第1章
“jiejie，jinqingxiangshounengziyouhuxidezuihoujifenzhongba！yihuiernidexinzangjiuhuizhuangjinwodeshentilile！”
医院手术室。
yushengquanshendoubeigudingzaishoushutaishang，budedongdan。
ganggangchuwanchehuo，taxianzaihunshentengdekuaiyaozhixi。
toudingdewuyingdengzhaozailianshang，tabukezhixindekanzheshenzhebinghaofudemeimei。
“为什么！”
“weishenme？”yufeishenshouchuolechuotadexinkou，chunjiaoyangqiwubiyinxiandexiao。
“ninengyoujinridexiachang，yaoguaijiuguainiziji，sheirangnichuchudoubiwohao！”
“nibuhuiyiweiwozhendeduinihaoba！wobuhongzheni，nizenmehuibashejigaojiwo，zenmehuixinganqingyuanjiwozuoshengti？youzenmenengrangniduiwowanquanxinren，keyihaowugujidehexiachanleruangusandeguozhichuchehuoni？”
“zhidaoshinianqianjiubaneichangdahuosheifangdema？shiwo！zhikexiwozhaodejigexiaohunhuntaichun，neimeduorengaobudingni，haiyaowochushou！”
“eduile，niluangaoduotaideyaoyanyeshiwosanbode。buguoniyinggaiganxiewo，nibeiyeyesongchuguoneibaniankeshixuelebushaojinengni。buguodouweiwosuoyongle，shibushitebiebuganxin？”
“nifangxin，dengnisihouwohuihouzangni，erqiequantianxiarendouhuizhidaonichuchehuohou，baxinzangjuanjilenizuiqinaidemeimei，rangwotinihuozhe，ganrenzhishen！”
yufeisangxinbingkuangdeanzheyushengduanliedetuigu，xueroumohu，tengdetahunshendoumaozhelenghan，miansecanbai。
yushengxinzhongshiwujindehenyi。
banian，tabeiliufangguowaibanian。
chuleyeye，jiuzhiyouyufeiduitaxuhanwennuan。
yufeigaosuzijiguoneidexiaoxi，bangtahefushinanqianxian，shibushiquaguokanta。
她是那么的相信她。
yufeiyaozuogexing，tajiujitadangshengti；yufeiyaozuopinpai，tajiujitashejigao......
tayiweiyufeishizheigebinglengdejialichuyeyewaiduizijizuihaoderen。
meixiangdaozheiyiqiedoushijiade。
tayizhikewangdeqinqing，yuanlaijieshijianlizailiyizhishang。
“a！”tuishangdeshoujiazhongleliqi，yushengtengdesihouchusheng。
“tengma？beinigaiguofengtoudemeiyitian，wojiushizheimetengde！yusheng，nibiepa，yeyezaojiuzaidixiadengnile，dengnidexinzangwachulai，jiukeyihetazuobanle。”yufeilianshangmanshidiankuang。
yiguxingtianyongchu，yushengchunbianjieshixianhong，
“yufei！nibudehaosi！”
“fanzhengnibuhuikandaoneitianle。”yufeixiaoshengkuangwang。
shoushushimendakai，fushinanheyiliaotuanduizoujinlai。
“shinan，shinan，baojing！”yushengyongjinhunshenliqikanxiangzijideweihunfu。
quebuliaonanrenzhishiqingchiyisheng，jugaolinxianizheyusheng，yanzhongmanshiqingmiehebiyi。
“nitouyufeideshejigao、xiadushangletadeshengdai、hailuangaoduotai，wobabudenisi。”
“ni......”yushengdehuahaimeiyoushuowan，jiubeifushinanyongyikuaiyiyongshabuduzhulezui，
“shengdianliqi，xingxuyihuiernihainengkandaoxinzangbolichunishentidehuamian。”
“woyuanbenbuxiangnongsini，bijingnibangwoqiequleneimeduodeshangyejimi，meigonglaoyoukulao，dansheirangnidaomei，nenghefeifeipeishangxing。”
“sidaolintoubufanggaosuni，wohefeifeizaojiuzaiyiqile，dangnianconghuochangjiunideyegenbenbushiwo，ershifuyanshen！”
“zheilianggeyuewomenyizhizhaojihuinongsini，meixiangdaobeifuyanshenyiyilanxia。zhenbuzhidaotajiujingkanshangnishenmele！buguojinwannidesiqidaole，yinweitaweilejiuniluoruwodequantao，yijingxianniyibuqujianyanwangle！”
