第4章
哐当！
jinbiqiyiguo，tiemenkaile，guanjiaojiangtayoudaihuidaoyuanlaidelaofang。
hanxiaodongyichuxian，yuanxiandatadeneiqunrenquandouguisuodaoleqiangjiao。
yigekexiaodechangmiandanshengle。
hanxiaodongduziyirenzuozaikangshang，qitarenquanbuzhanzailingyibian。
neitianwanshangzheigexiangyeshouyiyangdenianqingrenzhanxianchudeshixuebaolihehanbuweisirangtamenzhijindanhan。
chiwufanshi，bozishangchanleyiquanshabudebalayancouleguolai，taohaodejiangzijidewotoufangzaihanxiaodongdewanli，yongsiyadeshengyinshuodao：“dongge，nindarenbujixiaorenguo，jiubawodanggepifangleba！congjinerqi，zheijianlaofangninjiushilaoda，ninrangwomenganshenmewomenjiuganshenme。haiyou，woshigenkeyehunde，ninjikeyeyigemianzi。”
“滚！”
hanxiaodongyigezijiurangbalayanpigunniaoliu。
taxianqidenaqiwanzhongyouliangyouyingdewotou，youyulejimiaozhong，zhangkaizui，yikouyaoxia。
buhaochi，danyeyaochi，taxuyaobaochitili。
balayankandaotachixialewotou，zhongyuzhangchuleyikouqi。
kanshousuohouzhongdetiemendakaile，hanxiaodongchuanzhepojiudejundayizoulechulai。
五天的拘留期到了。
“dongzi，yihouchanglaia！”
yinweichangniantoujimogou，tashizheilidechangke，jiuliankanmendewujingdourenbuzhuhetakaiqilewanxiao。
hanxiaodongmeilita，jinlejinshenshangdejundayi，dabuzoujinhanfeng。
东北的冬天真冷啊！
sousoudebeifengshunzheshenshangsuoyoudefengxiwangliguan，zheijianjundayigenbendangbuzhu，chuidegutoujiedouteng。
hanxiaodongdizhetou，maozheyao，yongzheizhongkexiaodefangshiwangtudidanghanfeng。
yigexiaoshihou，jihudongjiangdetazouhuidaoleqishuichangxiaoqu。
qishuichangxiaoquzuoluozaishanchengdaoxiqu，yinweipilinqishuichangerdeming。
jidongjianyubenshijiwushiniandaideliucengtongzilouzaihanlengdeqiwenzhongsesefadou，huiandeloutihehuiandetiankongyansehenjiejin。
hanxiaodongzoushangerlou，congkudaihoumianmosuochuyichuanyongjunlvseshengzibangzaiyiqideyaochi，dakaileneishanmanshixiuji，qimianbanbodetiemen。
屋里死一般的寂静。
hanxiaodongfeisudeliulanleyixiawulidechenshe。
小，破，旧！
zheitaodanshimianjijueduibuhuichaoguosishipingmi，banbofahuangdeqiangpi，yizhangbaxianzhuoqimiandoukuaidiaoguangle。
waiwudeqiangshangyouyigechuanzheyongzhuangdemeinvzhengzaisaoshounongzi，youshangjiaoyousangexiaozi，lingfangbing，dixiazeshijipaishuzi。
那个就是挂历吧？
dangtakanqingshangmiandenianyuezhihou，hanxiaodongganjueyibadachuizadaolenaodai，wengwengzuoxiang。
1991年11月。
cankudeshishizaiyicizhengming，taqueshishizhongshengle。
啊！
liwuchuanlaiyishengqingqingde**。
hanxiaodongdakaimen，yiyanjiukandaolekaozhenuanqidechuangshang，yannigaizhedabei，shuangmujinbi，sihuyijingrenshibushengle。
zhikanleyiyanzheigenvren，hanxiaodongjiuganjuedaolinghunshenchuneiwuqiongwujindehuiyi。
zheishizhiqianzhurenfachudejiweiqiangliedexinxi。
“yanni！”hanxiaodongyibujiucuanlechuangbian，shenchushoutanletantadebixi。
还好！还有呼吸。
tayoumolemotadeetou，tangshou。
hanxiaodongbuganxiangxiang，zheiwutianshijiantashizenmeguolaide。
