zouchugushijituanneidonggaosongruyun、xiangzhengzhecaifuyuquanlidebinglengdasha，cimudeyangguanghaowuzhelandiqingxiexialai。woxiayishiditaishoudangleyixiayanjing。
yangguanghennuan，danzhaozaishenshang，quequbusanxindineigucongdiyudaihuilaidehanyi。
jiedaoshangcheshuimalong，xingrencongcong。yiqiexianhuoerxuanxiao，yuqianshibingchuangshangneisijibinglengdejuewang，xingchenglezuicankudeduibi。wozhanzaixuanxiaoderenchaobianyuan，xiangyigegegeburudeyouhun。
shoujizaikoudailiwengwengzhendongqilai。
wonachulai，pingmushangtiaodongzhelianggezi：songyi。
songyi，shigujiadelaoyongren，yeshiqianshigujiaweiyiyigeduiwocunyoujifenshanyideren。zaiwobeiqiujinzaibieshu、dengdai“juanshen”deneiduananwutianriderizili，shitatoutoujiwosongxiechide，shenzhizaiwoshuhouxuruodekuaiyaosiqushi，shitaliuzhelei，toutoujiwoweiguojikoushui。
zhijianhuaguopingmu，jietong。
“shaofuren？”songyideshengyindaizheyisixiaoxinyiyidedanyou，touguotingtongchuanlai，“nin……haihaoma？xianshengta……gangcailiansehenbuhaodihuilaile……”
guoran，guchenyijinghuiqule。xiangbicike，tazhengduizhesuweiwei，sushuowode“bushitaiju”he“edu”ba？
wochelechezuijiao，houlonggansedefateng：“songyi，womeishi。”
“meishijiuhao，meishijiuhao……”songyisihusonglekouqi，suijiyouyadileshengyin，yuqichongmanlebuan，“shaofuren，nin……ninhaishihuilaiba？xianshengta……zaifahuo，weiwei**ye……yezaiku，shuoshinin……”
houmiandehua，tameishuowan，danwoyijingnengxiangxiangchuneifuchangjing。
suweiweibiranshilihuadaiyu，weiquwanfendixiangguchenkusuwode“edu”he“zuzhou”。erguchen，neigeyongyuanbasuweiweideyanleishiweishengzhidenanren，cikedingranshinuhuozhongshao，zhidengzhewohuiqu，haojiangwochedisisui。
yigubinglengdeyaneyongshangxintou。
“songyi，”wodaduanta，shengyinpingjingdemeiyouyisibolan，“wobuhuiqule。”
“a？”songyixianranlengzhule，“bu……buhuilaile？neininquna？shaofuren，zhei……”
“yihou，biejiaowoshaofurenle。”woshenxiyikouqi，wangzheyanqianchuanliubuxidecheliu，yanshenyidiandianbiandejiandingerbingleng，“woheguchen，jieshule。”
shuowan，budengsongyizhenjingdehuiying，wozhijieguaduanledianhua。
结束？
不，远远没有结束。
guchenbuhuifangguowo。weilesuweiwei，tahuixiangqianshiyiyang，buzeshouduan。
woxuyaoliliang。xuyaozuyiduikangtataotianquanshideliliang。xuyaoyige……anquandezangshenzhichu。
naohaili，diyigefuxiandemingzi，shitangwei。
wodaxueshizuihaodeguimi，gandanxiangzhaodesidang。qianshi，zaiwobeiguchende“aiqing”mengbi、jianjianshuyuansuoyoupengyoushi，zhiyouta，yicicidishitudianxingwo，yicicidizaiwobeiguchenhesuweiweishanghaihou，fennudixiangyaotiwotaohuigongdao，queyouyicicibeiwonuoruodituikai。
zuihou，zaiwobeiqiangzhi“juanshen”qian，tabuzhicongnalidedaolexiaoxi，chongdaogujiabieshumenkou，shengsilijiedixiangyaojianwo，quebeiguchendebaobiaocubaodijiazou。wotouguobinglengdetieyidamen，zhikandaotajuewangerfennudekuhan，xiangdaoziyiyangkezaiwoxinshang。
