第1章
jiudian。“cishao，xianzaihaizaizhuangshui？”
songwanyuyongzhebeizizuoqishen，kanzheshenbiandeheciyu，chunjiaoqinggou，yanlidaizhenongnongdechaofenghelengyi。
zijijingranzhongshengle，haiheheciyuguihunleyichang。
tayongledabangexiaoshi，caixiaohualezheigerenzhi。
hehe，zhenkexiao，tajingranzhongshengzailezheiyike，zhongshengzailesongjiasishengnvdeshenshang。
napashizhongshengzaibeibangfeiyongqiangdizhetoudeneiyike，tayebuyuanyizaizheigeshihou。
jintian，ruguobushiqianlaihetaxiangqin，tayebuhuipingbaichuxianzaiyoutadechuangshang。
zheishi，heciyuxianzhangdejiemaozhanleyixia，suihouzhengkaiyishuangkulengwubideheimoukanxiangsongwanyu。
yandibieshuoshirouqing，jinglianyisisidelianxiyeweiyou。
chunjiaoqinggou，shengyinlengdan：“chuqu。”
zuoweiyigehuoleliangshi、zaozhitaxingqingderen，tadefanying，songwanyuhaobuyiwai。
tabuguanxindeshiqing、buxihuanderen，jiusuanshizaitamianqian，yintaersi，tayijiubuhuidongrong。
就像上辈子的自己。
zaibangfeibangjialetahetadebaiyueguangshi，kanzheliangrenqifenxiangdemianrong，tacaizhidao，zijiduonianlaizhishitaneiweibaiyueguangdetishen。
bangfeiyaotazaitahetadebaiyueguangzhijianerxuanyideshihou，tahaobuyouyudixuanletadebaiyueguang。
他，从没爱过她。
weiyirangtayiwaideshi，tahuizhongshengzaizijiqushidewunianhou，zijibianchenglesongjiadesishengnv，erheciyuquezuoshanglelunyi。
shangyishi，tayintaersi，nandaozheishishangtianduitadechengfa？
muguangdandanlveguotadeshou，tashoulideneichuanfozhurangtayouxiexiangxiao。
taneimehen，jingranyekaishixinfo？
tashouhuixinsi，qiangzihulvemanqiangdehenyi，lenglengyixiao，“zenme，burenzhangshima？haishicishaoxinyousuoshu、juedekuiduineigeren？”
heciyudingzhetakanleliangmiao，yanzhongshanguolinglizhiyi，chunjiaochugouqichaofengdexiao，haobuliuqingzhiyandao：“ruguowoshuoshini？”
songwanyutiaotiaomei，zheihuazhenshirangtayakouwuyan。
diyicijianshuileren，zheimelizhiqizhuang。
xinzangchuchuanlaisisitongyi，haiyouxiexubugan。
guoran，taduineiweibaiyueguang，haizhenshiaidejina！
“suirancishaobuxihuanwo，kewoduicishaoyijianzhongqing，haixiangyuningongduyusheng，ninyaobukaolvkaolv？”
cike，songwanyuxiangshizhelemo，taturanxiangyaokankantataishanbengdingdeneiyikeshifouyexiangrujinzheibanlengjing。
yigexiangfaturanbengchu——
ruguorangtaaishangta，ranhouzaishuaileta……
“he！”heciyuchixiaochusheng，“songxiaojiezhongqingdeshishenme？biebushihaizaihuiweiganggangde……”
tayandaixixuegenelie，haiyouyisisibiyi，jiangguyimeishuowandehuaquanshideyiqingerchu、
“hehe，cishaoshibushiduizijitaizixinledian？”tashangshangxiaxiadaliangtayiquan，xiaozhedao，“nindongdelema？”
“咳——”
heciyumengrankesouqilai，meixinzhouchengyituan，neishuangmouziquedaizheyigulengyi。
gangjianmianshi，tahainiuniunieniede，xianzaijiuxingzidabian，juedeshichidingtale？
他的神情……
tazhidaotadexingge，pashihenbudelikenongsiziji。
tamilemiyan，zhuangzuoguanqiedao：“cishao，nimeishiba？”
heciyushenshougekaitadeshou，yanzhongjinggaoyiweishennong。
“cishao，wodeqingkuang，xiangxinnizailaizhiqianyijinglejieguole。woyebuxianqini，wokendinghuishiyigehegedeqizi。”
heciyuchunjiaoqingche，yanzhongmanshibuxue，haiyoujisi“nibupei”deshense。
“chuqu。bierangwoshuodisanbian！”
songwanyudandanyixiao，“niderenbuzhidaoqunalile，lunyizaimenkou，niquedingbuxuyaowobangmang？”
mingmingzhidaotajuebuhuirangrenkandaotaruoshideyimian，danshisongwanyupianpianyaozhuangshangqu！