yiwanyao，hanxiaodonglianrendaibeiyiqibaoqilai，chongchuledamen。
tazhidao，zaixiaoqufujin，youyijiasirenxiaozhensuo。
啪！
liukuiwuneikezhensuodemenbeizhongzhongzhuangkai，hanxiaodonglangbeideshuaizaidishang，zaijiejindimiandeshunjian，tapinmingyiniushen，rangzijixianzhedi，yannizejiejieshishishuaizailetadeshenshang。
“zheisheiya？hewoyitiao。”daizheyanjingdeliukuiwuzhanleqilai，kedangtakanqingcongdishangpaqilaidehanxiaodongshi，liansedangshijiubianle，“zenmeshini？nijiwochuqu。”
takandaozheigehunhunjiuxiangtunleyibacangyingneimeexin，yincihaobuliuqingdeshouyizhi，wangwainianren。
“liudafu，kuaijiujiuwoxifuba！tafagaoshao，buzhidaojitianle，zaidanwuxiaqujiuweixianle。”hanxiaodongjiangyannifangzaibingchuangshang，fanhuishenchongliudafuyoushizuoyiyoushijugong。
yitingshuoshiyannishengbingle，liudafudongrongle。
tafeikuaideshileshiyannidetiwen，zuoleyigejiandandejiancha，“yaomashangjiangwen，buranhuishaochengfeiyan，zheishijitianmeichifanle？yannizenmezheimexuruo？”
liudafuyueshuoyueshengqi，“hanxiaodong，nihaishirenma？qulezheimehaodexifubuzhidaozhenxi，meitianbushidajiushima，nijuranhai......”
shengxiadehuatainanting，liudafushuobuchukou，tadelianbiedetonghong，zuihouyiduojiao，“wozheishikanzaiyannikelian，yaoshini，jiushisizaiwomianqianyebujiuni。”
tayizhidamenwai，“nijiwogunchuqu，wokanjiannijiufan。”
“hao，hao！”hanxiaodongbuganreyishengshengqi，houtuizhechulezhensuo。
“nongdianhongtanglai，tataixuruole。”liudafuzuihouyijuhuashunzhemenfengpiaolechulai。
hanxiaodongzoujinjulizhensuo100duomiyuandejinjiaxiaomaibu。
jinjiaxiaomaibuhenjianlou，lianggelaoshidebolijutailibaifangzhejiyangxiaohaichidetangguo，gaoliangyi、daxiasu、dadapaopaotang，jinkaozhejutaidedifangbailejikouxiaogang，fenbietiezhejizhanghongzhi，shangmianxiezhejiu、jiangyou、cu。
laojintouzhengpengzhebandaotizuozailuzibiantingdantianfangde《baimeidaxia》，tayikanhanxiaodongjinlai，dangjiyiwanyaonaqilesaozhou，“nijiwogun！nitemedejiushigechusheng，lianxifudoumaidechusheng。”
hanxiaodongzaixinlikuxiaoyixia。
zheijushentideqianzhurenhaizhenshiqianfusuozhi，tiannurenyuana！
ganggangliudafuduizijizhangzuijiuma，xianzaidelaojintouyeshiruci。
“jindaye，woxifufagaoshao，jitianshuimimeidayale，qiuqiuni，maiwodianhongtang。”tayimodou，shengyinjiaranerzhi。
hunshenshangxialianjundayiyigongwugedou，keshiyimaoqiandoumeiyou。
laojintoudemashenghaimeitingxialai，“nizheizhongchushengdeqianwonazhexianzang，nijiwogun，wobumaini。”
hanxiaodongyiyaoya，chongzhelaojintoushenshenyigong，cheng90dujiaobaochizhezheigezishi。
“jindaye，wozhidaowo**，danzheibushijiwozijichide，yannifazhegaoshaoni！woxianzaimeiyouqian，sheyidianhongtangxingbuxing？woqiunile。”
laojintoujingyadekanzhehanxiaodong。
zheigechushengjuranweilexifukenjizijijugongdaoqian，nandaoshuotazhendexiangchuanyanlineiyang，paodaotianyuangewutingfanghuojiuren？
人真的会变？