shangyishi，zuoweifuchankeyishengdewoquandixidadiaolechaoxionghaizi，quebeiquanjiashuoshiwohaitamenduanzijuesun，
zuizhongbeiqingxushikongdedixituixiagaolou，zhongshenghuidixinazhechaoxiongbaogaolaizhaowodeneitian，
zheiciwoweixiaodihuibaogao，“ransetiyichangkenengdaozhibaoliqingxiang，danjuedingquanzainin。
”1menzhenshidedengguangbaideciyan，xiaodushuideqiweizuanjinbiqiang，binglengyoushuxi。wofuzhezhuoyan，
zhijieniedefabai。diannaopingmushang，xianshizhedangqianriqi。houzhenqudecaozagezhemenmohudichuanlai，
yiqiezhenshidekepa。……wobushiyinggaiyijingsilema？congshiloudetiantaibeituixiaqu，
jizhuiduanliedejutongkegumingxin。woxiayishidipailepailian，caiquexinzijiqueshishizhongshengle。
wotongkudibilebiyan，shenshouanxialejiaohaoanniu，“xiayiwei，wangting。”jixiedenvshengbobaoturanxiangqi。
womengdiyizhan，taiqitou。menkaile，neizhangshuxideliantanjinlai，daizhekeyitaohaodexiao，“jie，zaimangni？
wogualenijintiandehao。”shiwangting。wodedixi。tanazheyigeniupizhidai，bulvqingkuaidizoujinlai，
yiruneitianyiyang，shurendizuoxia，babaogaocongdaizilichouchulai，tuidaowomianqian。“jie，nikuaibangwokankan，
zheishangmianyiduishuyu，raodehen，nijijiangjiang？”taxiaozhe，yuqiqinni。
woyanqianfuxiandequeshiqianshijiangwotuixialoushi，neizhangzhengningdemiankong。“doushini，doushiniquanwoquliuchan，
cairangwomeilehaizi，woyongyuandoubukenengyouhaizile。suoyi，nisiyouyugu！”wodingzheta，
xueyehaoxiangzaizheiyikedongjie，youzaixiayimiaohongranbenyong。xinzangzaixiongqianglichenzhongdi、yixiaxiadizhuangji。
wohuilaile。huidaolezheigeyiqiezainankaishideyuandian。shangbeizi，jiushizheiyike，
woyijiashuhezhuanyeyishengdeshuangzhongshenfen，xinjirufendigaosuta，tahuaideshichaoxiongzongheti（xyy），
ransetiyichang，weilaihaizikenengyoushencaigaoda、zhilipiandi、chongdongyinu、juyoubaoliqingxiangdenggaofengxian，
jiliquanshuotabuyaoliuxia。dangshiwangtingniunizheshuo，gongpopansunzihenjiule，yanyuzhijianmanshiweinanzhise。
weileburangtajiazaizhongjianweinan，woshenzhixiabanhouhaiteyiganhuifumujia，baishishijiangdaoli，mopolezuipizi，
cairangbamamianqiangtongyiliuchan。wohaizhufutamenquyiyuanzhaowo，wozhaotongshibangtazuoshoushu。kejieguo，
tamenweileshengjiqiankuaiqian，xinlejiebianxiaoguanggao，daiwangtingquleheizhensuo。shoushushibai，dachuxue，zigongzhaichu，
yongjiusangshishengyunengli。ranhou，suoyoudemaotoushunjiandiaozhuan。bamayuanwofeiyaodadiaotamendesunzi，
wodishiwomenjiangjiade“dumiao”，shiworangtamenduanzijuesun。wodiguaiworangtaxifuliuchandaozhibuyun，
weiciyuwofanmu，jiangfumudeyanglaozerenquantuijilewo。wangtinggengshijiangsangshishengyudetongkuquandoujiazhiyuwo，
zaijisubodongdezuoyongxia，tabiandefanfuwuchang，santianliangtoulaiwozhenshixiesidilidikunao，
wogongzuoyincishoudaoleyingxiang，sangshilepingzhenggaozhichengdejihui。bamakaishiquanwoxishiningren，
sheirangzheidoushiwochuangxiadehuo。rangwojiwangtingxieqian，rangtahaohaoyangyangshenti。dengtashenzihaole，
