第1章 父子关系

zaiwangbadezuoyishangmengdejingxing,yaosuanbeitong。kanzhezheigezhiyouershitaijiqidewangba,xiahuimomingyongxianchushuxigan。

bataishangrilideshijianwei,2008nianbayuezhongxun。

zaiyizaiquedingzhihou,xiahuijijinquanshentanruandezuozaibataideyizishang,xianrulemimang。

zheishishijinianqianlea。zijizhendezhongshengle。

zaishangyiduanrenshengzhong,zijiweilebaituoxuexiaozheige“laolong”,youzheqingchunqidepanni,xuanzezaijietoudanglehunhun,raner,hundaotouqueshiyinweidaqunjia,weilesuoweide“xiongdiyiqi”wushaleren,laogaisannianban,chulaishiyijingwushirenfei。

fuqinxiayuanyinaiqushi,zijibuzaichang,muqinwangxiuweiciyuzijiduanjueguanxi。jinguanhaiyoumeimeixiaxuepeiban,quezuizhonghaishikanzhemeimeijiaweirenfu,congcimeilelianxi。

dangyishidaozijiyiwusuoyoudeshihou,yinianguosishi,jinguanzaichuyuhougaiguozixin,zixuedeyishoujingzhandejisuanjijishu,quezongshiyinhourenyibujiazhicengjingdewudianersichupengbi。meiyoucunkuan,meichemeifang,yemeiyouyifentimiandegongzuo,gengmeiyouyigekeyiqingsudeqinren。

zuizhong,zaiyigeleiyujiaojiadeyewan,xuanzeyinyaozijin。benyiweirucikeyijieshuzijishibaideyisheng,meixiangdaozaizhengyan,yijingshishijinianqian。

“buxing,buxing。”xiahuimengdeyaotou,jirankeyizhonglaiyici,neijiuhaohaobawo,buyaozaizoucengjingdecuowuluxian。

lengjingxialaixianglexiang,zijifancuoruyushinianhoudeshiqing,xianzaihailaideji。zuiyaojindeyinggaishifuqinxiayuan,tayijingdeai,zhishihaimeiyoufaxian,daidaozaiguoyinian,aiwanqideshihou,jiuzhendejiubulele。

xiangdaozheili,xiahuibuganyouyu,congmanglikailewangba,xiangjialiganqu。

cishizhengshizaochen,jiajiahuhudouhaimeiyoushanggong。xiahuipingzhejiyihuidaojiadeshihou,kandaoleneidongxiaoxiaodepingdingfang,fangzisuijiu,queshizijicengjingaierbudedejia。

zhengmenjiukeyikandaozaidatingfanzhuobianchifandefumu,tamendoushigongren,meitianqidianjiuyaoshanggong,ganzhezuixinkudegongzuo,yibeizidouzaicaolao。xianzaizhiyoutamenliang,meimeixiaxuehaizaidugaoer,zhoumocaihuilai。

xiahuikandaoerlaodebeiying,youxiegengyan,buguohaishihenkuaidiaozhenghaoqingxu,jinlemen。

“nihaizhidaohuilai?”kandaoxiahuiyiliantuifeidehuilai,xiayuanjiuzhidaozheigebuzhengqideerziyounazhetadexuehanqianchuqutongxiaole。

gaidadeyedaguole,gaimadeyemaguole,xianzaishengxiade,zhishixinsuanyuwunai。

“neige……ba!”xiahuibuzhidaoyinggairuhekaikou。

“ganma?youyaoqian?”muqinwangxiukandaoxiahuizheigeniuniunieniedeyangzi,jiujuedemeihaoshi,lvxianshengqi,shuodao,“yaoqianmeiyou,jinidexuefeiyenaquwanguangle。”

“bushibushi。”xiahuiganjinfouding,“wo……xianggenbashuoyixia,jintianbuyaoqushanggongle,quzhenshangyiyuanzuoyixiajianchaba。”

“jianchashenme?yiyuanshiyoubingderencaiqude,nizheishizhounibasi?buxiaozi。”fuqinnuchi,xianran,zaitayanli,xiahuidemeiyijuhuadoutouluchuduitadewuni。

“meiyoumeiyou,bugan。”xiahuibujieyizijidefuqinhenhendimaziji,shangyiduanrensheng,yigeqinrendoumeiyou,zhenshipale,“zhende,qujianchayixiaba……wokandaobaozhishangshuo,gongrenxuyaodingqizuoyixiajiancha,buranrongyidebing。”

“zhenshihunao,meibingkanshenmeyisheng?niyiweiquyitangyiyuanbuyaoqiana。”xiayuandoukuaiqihuaile,fanyemeiyouweikoujixuchi。

“ba,zhende,nihaishiqukankanba,zhendeyoubingzenmeban?”xiahuiyebuzhidaoyinggairuheshuoqingchu,nanbuchengganqufumuzijishiweilaizhongshenghuilaide?