houlai……jiuzaiyemeiyoutadexiaoxile。zhidaowosi。
kuijiuhehuihenshunjianyanmeilexinzang。wozhandouzheshouzhi，zaitongxunlulifanzhaozheneigechenfengyijiudemingzi。
找到了。
“weiwei……”dianhuajietong，wokaikou，shengyindaizhewufayizhidegengyanheshaya。
dianhuaneitouchenmoleyishun，suiji，yigedaizhenanyizhixin、youjiazazhejudadanyouhenuqidenvshengmengdizhaxiang：“linwan？！shini？！nizheigesinvren！nihaizhidaojiwodadianhua？！nizhibuzhidaowo……”
“weiwei，”wodaduantalianzhupaosidenuma，leishuizhongyukongzhibuzhudigunluoxialai，shengyinposuibukan，“bangbangwo……qiuni……”
dianhuaneitoushunjiananjingle。
jimiaohou，tangweideshengyinzaicixiangqi，meiyoulezhiqiandenuhuo，zhishengxiayizhongchendiandiande、daizhebaohuyudejiandinghexinteng：“dizhifawo。daizairenduodedifang，biedong。womashangdao！”
bangexiaoshihou，yilianghuohongsedepaochedaizhexiaozhangdeyinqinghongming，yigejichatingzaiwomianqian。
chemendakai，tiaoxialaiyigechuanzhejichepiyi、shencaigaotiao、huazhejingzhiyanxunzhuangdeduanfameinv。zhengshitangwei。tazhaixialianshangdemojing，luchuyishuangpiaoliangquedaizhelinglinuhuodefengyan，muguangxiangtanzhaodengyiyang，shunjiansuodinglewo。
“wanwan！”tasanbubingzuoliangbuchongguolai，yibazhuazhuwodegebo，shangshangxiaxiadidaliangwo，dangshixianluozaiwoxiabashangneipiancimudeqingzizhiyinshi，tayanzhongdenuhuo“teng”diyixiashaodaoledingdian。
“neigewangbadandade？！”tadeshengyindouranbagao，daizhehaobuyanshideshaqi，yindelurenfenfencemu，“guchenneigechusheng！wotama……”
“weiwei！”wojimanglazhuta，shengpataxiayimiaojiuzhendechonghuigushijituanqusharen，“womeishi，womenxianlikaizheili。”
tangweikanzhewocangbaidelianheqiangrentongchudeyanshen，shenxilejikouqi，qiangxingyaxialetaotiandenuhuo。tahenhendidengleyiyangushidashadefangxiang，fangfoyaoyongyanshenbaneidongloushaochuan。
“shangche！”tabuyoufenshuodibawosaijinfujiashi，zijitiaoshangjiashizuo，youmenyicai，paocherutonglixianzhijianbanchonglechuqu。
chechuangwaidejingwufeisudaotui。
tangweijinbengzhelian，yiyanbufadikaizheche，chesukuaidejingren。zhidaochezishilishizhongxin，jinruyipianxiangduianjingdebieshuqu，tacaimengdijiangchetingzailubian。
tazhuanguotou，kanzhewo，yanshenruiliderutongshoushudao：“xianzai，gaosuwo。suoyoushiqing。yigezidoubuxumanwo！”
mianduitaguanqieerfennudemuguang，neixiebeiqiangxingyayidekongju、juewang、weiquhetaotiandehenyi，zaiyewufakongzhi。**zaishushidezuoyili，shentiqueyijiujiangyingbingleng。chenmolejimiao，caihuanhuankaikou，shengyingansedexiangshazhimoca。
“ta……yaowobashen，juanjisuweiwei。”
“shenme？！”tangweimengdiyiquanzazaifangxiangpanshang，labafachuyishengcierdejianming，“tafengle？！haishinifengle？！linwan，niqianle？！”