jingshenjiuzhengchangle。congci，wangtingkaishidazhegezhongmingmulaigenwoyaoqian，yingyangfei，zhiliaofei，
jingshensunshifei......juedefeiyonghefumudeyanglaoyalirangwopiyubenming，
shenzhibuxiliyongxiuxishijianpinfandiqusiliyiyuanjieshoushu，laiweichikaizhi，shentiyejianjianxuruoqilai。
wocengjixiwangyuzheifencuiruodeqinqing，xiangxinzijiderangbuhexishengnenghuanlaitamendezhenzhengdejuexing。
kewoyicicitaokongjixu，huanlaidequeshitamenyuyanyuliedesuoquhelisuodangran。zuihou，
zaiwangtingyouyicixiesidilidekumahetuisangzhong，benjiuyinweizhangqitouzhitili，pibeixuruodewo，
haowuzhaojiazhilicongyangtaizhuiluo。……meixiangdao，laotianyejilewozhonglaiyicidejihui。2“jie？zenmele？
baogaoyouwenti？”wangtingjianwozhishidingzheta，quebupengbaogao，xiaorongyoudianjiang。
wohuanhuanxijinyikoudaizhexiaodushuiweidekongqi，yaxiayandifanyongdesuoyouqingxu。zaitaiyanshi，
lianshangyijingguashanglezhiyehuade、qiadaohaochudeweixiao。wonaqineifenchendiandiandebaogao，zixikanlekan。guoran，
heqianshijiyiliyimoyiyang。“ng，kandaole。”wodeshengyinpingjingdemeiyouyisibolan，
congpangbiannaguoyifenbiaozhunyinzhide《ransetiyichangxiangguanqingkuangshuomingshouce》，qingqingtuidaotamianqian，“tingting，
nindetaierjingyangshuichuancijiance，querenjiyinxingweixyy，zheishiyizhongnanxingransetiyichang，
tongchangbeichengweichaoxiongzonghezheng。”wangtinglengleyixia，sihumeiliaodaowohuiyongzheimezhengshidechenghuhekaichangbai。
我语速平稳，
yongzuikeguandeyixueshuyujixu：“qizhuyaokenengbiaozhengbaokuo：chushenghoushencaihuigaoyutonglingrenpingjunshuiping，
kenengbansuiyidingchengdudexuexizhangaihuozhilifayuchihuan。zaixingweiqingxufangmian，
zaigenggaogailvchuxianzhuyiliquexian、chongdongkongzhinenglijiaocha、yinu、yijijuyougongjixinghebaoliqingxiangdefengxian。
dangran，zheibingfeijuedui，yecunzaigebieanlizhengzhuangbumingxian。”wodunledun，muguangluozaitaweiweizhangkaidezuishang，
buchonglezuihouyiju：“danmuqiandezhuliuyixueguandianrenwei，qishehuixingweifengxianxianzhugaoyuputongertong。
xiangguandexiangxijieshiheguoneiwaiyanjiushujusuoyin，zheibenshoucehoumiandouyouliechu，ninkeyizixiyueducankao。
”menzhenshilianjingleyishun。wangtinglianshangdexiaorongchedixiaoshile，talaihuikanzhewoheneifenbinglengdeshouce，
yuqidaishanglekunhuoheyisibuman，“jie，nigenwoshuozheixiezhuanyedeciyudeganma？nijiuzhijieshuo，
zheihaizihaobuhao？nengbunengyao？”woshentiweiweihoukao，yizaiyibeishang，shuangshoujiaodiefangzaizhuoshang，
luchuleyigegengbiaozhunde、wukezhizhaideweixiao。“tingting，zuoweiyisheng，
wodezhizeshixiangninwanzheng、qingxidigaozhisuoyouyizhideyixuekenengxing，bangzhuninchongfenlejieqingkuang。
danzuizhongshifoujixurenshen，zheishininheninzhangfu，yijijiatinggongtongyongyoudehefaquanli，
xuyaoninmenzixingquanhengjueding。yiyuanheyisheng，douzunzhonghuanzhedexuanze。”woba“zixingquanhengjueding”jigezi，
shaoshaojiazhongleyuqi。wangtingdeliansechedichenlexialai。tadingzhewo，haoxiangdiyicirenshiwo。