“nizhenbudongshia,zenmeyidazaojiuyizhizhounibayoubingni?”wangxiuhenshengqi,shenshoujiuyaodaxiahui,xiahuimeiyouduo。tacengjingduomexiwangmuqinhenhendijitayibazhang,ranhoukeyixiangyuanliangyigebudongshidehaizineiyangyuanliangta,danshi,daosiyemeidengdao。

xiahuimeiyouduo,fandaoshirangwangxiujuedetajintiantebieqiguai,yebuzhidaoshifanleshenmemaobing。

“hao,woqukan,rangnipanzhewokuaidiansi。”xiayuanyebuzhidaoxiahuizenmele,buguotalijiedeyisijiushixiahuixiwangtakuaidiandebingsidiao。xiayuanganlejishiniandeshuinigong,shentiyinglang,zirenweishifenjiankang,jiranzheigebuxiaozixiwangtadebingsidiao,neijiuquyiyuanjiancha,rangtakankanzijihaishishentibeierbang,sibudiao。

yushi,qingchendecuntoujiushangyanlezheimeyimu:laofuqinqichongchongdebachengtianguihundeerzilashanglelaojiudelvqimotuoshang,“dadada”kaizhechequlezhenshang。

yilushangxiayuanmeiyoushuohua,xianzaitakendingshixiangdasizheigebuxiaozi。

laidaoyiyuan,tingleche,xiayuandatabujinleyiyuan。xiahuiganjingenshang,fuqinshengqihenzhengchang,zijizhixiwangtazaodianjianchachuaizheng,xianzaidongshoushu,hailaideji。

xiayuanshicuren,xianzaijiushigenerziduqi,yebuguneimeduo,yaozuoyigequanshentijian,quanchengbanjuhuadoumeiyoushuo。

hualechabuduoyigexiaoshi,fuzekantijianbaogaodepangziyishengxianrulechensi。

“e……bushihenhao。”yishenglianshangyeluchuweinan。

“zenmele?”xiahuiganjinwen,bixiayuanhaizheji。zheirangxiayuangengjiashengqi,zheishipobujidairangtasia。

“ai。”yishengbatijianbaogaoguihaijixiayuan,zhizheneiketijianbufenjitakan。

“ai……aizheng?”xiayuanhechuyishenglenghan,zijishicuren,haibuzhiyushenmedoubudong,aizhengzheigedongxikepadehen,qianzhenzijiuyouyigegongyoudele,hualehaoduoqianhaishizhibuhao。

“buguobiedanxin,zhishizaoqi,faxiandehenjishi,zhiyaozuijinshoushu,jiukeyibimiansiwang。”yishengyeshihenqingxingfaxiandezao。

“a?”xiayuanyishijianyoudianmeng,zhuantoukanxiangxiahui,xiahuizhishidiantou,shiyishuojieshoushoushu。

“neishoushufei?”xiayuanhaishiguanxinqian。

“xianjiaosanwankuaiba,houmianjiashangliaoyangdengyixiliefeiyong,dagaiqibawan,nikan?”yishengshihuashishuo。

“七八万……”

tingdaozheigejiaqian,xiayuanbeihouyiliang。fuqiliangyigeyuecaiyiqianduokuai,zheimeduonianyemeinengyouduoshaocunkuan,zenmekenengnadechuqibawanni?

“buxing,bunengshoushu。”xiayuanqishen,shihunluopodezouchulaiyiyuan。

“ba,nibixudongzheigeshoushu,buranzhendehuimeimingde。”xiahuizhuichulai,yizhengyancidao,tabuxiangzaiyicishiqufuqin。

“nidongshenme?qibawan,jiebianqinpenghaoyoudoubuyidingyou。zheibushijiuming,shiyaoming。”xiayuanyijingchuyujuewangdebianyuan,tuikailexiahui,“nizhizhidaoguihun,zhidaoqianlaideduoburongyima?wonengzhiwangnijianglaiganma?”

mianduifuqindefouding,xiahuixinzhongyiliang,buguozongsuanshizhidaocengjingdezijishiduomedemeiyong,jiulianzijiafuqindoujuedecengjingdezijirucibukan。