weilegongnanyouchenzeduyan,wokeyudalesanfengong,leichuweibing。
biyehoutaxiangwoqiuhun,woyiweizhongyuxiuchengzhengguo。
kehunhouchenzeduiwogezhongdaya,haishuoshiwoyongqianbangjiata。
weileganquqianghunbaiyueguang,tabawotuidaochewai,renyouwozaichehuozhongsiqu。
zaizhengyan,wohuidaobiyedianlizheitian,tazhengdengzhewobazangoudexuefeijiaojita。
zheiyici,woshouhuishenchudeshou。
“chenze,womenfenshouba!”
zhuantou,wobotonglemomoshouhuwoduoniandezhumadianhua。
“shenhao,nihaixihuanwoma?”
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“qingyu,kuaidiana!chenzehaizailitangmenkoudengnini!nibaxuefeijita,womenhaoquqingzhu。”
“duia!chenzenadaoadadeluqutongzhishule。”
“yihouqiantuwuliang,nizheijiniandexinkuyezhile。”
wotoutongyulie,erbianshishiyoujijizhazhadeshengyin。
tamenzhengtuizhewowangwaizou,shoulihaibangwonazheyigehouhoudexinfeng。
limianshiwoxinxinkukuzanxiade,jichenzedeyanjiushengdiyinianxuefeiheshenghuofei。
wodalegejiling,kanzhezhouweichuanzhexueshifu、xingfenliuyingdetongxue,womengdifanyingguolai。
我重生了。
huidaoleqinianqian,wohechenzebenkebiyedezheiyitian。
qianshi,jiushijintian,wobazheigexinfengjiaojilechenze。
tanazhewodexuehanqian,yiqifengfadijinruadashenzao。
erwo,weilejixuzhichitaduyan,meitianxiakehouhaiyaoquzuojiajiao、qucantingduanpanzi。
woyiweiwodefuchu,nenghuanlaitadezhenxihewomenmeihaodeweilai。
jieguotahunhouduiwogezhongdaya,zaibaiyueguanghuiguojiehundeshihou,tahaidiuxiachehuoshoushangdewoquqianghun。
“ruguodangnianbushiniyongqianbangzhewo,wozaojiuhesuyazaiyiqile。”
tazhizewoedu,danwutazhuiqiuzhenai。
neiyikewocaimingbai,qiniandefuchu,woyongqingchunhexuehan,zhiweichuleyitiaobaiyanlang。
xiangdaozheili,wocongshiyoushoulinaguoneigechendiandiandexinfeng。
jinjinzuanzaishouli,zheiciwobuhuizaibaqianjiaochuqule。
jiuzaizheishi,bengaizailitangmenkoudengwodechenze,quejiaobucongcongdichaowozoulai。
talianshangdaizheyizhong,wocongweijianguodezhizaibidedexingfen。
woxintouyijing,youzhongbuhaodeyugan。
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shangyishizheigeshihou,chenzesuiranyezhidaowoweitazanleqian。
danweilejitajingxi,woyizhimeiyoutoulutaiduo。
suoyitaduicihaishitantede,juebushixianzaizheizhongkuangxiheduding。
budengwokaikou,chenzeyijingzoudaowomianqian,tashangxiadalianglewoyifan,tebieshikandaowoshoulineigexinfengshi,yanshenshanguoyisibuyichajuedeqingmie。
“qingyu,dengjileba?womenkuaizou,suyatamendinghaodifangqingzhule。”
tazirandixianglaiqianwodeshou,bingjieguoneigexinfeng。
womengdihoutuiyibu,bikailetadechupeng。
“这不是给你的。”
chenzelianshangdexiaorongshunjianjiangzhu,nanyizhixindikanzhewo。
quedingwozhendebudasuanjitahou,tachedibianlian。
“linqingyu,nishenmeyisi?”
他声音陡然拔高。
“julijiaofeijiezhishijianzhiyouyizhoule,nizheishihoufanhui,shixianghaisiwoma?”
我惊讶地看着他。
“nishuoshenmea?wobenlaijiumeidayingguonishenme。”
“zaishuole,nandaonizijidexuefei,zijiwanquanmeiyouzhunbei,quanzhiwangwo?”
chenzebukezhixindikanzhewo。
“bushiyizhiyilaidoushizheiyangma?nideqianbujiwo,jishei?”
xianchangderendouyoubeiwuyudao,toulaiguaiyidemuguang,tayouxienankan。
“xinglexingle,niyiweimeiyounidezizhu,wojiudubuleyanlema?nishixianwoqiong,xiangdengwozijinulidedaoyiqiehouzailaizuoxiangqichengba?”
wotiaoletiaomei,lengxiaodao:“niduyandechengguoshinizijide,woxiangshoubulai,suoyiyemeidasuantouru,womenfenshouba!”
tadengdaleyanjing,lenghengyisheng。
“neizhenghao,fanzhengwozaojiuxianggennifenle!”
“niyiweiwohaihuixiangshangbeiziyiyangbeiniyongqiannanie,huilewozhuiqiuzhenaidejihuima?zuomeng!”
tafangfozhaohuilediqi,lizhiqizhuangdishuo:“fanzhengsuyashidaoshidenver,tadetiaojianhao……”
tayishidaoshuoduole,bishanglezui,danyanzhongdedeyiyijingyanshibuzhu。
guaibudetagangcaineimexingfen。
dagaishiyiweizijizhongshengle,jikeyibaituowozheige“leizhui”,younengyonggeng“gaoming”defangshigaodaoqian,ranhouhaowufudandiquzhaotadebaiyueguang。
xianzaizhanbianyibucheng,youdasuanchisuyaderuanfan。
“chenze,shouqinineitaoshouhaizheshuociba!”