“wohuadiaole。”wochelechezuijiao，luchuyigebikuhainankandexiaorong，zhilezhizijiqingzidexiaba，“zheijiushidaijia。”
“cao！”tangweibaolejucukou，yanjingshunjianjiuhongle，tajiekaianquandai，tanguoshen，xiaoxinyiyidipenglepengwoxiabadeyuhen，shengyindaizhexintengdezhandou，“tengma？neigewangbadan！tazenmegan！tazenmeganzheimeduini！nishitalaopo！bushitamadeqiguancangku！”
老婆？呵。
zheigecixiangyibayan，henhensazaiwoxintoudeshangkoushang。
“tayaowoqian，shiweilesuweiwei。”wobishangyanjing，qianshilinsiqianneitiannidenaiyouweihecierde“qiedangao”sheng，fangfoyouzaierbianxiangqi，weiliyizhenfanjiangdaohai，“weiwei，nizhidaoma？wosiguoyicile。”
“wanwan？”tangweideshengyindaizhejingyihedanyou。
wozhengkaiyan，kanzheta，yanshenkongdongerjuewang，daizheyizhonglijingcangsangdepibeihesiji：“zhende。wosiguoyici。jiuzaisuweiweideshengrineitian。tangzaibinglengdebingchuangshang，tingzhexindianjianhuyibianchengyitiaozhixian……erguchen，tazaipeitadesuweiwei，qieshengridangao。”
wodeshengyinhenqing，henpingjing，xiangshizaijiangshubierendegushi。danmeiyigezi，doujintoulexuelei。
tangweilianshangdefennuhedanyoushunjianninggule。takanzhewo，xiangshidiyicizhenzhengrenshiwo。takandaolewoyandineipianshenbujiandidetongkuhe……yizhongwufaweizhuangde、jiehouyushengdekongju。
chexianglixianruyipiansiji。
xujiu，tangweicaizhongzhongdituchuyikouqi，yanshenbiandewubifuza，youxinteng，youfennu，haiyouyisinanyizhixindejingji。tazhongxinzuohao，xishanganquandai，fadonglechezi。
“quwojia。”tadeshengyinhuifulepingridegancuililuo，quedaishangleyizhongqiansuoweiyoudezhengzhong，“biepa，wanwan。youwozai。taguchenzaigandongniyigenshouzhitou，wotangweigentapinming！”
chezishiruyigehuanjingqingyou、anbaosenyandegaodangbieshuqu，zuizhongtingzaiyidongdaizhedulihuayuandexiandaifenggebieshuqian。zheishitangweizijidefangzi，tafumushizhimingyixuejiaoshou，jiajingyouwo，zheifangzishitachengnianlideliwu。
“xiache。”tangweitiwolakaichemen，dongzuodaizhebaohuxingdeyiwei，“zheilihenanquan，tachabudao，yebuganyingchuang。”
tajinwennuanmingliangdebieshu，jinbengdeshenjingzhongyuyouleyisisongxie。judadepibeiganrutongchaoshuibanxilai。
“xianquxigereshuizao，woqujinizhaoyao。”tangweituizhewojinlekuanchangmingliangdeyushi。
wenredeshuiliuchongshuaerxia，daizoupifushangdehanyihehuichen，quechongbusanxintoudebinglenghexiabadecitong。wokanzhejingzilineizhangcangbaiqiaocui、xiabadaizhemingxianzhiyindelian，yanshenyidiandianbiandebinglengerjianding。
不能再软弱了。
guchendeweixie，rutongxuanzaitoudingdedamokelisizhijian。yitadexinggeheshouduan，juebuhuishanbaganxiu。neifenxindejuanzengshu，suishikenengyimouzhong“hefa”huo“qiangzhi”defangshi，zaicibaidaowomianqian。
woxuyaofanji。xuyaozaitadongshouzhiqian，xianyibuzhanduantadezhuaya。
