuta，jiushuomingwobuaita，tajiuyaolingtoutarenhuaibao。
weilezhengmingwodeaibingmanzurenyingyingdesuoyouwuliyaoqiu，daxueqijianwoduocitoutoumaixueshenzhijielegaolidai。
haoburongyiaodaodaxuebiye，worumengdasheguoduanxiangrenyingyingjinxingqiuhun，renyingyingzhidaowoshizhendeaita，yedaiwojianlejiazhang。
womenbenjiuzhuzaiyigexiangzili，pingshifumuyetaitoubujianditoujian，duicidoufeichangmanyi，henkanhaowomendeweilai。
tafumuyeshishehuidiceng，qingchushenghuobuyi，womenzheilicailihengao，tafumucailixiangzhengxingyaoleyigebawanba。
linshengnanzhidaohou，zhijieduirenyingyingshuo：“yingying，nishibushizhangleyigelianainaoyijingshadiaole？niyaozhidao，womenzheilichuhuncailidoushishibawanbaqi，jiershibawanbadebibijieshi，neixieerhunsanhundaihaizidecaijibawanba，niyigehuanghuadaguinv，nenggenerhunsanhundebima？”
“biewangle，nihaiyouyigedidi，dangjiejiedezuiqimadejididiliugecailiqianba？wokanzheicailizuiqimadeershibawanba，yaoburandengnididijiehunshi，jialinabuchucailiqianzenmeban，nizongbunengyanzhengzhengkanzhenidididaguanggunba？”
renyingyingjuedelinshengnanshuodefeichangyoudaoli，yushitajiangcailicongbawanbatishengdaoershibawanba，yaoburanbujia。
wogenrenyingyinglilun，woquniyoubushiqunididi，renyingyingbujinbuting，haidashengrangrangzhejieshoutajiuyaojieshoutadeyiqie，womenjiayaoshiershibawanbadounabuchulai，wobamazheibeizidouhuodaolegoushenshang。
womatingdaozheihuahou，leiliumanmian，weilebutuoleiwo，dangtianwanshangjiuhenongyaosile。
“womenjiajiuzheiyigedumiao，qiuqiudajiabangbangwoerziba！”
womachangnianyoubing，qinqipengyoudoubizhibuji，weilejiwocouqicailiqian，wobabuxifangxiananrenzunyanxiangqinqipengyoumenguilexiaqu。
neiyimu，woyongshengnanwang。
neiyigui，shiwoyishengdetong。