linruoxi，zheigebuqiyandenvhaigaibianlexueruideyisheng，tacengwushucizaimengzhongjiandaozheigenvhai。
只不过，都是噩梦。
xueruijidehenqingchu，neishi2012niandezhongqiujieqianyitian，nonglibayueshisi。
xueruishumenshuludecongsushetoutouliuchuqushangwang，yueguangxiatashenyingjiaojie，tiezheqiangbixunsuyidong，bucengfachurenheshengxiang，tieqiangzoukeyibikaijiankonghexunluolaoshidezhuyi。
raner，jiuzaitaraodaojiaoxueloudeshihou，yigeshenyingcongtianerjiang。
linruoxi，zheigeshencaidanbo，congbugantaitoushuohuadenvhaijuranconghoudeloudingyiyueerxia，yangmianchaotiandezazaixueruimianqian。
linruoxiwuguanjingzhi，mianpangxiaoshou，zuichunhaowuxuese，dadadeyanjingyouxieaojinyankuangnei，taluodihourengranzhengzheyan，qiahaohexueruiduishizaiyiqi。
yueguangruxue，yerubaizhou，xueruikandezhenzhenqieqie，yingyuedaoyingzaixuebozhong，huazuoyilunxinghongdexueyue。
neishixueruidiyicikanqingzheigenvhaidemianrong，yeshizuihouyici。
jiushizheigeqimeiyouguiyidehuamian，zaizhihouchenglexueruideemeng。
yizhiyutazaigaozhonghouliangnianjielewanshangtongxiaodayouxidexiguan，zhiyoubuduanxuexikuzaowuweidezhishi，rangnaozibiandemamucainengjinkenengbuquxiangzheijianshi。
linruoxideneiyitiao，yinchayangcuozhixiarangxueruikaoshangleyisuoyibenyuanxiao。
dangran，yeliuxialeyibeizideyinying。
……
“我叫林若曦……”
linruoxibiehonglelian，zhijiefenmingdeshoujinjinniezhuxiaofukuandadeyijiao，shenziweiweifadou。
xueruiweiweicumei，duiqihongdenanxueshenghandao：“nianjiqingqingjiuerbeile？laozizhanzheilidoutingjianle！”
banlidenanshengshunjiananjingxialai。
xuexiayinghanjiandemeiyoupipingxuerui，zhishiwenroudeduilinruoxishuodao：
“yihouyaozixinyidian，zheilidoushinidetongxue，tamenzhishidiaopi，meiyoueyi。”
linruoxidianlediantou，naodaimaidegengshenle。
……
henkuai，ziwojieshaodehuanjiejiujieshule，xiakelingyesuizhixiangqi。
“zou，qucesuodianyigenwangyoucao。”qiumengzetiaoqilailouzhexueruidejianbangxiaoshengshuodao。
zheishidiangenyande“yinbishuofa”。
“gungungun，fanzheni。”xueruimeihaoqidebaqiumengzetuikai。
“yuefanyueyinggaidianyigena。”qiumengzeturanjuedexueruibianle。
dantayoushuobuchulainalibianle，tashenshoumoxiangxueruidekudou。
“nitamaganshenmeni。”
yundongxiaofukuhualiuliude，shenjindoulijiuhaoxiangyourenzaimotadetuiyiyang，zheirangxueruihunshenfamao，xiayishijiuxiangjiqiumengzelaishangyixia。
kanzheqiumengzecongzijidoulimochuyanhedahuoji，xueruiyouxiejingtidetiletikuzi。
“xiaciwomai。”qiumengzeheiheiyixiao，ziguzidelazhelingwaijirenqulecesuo。
xueruiwuyudekanzheyiqunrengoujiandabeiliqu。
tazheigefaxiaochouyandechufadianfeichangchuncui，qiumengzerenweizainvhaizimianqianjiagenyandeyangzihenxiaosa，jiandanlaishuo，chuncuishiweilezhuangbi。
xueruicongjiaoshihoumenyuanyuankanzhenance，qiumengzezainancesuomenqianjiazhegenyanlaihuichuansuo，shibushitanzhenaodaisichuzhangwang，kandaomoshengdeshenyingyoujimangbatousuohuiqu。
qiumengzepabeilaoshikandao，youpaqunvcedenvtongxuekanbudao。
raner，taquanranmeiyouyishidaozijineizhongtoutoumomo、guiguisuisuidezitai，heqiaosuodexiaotoumeishenmequbie。
“madezhizhang。”xueruimaleyiju，taitamazhenshile，taquerenzijihuidaolegaozhongshidai。
taxiangdaozijikenengzailingyigeshijiecusi，fumudagaihuihenshangxinba。
buguotazhuannianyixiang，cusidedidianshihuisuo，didianbutaiheshi。
erqieyinweishengyichangshangyingchoubijiaoduo，jingchangweigezhongkehumaidan，daozhitadehuiyuanmingxiajibenmeiniandouxiaofeidajishiwan，shuyudingjivvip，binglehuisuoshangmenweiwen，siledoudesonghaohuahualandeneizhongjibie。
jiusuantaxianzaizhongxinhuoguolai，dagailvyemeirenhuitingtajieshi，tadexingxiangzaitahunmideneiyikejiuchedibengtale。
