(1)zhongshengzhitong“jiejie,duibuqi,wobushiguyide……womeixiangdaotuiniyixia,
nijiuzhendehuishuaixialouti……”erbianshisuwanwanneibiaozhixingde、jiazazheweiquhejinghuangdekuqisheng,
xiangyibadundaozi,zaiwonaorenlifanfujiaodong。womengdizhengkaiyan。rumushiyiyuancanbaidetianhuaban,
xiaodushuideweidaonongdecibi。shentidejutong,youqishixiaofuchusiliebandetengtong,
zhenshiderangwojihuyouyaohunjueguoqu。budui。wobushiyinggaisilema?jiuzaijifenzhongqian,
wohaizaineigehunandeloutijian,beisuwanwan“buxiaoxin”tuisang。tagenbenbushi“buxiaoxin”,
tashisuanzhunlejiaoduhelidao,yaorangwoyishiliangming!womoxiangxiaofu,neilihaipingtanzhe,
danneizhongzhuitongganrucishuxi。shangyishi,jiushizaizheili,zheigeshijiandian,
woshiqulewoheluzhedediyigehaizi。ranhou,suwanwankukutitidipaolai,duizhehunmizhongxinglaidewo,
heqiahaogandaodeluzhe,shuochuleneifan“jiejieduibuqi”dejingdiantaici。luzhe,wodezhangfu,
neigewoaileshinian,zhuizhuleshinian,haoburongyicaijiajitadenanren,dangshishizenmezuode?
takandoumeikanwoyiyan,zhijiejiangkudeshangqibujiexiaqidesuwanwanlanjinhuaili,qingshenganwei:“wanwanbiepa,
wozhidaonibushiguyide,shijiangniantazijibuxiaoxin。”“buxiaoxin?”wodangshiqidefafeng,zhizhesuwanwan,
“shita!shitatuiwode!luzhe,nikanqingchu,zheigenvrenjiushigebailianhua、xinjibiao!
”luzhedemeitoucudesijin:“jiangnian!wanwanshi**mei,nizenmenengzheimeshuota?tazhishidanxinni,
xiangfuniyiba,nizijijiaohuale,zenmenengguaita?”zhouweihaiyoulujiadezhangbei,sujiadefumu。
tamenkanwodeyanshen,chongmanlebuzantongheyane。“niannian,nizenmehaishizheimebudongshi?wanwandouhehuaile。
”wodeqinshengmuqin,queyongyuanxiangzhetalingyanglaidenversuwanwan。neiyike,wannianjuhui。woshiqulehaizi,
shiqulezhangfudexinren,shiqulesuoyourendeai。ersuwanwan,tayiweizailuzhehuaili,
zuijiaogouqiyimowurenchajuededeyixiaorong。neizhihou,woderenshengchedihuaxiangshenyuan。wobiandexiesidili,
minganyinu,huochenglesuoyourenyanzhongzhenzhengde“edunvpei”。luzheliwoyuelaiyueyuan,
suwanwanqueyi“jieyuhua”dezitai,buduanzaitamianqianshuahaogan。zuizhong,woyinwei“lvcishanghaisuwanwan”,
beiluzheqinshousongjinlejingshenbingyuan。liangnianhou,wosizaijingshenbingyuanyichangyiwaidehuozaili。linsiqian,
wokandaosuwanwanzhanzaitiechuangwai,huazhejingzhidezhuangrong,xiaorongwenrouyoucanren:“jiejie,duoxieni,
buranwoheazhezenmenengmingzhengyanshundizaiyiqini?e,wanglegaosuni,nidangchuneigehaizi,
jiushiwoguyirangniliudiaode。sheirangnidanglewodeluni。”yuanlai,yiqiedoushitashejide。henyitaotian。
ruguonengzhonglai……dengdeng!woqialezijiyiba,teng!bushimeng!wozhendezhongshengle!huidaolehaizigangliudiao,
suwanwanzhengzhunbeizaiwobingchuangqianshangyantaneichujingzhanximadeshike!(2)xijingduijue“jiejie,nixingle?
