第一章
shangbeizi，yinweiwobutongyiwomeihefuerdaizaiyiqi。
tabawosongjiletadefengpijiejie。
wobeidaishangchenzhongdeliaokao，biwochigouliang，xuegoujiao，gengshiyirangwoxuegouzouluweile。
wotaopaodangtian，youbeiwomeidailegezhengzhe，
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bujinbeimaidaomianbei，gengshibopichoujin，shentidegegeqiguandoubeimaidaoleshijiegedi...
erwomei，zehefuerdaiburuhunyindediantang，chengweilerenrenyanxiandeduixiang。
zaizhengyan，womeihanxiudaiqiaodewenwotazenmeyang。
wo：qidubufan，henilangcainvmao。
shubuzhi，woxinlixiangdequeshi。
liangtuanlanni，jiuyinggailanzaichoushuigouli。
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我终于逃出来了！
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“fuyijingjiushigebiantai，tabawodanggou，jiwoshenshangzhemodemeiyouyipianhaorou。”
shuozhe，woxianqilezijideyifu，shenxiashanghenqingzijiaocuo，genbenkanbuchuzijijifudeyanse。
chengshashaxiangshihuicangyingyiyangshuaikailewo，
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“nijiudangweilewo，danggoujiudanggouma。”
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yanqiandoumohuchengleyipian。
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“chengzibin，nimeibanisongjiwowan，nixianzaixiangpao？”
“真是扫兴！”
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疼，太疼了……
woganjuezijidelinghundouzaizhandou。
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dabanshijiandouzaihunshui，shenshanggengshifaqilegaoshao，
suoyoudeshangkoudouzailiunong。
chuleouerhuiyourenjiwodiulaiyilianggemantouheyipingshui，wochihelasadouzaizheijianxiaoxiaodechuanxiangli。
wocishiyijinggubushangweidaole，zhixiangtaochuqu，nenggouhuoming。
danwoyizhimeiyoujihuitao，shenzhilianjiwosongfanderenwodouconglaimeiyudaoguo。
zhongyu，dengwodaoledifang，caifaxianzheilishisuoyourendeemeng。
-----缅北。
我先是被当做血猪，
yanzhengzhengkanzhezijidexueyebeiyicicichougan。
youbeichuanzhebaidaguadeyishengkaitangpodu，shuoyaobawodeqiguanmaidaonagedifang。
zhongyu，dengwomeiyouleliyongjiazhi，woyebeiyongliyidaohuapolehoulong，shiquleshengming。
shenzhikuaiyaomeiyouyishishi，wohainengtingdaoyishengwenwoweishenmeshenshangdoumeiyouxue...
临死前，
xiangdaogangcaiduiwojiansibujiu，feiyaobawosonghuilai，shiwoshoudaozheixiezhemodemeimei，wojiuhendeyachiyangyang，
xiabeizi，xiabeiziwoyidingrangnihaokan！
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