yushengyanzhongchongmanlezhenjing、fennuzaidaotongku，yanleishunzheyanweihualuoerbin。
guaibude，guaibudeshinianqianzijijiaofushinanenrenshi，talianshangmanshijingya。
guaibudeneiwanzhihou，tatingshuofuyanshenyaobushoushang，beilianyesongchuguozhiliao。
zheimeduoniantajingranaicuoleren？
zhenshitaikexiao！taikebeile！
tahaohen，henzijiyouyanwuzhuyaobayishengtuofujifushinanzheigezhanan。
tahaohen，henzijiwushucixiangxinlebaiyanerlangmeimei，lianleileyeye。
tagenghen，henzijirencuolejiumingenren，jiangwugudefuyanshenqianchejinlai。
zhikexi，yiqiedouwanle。
“shoushukaishi！gongtibuxuyaozhushemayao！”
zhudaoyishengyongshoushudaohuakaileyushengxinkouchudepifu，taqinyankanzhexinzangbeiquchufangzaichuzhipanzhong，huxixintiaodoumeile，xiangtiaosangjiaquanyibandesiqu。
tashentibianqingbiandetoumingpiaozailebankongzhong，kanzhezijixiongqiangbeidakai，zangqi**zaiwai，kandaofushinanyiliandelengkuwuqing，kandaoyishenghuakaiyufeidexiongqiang，zhunbeixinzangyizhi。
砰！
shoushushimenbeirendalichuaikai。
heiyayayiqunrenchongjinlai，weishoudenanrenchuanzheheisefengyi，shenzitingba，hunshenshangxiadoutouzhejinguiaoran。
kandaoyushengsibumingmu、xianxuelinlidecanzhuang，tasulaigujingwubodemouzhongshunjianbumanhuangluan。
还是晚了吗？
“yusheng......”
fuyanshenxinzangtongdejijinzhixi，tajiaobuliangliangqiangqiang，shengyindoushizhandoude，“duibuqi，wolaiwanle。”
tahuanhuanzhaixiashouwanshangdeneichuanzitanfozhu，taozaiyushengdewanshang。
tawozhutabingliangdeshou，yandimanshisiji。
“xiao、xiaoshu，nimeisi？nibuzuolunyile？nidetuihaole？”fushinanyanlexiakoushui。
yushengyeshijingcha，fuyanshendetuishenmeshihouhaode？
tayinzangdetaishen，tajingrandoumeiyoufaxian。
fuyanshenmengdixianqiyanpi，muguangsisididingzhebeirenanguizaididefushinan，manshihairendeshayi，houzhehedelikeduosuoqilai，
“xiaoshu，niraowoyiming！woqiuqiuni，woshiniqinzhizia！”
fuyanshenzoudaotamianqian，mouzilijiuxiangshisaleyibahanshuang，binglengdeheiqiqideqiangkoudizailetademeixin。
“nihaisileta，jiuqujitapeizangba！”
yushengpiaozaikongzhong，tabunengkanzhefuyanshenfanxiazuixing，zheiyangtayehuimeimingde。
taxiangyaoduoguonanrenshouzhongdeqiang，quepulegekong。
pengpengpengpengdeshengyindidangzaishoushushishangkong。
suoyoucanyushoushuderendouhengqishubadedaozaidishang。
taqinyankanzhefuyanshenshalesuoyouren，ranhoudaizhetadeshitilaidaohaibian，zuozaishatanshangzhengzhengyiye。
taiyangtiaochuhaipingmiandeyike，fuyanshenzheicaixianlexianyanpi，“nibushishuoguonihaimeiyoukanguorichu、haimeiyoutanguolianaibuxiangsima！zheizenmejiulikaileni？”
zheijuhuashiyushengzaihuochangcengshuoguode，tadaoxianzaihaijide。
fuyanshenhoulonggengyandao，“yusheng，richuwopeinikanwanle。lianai，xiabeiziwohenitanhaobuhao？”
shuowan，tahaobuyouyudejuqiangdizailetaiyangxueshang。
yushengyizheng，suijifenglebandepushangquxiangyaoquzhuananrendeshou，shouquechuanguoletadeshoubei，“buyao，qiuni！”
qiangshengbeifanyongdechaoshuiyanmei，yushengkanzhedaozaishatanshangdenanren，sixinliefeidekuhanzhe。
tashuangshouyanmianbengkuizhiji。
hude，tadeshentixiangshibeiyigushenmililiangjuliedesichezhe、niuquzhe。
“不要！”
yushengmengdizhengkaileshuangmou！