第1章
姜蔓躺在床上。
ruyanshidiaidetianhuaban，shangmiandiaozhelaoshidiandengpao，zhouweiyiguzipofangzidemeiwei。
她有些懵。
yimenzhige，waimianyourenzaiqingkoumenban：“wokeyijinlaima？”
dichencixingdenanxingsangyin，zaijiashangjiuhoubanzheshaya，rangrentinglezhijueerduoyaohuaiyun。
哎。
jiangmantanlekouqi，zheiyouhuotaidale。
taqianyimiaohaizhanzailingjiangtaishang，xiayimiaojiujilaochengji，xinlijiaocui，cusi。
zhongshengdaolehezijitongmingtongxingdenvhaishenshang！
shangtiandaitabubo，gangzhongshengjiuyudaoleshangbeizicongweiyouguodeyanyu。
zheishisidatianwangbaohongdeniandai，yuanzhujiaqiangbishangguazhe1994niandemingxinghaibaoguali......
yuanzhudejiyiliuzaijiangmanshentili，jinwandeshizaijiangmannaozhongguoleyibian。
bannianqian，yuanzhuzaishanjiaoxiadexibianlaoyu，yiwaijiulezhongshanghunmideniezheng。
yuanzhuzhaolaishoutuiche，dasuanjiangzheigekanzhechushenbufandeshuaigesongquyiyuan，jieguobanluyudaoebalinjuqinqianqian——
qinqianqiandangshijiukanshangleniezheng，rangyuanzhubarenjiaojita，youtasongquyiyuan。
yuanzhubuyi，tajiunayuanzhumuqindegongzuoweixieyuanzhu。
qinqianqiandefuqinqinshirenshiyuanzhumuqinchanglidexiaolingdao，yuanzhubuganwunita，budebudaying。
niezhengxinglaihou，yiweishiqinqianqianjiuleziji，zaijiashangqinqianqianyandeyilianwenwanjujia，niezhengxinshenghaogan，jiugentachuduixiangle。
jinwan，niezhenghuilaikanqinqianqian，beitafumulazheyifanyoushuo，haiguanlebushaojiu，xilihutudidayingleheqinqianqiandinghundeshi。
dayinglehaibuxing，qinqianqianhaianshiniezhenghetayiqiguoye。
niezhengdemingshitajiude，zaijiashangguniangzhudong，jiujingshangtou，niezhengmeiyoujujue。
jiangmanzhuzaineizhonglaoshijianyilou，yihurenzhuyijianfang。
qinjiajingjitiaojianxiangduijiaohao，fumuzhuyijian，qinqianqianzhuyijian。
yuanbenyinggaiqusilou，jinwanniezhengzhendeheduole，jingranzoudaolesanlouyuanzhujiamenqian......
zhenshilaotianyedoubuxiangrangtadecheng！
jiuniezhengdeshiyuanzhu，hetadinghundeyegaishiyuanzhu。zaijiashangniezhengzhangdeshuai，haizhongqingyi，yuanzhubenlaijiuanlianta......daizheyuanzhudejiyi，jiangmanlianhongxintiaodizhuomozhe，tashibushigaijiangcuojiucuo......
“我进来了。”
menwaideniezhengzaiyicikaikou，jiangmanyaoyaoyayingleyisheng：“ng！”
niezhengjinlaishi，wulimeiyoukaideng，qiheiyipian，zhiyouchuangwaijidianlingxingsansuideguangxian。
qizhangqingshoudeshenying，jiujingzuiren，quewufayanqutazishendutedeqinglengqizhi。
tasihuyouxieyouyu，bijingtaheqinqianqianzheicaishidiercijianmian。
danshixiayimiao，liangtiaorouruandeshoubeiyijinglouzhuletadebozi，huxijian，shinvhaishenshangqiandandexiangwei......