“shiwoqiuzhenishouxiawodeqianma?shinizijiyibianshuozheaiwo,yibianxinanlidedihuazhewodeqian,yibianyougennidebaiyueguangouduansilian。”
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tongxuebeiwomendezhengchaoxiyin,weileguolai,duizhewomenzhizhidiandian。
“zenmehuishia?chenzehelinqingyubushiyizhitinghaodema?”
“tingzheiyisi,haoxiangshichenzenalelinqingyudeqian,haixianggenbierenhao?”
“buhuiba,chenzekanzhetinglaoshidea……linqingyushibushiwuhuile?”
“wuhui?wokanweibi,linqingyupingshiduojieshenga,qiandoujichenzeyongleba,nikanchenzeneiyishen……”
chenzedelianseyizhenqingyizhenbai,biyedianlidechanghe,tayixiangaixizijidemianzi。
“linqingyu,nihushuobadaoshenme!”
tayadishengyin,shituweichifengdu。
“womenzhijiandeshiqing,meibiyaorangbierenkanxiaohua。jiranniyehuilaile,neiwomenhaojuhaosan。”
“好聚好散?”
yuanbenwoyexiangbaituozheigeren,anjingdiguozijideshenghuo。
dantahuilaidediyijianshi,queshisuanjiwodexuehanqian。
“chenzenixiangdemei,fenshoukendingde,dannibixubawozheijiniantiejinideqianyibiyibi,doujiwosuanqingchulehaihuilai!”
“你疯了!”
chenzeshishengjiaodao,chedisixialeweizhuang。
“neixieqianwomenzaojiuyiqihuale!zaishuole,womenshinannvpengyou,niziyuanjiwode,pingshenmeyaowohai?”
buguopianke,tayilianleranyuxiongdeyangzi。
“qingyu,wozhidaoniyishijieshoubulefenshou,suoyicaixiangnaqianlaijiuchanwo,danniyebunengzheimewumiewoa!”
“闭嘴吧!”
“chenze,wojintianjiubahualiaozheier,yaome,nibaqianwodeqian,lianbendailihaijiwo,womenyidaoliangduan。”
“yaome,wojiubanizuodezheixieexinshi,yijianyijiandoudouluochulai,rangnishenbaiminglie!”
chenzejingdaile,tadagaimeixiangdao,shangyishineigeduitabaiyibaishunderen,huibianderuciqiangying。
buguohenkuaitajiuhuifuyuanyang,yiranyifukantouwodeyangzi。
“yinaishenghen,keyilijiede。”
wobuzaikanta,zhuanshenjichurenqun,touyebuhuidilikailezheigerangwozhixideren。
qianwoshimeidasuanzhennengyaohuilai,yinweiwozhidaotameiyou。
zhishixiangrangjitadianyali,sheizhidaotadeluojineimejingren。
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womeiyouhuisushe,biyeshouxuyijingbandechabuduo,zheigedifangmeishenmezhidewoliuliande。
wozhaolegeanjingdekafeiguanzuoxia,dianleyibeizuiguidebingmeishi,manmanhezhe。
nachushouji,kanzheneigeshuxidehaoma,woyouyulehenjiu。
shangyishi,wohechenzefenshounaodehennankan,jiashanghoulaishenghuodecuomo,wohexuduopengyoudouduanlelianxi,baokuoshenhao。
shenhaoshiwojialinjudeerzi,womencongxiaoyiqizhangda,xiaoxue、chuzhong、gaozhongdoushitongxue。
tachengjiyizhibiwohao,xinggechenwen,huabuduo,danzongzaiwoxuyaodeshihoumomochuxian。
gaozhongbiyeshi,tagenwobiaobaiguo,danwodangshimanxinmanyandoushikanqilaigeng“youxiu”、genghuishuotianyanmiyudechenze。
houlai,taqulelingyizuochengshidedingjiandaxue,womenlianxijianshao。tingshuotabenkebiyehouzhijiechuguoshenzaole。
womadaoshihetamamayizhiyoulianxi,ouerhuitiqita,shuotayizhidanshen,meidangwenqiwodeshihou,zonghuitanqi。
dianhuaxianglehenjiucaibeijieqi,neibianchuanlaishenhaolvedaishaya,danyijiuwenhedeshengyin。
“喂?清语?”
tingdaotashengyindeshunjian,wodeyanleichadiandiaoxialai,daizhenongzhongdebiyinhanleyisheng:“shenhao。”
“qingyu?nizenmele?chushenmeshile?”
shenhaodeshengyinlikejinzhangqilai。
“nibieku,manmanshuo。”
“wogenchenzefenshoule。”
wonulipingfuzheqingxu,bagangcaifashengdeshiqingjiandanshuoleyibian,yinqulezhongshengdexijie。
dianhuaneitouchenmolepianke。
“分了就好。”
shenhaodeshengyindaizheyisibuyichajuedeqingsong。
“那种人不值得。”
“neinijiexialaiyoushenmedasuan?”
“jixuduyan,zhishibushigentayiqi。”
womenzheigezhuanye,benkebiyequeshibuhaozhaogongzuo,duyanjihushiweiyidechulu。
chenzezongniantao,ruguowoduyan,taquebuneng,tahuizibei,huijuedepeibushangwo。
zheiyeshishangyishiwopinmingzhuanqiangongchenzeduyandeyuanyinzhiyi,woyiweitachurentoudile,womenyihoujiunengshunfengshunshui。
jieguozhiyouwocuotuosuiyue,zhonglaiyici,tayaoquzhuiai,woweishenmebunengni?
“沈皓。”
woguqiyongqi,wenchuleneigepanxuanzaixintoudewenti。
“niyiqianshuo……xihuanwo。xianzaihaisuanshuma?”