taihaole!”suwanwanjingxidijiaodao,yanleixiangduanlexiandezhuzi,padapadawangxiadiao,
wanmeiyanyileyigedanxinjiejiedeshanliangmeimei。menkouchuanlailejicudejiaobusheng。wozhidao,luzhelaile。
“wanwan,zenmele?”luzhedeshengyindaizheyisijiaoji,xiayimiao,tagaodadeshenyingjiuchuxianzaibingfangmenkou。
suwanwanlikexiangzhaodaolezhuxingu,gengyanzhepuguoqu:“azhe,jiejietaxingle!douguaiwo,
wobugaiqufutade,rangtashuaidaole……haizi,haizimeibaozhu……”takudelihuadaiyu,chuchukelian。
luzhedelianseshunjianchenlexialai,muguanglenglengdisaoxiangwo,daizheshenshihebuyue。shangyishi,
wokandaotazheigeyanshen,xindoulianglebanjie,ranhoujiukoubuzeyandikaishibianjie、zhizesuwanwan,
jieguoyuemiaoyuehei。danxianzai,wobuhuile。wokanzhetamen,nulirangzijilengjingxialai。haizimeile,
zheigeshishiwufagaibian,wodexinyirantongrudaojiao。danbaochou,yaomanmanlai。woxuruodixiaolexiao,
shengyinshaya:“wanwan,biekule。shiwozijibuxiaoxin,xialoutimeikanlu,jiaoweileyixia,gennimeiguanxi。
”suwanwandekushengyizhi,nanyizhixindikanzhewo。luzheyelengzhule,
tadagaicongmeijianguowozheime“tongqingdali”deyangzi。
wojixuyongneifuqiruoyousideqiangdiaoshuo:“xinghaonidangshixianglawoyiba,buranwokenengshuaidegengcan。
dishangneimehua,shuobudingshiwobaniyiqidaidaoleni。nimeishiba?youmeiyounalishoushang?”wozheifanhua,
zhijiedusilesuwanwan“buxiaoxintuiwo”deshuoci,fanerbazijifangzaile“buxiaoxinchadianlianleita”deweizhi。
suwanwanlianshangdebiaoqingjingcaijile,yishijianjingranbuzhidaogaizenmejiehua。
tazhunbeihaodeyiduzi“weiqubianjie”,quandoubeiwobielehuiqu。luzhezhouzhedemeitousongkailexie,
zoudaowobingchuangbian,yuqihuanheledian:“zhendebuguaiwanwan?”“dangranbuguaita。”wokanzheluzhe,
yanshenjinliangzhencheng,“laogong,haizimeile,wohennanguo。danwomenhainianqing,yihouhaihuiyouhaizide,duibudui?
”zheijuhua,jianzhibuxiangcongqianneigediaomanrenxingdejiangnianzuilishuochulaide。luzheyanzhongshanguoyisifuzadeqingxu,
youjingya,youshenshi,haiyouyisi……kuijiu?“ninengzheimexiang,jiuhao。”tashenshou,sihuxiangpengpengwodelian,
danzuizhonghaishifangxiale。suwanwanhuiguoshenlai,lianmangshuo:“jiejieninengxiangkaijiuhao,
wohaiyizhidanxinnizuanniujiaojianni。”taneifurushizhongfudeyangzi,haoxiangzhendeshigeguanxinjiejiedehaomeimei。
he,yan,jixuyan。worourouyixiao:“zenmehuini?doushiyijiaren。duile,laogong,wodangshishuaidaodedifang,
shibushimeiyoujiankonga?”luzheyidun:“ng,neigeloutijianshilaojianzhudesijiao,queshimeiyou。”“e,
”woguzuohuangran,“neijiuhao,buranpaidaowoneimelangbeideyangzi,duodiurena。
”woguyibahuashuodeqingmiaodanxie,haoxiangzhendezhishigeyiwai。danwozhidao,
suwanwantingdonglewodeqiantaici:wozhidaoneilimeijiankong,suoyinicaigandongshou。jintianworenzai,
danbudaibiaowosha。suwanwandeliansebailebai,mianqiangxiaodao:“jiejieshuodeshi。”zheishi,
wodemuqinlinhuihefuqinjiangmingyuan,haiyouluzhedefumuyewenxunganlaile。yijinmen,
linhuijiulazhesuwanwandeshou,xuhanwennuan:“wanwan,nimeishiba?youmeiyouhedao?
”wanquanhulvelebingchuangshanggangliuchandewo。woxindilengxiao,shangyishiyeshizheiyang,
tayongyuanzhikandedaotadebaobeiyangnv。“ma,womeishi。”suwanwanguaiqiaodihuida,youshishidihongleyanquan,
“doushiwobuhao,meizhaoguhaojiejie。”“buguaini,”linhuipaipaitadeshou,ranhoucaizhuanxiangwo,
yuqidaizheyisizebei,“niannian,niyetaibuxiaoxinle!duodaderenle,zouludounengshuaijiao?
