或许是爱屋及乌吧!
woyizhibatadangchengxieandemeimeilaikan,hexieanyiqichongzheta,buguanyoushenmehaochihaowandedoufenyibanjita。
suoyicongweixiangguo,tayexihuanxiean,congxiaojiuxihuan。
zhidao,wojiajixiean,huaileyun。
neitianwancanzhihou,woganjuexiafuyinyinzuotong。xieanchuchaweigui。
xiejiayujiukaichesongwoquyiyuan,quyiyuandelushang,womenchulechehuo。
womenshuangshuangbeisongjinyiyuan,woshiqulehaizi,ertashuangtuishoushang。
xieancongwaidiganhuilaishi,shuangyantonghongdewozhewodeshou。
“momo,haiziwomenyihouhaihuizaiyoude,danshijiayuyongyuandouzhanbuqilaile。zheishiwomenqiantade。”
ranhoujiuqucunbubulididaizhaoguxiejiayu。
wochuyuanzhihou,xianghexieanlunliuzhaoguxiejiayu。
danshi,xiejiayubuyuanyikanjianwo,qingxujiubiandewubijidong,zadongxi,naozisha,rangwogun。
wochengleyiqiedezuikuihuoshou,shihaitazhanbuqilaidezuiren。
xieanmanlianpijuan,wunaidishuo“momo,shiwomenqiantade。taxianzaibuxiangjiandaoni,yaobunixianhuinimajiazhuyiduanshijian。dengjiayuqingxuwendinglezaihuilai。”
congneiyihou,wohexieandejia,zhizhuzhexieanhexiejiayu。
xiejiayuchulexiean,buyunxurenherenkaojin。xieanzoudaonalidoudaizhexiejiayu,xieanchenglexiejiayudeshuangtui。
那么我呢?
woshiqulehaizi,woyehentong,danshiwobunengshuo。
我没有资格说。
......
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neitianshixiejiayushengri,potianhuangyaoqingwohuizijijiacanjiatadeshengri。
woyiweitazhongyukenyuanliangwo,daileliwuhexianhua,manxinqueyuedihuiqule。
kemeiyouxiangdao,dengwodejingranshixiejiayuzidaoziyandeyichuxi。
zaixiejiayushuaixialoutizhihou,xieanbaoqixiejiayujiaojidiganquyiyuan。
woyishizhijianmeiyoujingbuzhidaogairuhebianjie,xiayishiquzhuazhuxieandeshou“nixiangxinwo,bushiwo。”
xieanshiwangdikanzhewo“linmo,wozhidaonizaiguaiwohushileni,keshi,shinibajiayuhaichengzheiyangde,nihaixiangzenyang?”
对啊,我还想怎样?
我能怎样?
woyouyoushenmezigezenyang?
houmian,zaikaichehuiqudelushang,wojiedaolexiejiayudedianhua
“linmo,xieanshiwode。nibiexiangqiangzou。”
“linmo,xiabeizizhaogehaoren。”
guadiaodianhua,wofaxianchacheshiling,zheishiduimianyingmianshilaiyilianghuoche,zaicierdelabashengzhong,woshiquleyishi。
......
buzhidaoguoleduojiu,woganjueyourenzaierbianbutingdehanwodemingzi。
qiuwozhengkaiyanzaikanyikanzheigeshijie。
对不起啊!
我做不到啊!
wosile,wohouhuisile,weilewoneisuoweideaiqing,congxiaodada,yanlixinlichulexieanmeiyourenheren,baokuofumu。
wohaimeilaidejixiaoshunbabamama!
woshitamendexinganbaobeia!
tamenzhidaowosile,huinanguosiba!
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wocongwodeshentilipiaochu。
chekaishilouyou,suishidouyoubaozhadeweixian。
wokanjianyiweixiaofangyuanxiaogege,tabuguzijideanwei,pinjingquanliyaobawocongchedixialachulai。
可我已经死了!
“nikuaifangqiba!buyaoweileyijushitimaoxian!”
wohanpohoulong,tadoutingbujian,haizaipinjingquanliyaojiuwo。
yizhenfengchuilai,milewodeyan。
dengwozaicizhengkai,jingpiaohuilejia。
wokandao,xieanbaozhexiejiayucongyiyuanhuilai,qingqingdibatafangzaichuangshang。
xiejiayuqieshengshengdizhuazhexieandeshou,“ge,nibiezou,wohaipa。”
xieanshenshoufumozhetadetou,manyanjinshiwenrou。
“嘉遇,对不起。”
“wobuyaonishuoduibuqi,nimeiyouduibuqiwo。”
“jiayu,linmotabushiguyide。niyuanliang......”
xiejiayuyanlishanguoyisifennu,mengdiwanzhutadebozi,wenshangta。