第1章
qianshilaogonghebaomusihunbeiwofaxian。
baomuweileshangwei，laogongweiledutunjiachan。
zaiwodeganmaoyaoshangtumolebaicaoku。
woduochuqiguanshuaijiebeirengzaiyiyuan，qicanlikailerenshi。
laogongquehedataershisuidebaomuhehemeimeidijuxinglehunli。
zhongshengguilai，woshouqishengmuxin。
woyaorangtamenbicichengweiduifangyongyuanwufabaituodeemeng。
在悔恨与绝望中。
changhaiqianshiqianxiademeiyidixuezhai。
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shengengbanye，wobeiyizhenxixisusudeshengyinchaoxing。
qingqingtuikaifangmen，zhijianheiqiqideketingshafashang，youliangdaoshuxideheiyinggunzuoyituan。
wowushenglengxiao，anziguanshangmen，jixushuiwodehuilongjue。
zheiyici，wobudasuanshahuhudichongchuqule。
qianshi，woyinyuepiejianshafashangdeliangdaoheiying，jinghuangshicuodidakailedeng。
mingliangdedengguangxia，laogonglixingliangjingranyudataershisuidebaomuhongjiezaizuogouqiezhishi。
“啊......”
wozhenjingdiwuyifujia，neibaomukeshizhibipopoxiaobulejisuia，lixingliangzenmexiadequzui！
wojiaolinzixi，anlianlelixingliangsannian，daxuebiyehouwoguqiyongqixiangtabiaobai，dangtiantashenmeyemeishuo，lazhewozhijiequlinglezheng。
hunhouliunian，womenyiqichuangye，xianghufuchi，zhengxialepofengdejiadi。
tafuqinzaoshi，shipopojiangtalachezhangda。
suiranzhidaotaqingganshangyouxiebuzhengchang，quecongweixiangguo，tahuizuoxiaruciwochuodeshiqing。
wodejinghusheng，shitamenbeipotingzhiledongzuo，huanglihuangzhangdixiaguixiangworencuo。
baomubutingdiduiwoketou，rangwobuyaogantazou。
tashuotalaogongjingchangjiabaota，haiziyebuxiaoshun。
yaoshibataganchuqu，tajiuzaiyemeiyouhuolu。
lixingliangyezaiyipangqiuqing，shuoyihouzaiyebuhuigenbaomushuoyijuhua。
wonianjitashidiyicifancuo，baomujiaqueshiburangrenshengxin，yaoshizaibataganchuqu，jiuwujiakeguile。
dangshiwojingranshengmuxinfanlan，tongyirangtaliulexialai。
zhishisheiyemeiyouxiangdao，wodeshengmuxin，huijiangzijituiruwujindeshenyuan。
“laopo，gaichiyaole。”wowenyanshunshiyouyouzhuanxing。
kanzhelixingliangjiaxingxingdinazheganmaoyaofangzaiwoyanqian。
wozhidao，zheiyaoyijingbeitamentumoleshaoliangdebaicaoku。
tamenhenjinshen，meiyicizhitumoyidingdian，genbenbuhuirangrenfajue。
qianshidewo，yinweiganmaoshiquweijue，xiangyebuxiangdijieguolaichi，yemeiyouchangchuyiwei。
“xianfangyibianba，ninengbangwoquchufangbazhouduanguolaima？”
wozhikaita，suijikuaisuhuandiaoshixianzhunbeihaodeganmaoyao。
taduanzhezhoujinlefangjian，wozaitamianqiancongrongdichixiayao。
lixingliangmoudihuaguoyisiguangliang，pabeiwofaxian，henkuaiyinqu。
“woxiangshuile，meiyouweikouzaihezhoule。”wojiazhuangshuiyimenglong。
tayiweishiyaowuqilezuoyong，tiwoyehaobeijiao，kuaisuduanzhezhoulikai。
wokanzhetadebeiying，yandiyipianlengyi，kanlaibuguanyoumeiyoupengdaotamenxinggouqiezhishi，doushiyaozhiwoyusidile！
qianshidewozhisidoubumingbai，zijizenmehuiwushibaicaokuni？
zhidaotamendeyiwangxingdaochulezhenxiang，wocaizhidaoshitamentumolebaicaokuzaiwodeganmaoyaoshang。
pabeiwochajue，haishiyidianyidianshaoliangtumo，duanduansantian，wobinglairushandao，yaoshinanjiu。
xiangzhezheixieshi，wobuzhibujuedishuizhele。
zaicixinglai，shibeiyizhenxiangweiwenxingde。