nizhibuzhidaolujiaduopanzhezheigesunzi!”de,youshiwodecuo。yiqian,wotingdaozheizhonghua,zaojiuzhale。
danxianzai,wozhishixuruodidixialetou,shengyindaizhekuqiang:“ma,wozhidaocuole。douguaiwo,
taixiangxialouqujiluzhemaitaaichidezaodianle,zoujile……”woyibianshuo,yibiantoutouguanchaluzhe。guoran,
tingdaowoshuoshiweilejitamaizaodiancaishuaidaode,tadebiaoqingrouhelexuduo,shenzhiyanshenliliuluchuxiexudongrong。
nanrendezizunxinhebeixuyaogan,youshihoujiushizheimerongyimanzu。suwanwanniejinlequantou,
zhijiajihuqianjinrouli。tameixiangdao,yixiangzhizhidaosapodagundejiangnian,jintianjingranjujudouzaifanji,
haifanjidezheimedishuibulou。(3)yanwoyiyun“yuanlaishizheiyang……”lumutanlekouqi,
lianseyehuanhexialai,“niannian,niyeshihaoxin。ai,haizimeile,dajiadoubuhaoshou,yanghaoshentiyaojin。
”“xiexiema。”woshishidiluchuyigeganjideweixiao。zheiyiju,
suwanwande“wuxinzhishi”beiwoqingsonghuajie,haishunbianshualeyiboluzhedehaogan,yijilujiazhangbeidetongqingfen。
xiaoburenzeluandamou。xianzaidewo,yuyiweifeng,bunenggensuwanwanyingpengying。
yishengjinlaijiaodaileyixiezhuyishixiang,zhongrenyejiusanle。suwanwanlinzouqian,shenshendikanlewoyiyan,
neiyanshenlichongmanletanjiuheyisi……jingti。wozhidao,takaishihuaiyile。buguomeiguanxi,huaiyijiuhuaiyiba。
youxicaiganggangkaishi。jiexialaiderizi,woanxinyangshenti。luzhedagaishiyinweikuijiu,
huozheshiyinweiwo“dongshi”le,duiwodetaiduhaolehenduo。tahuianshilaikanwo,jiwodaixiebupin,
suiranhuabuduo,danzhishaomeiyouxiangshangyishineiyang,congliuchanhoujiuduiwolengruobingshuang。
suwanwanyejingchanglai“tanwang”wo,meicidoudaizhegezhongshuiguoheyingyangpin,biaoxiandejiemeiqingshen。“jiejie,
zheishiwotedijinidundeyanwo,nichangchang。”taduanzheyigejingzhideciwan,xiaoyiyingying。wokanzheneiwanyanwo,
xinzhonglengxiao。shangyishi,tayejingchangjiwosongzheixiedongxi,limianjialeshenme,wodangshishahuhudibuzhidao,
haiyiweitazhenxinduiwohao。neixiemanxingdusu,yidiandiancanshiwodejiankang,rangwoqingxuyuelaiyuebuwending,
zuizhongweitabawosongjinjingshenbingyuanpupingledaolu。“xiexiewanwan,nizhenhao。”wojieguoyanwo,
quemeiyoulikehe,ershizhuangsiwuyidiwendao:“duilewanwan,wojideniqianjitianshuo,
nineigewudaobisaidechuxuankuaidaoleba?zhunbeidezenmeyangle?”suwanwandewudaogongdihenhao,
zheishitayinyiweiaodezibenzhiyi。shangyishi,tajiushitongguoyigequanguoxingdewudaodasaiyijuchengming,
bujinhuodelefenghoudejiangjin,haixiyinlemougeyulegongsidalaobandezhuyi,
weitarihou“feishangzhitoubianfenghuang”diandinglejichu。erneicibisaidebaoming,haoxiangjiushizaiwoliuchanhoubujiu。
suwanwanyanshenyiliang,suijiyouyouxieshiluodishuo:“shia,kuaidaole。buguo,jiejienixianzaizheiyang,
wonayouxinsiqubisaia。woxiangduopeipeini。”qiaoqiao,duohuishuohua。jibiaodaletade“shanliang”,
youanshiletade“xisheng”。woweiweiyixiao:“shameimei,zheizenmexing。zheigebisaiduiniduozhongyaoa,
nidouzhunbeineimejiule。wozheiliyouyishenghushi,haiyouluzhezhaogu,nibuyongdanxinwo。anxinqubisai,
nageguanjunhuilaijijiejiezhengguang!”wobiaoxiandeyuedadu,yueweitazhexiang,tajiuyueshihuihuaiyiwobieyouyongxin。
guoran,suwanwandexiaorongjiangleyixia,suijiyouhuifuruchang:“jiejienizhenhao。neiwo……jiuqushishi?