“zheimeshesi，neihaishibieqiangjiule，zhongshengtinghaode。”
xueruihenkuaijiujieshoulezijizhongshengdeshishi；
buguo，tadangqianshouyaomubiao，jiushibalinruoxizheigeemeng，congtaderenshengzhongchedigenchu，burantaqinshinanan。
“jielinghaixuxilingren。”xueruiziyuyiju，danshoutilebayizizoudaolinruoxigenqian，kaikoudao：“linruoxi。”
linruoxiyileng，taxiaoxindetaiqitou，congliuhaizhongtoutoukanzheyanqianzheigegaogaozhuangzhuangdenantongxue。
“linruoxi，wojiaonizenmebudaying？”xuerui“kuang”deyishengbayizifanfangzailinruoxiduimian，yipiguqizaiyizishang。
xueruixinxiangzheizhongnvhaibushibeigulide，ershizijibazijifengbiqilai，suoyiyaocongtashenshangzhaodaotaqingshengdeyuanyingujiyaofeibushaogongfu。
“wo……wo……”linruoxishentikaishifadou。
tahenzaoyiqianjiurenshixuerui，dandoubushishenmehaoyinxiang。
biru，dalanqiukousuixuexiaolanbanbeiquanxiaotongbaopiping；
yongsusheloudedengbaichuxinxingzhuixiaohua；
kejiancaobaguangboticaohuanchengbiaobaiqingge……
zongzhi，bulunshinanshinv，beixueruidingshangdejiumeiyouyigebufachude。
xianzai，zheigezhangyangbujidenanhaizhaoshangleta，tazenmeyexiangbumingbaiyinweishenme。
“ruigebuquzhaogumuxuezhaotazuoshenme？”yigedaizheheikuangyanjingdeaigenanhaiwendao。
“gumuxueshishei？”xueruigangshuochuzheihuadeshihoujiuxiangqilaile。
neikeshitacongchuzhongzhuidaogaozhongdenvhai，buzhiweitazuoleduoshaofengkuangshi，zhishizuizhongrengmeinengzhuidaoshou。
meixiangdaoshigeduonian，zheigemingzijuranhaiburulinruoxijiyishenke，jiulianzhangshenmeyangtadouwangjile。
xianglaiyeshi，linruoxijingchangyizhenzidexingxiangchuxianzaitademengli，gumuxuezheigemingzizicongtashangdaxueyihoujiumanmandanwangle。
“shiwozhuilehaoduoniandenvhaia，shishangzuimeidexiaohua。”xueruiziwenzida，tabuxiangrangrenfaxiantadeyiyang。
“xuerui，nizenmebuquyibanzhaogumuxue？”qiumengzezirenweixiaosadewanchenglekejianrenwu，zhouweidenvtongxueduitadeyinxiangyoushenkeleyixie。
“zenme，nandaowotamafeiyaozhaogumuxuebucheng？”
“kejianjiujifenzhongyoubiyao？tazhangdexianggerencanguo？wenyikoujiunengzengjiashouming？”
xueruizhongyurenbuzhufachuyilianchuandefanwen，yinlaixuduochayidemuguang。
zenmehaoxiangmeigerendouzaidengzhetaquzhaogumuxue？
jirantazhongshengle，shibibuhuizaizuotiangou，youjuhuazenmeshuolaizhe……feiyangyangpaigouhoumian。
“wobuguanzheixie。”qiumengzelandelihuixueruiyouyaofashenmefeng，tataochuwushikuaisaijixuerui：
“nijintianzaoshangjigumuxuemailexiaodangaohaiyounaicha，zheishitagangcairangwozhuanjiaojinideqian。”
“我花了多少？”
“wangle，ershiduoba。”
“worenweinanrenhaishidezhuanyi，bunengbantuerfei。”xueruibaqiansaijinkudou。
taturanjuede，zijidangniankenengbingbuwanquanshisixintadidexihuan，yeyoukenengshiweilechihuikoucainianzhegumuxuede。
guaibudetayinxiangzhongzijiconglaidoushiqingtongxuequxiaomaibu，linghuaqianhaoxiangyongbuwanyiyang，yuanlaizheilihaiyoujinzhang。
“叮铃铃～”
shangkelingxiangqi，xueshengmenyouxieshiluodehuidaozijizuowei。
danwurenchajue，linruoxiniedefabaideshousonglexialai。
taqingxingqiumengzejirenbangtatuoyanleshijian，keshiyixiangdaoxueruishichulemingdesichanlanda，dagailvhaishihuilaizhaoziji，tabujinyoujinzhangqilai。
zheishishangwudezuihouyijieke，wulilaoshishigewuliushidexiaolaotou，zuibashangdehuzhabitoudingdetoufadouduo，yikanjiushizilishenhoudelaojiaoshi。
zhishixueruitingzhetingzheyoukaishifankun，meigefuhaotadouyouxieyinxiang，couchengyiduiquehecuimengfuzhouyiyang。
“laozidangnianzhenniubi，zheizhongdongxidouxuedehui。”
xueruizaixinlihenhenkualezijiyidun，suihouanranjinrumengxiang。
cusidejingxianghaililizaimu，erjinzhonghuoyici，bunengzaineimelaoleile，xueruigewaizhenxishuimianshiguang。