一、绝不爱他

永德元年秋。

qiufengxiaose,yujichuxie。jingciyizaoyouruqingpenzhiyudexishua,yannanshanshangsuoyuliuxiade,jinshixieniningyukuzhi。

guruanruanzaiyannanshanxiadeyijianmapengzuozhe,yanshenandan,zuichunganlie,sesuozaibinglengdepoliangxishang,shouzhishangjinshixue。mianqiandedizibayixiaozundujiufangzaitamianqian,lenglengdishuo:“heba。”

neidizishitashidi,cengjingyutajiaowangshenhao,rujinquegaogaozaishangdifushizheta,yanshenlidaizhejiqiaohebiyi。

guruanruanzhanzhesangzi,quanshendouzaifadou,yashengshuo:“sheiyaoshawo?”

dizibunaifandidao:“shihuagennishuoba,shishijierangnisi。sheijiaonishitiaojianmingni。”

“he——shishijiea。”guruanruanqingxiaoyisheng,sihuzaoyicaidaoledaan。

douranjian,tatingjianleqiaoluodagudeshengyin,waibianrenaodehen,suonayixiang,qudiaowanzhuan,shilihongzhuangquxinniangzihuijia。

guruanruanxinlihuranshudiyijin,zhanzhesangzijiannandiwen:“haorenao……waitoushi……zaibanxishima?”

dizihahayixiao:“bucuo!hezhangguiyaoqushijiele,ganshouruhe?”

hezhanggui,weifenglinlindewuhuizongzongzhu,shiguruanruangaogaoyangwangzhefangzaixinjianshanganlianlehaojiniandenanren。

kehezhangguiquexianguruanruanduanxiuexin。zheijianshizaiyannanpairenrenjiezhi,cengjingdetianzhijiaoziguruanruanyeyincishenbaiminglie,beimenpaizhongsuoyourentuoqi!

ertajijiangyaoqudeshijieyanxue,queshiyannanpaizongzhudedushengnv,shengdebiyuexiuhuachenyuluoyan。renrendoushuotayuhezhangguishitianzuozhihe,zhikexilinggendiliexiuweibujia,zuobudehezhangguizhengqi。

weilenengmingzhengyanshunquyanxueweiqi,hezhangguibianyaobaguruanruandelinggenpoujileyanxue!

santianqian,guruanruanbeizhenggeyannanpaihelinaxia,youyanxueqinzidongshoufeiletadexiuwei,pouletadelinggen,youbatadeshoujiaojinmaiquanbutiaoduan,rengzaishanxiarangtazishengzimie。

guruanruanzaishanxiadepomapengyingshengshengaolesantian,jiushibukensiqu,meixiangdaozuizhonghaishidengdaolezheibeidujiu。

tadouzheshuangshounaqilejiuzun,zhandouzheshuo:“tamen……yaochengqinlea?”

dizichixiaodao:“hezhangguichengqinguannishenmeshi?nigaibuhuihaixihuantaba?sidaolintoulehaichixinwangxiang!”

zheiyixihuachukou,fangruodaodaolirenwanzaitaxinkoushang,guruanruanbatoumaijinzhangxin,fangshengtongkuqilai。wannianjuhuizhixia,yibeidujiuyinxia,guruanruanhouzhongxingtian,tuchuyidakouxue。

tabumingbai,weishenmehaitaqusiderenxiaoyaofawai,beihezhangguidaliyingquhuijiazuoxinniangzi,erzijiquezhinenghuaweiyiduibaigu。

tahuaichuaileyibeizidezhinianyuaiyi,beiweidaolechentuli,quezhongjiubudeshanzhong,zhiderentasuifengpiaoling,chengleyipihuangtu。

yingxu,ruohaiyouneilaisheng,guruanruanjuebuzaiaita。