”“qubaquba,bixuqu!”wocuicudao。songzousuwanwan,wokanzheneiwanyanwo,zhijiedaojinlematong。
wanshang,luzhelaikanwo。wozhuangsiwuyiditiqi:“laogong,wanwanguojitianyaoqucanjiayigewudaobisaini。
wojidenizhiqianshuoguo,nimengongsihaoxiangyouzanzhuzheicibisai,duibudui?”luzhedegongsi,lushijituan,
queshishineigewudaodasaidezanzhushangzhiyi。luzhediantou:“ng,shiyouzheihuishi。zenmele?”“meishenme,
jiushijuedewanwantingburongyide。tacongxiaojiuxihuantiaowu,zheicijihuinande,yaoshinengnagehaomingci,
yesuanshiduitanulidehuibaole。nidaoshihounengbuneng……shaoweiguanzhaoyixia?”woxiaoxinyiyidikanzheta,
yifu“wozhishiweimeimeizhexiang,danyoupaniweinan”debiaoqing。
luzhechenyinpianke:“wohuigenxiamianrendagezhaohu,rangtabisaishunlixie。buguomingcihaishiyaokantazijishili。
”“ngng!wozhidao,wanwanshilikendingmeiwentide!”wohuankuaidishuo,
fangfozhendezhishidanchundiweisuwanwangaoxing。luzhekanzhewo,yanshenyouxiefuza。tadagaizaixiang,
zheigeyixiangshisuwanwanweiyanzhongdingdejiangnian,zenmeturanzhuanxingle?wojiushiyaorangtakanbutouwo。jitianhou,
suwanwanqucanjiachuxuanle。bisaidangtian,wotedirangluzhepeiwochuyuanhuijia。shuoshihuijia,
qishishihuilewomenjiangjiadelaozhai。“zenmehuizheilile?”luzheyouxiebujie。wohetajiehunhou,
yizhizhuzaitadebieshu。“woxiangbamalema。”wosajiaodao,“erqie,woliuchandeshi,haimeigenwobashuoni。
tanianjidale,wopatashou**。”wodefuqinjiangmingyuan,shigelaopaideshengyiren,zhongnanqingnvsixiangyanzhong。
dangchuwomazhiyiyaoshouyangsuwanwan,tajiuhenbugaoxing。tayizhixiwangwonengjilujiashenggeerzi,
gongguwomenjiangjiahelujiadelianyinguanxi。luzhemeizaishuoshenme,bangwobaxinglibanjinlaozhai。
(4)wuqunxianjinghuidaojiangjia,womalinhuiyiranshiduiwomeishenmehaolianse,fanerduisuwanwanxuhanwennuan。
buguozheiciwomeigentajijiao,zhishiguaiqiaodidaizaifangjianli。wanshang,wogumozhesuwanwandechuxuanyinggaijieshule,
jitadalegedianhua。“wei,wanwan,bisaizenmeyangle?shunlima?”dianhuaneitou,
suwanwandeshengyindaizheyisibuyichajuededeyiheyayidexingfen:“jiejie,wo……wotongguochuxuanle!
pingweimendoushuowotiaodehenhao!”“taibanglewanwan!wojiuzhidaoniyidingxing!
”wozhenxinshiyiditita“gaoxing”,ranhouhuafengyizhuan,“duile,
nijintianshibushichuanleneijiannizuixihuandebaisewuquna?shangmianxiuzhexiaotianeneijian?
”suwanwanyileng:“shia,jiejienizenmezhidao?”neijianwuqun,shisuwanwandebaobei。shangyishi,
tajiushichuanzheneijianwuqunjingyanquanchang。danneijianwuqundejiandai,youyigexiaoxiaodeshejiquexian,
ruguodongzuofuduguoda,huozhebeirenshaoweiyongliyiche,henrongyiduankai。shangyishi,wocengzaiyicizhengchaozhong,
wuyijiannonghuaiguotaneijianwuqundejiandai,jieguobeitadazuowenzhang,kusuwojiduta,
guyipohuaitadebisaifuzhuang。luzheyincigenwodachaoyijia,shuowobudongshi,xinxiongxiaai。zheiyishi,
wokebuhuizaijitazheigejihui。“wocaideya,nineimexihuanneijianqunzi。”woxiaolexiao,
you“guanxin”diwen,“bisaideshihoumeichushenmeyiwaiba?birujiandaishenmede,doulaoguma?
”dianhuaneitoudesuwanwanchenmolejimiao,shengyinyouxiebuziran:“mei、meiyoua,doutinghaode。
”woxinlilengxiao。takendingzaiqiguai,wozenmehuituranwenqizheige。“neijiuhao。neinihaohaoxiuxi,
zhunbeifusaiba。”gualedianhua,wozuijiaodexiaoyijiashen。suwanwan,haoxihaizaihoutouni。
wozhisuoyirangluzhegenxiamianren“dazhaohu”,jiushiyaoquebaosuwanwannengshunlitongguochuxuan。ranhou,
zaitazuideyi,zuiyiweizijishengquanzaiwodeshihou,jitazhimingyiji。wochaguoneigewudaobisaideguize。
fusaishiquanchengzhibode,erqiehuiyouhenduomeitidaochang。zhei,caishiwoweisuwanwanzhunbeidezhenzhengwutai。diertian,