“滚！”
——
fangjianwai，heciyuzuozhelunyichumen，zhouzhemeikanzheyizhemenkuangdesongwanyu。
neiyanshenfangfozaishuo，‘nizenmehaimeigun？’
songwanyuxiaozhe，zhengzhunbeishuohua，yidaotiannideshengyinxiangqi。
“辞哥哥！”
dongfangruoyunzaijiandaoheciyudeneiyishunjian，yankuangbianhongle。
heciyuweiweicumei，“nizenmelaile？”
“shiyouren……”gangshuodejigezi，dongfangruoyunbianhenhendidengxiangsongwanyu，hongzheyankuangchimadao，“nizheigebuyaoliandenvren，nijingrangangouyincigege！”
songwanyukanzheshencaixianxidedongfangruoyun，mousebuyoudeshenlejifen。
zheigenvren，jiushiheciyuzangzaixintoudebaiyueguang。
tadebaiyueguangqianjiaobaimei，yirudangniandejiaozongmanheng，queshitadexintouhao。
ertalijingshengsi，shouletaiduoweiqu，yechiletaiduodeku。
songwanyulengxiaoyisheng，“zheiweixiaojie，niyouzhengjuma？wanyishicishaoduiwoyouyini？”
“bukeneng！”dongfangruoyunzhandingjietiedihechidao，“nisuangeshenmedongxi？niyigesongjiadesishengnv，tahuikanshangni？”
“sishengnvjiubushirenlema？”songwanyugougouchun，ditouduiheciyuqingshengshuodao：“cishao，dongfangxiaojieshibushiyehenkanbuqinia？”
meicuo，heciyushihejiadesishengzi，banianqiancaihuidaohejia。
heciyushensebubian，dongfangruoyundaoshihuangzhangleqilai。
“meiyou！cigegenibiexinta，woconglaimeiyoukanbuqini。shizheigenvrentiaobolijian！”
jianheciyucumeibuyu，rangrenwufatanchadaotadeneixinjiujingruhe，dongfangruoyunyoujiyounu，chongshanglaijiushiyibazhang。
“啪——”
songwanyumouseanlejifen，pianshengchunjiaohaidaizhexiao，zhuazhedongfangruoyunhaixiangzaidarendeshou，“dongfangxiaojie，nizenmegentiaofenggouside？”
dongfangruoyunheshishouguozheizhongwuru？shouwanerbeizhuadeshengteng，wenyanyoujuqilelingwaiyizhishou。
songwanyulengxiaoyisheng，zhengzhunbeiyaorangtahaokanshi，heciyukaikoudao：“dongfangruoyun！”
dongfangruoyunxinshangyilin，patashengqi，youbuganxin，“cigege！”
heciyukanyiyansongwanyudelian，dao：“xiangtadaoqian！”
tadesangyindandande，bianbuchuxinu。
songwanyushenxiyikouqi，mouguanglenglexiaqu。
hehe，zhenshiweihudejinni。
guoranzijiwufaherenjiadebaiyueguangbi，yeshi，zijizhenshizaiziquqirule。
“如果我……”
“buni”lianggehaimeishuochulai，jiutingheciyuyoushuodao：“daoqian！dongfangruoyun，tingbudongma？”
shuowan，tayoushiyizhenkesou。
songwanyuzhengle，tajuranyaotadebaiyueguangxiangtadaoqian？
dongfangruoyunshuangshouhuanxiongzhengdengzhesongwanyude“duibuqi”，zhayitingheciyudehua，shuangyanbuganzhixindidengda，“nishuoshenme？”
heciyubuzaishuohua，yanzhongmanshijinggaozhiyi，kesouzhihou，lianseyouxiebuzhengchangdehong。
dongfangruoyunweiqudeyankuangdouhongle，taniejinshuangshou，yizhanglianbiedetonghong，“cigege，nishentibuhao，wo……”takanxiangsongwanyu，buqingyuandikaikou，“dui……duibuqi。”
songwanyushichedidaizhule，zheishishenmeqingkuang？
heciyushensehuanhejifen，duisongwanyushuodao：“songxiaojie，jintiandewuhui，wohuijinibuchang，xiwangyihoubuyaozaijianle。”
shuoba，chaodongfangruoyunshuodao，“zouba。”
dongfangruoyunxixibizi，zoushangqianlaituilunyi。
songwanyuwangzoulangjintoukanlekan，ranhouyanxiaoyanyandiwanshenkanxiangta，“cishao，zhendebukaolvyixiawodetiyilema？wojuedeneishishuangyingdeshiqing。”
“songxiaojie，”heciyulengshengdao，“sichanlandadenvren，rangrenfangan。”
qiazaizheishi，heciyudeshoujijiuxiangle。
gangyijietong，dianhuaneiduanbianjiqieshuodao：“cige，xiaoshaoyebujianle！”