聂峥呼吸一顿。
haoxiangxindiyougeshengyinzaizhaohuanta，rongbudetajujue，henkuaitajiubajiangmanbaodaolechuangshang。
yehenmanzhang，jianaoertianmi，wuliqiwenyuelaiyuegao。
jiangmanshangbeizidaosidoumeijianguozhupao，gengmeichiguozhurou，yishijianyouxieshouzuwucuo。kuangfengzhouyulaiderucijilie，nanrengaodadequtijiangtafugai，rangtajiyuhuxizhouting。
yueguangxia，kanzheniezhengchenshuidejunmeilianpang，jiangmanmiyan......ng，tabukui。
此时此刻。
xiwanzaojizijiyouhualezhuangdeqinqianqiandengzaifangli，yigexiaoshiguoqu，lianggexiaoshiguoqu......yi，niezhengni？
qinqianqiancongjiudiandengdaolingchenyidian，zhongyuyishidaobuduijing，ganjinchuanhaoyifuquyilouzhaofumu，“ba，ma，niezhengzainimenzheima？”
qinshirenkantahuojihuoliaozhaolai，buyongwenyezhidaoshiqingmeicheng：“zenmenengzaiwomenwuni？jigexiaoshiqianwojiucuitaquzhaonile！”
zhenshibaixialeliangpinghaojiu！
“tayemeiquwoneiera，gaibuhuishiheduolezainaerzaidaoleba！”
xiangdaozheiliqinqianqianshizhenjile，ganjinnashoudiantongzaizhouweizhaoleyiquan，yijiumeijianniezhengrenying，zuihoushiwangdizhehuiqu。
aiyuandiduitamashuo：“takendingyoushizoule？kantayangzijiushigefujiagongzi，gujilinshibeijialijiaohuiqutandashengyile。”
qinqianqianhaitinghuixiang，yuexiangyuejuedeyoupu，ganjuezijimashangjiushifujiataitaile。
tamabaixiuedengtayiyan：“gaobuhaotajiushishiluanzhongqi，womenyibihuntajiutaole，wokantabuhuizaihuilaile！”
qinqianqianbugaoxingle，duozhejiaobiehonglianduibaixiue：“nihushuo！niezhengbushizheiyangderen！”
louxia，jiangmantangzainiezhengshenbian，anjingditingzhemunverrendechaojianeirong。
jiangmannengtingneimeqingchu，quanshiyinweitazhongshengzhihoushentibuyiyangle。
yeshiganggangfaxiande，tadeerduokeyitinghenyuan，lianduimiandawanshangliangkouzidajiadoutingdedao。
shenzhihaitingdaoleyixie，neisha，guairangrenlianhongdeshengyin。
lianyihongjiuxiangqigangcaiheniezhengneiyang，renbuzhuqukanta。
真好看。
zheiyangdewuguan，jiusuanbuyongguifushengongzheimekuazhangdexingrong，yeshihenjipinle。
benjiugaishiyuanzhudenanren，jiangmanjuedingyaozhengdaguangmingdibarencongqinqianqianshouliqianghuilai！
半夜，聂峥醒了。
jiangmanhaimeixianghaozenmegentajieshizijicaishijiutaderen，bianlabeizimengzhuzijinaodai，zhuangzuohaixiudeyangzi。
“我走了。”
niezhengchuanhaoyifu，busheyoujuekuiqiandikanzhechuangshangneituan，chensipiankejieshidao：“zheiduanshijianwoyouzhongyaodeshiqingyaochuli，dengwochuliwanjiulaiquni，zuiduolianggeyue！”
jiangmanzaibeiziliwuzhezijixiongkou，jinzhangdeyikexinchadianmeitiaochulai。
tingdaojiangmanzaibeiwoliwengshengwengqiyisheng“ng”，niezhengzhidangtaxiuse，chunjiaoyiwan，gezhebeiziluoxiayiwen，congconglikaile。
zheigenanrentaihuile，shashigaodejiangmanxinyuanyima，xiangzaibatapudaoyici。
也就只是想想。
gangbiyan，jiutingjianqinqianqianzaimenwaipengpengpengdiqiaomen，bansuizhetaneipofubandedasangmen，“jiangmannijiwokaimen！”
jiangmanmantiaosilidipaqilai，haimeilaidejikaideng，menjiucongwaimianbeirenzhuangkaile。
qinqianqianshouliwozheyigenjimaodanzi，manlianzhengningdichaojiangmanchongguolai，“niezhengzenmehuicongnizheilichuqu？nimenzaiwuliganshenmele？！”
jiangmankailedeng，lanyangyangdizuozaichuangyandahaqian，moleluchuyigetiantiandeweixiao：“nixianggentagande，tadougenwoganleni。”