xiwanzaochulai，tangweiyijingnazheyaoxiangdengzaiketing。taxiaoxinyiyidijiwoxiabatushangxiaozhonghuayudeyaogao，dongzuoqingrou。
“wanwan，”tayibiantuyao，yibianchenshengwen，“nidasuanzenmeban？duozaiwozheilibushizhangjiuzhiji。guchendeshili……”
“wozhidao。”wodaduanta，shengyinpingjing，yanshenqueruiliqilai，“wobunengzhiduo。woxuyao……zhudongchuji。zhishao，yaorangtazigubuxia。”
tangweitingxiadongzuo，kanzhewo：“nixiangzenmezuo？”
“suweiwei……”wotuchuzheigemingzi，daizhebinglengdehenyi，“tadebing，shiguchenzuidaderuanlei，yeshitasuoyoufengkuangjudongdegenyuan。”
tangweimeitouyizhou：“tadeshenshuaijie？bushishuoshijiazuyichuan，henyanzhongma？buranguchenyebuhui……”
“jiazuyichuan？”wolengxiaoyisheng，qianshibeikeyihulvedeyidian，zaizhongshenghouqingxidetounaoli，biandegewaiciyan，“weiwei，nifumushidingjiandeyixuejiaoshou，nisuiranbushixueyide，danerrumuran，zonggaizhidaoyixie。zhenzhengdeyichuanxingshenbing，youqishifazhandaotazheizhong‘jixuyaohuanshen’chengdude，huanzhebenshendeshentizhuangkuanghuifeichangzaogao，huiyouhenduobingfazheng，biruyanzhongpinxue、gutong、pifuyichang……duiba？”
tangweisisuoleyixia，diandiantou：“meicuo。zheileibingrentongchangmiansehuian，feichangxuruo，shenzhixuyaozhangqitouxiweichi。dansuweiwei……”tahuiyizhejinyoudejicipengmian，“takanqilaisuiranrouruo，danqise……sihubingbusuantaicha？zhishao，buxiangneizhongbingrugaohuang、jixuhuanshenjiumingderen。”
“dui！”woyanzhongshanguoyisihanguang，“zheijiushizuidadeyidian！qianshi，wozhiguzheshangxinguchendelengmo，beitaneifuchuchukeliandeyangzimengbi，congweishenjiuguo。xianzaixiangxiang，tadebing，zhendeyouneimeyanzhongma？haishi……congtoudaowei，jiushiyigejingxinshejidepianju？”
tangweidaoxiyikouliangqi：“nishishuo……tazhuangbing？jiuweile……piannideshen？”
“buyidingshizhuangbing。”wolengjingdifenxi，“kenengshibingqingbeikeyikuadale。huozhe……yonglemouzhongyaowu，weizhuangchushenshuaijiedejiaxiang？guchenneimezaihuta，jitazhaodebiranshizuidingjiandeyiliaotuandui。ruguozheigeyiliaotuanduibenshenjiuyouwentini？”
zheigeniantouyidanshengqi，jiurutongtengmanbanfengkuangzizhang。qianshisuweiweizaiwosihouneifudeyiyangyangdezuilian，haiyoutaneijuedudezuzhou……yigezhenzhengbingzhongchuiweideren，huiyouneiyangdejingli？
“cha！”tangweideyanshenshunjianbianderuiliwubi，daizheyizhonglierensuodingmubiaodexingfen，“wanwan，zheigefangxiangjueduimeicuo！ruguotadebingyouwenti，neiguchenjiushibeirendangqiangshile！erqie，zheijueduishiyigenengbatamenyiqidingsidebabing！”
talikenachushouji：“wozheijiulianxiwobadexuesheng，tazaiguoneishenzangbinglingyushiquanwei！rangtabangmangcha！suweiweizainajiayiyuanzuodezhenduan，zhuzhiyishengshishei，yongleshenmeyao……zhiyaotazhenzuoguoshoujiao，jiuyidingnengjiuchuhuliweiba！”