guifujimangcongbaolitaochuyizhangzhi，“zheishiwomendeqinzijiandingshu，nikeyikankan，nizhendeshiwomendeqinshengnver，duibuqi，rangnichilezheimeduoniandeku，congxianzaiqi，babamamabuhuizairangnichibandianku。”
dangchuwojiushitingxinlezheijuhua。
以为他们真的爱我。
ketamenaide，zishizizhongdoushijiaqianjin。
woyaoyaotou，“baoqian，wohaiyaoquxiayifengongzuo，xianzoule。”
guifudangzaiwogenqian，yipangdenanrenyehongleyanjing，qiuwokanyiyanqinzijiandingshu。
shuojulaoshihua，qianyimiaowozaihailizhixierwang，yilinghundezitai，yanzhengzhengdikanzheshentibeishayukenchidaijin。
xiayimiaohuidaogangcaineizhongleidehunshendahan，lianhuxidounandeguodupijuanzhuangtai，jiezheyoukandaoleshangbeizidelianggebangxiong。
womeixinqingkanzheifenkexiaodeqinzijianding。
yexushidanaoyishijianwufajieshouzheimeduoxinxi，shentiyouguodupijuan，womeizouliangbu，jiuhundaozailedishang。
shangbeizi，woshifengguangbeijiehuiliujia。
zheiyishi，woshiwuyishihuidaoliujia，
yishengjiwozuolejiancha，shiyanzhongdeyingyangbuliang，yijiguoducaolao，caidaozhiwohunjue。
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睁开眼。
shuxidefangjian，shuxidezhuanghuang。
woyixing，pangbiandebaomujiuquhanleliufugenliumuguolai。
“xiaoya，shentiyounalibushufuma？ebue？yaobuyaochidongxi？”liumumanyandexinteng。
liufuyeshimanliandeguanxin，buguotameishuohua，zhishiyongmuguangkanzhewo。
tazaiwomianqianbushanyanci，bierenshuotayixiangruci，ketazaijiaqianjinmianqian，yongyuanyouhuati。
wotuikaibeizi，dasuanlikai。
“xiexienimenbangzhulewo，yiyaofeiduoshaoqian，wohaijinimen。”
liujiafumudoulengzhule，tamenkenengmeixiangdaowodiyijuhuashizheige。
liumuzhuantou，duizheliufuyidunzhize，“wojiushuozaodianjienverhuilai，nibuken，feiyaotuobannian，xianzaihaole，nverburenwomenle……”
shuozhe，tadeshengyinshayale，yanleiliugebuting。
liufuyilianweinan，“woyeshigujidaoxiaoyagaosanle，zhengshizuijinzhangdeshihou，buxiangfensantadezhuyili。”
ruguoshishangbeizidewo，tingdaozheihua，kendinghuijuedewubixingfu，yiweitamenshizhenxinweiwozhexiang。
shijishang，shiliuqingqingdezhizijibushitamendeqinshengnverhou，naozisha，tamenshebudeliuqingqingzican，gengshebudeliuqingqingnanguo，caixuanzetuobannian，pingfuliuqingqingdexintai。
jibianzheibannianli，tamendiaochadao，womeitiandouguodeshuishenghuore，baitianxuexi，wanshangquzhuanchangbanzhuan，liufenqianyikuaizhuantou，woyaokaozheixieqianyanghuoziji，meitianhaiyaoyingduineigenvrendedama。
zaiwozuileizuikudeshihou，tamenbuchuxian，xianzaijiwozhaoyigeliyou：buxiangfensanwodezhuyili。
真虚伪。
ruguobushizhongsheng，sheiyounengxiangdaotamendezhenzhengyitu。
jianwozhendeyaozou，liumujile，baozhewodeshoubei，burangwolikai。
“xiaoya，womenzhendeshiniqinshengfumu，nixianzaideyangmushiwoguoqudebaomu，dangnianwogentatongshihuaiyun，yunqitatouzoulewoyitaohuangjinshoushi，wocituileta，houlaiwomenzaitongyijiayiyuanshengchan，tatoutoubazijidenvergennidiaohuanle，womenyeshibannianqiancaizhidaozheijianshi。”
刘母痛哭流涕。