takenengyuqideshiwojiaojidequanzu，huoshireqingdegongxi，
juebushiwocikezheifugongshigongban、dishuibuloudemoshengmoyang。tayibazhuaguoneifenshouce，
yuqiyingbangbangde：“xing，wozhidaole！wowenbierenqu！”shuowan，qishenjiuzou，bamenshuaideyishengjuxiang。
wokanzhetaxiaoshidebeiying，huanhuanshoulianlexiaorong。shouzhizaishubiaoshangyidong，lengjingdicaozuoyiyuanxitong，
tijiaolezaoyizhunbeihaode、qianwangqianlizhiwaidingjianyiyuanjinxiudeshenqing。baogaoliyouyilan，
woqiaoxia：tishengzhuanyelingyujineng，xuexizuixinzhenliaofangan。dianji，fasong。zuowanzheiyiqie，
wocaiyunxuzijisongkaijinwodequan，zhangxinyipianshenhongdezhijiayin。wozhidao，fengbaomashangjiuyaolaile。3guoran，
xiabangangzoudaoyiyuanmenkou，muqindedianhuajiuhongzhaguolai，shengyinjianlidejihucipoermo：“jiangdong！
nizenmegentingtingshuohuade！a？shenmejiaorangtamenzijijueding？tabudongniyebudongma？niandeshenmexin！
shibushijiujianbudenididihao！ganjinjiwohuijiashuoqingchu！”wolakaichemenzuojinqu，yuqipingdan：“ma，
wozaikaiche，bufangbianshuo。zhenliaoguifanyaoqiuwomenbixuchongfengaozhibingzunzhonghuanzheyiyuan，wobunengweigui。
”“shenmepoguiding！woshinima！nigenwojiangguiding？mashanghuilai！”“youshoushu，huibuqu。
”wozhijiegualedianhua，jiangshoujidiaochengjingyin。pingmushang，weijielaidianheweixinxinxifengkuangtiaodong。didide，
fuqinde，wangtingde，lianmianbuduan。buyongkan，yezhidaolimianshihezhongchengdudenumahezhize。
womeiyouhuifumujia，ershizhijiehuilezijidegongyu，fansuolemen。diertian，wozhaochangshangban，menzhen，shoushu。
qijiandidinuqichongchonglaiyiyuanduguowoyici，beiwoyi“zhengzaijiezhen，xianrenwurao”weiyou，
rangbaoanqinglechuqu。tagezhehouzhenquduiwopaoxiao：“jiangdong！nimeiyidianrenqingweier！lengxuedongwu！
tuixiezeren！nihuihouhuide！”wozhishidanmodipieletayiyan，jixujiaoxiayigehao。
wodelengjinghe“bujinrenqing”，chedijinuletamen，yecushitamenxunsuzuochulelingyigejiduandejueding。
duqiside，feiyaoshengxiazheigehaizi。“womenjiuyaosheng！rangneixiekanbuqiwomenderenkankan！
womenhaizihaodehen！”——zheishiwangtinghoulaizaijiazuqunlifadeyuyin，beijinglihaiyoumuqinfuhedeshengyin。
qijian，muqinlaidianhuakunaoguojici，mawohenxin，mawobuguandidisihuo。
woshizhongzhiyouyijuhua：“zunzhongtamendexuanze。ruguoxuyaoyunjian，keyisuishilaiguahao。”4yigeyuehou，
wodejinxiushenpishunlitongguo。chufaneitian，tiankonghuimengmengde。wotuozhexinglixiang，meiyoutongzhirenhe“jiaren”。
shoujipingmushang，shijiazuqunlizuixinyizhangwangtingdeyunduzhao，xiamianshiyipaipaide“gongxi”、“baobaojiankang”。
muqinteyi@lewo，womeihui。xiangqishangyishi，wobenboyugejiasiliyiyuandeshoushutaizhijian，bieshuotanlianai，
lianxiuxideshijiandoushaodekelian。meigeyuejiwankuaiqiandejinzhang，woqueliantiao200delianyiqundoubushedemai。
zheiyishi，wogaiweizijihuoyicile。laheilezheigequn，ranhouguanji，dengshanglefeiji。5zheiyizou，
jiushiwunian。wunianjian，gezheyaoyuandejuli，neixieguanyujiangtianbaodexiaoxi，haishixiangfulandetengmanyiyang，