第一章

第一章

shangbeizi,yinweiwobutongyiwomeihefuerdaizaiyiqi。

tabawosongjiletadefengpijiejie。

wobeidaishangchenzhongdeliaokao,biwochigouliang,xuegoujiao,gengshiyirangwoxuegouzouluweile。

wotaopaodangtian,youbeiwomeidailegezhengzhe,

tawushiwodeqiujiu,jiangwo“haoxin”songlehuiqu,shiwobeidangchengle“xuezhu。”

bujinbeimaidaomianbei,gengshibopichoujin,shentidegegeqiguandoubeimaidaoleshijiegedi...

erwomei,zehefuerdaiburuhunyindediantang,chengweilerenrenyanxiandeduixiang。

zaizhengyan,womeihanxiudaiqiaodewenwotazenmeyang。

wo:qidubufan,henilangcainvmao。

shubuzhi,woxinlixiangdequeshi。

liangtuanlanni,jiuyinggailanzaichoushuigouli。

......

我终于逃出来了!

ganshouzhewaimiandexinxiankongqi,suiranwoshenshangdexuedouzaidishangliuleyidatan,danwoyiranjidong!

mashangjiudaomalule,jiuchayidiandian!

wopinmingtuozhezijimanshendeshangwangqianzou。

yingmianjiuyudaolewodemeimeichengshasha,gangcongyilianghaocheshangxialai。

kanjianwotawuzhulebizi,shuowochou,ganshenmetoutoumomode。

wokanjiantajiukanjianlexiwang,lazhutadeyixiu,rangtajiujiuwo。

“fuyijingjiushigebiantai,tabawodanggou,jiwoshenshangzhemodemeiyouyipianhaorou。”

shuozhe,woxianqilezijideyifu,shenxiashanghenqingzijiaocuo,genbenkanbuchuzijijifudeyanse。

chengshashaxiangshihuicangyingyiyangshuaikailewo,

“aiyage,woxianzaidoujiajifuyinianle,nidangranyaohaohaotaohaotajiejie,woderizicainenghaoguo。”

“nijiudangweilewo,danggoujiudanggouma。”

“jingjiebuguoshiaihenikaiwanxiao,niyigedalaoyemenbuyaoneimexiaoxinyan。”

shuozhe,chengshashahaiwuzhezuifaxiao,shoushangdedazuanjiezaiyangguangxiazheshechuyidaowuyanliusedeguang。

wohaixiangshuohua,tajiuchongwoshenhoujidongdehuishou,“wogezaizhei,tayinggaishimilule,wozhengyaosongtahuiqu。”

wobeichengshashayousongjinleyinlengxuexingdedixiashi。

cuzhongdetielianjiangwodeboziyadetaibuqitou,danshitielianhaizaichixushoujin。

woganjuemianqiandekongqiyuelaiyueboruo,wodakouhuqi,xiangshiyitiaobinsideyu。

yanqiandoumohuchengleyipian。

shenshangbeiyidaoyidaodegezhe,tengdewohunshenfadou。

“chengzibin,nimeibanisongjiwowan,nixianzaixiangpao?”

“真是扫兴!”

shoushangdedongzuoyuelaiyuekuai,woganjuetineidexianxueyueliuyuehuan,yanqianmaoqidiandianxingguang。

疼,太疼了……

woganjuezijidelinghundouzaizhandou。

“nizhidaogudaiyouzhongkuxingjiaoqiandaowangua,woxianzaijiujinishishi。”

shenhouderenyinxiaozhe,zaiwoshenshanghuadiaoyipianyouyipianxuelinlinderou。

fuyijingkenengshiwanleile,huihuishoujiujiangwodiulechuqu。

woyiweiwosile,danzaizhengyanzijijiushizaiyaoyaohuanghuangdechuanshang,wodeshenshangbeizhemodexueroumohu。

dabanshijiandouzaihunshui,shenshanggengshifaqilegaoshao,

suoyoudeshangkoudouzailiunong。

chuleouerhuiyourenjiwodiulaiyilianggemantouheyipingshui,wochihelasadouzaizheijianxiaoxiaodechuanxiangli。

wocishiyijinggubushangweidaole,zhixiangtaochuqu,nenggouhuoming。

danwoyizhimeiyoujihuitao,shenzhilianjiwosongfanderenwodouconglaimeiyudaoguo。

zhongyu,dengwodaoledifang,caifaxianzheilishisuoyourendeemeng。

-----缅北。

我先是被当做血猪,

yanzhengzhengkanzhezijidexueyebeiyicicichougan。

youbeichuanzhebaidaguadeyishengkaitangpodu,shuoyaobawodeqiguanmaidaonagedifang。

zhongyu,dengwomeiyouleliyongjiazhi,woyebeiyongliyidaohuapolehoulong,shiquleshengming。

shenzhikuaiyaomeiyouyishishi,wohainengtingdaoyishengwenwoweishenmeshenshangdoumeiyouxue...

临死前,

xiangdaogangcaiduiwojiansibujiu,feiyaobawosonghuilai,shiwoshoudaozheixiezhemodemeimei,wojiuhendeyachiyangyang,

xiabeizi,xiabeiziwoyidingrangnihaokan!

fuyijing,woyebuhuifangguo!