第四章
womanglewunian，zhongyujiecijihuijizijifanglegejia。
bulihuiwangshangputiangaididemanma，wozaijialichileshui，shuilechi，jieguochumenrenglajishibeirenpaidaopengtougoumiandeyangzi，zaicibeiqunchao。
【linwanyizheishibeidajifenglema，yidianxingxiangguanlidoumeiyoule。】
【zhiyouwozaixianmuwanyidezhuangtaima，suyanzenmeyezheimemei？】
【zaimeiniyihouyekanbuzhele，daoxianzailiangeshengmingdoumeiyou，neijiushimoren！】
chenbaizhizhuazhujihui，zaicijinxinggengzhifayan：
“wojuedezuoyirende，jiuyinggaikeshouzhize，bunenglangbeidichuxianzaijingtouqian。”
taxianzairenshezhenghuo，wushuwangyouweitadianzanzhuanfa，fengweizhenli。
cishi，gongsigaocengdalailedianhua。
zaibeihouweichenbaizhichengyaoderen，guoranshiqichu。
zheijitian，womeiyoulianxiqichu，tayemoqidimeiyouzhaowo。
jiufangfowomenzhijian，congweiyouguoshijiniandeqingyi。
yefangfowomenmeiyouyaoguanxuan，meiyouyaozaiquanguorenmindejianzhengxiazoudaoyiqi。
我默默地闭上眼睛。
jiranruci，neinimen，jiubieguaiwoxinhenle。
chenzheduiwodedihuihailaolaobabangyulepindao，woqinzikaichequlepaichusuo。
“woyaobaoan，yanyuanchenbaizhiduiwojinxingwumie，chuanbokuosanjiguang，duiwozaochengleelieyingxiang。”
zheijianshiqingredujiujugaowei，jingchadangranyekanguoxinwen。
jianwojingranlaibaoan，suiranyouxiechayi，tamendanhaishikeqidijiwozuolebilu。
chuliwanyiqie，woangshoukuobuzouchupaichusuo，duiduozaianchudegouzihuanglehuangshouzhongdelianzhengming：
“yaopaijiuguolaipai，paiqingchudian。”
diertian，chenbaizhiwumie，linwanyibaoandecitiaozhongxinbabangresou。
zuotianhaiyibiandaomawodeshengyinzaicifanzhuan。
【tazenmeganbaojinga，zijizuochuzheixieposhi，haiburangrenshuo，taiheianle。】
【danshinimenkanlianjilushang，xiedejiushichenbaizhizaoyaowumie，shuominglinwanyimeizuoguo。】
【yixianchigua，wohaojidong，chenbaizhikuaifangshichui！】
chenbaizhimeiyoushichui，suoyitasongle。
tabieshuobeihouzhiyouyigeqichu，jiusuanyingdiyouqianwanfensi，yewufayufalvkangheng。
zheitian，chenbaizhihongzhongzheyanjingbawolanzailesheyingpengwai。
jianwotingxiajiaobu，tamashangkuhanqilai：
“wanyijie，wodaodishinalidezuileni，niyaozheimegaowo。”
“woxianzaizhidaocuole，wozuoweiyigexinren，buyinggaihuluanshuohua，kewoyeshixinzhikoukuaia，wocongxiaojiushiyigegengzhideren，womeiyoukongzhihaoziji，qiunichesuba，buranwoyihoukezenmedangyanyuan！”
wodeyuguangsaoguozangzaianchudeshexiangji，limaohuiying：
“chen**，nixinzhikoukuai，neishinideshiqing，woqingqingbaibai，weihebunengzhengmingziji？”
“nandaojiuyinweinisuoweidexinggegengzhi，wojiuyaozaoyububaizhiyuanma？”
chenbaizhijianwotiaoliqingxi，lunzhengmingque，zhengzhangliandouningleqilai：
“nishibushijiduqichugegeyaoxuanwo，suoyicaiguyidiaonanwo！”
“woheqichugegemeiyouguanxi，tayikaishihuibangwo，buguoshijuedewotaizhengzhi，pawoshoushangeryi。”
“nibunengyinweiyijisiyu，jiuhuilewodeyisheng！”
我无所谓地耸耸肩：
“chenbaizhi，xianliaozhejian，wosuozuodeyiqie，buguoshihuijiniduiwodewumie，yutarenwuguan。”
shuowan，wobuzailihuikuqidechenbaizhi，zhuanshenlikai。
dangtianyeli，zheiduanluxiangjiubeieyijianjihou，fangdaolewangshang。
huamianzhong，chenbaizhikuzhedaoqian，erwojugaolinxiadikanzheta，shuochudehuajingguojianji，zhiliuxiayiju“chenbaizhi，nijian。”